Grace took a deep breath. She pressed her index finger down hard on the left mouse button, clicking the green PLAY button.
A heavy, aggressive bassline blasted through her headphones. The screen went black for a second before the iconic, ruined lobby of PUBG materialized.
She spent ten minutes in the character creator. She made a female avatar with a high ponytail, a basic white t-shirt, and jeans. She typed her ID into the box: Gracie_S.
Without a second thought, she left the mode on Solo and clicked the READY button in the bottom left corner.
The matchmaking took less than three seconds. The screen flashed. She was suddenly standing on a bleak, abandoned island. The area was swarming with dozens of characters running around in ridiculous outfits.
Grace pressed the 'W' key. Her character jogged forward two steps. Suddenly, a black character wearing nothing but underwear sprinted up and punched her avatar right in the back of the head.
Grace jumped in her chair. She panicked and yanked the mouse to the side to turn around. The camera spun violently. A wave of intense 3D nausea hit her stomach.
Before she could recover, the screen cut to the interior of a massive C-130 transport plane. The deafening roar of the engines shook her eardrums. The flight path cut straight across the center of the map.
She watched the number of alive players rapidly dropping. Her palms started to sweat. She mashed the 'F' key and threw herself out of the plane.
Her character plummeted like a brick. The wind screamed in her headset. She dragged her mouse frantically, completely unable to control her trajectory.
Her parachute deployed automatically with a loud snap. She drifted aimlessly over a barren field. She slammed straight into the branches of a massive, dead tree and got stuck.
She pressed 'F' to cut the parachute cords. Her character plummeted fifteen feet, hitting the dirt with a sickening crunch.
The screen instantly turned gray. You died from falling.
Grace froze. She stared at the giant MATCH FINISHED text. She bit her lower lip, clicked her mouse, and hit RESTART.
Game two. She managed to land on the roof of a small shack. She picked up a tiny pistol. The wooden door below her kicked open. A player with a shotgun blasted her through the floorboards. Dead.
Game three. She played it smart. She landed in the middle of nowhere. She was running from the blue zone when a massive Jeep ran her over from behind. Dead.
Game four. She finally found an assault rifle. She hid in a bush, her heart pounding with excitement. The sky turned red. An artillery shell dropped directly on her head. Dead.
Game five. Game six. The constant, brutal deaths piled up. The frustration built in her chest until it felt like a physical weight. She gripped her mouse so tightly the plastic creaked under her fingers.
By game nine, she dropped into a cluster of buildings called Pochinki. Her boots hit the pavement. Before she could even open a door, a cast-iron pan slammed into the back of her head with a loud, ringing CLANG.
Grace ripped the headphones off her head. She slammed them onto the desk. Her chest heaved. Her eyes burned with a hot, humiliating frustration.
She glared at the gray screen. The memory of Adelbert's freezing eyes in the elevator flashed through her mind. A surge of pure, stubborn rage flooded her veins.
"I swallowed my pride in the real world," she whispered to the empty room, her voice shaking with anger. "I am not letting a stupid game beat me."
She snatched the headphones and shoved them back over her ears. She cranked the volume dial up. She slammed her fingers down onto the WASD keys.
This time, she didn't click Solo. Her mouse drifted over to the Squad option. She checked the box for auto-matching.
Maybe if she had teammates, she could survive past the first five minutes. Maybe she could actually pull a trigger.
She clicked READY. The system instantly threw her into a squad. Four names popped up in the bottom left corner of her screen.
She scanned the IDs.
Jax_Teller
Morgan_F
Ø
The loading screen vanished. She was back on the spawn island. Gunfire and footsteps assaulted her ears.
She looked at her three teammates standing in a circle. The little microphone icons next to their names were flashing. They were talking in the in-game voice channel.
Grace took a deep breath. She pressed her thumb against the 'T' key on her keyboard, preparing to speak her first words into the digital void.
The roar of the plane engines drowned everything out. The four of them were launched into the sky. The gears of fate locked into place.
The deafening roar of the plane vibrated through Grace's headphones. She stared at the screen. A small yellow parachute icon popped up next to Jax_Teller's name in the bottom left corner. It was an invite to follow his jump.
