The lockpick felt foreign in my fingers after seven years.
I'd found it wedged in the lining of my old warrior kit—the duffel bag Jonah had shoved in the back of our closet like it was something shameful. My hands shook as I worked the mechanism, listening to the shower run in the bathroom. Steam crept under the door. Jonah was singing. Actually singing, like he hadn't just told me he was going to force himself on me.
The lock clicked.
I didn't breathe until I was in the hallway. My chair's motor hummed too loud in the silence, but I couldn't stop. Couldn't think. Just had to move.
The pack house was empty—everyone still at the Summit, probably gossiping about the mind-link disaster. Good. I made it to the service elevator, then through the kitchen, out the back entrance. The night air hit my face, cool and sharp.
Freedom was fifty yards away. The pack border, marked by ancient stones that glowed faintly under the moon.
I was twenty yards out when Elder Marcus stepped from the shadows.
"Going somewhere, Miss Snyder?"
Miss. Not Luna. Never Luna.
"I'm leaving." My voice came out steadier than I felt. "Jonah's been unfaithful. I have grounds—"
"Grounds?" Marcus's laugh was dry as old bones. He moved closer, and I saw the pity in his eyes. Pity mixed with something worse. Satisfaction. "You have no grounds for anything, girl. You were never marked."
The words hit like a physical blow.
"We've been together seven years—"
"Together, yes. Mated, no." He pulled a scroll from his coat. Pack law, written in the old script. "Without the Alpha's mark, you have no legal status. No claim to pack lands, no protection under pack law. You're not his Luna. You're not even officially his mate."
I stared at the scroll. At the words that might as well have been a death sentence.
"So I can just leave."
"Cross that border, and you'll be designated a rogue." Marcus's voice went cold. "Rogues are hunted, Miss Snyder. Killed on sight by any pack that finds them. Is that what you want? To die alone in the woods?"
My hands gripped the wheelchair arms. "Better than staying here."
"Is it?" He stepped closer. "You're wolfless. Crippled. How long do you think you'd last out there?"
I wanted to scream. To rage. To shift into my wolf and tear his throat out.
But I couldn't shift. Couldn't even stand.
Seven years of believing I had a place here. Seven years of thinking I mattered.
All lies.
"Go back to the Alpha's quarters," Marcus said. "Be grateful he's willing to keep you."
I turned my chair around. Not because I wanted to. Because I had no choice.
Jonah was waiting in the hallway when I returned, hair still damp from the shower. He smiled.
"There you are. I was worried."
I said nothing.
He didn't seem to notice.
***
The Moon Goddess Festival was the next night. Jonah insisted I attend.
"We need to show unity," he said, adjusting his ceremonial robes in the mirror. "Quell the rumors."
"I'm not going."
His hand shot out, gripping my chin. Not hard enough to bruise, but firm enough to make his point. "You are. And you'll smile. Understand?"
I understood plenty.
The festival grounds were packed. Hundreds of wolves from allied packs, all dressed in white to honor the Moon Goddess. Lanterns floated overhead, casting everything in soft golden light. It should've been beautiful.
It felt like a funeral.
Jonah kept his hand on my shoulder as we moved through the crowd, his touch possessive. Claiming. People stared. Whispered. I caught fragments of conversation.
"—heard the mind-link—"
"—poor thing—"
"—should've left him—"
The opening ceremony began at midnight. We stood at the front, Jonah beside the other Alphas, me in my chair slightly behind. The High Priestess raised her arms, calling for the Moon Goddess's blessing.
"Join hands with your mates," she intoned. "Show your bonds before the Goddess."
Jonah reached for my hand.
I pulled away.
His jaw tightened. "Halle."
"No."
Something shifted in his eyes. Something dark and dangerous.
"I said," his voice dropped to that Alpha tone, the one that made wolves submit, "give me your hand."
I kept my hands in my lap.
The air changed. Pressure built around me, thick and suffocating. Jonah's Alpha Aura, unleashed in full force. It crashed over me like a wave, and I couldn't breathe. Couldn't move.
