The medical wing smelled like antiseptic and lies.
I sat on the examination table, my hand extended palm-up while Dr. Helena worked in silence. The overhead light was too bright, making the blood look garish against my pale skin. Each stitch pulled through flesh with a soft tug that I felt distantly, like it was happening to someone else's body.
Maybe it was.
Maybe the real Gabriella had died months ago, and I was just the hollow shell left behind, going through the motions of being Luna.
"This will scar," Dr. Helena said quietly. Her hands were steady, professional. But I caught the tightness around her eyes, the way she wouldn't quite meet my gaze. "The claws went deep."
"It's fine."
"Gabriella—"
"Luna Gabriella," I corrected, my voice flat.
She paused mid-stitch. Then nodded, understanding the distance I was creating. The walls I was building between myself and every wolf in this pack who had watched me bleed and done nothing.
"Luna Gabriella," she amended carefully. "I need to ask... is the stress becoming too much? After everything that happened five months ago, your body needs—"
"The Luna has no pain," I interrupted. The words came out mechanical, rehearsed. Because I'd been saying them to myself for months now, trying to make them true through sheer repetition.
Dr. Helena's hands stilled. "That's not—"
"Please finish the stitches."
She did. Seven neat sutures across my palm, each one a reminder that my own mate had drawn my blood to protect another woman. When she tied off the final knot and reached for the bandage, I pulled my hand back.
"No bandage."
"You need to keep it clean—"
"No bandage," I repeated. "Let them see it."
Let them all see what their Alpha had done. Let the visiting wolves carry the story back to their packs: Bruno of the Blood Claw Pack, who once endured the Gauntlet for his mate, now struck her down for a mistress.
Dr. Helena's expression crumpled with something that looked like pity. I hated it. I stood, smoothing down my burgundy gown with my uninjured hand.
"Thank you for your service, Doctor."
I left before she could offer any more condolences I didn't want to hear.
The guest room was cold and impersonal. I'd been sleeping here for six weeks now, ever since the night I'd woken to find Bruno's side of the bed empty and his scent mixed with Kayleigh's floral perfume clinging to his skin when he'd finally returned at dawn.
I didn't bother turning on the lights. Just kicked off my heels and sank onto the edge of the bed, my phone clutched in my uninjured hand.
It buzzed. A notification from that group chat I'd been trying to ignore.
Scorned Lunas Support Network.
I opened it, some masochistic part of me needing to see how pathetic I'd become. How common.
The messages scrolled past in a blur of desperate advice:
*"Tip #52: Learn to cook his favorite meals exactly how his mother made them."*
*"Tip #53: Never question where he's been. Jealousy only drives them further away."*
*"Tip #54: Dye your hair to match his mistress. Sometimes they just need the fantasy."*
I stared at that last one until the words blurred. Dye my hair. Change myself. Become someone else entirely, just to win back scraps of affection from a mate who had forgotten how to love me.
Nausea rolled through my stomach in waves.
My thumb hovered over the leave group button. But I couldn't seem to press it. Couldn't seem to do anything except sit there in the dark, bleeding and broken, reading advice on how to beg for love that should have been freely given.
The phone slipped from my fingers onto the bed.
I needed to get out of this room. Out of this suffocating space that smelled like failure and resignation.
My feet carried me down the hallway before I'd consciously decided to move. Past the grand staircase. Past the portraits of previous Alphas and their Lunas, all looking regal and united. Past the life I'd thought I was building.
I stopped outside the master bedroom. Our bedroom. His bedroom now.
The door was unlocked. Of course it was. Bruno had nothing to hide anymore. His infidelity was pack knowledge, sanctioned by his silence and my acceptance.
I pushed it open.
The room looked exactly as I'd left it this morning. The bed we'd once shared, now made with military precision by staff who pitied me. The balcony where I'd stood and watched him arrive with her. The vanity where I'd applied scent blocker to make myself disappear.
I went to my jewelry box—the carved wooden one Bruno had given me after the mating ceremony. My fingers found the hidden compartment at the bottom.
The pressed flower lay inside, fragile and faded. A moonflower from the night he'd claimed me. The night he'd stood before the Lycan Council and declared that no trial, no law, no force in existence would keep him from making me his Luna.
I held it up to the light. It crumbled slightly at the edges, pieces of petal falling away like ash.
Just like us.
I looked at it for a long moment, remembering the man who had fought for me. The Alpha who had transformed himself from monster to mate, who had endured agony and humiliation, who had whispered promises against my skin in the dark.
That man was dead.
The wolf who had struck me tonight, who had cradled his mistress while I bled—that was who Bruno really was. Who he'd always been, perhaps, beneath the temporary madness of a fresh mate bond.
I walked to the trash can beside the vanity.
Dropped the flower inside.