She panicked and mashed the 'F' key to accept. Her character instantly lost all autonomy, locking into place right behind Jax's avatar.
"Jumping!" Jax yelled through the in-game voice chat. His voice was loud, carrying a thick, unmistakable East Coast accent that cut through the engine noise.
Grace frowned. The voice scratched at the back of her brain, feeling strangely familiar. But the adrenaline of the game wiped the thought away. The two characters dove straight down toward a massive complex of buildings labeled School.
The altimeter on the screen plummeted. The wind howled. Grace rotated her camera and her stomach dropped. The sky was swarming with dozens of other parachutes. They looked like a flock of vultures diving for a carcass.
Jax steered them perfectly toward the flat roof of the main building. But Grace's cheap apartment Wi-Fi stuttered. Her screen froze for a fraction of a second.
When the frame rate caught up, she had detached from Jax. Her character slammed hard against the concrete ledge of a two-story building next to the school. Her boots slipped. She plummeted off the edge, crashing onto the cement courtyard below.
The screen violently shook. Her health bar instantly vanished, leaving only a sliver of red. Her character groaned in pain, dropping to the ground.
It got worse. A player holding a rusted sickle landed ten feet away. He turned, saw her crawling on the ground, and sprinted straight at her.
Grace's heart hammered against her ribs. Her fingers scrambled across the keyboard. In her blind panic, she held down the 'T' key.
"Help! Someone's coming at me with a knife! I don't have a gun!"
Her voice cracked. The raw, terrified plea of a girl echoed through the proximity chat, broadcasted to the entire area.
On the roof of the main building, Jax and Morgan froze mid-loot.
"Holy shit, it's a girl! And she sounds cute!" Morgan yelled into the squad comms.
Jax didn't hesitate. He racked the bolt of the UZI he just picked up, vaulted over the edge of the roof, and sprinted toward Grace's icon on the minimap.
A hundred yards away, in the third-floor window of an adjacent apartment block, Ø stood perfectly still.
Adelbert's finger rested on the left mouse button. He slammed a magazine into his M416 assault rifle. He heard the scream through his headset. His jaw tightened. The voice sounded familiar, but the heavy static from her cheap microphone distorted the pitch.
Annoying woman, Adelbert thought, his eyes narrowing.
Despite the irritation flaring in his chest, his wrist flicked. His crosshairs snapped perfectly onto the courtyard where Grace was crawling.
The player with the sickle reached Grace. He raised the blade high above his head, ready to swing.
CRACK.
A single, deafening gunshot ripped through the sky. A 5.56mm bullet tore straight through the attacker's level-two helmet.
The player's body went limp and instantly transformed into a wooden loot crate emitting green smoke.
The kill feed in the top right corner updated: Ø killed Player_123 with M416 (Headshot).
Grace sat frozen in her chair. Her chest was heaving. She stared at the wooden box in front of her face, her brain completely short-circuiting.
A few seconds later, Jax's character sprinted into the courtyard, panting. He looked at the box and groaned into the mic. "Damn it, Ø! You stole my kill!"
A voice crackled through the headset. It was incredibly low, freezing cold, and dripping with absolute impatience.
"You're too slow, trash."
That freezing, impatient tone hit her like a physical blow to the chest. The sheer arrogance in his voice was staggering.
"Don't worry, sweetheart, big brother is here," Morgan said, running up to her. He dropped a first-aid kit and a bottle of painkillers onto the concrete.
Grace clicked to pick them up. She started the healing animation. "Thank you," she whispered into the mic, her voice still shaking.
Hearing her soft, nervous gratitude, Jax and Morgan went into overdrive. They started throwing boxes of ammo and armor at her feet.
Ø stood in the distant window. He watched the pathetic display through his 4x scope. His jaw ticked.
"Loot your shit and get up here to hold the angle," Ø's voice cut through the chatter like a knife. "I'm not here to babysit."
He turned his back to the window and vanished into the shadows of the building, leaving Grace staring at his cold, black icon.