My wolf should've risen to meet it. Should've pushed back.
But I had no wolf.
The pressure increased. My chest compressed. Something in my arm snapped with a sound like a breaking branch, and pain exploded through me. I gasped, tried to scream, but no air would come.
Blood filled my mouth. Internal bleeding, some distant part of my brain recognized.
I was dying.
The last thing I saw before darkness took me was Jonah's face, twisted with rage, and the horrified expressions of the crowd.
Then nothing.
***
I woke to white walls and the smell of antiseptic. The Healer's ward. My arm was in a cast, and breathing hurt like hell.
Footsteps. Soft, hesitant.
Briana appeared in the doorway, her face pale and drawn.
"You shouldn't be here," I managed.
"I know." She moved closer, glancing over her shoulder. "But you need to see this."
She pulled a small leather book from her jacket. Set it on my lap.
"I found it in Jonah's desk. I was looking for—it doesn't matter. Just look."
I opened it with my good hand. Page after page of dates, dosages, notes written in Jonah's precise handwriting.
Wolfsbane Type-B. 2.5mg daily. Subject: H.S.
My medicine. The pills he'd given me every morning for seven years, telling me they'd help with the pain.
More entries. Increased dosage. Wolf remains dormant. Muscle atrophy progressing as expected.
As expected.
The room spun.
"He poisoned you," Briana whispered. "The attack didn't take your wolf. He did."
I stared at the logbook, at seven years of calculated cruelty written in neat columns.
And something inside me finally broke free.
The logbook was still in my lap when the door slammed open.
Beta Derek strode in with two enforcers flanking him, their faces blank masks. Briana went rigid beside me.
"Miss Snyder." Derek's voice was all business. "We need to have a conversation."
"About what?" My fingers tightened on the leather book.
He didn't answer. Just nodded to one of the enforcers, who moved to my wheelchair. His hands went to the storage pouch on the back—the one I never used because I couldn't reach it.
He pulled out a burner phone.
My stomach dropped.
"Well, well." Derek held it up like a trophy. "Care to explain this?"
"That's not mine."
"No?" He tapped the screen. Messages scrolled past, too fast to read, but I caught fragments. Pack patrol schedules. Guard rotations. Territory maps. "These texts to known rogues say otherwise."
"I've never seen that phone before in my life."
"Treason is a serious charge, Miss Snyder." Derek's smile didn't reach his eyes. "Alpha's orders. You're to be moved to the dungeon for interrogation."
Interrogation. The word hung in the air like a death sentence.
Briana stepped forward. "This is insane. She's been in this bed for two days. How could she—"
"You should leave, Miss Cook." Derek's tone went cold. "Unless you'd like to join her."
Briana's face went white. She looked at me, then at Derek, then fled.
The enforcers moved toward my bed.
Then the temperature in the room dropped.
Not literally. But something shifted in the air, thick and electric, raising every hair on my arms. The enforcers froze mid-step. Derek's hand went to his throat like he couldn't breathe.
The door opened again.
A man stepped through. Tall, broad-shouldered, with dark hair and eyes that looked almost silver in the fluorescent light. He wore simple clothes—jeans, a black shirt—but he moved like violence contained in human form.
Power rolled off him in waves.
"Alpha Lawrence." Derek's voice came out strangled. "This is Blood River territory. You have no—"
"Lycan Jurisdiction." The man's voice was quiet. Calm. Absolutely terrifying. "I'm invoking it."
Derek's face went from red to white. "You can't—"
"I can. And I am." Malcolm Lawrence—because that's who this had to be—moved between me and the enforcers. His aura expanded, pressing against them like a physical force. "When an Alpha is compromised by crimes against the Moon Goddess, a High Alpha may take custody of any suspect to ensure fair trial. Ancient law. Still binding."