Watched it settle among the discarded cotton pads and empty product bottles, just another piece of garbage.
Something inside my chest cracked. Not my heart—that had broken months ago. Something deeper. The foundation of hope I'd been clinging to, the belief that love could be enough, that devotion could bridge any gap, that sacrifice would eventually be rewarded.
All of it, dust.
I turned and walked out of the master bedroom for the last time.
Behind me, in the trash, a pressed moonflower slowly turned to dust.
I heard him before I saw him.
The heavy footsteps in the hallway. The door swinging open without a knock. The scent that hit me like a physical blow—expensive wine and Kayleigh's floral perfume, mixed together in a combination that made my stomach turn.
Bruno stood in the doorway of the guest room, his tie loosened, his jacket gone. He looked irritated. Not guilty. Not apologetic. Just annoyed, like I was a problem he needed to solve before returning to more important matters.
"There you are," he said, his voice carrying that edge of impatience I'd grown to recognize. "I've been looking for you."
I stood by the window, my injured hand hanging at my side. The stitches pulled when I moved. "I'm here."
"You left the gala." He stepped into the room, closing the door behind him. "Do you have any idea how that looked? The Luna disappearing after causing a scene?"
Causing a scene. That's what he called it. Not defending myself. Not standing up to his mistress's public humiliation. Causing a scene.
"I needed medical attention," I said quietly, holding up my hand so he could see the neat row of stitches across my palm. "Your claws went deep."
He barely glanced at it. "You shouldn't have raised your hand to her. Kayleigh is young, fragile. She was terrified, Gabriella. I had to spend the last hour calming her down, explaining that you didn't mean to threaten her."
Something cold settled in my chest. "I didn't threaten anyone."
"Your jealousy did." He ran a hand through his hair, that familiar gesture of frustration. "You've been hysterical lately. Emotional. I understand it's difficult, being... the way you are. But you can't take it out on innocent pack members."
The way I am. Barren. Wolfless. Broken.
"I'm leaving," I said. The words came out steady, calm. Final.
Bruno went very still. His eyes locked onto mine, and for the first time tonight, I had his full attention. "What did you say?"
"I'm leaving. This... us... it's over."
Panic flashed across his face. Real, genuine panic. Not concern for me. Fear of losing his possession. His status symbol. His tame Luna who was supposed to stay quietly in the background while he played out his fantasies with younger versions of who I used to be.
"No." His voice dropped, taking on that dangerous quality that made other wolves submit. "No, you're not."
"Bruno—"
"You need rest." He moved closer, his Alpha aura beginning to press against me. "You're not thinking clearly. You're upset, and you need to calm down and reflect on your behavior tonight."
I took a step back. "Don't do this."
"Do what? Take care of my mate?" His voice turned soft, condescending, like he was talking to a child. "You're exhausted, Gabriella. You're saying things you don't mean. In the morning, after you've rested, we'll talk about this properly."
"I mean every word."
His expression hardened. The softness vanished, replaced by something cold and commanding. The Alpha who had once torn through the Gauntlet, who had built his reputation on absolute dominance.
"Gabriella." My name came out as a warning.
I opened my mouth to speak. To tell him that his commands meant nothing anymore. That I was done being controlled, manipulated, gaslit into believing my pain was hysteria and my boundaries were jealousy.
But he didn't let me finish.
"YOU DO NOT LEAVE UNTIL I SAY YOU LEAVE."
The Alpha Command hit me like a freight train. His voice boomed with supernatural power, the words wrapping around my body like chains. My knees buckled. I crashed to the floor, my injured hand slamming against the hardwood.
Pain shot up my arm. The stitches pulled. But I couldn't move. Couldn't stand. The command held me down with invisible force, my wolfless body completely defenseless against his Alpha authority.
"You will stay here," Bruno continued, his voice still carrying that terrible power, "and reflect on your behavior. When you're ready to apologize and act like a proper Luna, we'll discuss this further."
I looked up at him from the floor, my vision blurring with tears I refused to let fall. He stood over me, tall and commanding, his face set in hard lines.
This was my mate. My fated bond. The wolf who had promised to protect me, cherish me, love me until the Moon Goddess herself called us home.
And he'd just used his Alpha power to force me to my knees.
"Bruno, please—"
But he was already walking away. The door slammed behind him. I heard the heavy click of the lock engaging from the outside.
Locked in. Commanded to stay. Trapped on my knees like a disobedient dog being punished.
I tried to stand. My muscles screamed in protest, fighting against the residual power of his command. It would wear off eventually—Alpha Commands always did—but for now, I was stuck.
I crawled. Inch by painful inch, dragging myself across the floor toward the window. My hand throbbed. My knees burned against the hardwood. But I kept moving until I reached the wall beneath the window.
Using the windowsill for support, I managed to pull myself up enough to see outside.