"Jonah isn't compromised—"
"He nearly killed his own mate in front of witnesses." Malcolm's eyes flicked to my cast, my bruised face. "He's been poisoning her for seven years. And now he's framing her for treason to silence her." He held up his phone. The screen showed a photo of the logbook. "I have evidence. Do you really want to test me on this?"
The enforcers backed toward the door.
Derek stood his ground, but barely. "The Alpha will—"
"The Alpha will answer to the Lycan Council." Malcolm's voice dropped lower. "Get out of my way."
Derek moved.
Malcolm turned to me. His aura softened, the pressure easing until I could breathe again. "Can you travel?"
I nodded. Didn't trust my voice.
He lifted me from the bed like I weighed nothing. The logbook fell to the floor. One of the enforcers—the younger one—picked it up and handed it to Malcolm with shaking hands.
"Thank you." Malcolm's tone gentled. "Tell your Alpha I'll be filing formal charges by dawn."
Then he carried me out of the Healer's ward, out of the pack house, into the night.
***
The pain started an hour into the drive.
Not the broken arm. Not the bruised ribs. Something deeper. Something that felt like my bones were trying to tear themselves apart from the inside.
I bit back a scream.
"Almost there." Malcolm's voice came from the driver's seat. Steady. Calm. "Elena's waiting."
Elena. The Healer. She'd left with us, sitting in the back seat with medical supplies and a grim expression.
"It's the wolfsbane," she said quietly. "Her body's starting to purge it. It's going to get worse before it gets better."
Worse.
The Dark Forest territory was nothing like Blood River. No grand pack house, no manicured lawns. Just trees and darkness and a sprawling lodge that looked like it had grown from the forest itself.
Malcolm carried me inside. Up stairs. Into a room with soft lighting and a bed that smelled like pine and something else. Something that made my chest ache in a way that had nothing to do with broken ribs.
Elena started an IV. "This will help with the pain. A little."
It didn't.
The seizures started that night. My body convulsing, muscles locking, teeth chattering so hard I tasted blood. Elena held me down. Malcolm's hand found mine in the darkness.
"I'm here," he said. "You're safe."
Safe.
I didn't know what that word meant anymore.
The hallucinations came next. Jonah's face, twisted with rage. Luna's voice, calling my name. Shadows that moved like wolves, circling my bed with hungry eyes.
"Not real," Malcolm's voice cut through the nightmare. "Halle, look at me. Not real."
I tried. Failed. The shadows had teeth.
Then his aura wrapped around me. Not crushing like Jonah's. Gentle. Anchoring. Like a hand reaching through dark water, pulling me toward light.
I grabbed onto it and held on.
Three days. Elena said later it was three days, but it felt like years. Three days of my body trying to kill itself, purging seven years of poison one agonizing hour at a time.
Malcolm never left.
I felt him there, even when I couldn't see him. His presence, steady and unshakable, keeping me tethered to reality when everything else dissolved into pain and madness.
On the third night, something shifted.
The pain didn't stop. But underneath it, I felt something else. Something stirring in the hollow place where my wolf should've been.
A heartbeat that wasn't mine.
A breath that came from somewhere deeper than lungs.
And a voice, faint as a whisper, that I hadn't heard in seven years.
*I'm still here.*
The fever broke on the fourth day.
I woke to sunlight streaming through unfamiliar windows, warm on my face. My body ached, but it was a clean pain. Not the poisoned agony I'd lived with for seven years.
Malcolm sat in a chair beside the bed, his head tilted back against the wall, eyes closed. Dark circles shadowed his face. His shirt was wrinkled, like he'd been wearing it for days.
"Why?" My voice came out rough as gravel.
His eyes opened. Silver-gray, like storm clouds. "You're awake."
"Why did you save me?" I pushed myself up on one elbow. The IV tugged at my arm. "You don't know me."
Something flickered across his face. Pain, maybe. Or regret.
"I do know you." He leaned forward, elbows on his knees. "I was Luna's foster brother."
The world stopped.
"Luna." Her name hurt to say. "My sister."