Storm clouds gathered on the horizon, dark and heavy. Lightning flickered in the distance. The wind had picked up, making the trees bend and sway.
Below, I could see the gala continuing. Wolves in elegant clothes, laughing and drinking. Living their lives while their Luna knelt alone in a locked room, held prisoner by the very bond that was supposed to set her free.
My protection had become my prison.
And I finally understood: Bruno didn't love me. He loved the idea of me. The memory of me. The ghost of the innocent Omega he'd saved.
The real me—the one who had grown, evolved, survived—he wanted to lock away and control until I disappeared completely.
Thunder rumbled in the distance.
I pressed my forehead against the cool glass and wondered how much longer I could survive in a cage built from a mate bond that had rotted from the inside out.
The Alpha Command finally released me after what felt like hours but was probably only forty minutes. My muscles screamed as I pushed myself up from the floor, my injured hand leaving a smear of blood on the hardwood where the stitches had pulled open again.
I stood on shaking legs, staring at the locked door. My prison. My cage. Built by the mate bond I'd once thought was a blessing.
Then I heard it. The soft click of a lock disengaging.
I froze, my heart hammering against my ribs. Bruno, coming back to issue more commands. To break me down further until I became the obedient ghost he wanted.
But the wolf who entered wasn't Bruno.
Beta Eddie stepped inside, his shoulders rigid, his eyes fixed somewhere over my head. He wouldn't look at me. Couldn't look at me. The shame rolled off him in waves.
"Luna," he said quietly. His voice was tight, controlled. "The perimeter sensors on the North Ridge have experienced a... malfunction. They'll be offline for approximately fifteen minutes."
I stared at him, not understanding. Not daring to understand.
He finally met my eyes. Just for a second. But in that brief moment, I saw everything—the apology, the rebellion, the choice he was making. The line he was crossing.
"Fifteen minutes," he repeated. He pulled something from his jacket. A dark raincoat, folded tight. Beneath it, a thick envelope. "The storm will mask scent trails. The rain will wash away tracks."
My breath caught. "Eddie—"
"I don't know anything." He set the items on the bed, still not looking directly at me. "I was doing my rounds. I saw nothing. Heard nothing. When the Alpha asks, I'll tell him the truth—I have no idea where you went."
Tears burned behind my eyes. "You could lose everything."
"You already have." His jaw clenched. "Fifteen minutes, Luna. Don't waste them."
He turned and walked out, leaving the door open behind him. An invitation. An escape route. A betrayal of his Alpha in favor of something higher—the moral code that said a mate bond should never become a prison.
I grabbed the raincoat with trembling hands. Pulled it on over my ruined burgundy gown. The envelope went into the inside pocket—I didn't have time to count the cash, but it felt substantial. Enough to disappear.
Fifteen minutes.
I ran.
The storm hit me the moment I cleared the pack house. Rain like ice water, wind that tried to push me back. My heels were impossible, so I kicked them off, feeling the wet grass and then the rough forest floor beneath my bare feet.
No wolf to guide me. No enhanced speed or night vision. Just my human body, fragile and slow, crashing through underbrush in the dark.
Thorns tore at my dress. I felt the silk rip, felt scratches open on my legs. My injured hand throbbed with every movement, the stitches definitely torn now, blood mixing with rain.
But I kept running.
Behind me, the pack house lights glowed warm and golden. The gala was ending. Soon Bruno would return to that locked room. Soon he'd discover I was gone.
Fifteen minutes. Maybe I'd used five already.
I pushed harder, my lungs burning. The North Ridge loomed ahead, dark and steep. The border. The edge of Blood Claw territory and the beginning of neutral lands where rogues wandered and pack law didn't reach.
My foot caught on a root. I went down hard, my hands slamming into mud. Pain exploded through my injured palm. I bit back a scream, tasting blood where I'd bitten my tongue.
Get up. Get up. Get up.
I dragged myself to my feet. My dress was destroyed, hanging in tatters. My hair had come loose from its elegant style, plastered to my face by rain. I looked like a drowned ghost.
Fitting.
The border marker appeared through the trees—a tall stone carved with the Blood Claw Pack symbol. Beyond it, freedom. Beyond it, the unknown.
Behind me, I heard it. Faint but unmistakable. A howl cutting through the storm.
Bruno. His wolf, calling for his mate.
I looked back one last time. Saw the pack house in the distance, the territory I'd called home, the life I'd tried so desperately to build from the ashes of who I used to be.
Then I crossed the border.
The rain intensified, washing away my scent, my blood, any trace that I'd been here. The storm the Moon Goddess had sent to cover my escape, to give me this one chance at freedom.
I stumbled forward into neutral territory, into the dark, into whatever came next.
Behind me, another howl. Closer now. Desperate.
But I didn't stop running.