"She made me promise to protect you. Before she—" He stopped. Swallowed. "Before she died. She knew what Jonah was. What he'd do to you if he got the chance."
I stared at him. At this stranger who'd carried me out of hell.
"There's more." His voice went quieter. "You're my fated mate, Halle. I've known for years."
The words didn't make sense. Couldn't make sense.
"Then why—" My throat closed. "Why did you let me stay with him?"
"Because you looked happy." The words came out raw. "Every time I saw you at pack gatherings, you were smiling. Jonah's hand on your shoulder, and you were smiling. I thought—" He stopped. Started again. "I thought you'd chosen him. That you were content. And I had no right to interfere with that."
I wanted to laugh. Or scream. Or both.
"I wasn't happy. I was dying."
"I know that now." His hands clenched into fists. "And I'll regret not acting sooner for the rest of my life."
Silence stretched between us. Outside, birds sang. Normal sounds in a world that felt anything but.
"Jonah never gave me a choice," I said finally. "He took everything. My wolf. My legs. My future. He owned me."
"No one owns you." Malcolm's voice was fierce. "Not him. Not me. Not anyone."
I looked at him. Really looked. At the exhaustion in his face, the careful distance he kept between us. The way he'd sat in that chair for days, watching over me, never once touching me without permission.
Jonah would've climbed into the bed. Would've claimed it was his right.
Malcolm stayed in the chair.
"Thank you," I whispered.
He nodded. Didn't say anything else. Didn't need to.
***
A week later, I woke to pins and needles in my toes.
At first, I thought I was imagining it. Seven years of nothing, and suddenly—sensation. Tingling. Real and undeniable.
I wiggled my toes.
They moved.
I sat up so fast the room spun. Threw back the blankets. Stared at my legs like they belonged to someone else.
"Malcolm!" My voice cracked. "Malcolm!"
He burst through the door, eyes wild. "What's wrong?"
"My legs." I couldn't stop staring. "I can feel them."
He went very still. Then he moved to the bed, knelt beside it. "Show me."
I flexed my foot. Just a small movement, but it was there. Real.
Malcolm's hand covered his mouth. His eyes were bright.
"Seven years," I said. The words tasted like ash and fury. "He stole seven years from me. Not the attack. Not some tragic accident. Him. He did this."
The grief I'd been carrying transformed. Hardened into something cold and sharp.
"I'm going to destroy him," I said quietly. "Not just expose him. Not just see him punished. I'm going to take everything he has and burn it to the ground."
Malcolm looked at me. Didn't flinch. Didn't tell me to be reasonable or merciful.
"I'll help," he said simply.
***
The physical therapy started the next day.
Malcolm had converted a room in the lodge into a training space. Mats on the floor, weights along the wall. It smelled like sweat and determination.
"We'll start slow," he said. "Your muscles have atrophied. It's going to hurt."
It did.
Every movement was agony. My legs shook trying to support my weight. I fell more times than I could count.
But I got back up.
Two weeks in, Malcolm suggested light sparring.
"Just defensive moves," he said. "I'll go slow."
We circled each other on the mat. He threw a punch, telegraphed and gentle. I blocked it. Threw one back. He dodged.
We moved through the forms. Muscle memory returning, even after seven years.
Then I overextended. My weak leg buckled.
I went down hard.
Malcolm's hand shot out, reaching for me.
I flinched. Couldn't help it. Jonah's hands, gripping too tight. Jonah's touch, always taking.
Malcolm froze. Then he dropped to his knees, putting himself below me. Vulnerable.
"I'm sorry," he said quietly. "I should've asked first."
I stared at him. At this powerful Alpha, kneeling on the mat, giving me all the power.
Jonah never knelt. Never asked. Never gave.
"Help me up?" My voice shook.
Malcolm held out his hand. Palm up. Waiting.
I took it.
His grip was firm but gentle. He pulled me to my feet, then immediately let go.
"Again?" he asked.
I nodded.
We started over. And this time, when I stumbled, I didn't flinch when he caught me.