I couldn't feel my legs as they carried me into the pack hospital. Emma's limp body weighed heavy in my arms, her blood soaking through my clothes, still warm against my skin. The healer's urgent voice faded to a distant echo as they took her from me, placing her small form on the cold metal slab.

"Luna Sarah, please, let us help you," someone said, but their words barely registered.

My knees finally gave way. I collapsed onto the sterile floor of the healer ward, my fingers still reaching for my daughter. The Luna aura that usually shimmered around me had dimmed to a dull gray, flickering like a dying light. I could feel Lyra, my wolf, retreating deep within me, curling into herself with a grief too profound for howls.

Pack members moved around the edges of the room, their eyes averted in awkward sympathy. I heard their whispers, saw their sidelong glances.

"The Alpha's daughter..."

"Rogue attack..."

"Where was he?"

Where was he indeed. My mate. My Alpha. The father who couldn't be bothered to save his own child.

I crawled to Emma's side, my hand trembling as I brushed a dark curl from her forehead. Her skin was cooling rapidly, the rosy flush of life already fading from her cheeks. The ceremonial dress I had so carefully placed on her this morning was now torn and stained beyond recognition, the white fabric a canvas of tragedy.

"I'm so sorry, baby," I whispered, pressing my forehead to hers. "Mommy's so sorry."

Time lost all meaning as I sat beside her, unable to leave, unwilling to accept. Anya Petrova, our pack healer, gently cleaned Emma's wounds, her experienced hands moving with reverence as she prepared my daughter's body. Her eyes, when they met mine, held a deep compassion tinged with something harder—anger, perhaps, or judgment.

"Luna," she said softly, "you should change, rest—"

"No." The word scraped from my throat. "I stay with her."

Hours passed in a haze of numbing pain. Pack members came and went, offering condolences that washed over me like distant rain. I barely registered their presence until the hospital doors swung open with force, and the scent of pine and authority filled the room.

James had finally arrived.

I turned slowly from my vigil, my gaze traveling from his polished boots up to his face—a face that showed irritation rather than grief. And beside him, her hand possessively on his arm, stood Rebecca, her ankle wrapped in a neat bandage.

A bandage. For a twisted ankle. While our daughter lay dead.

"Sarah," James acknowledged me with a curt nod, his eyes barely skimming over Emma's still form. "The pack needs death certificates filed immediately. The Council must be notified of the rogue incursion."

He strode to the healer's desk, Rebecca limping dramatically beside him. I watched in disbelief as he signed the papers Anya silently presented, his pen scratching across the surface with businesslike efficiency.

"Such a tragedy," Rebecca murmured, her voice a practiced performance of sympathy that didn't reach her eyes. "Poor little thing."

Something inside me hardened, crystallizing from liquid grief into something sharp and dangerous. I rose from Emma's side, my movements stiff but deliberate.

"Anya," I said, my voice stronger than I expected, "prepare Emma for the ceremonial farewell. Full pack honors."

James's head snapped up. "That's not necessary. A simple—"

"Full. Pack. Honors." Each word fell like a stone. "As befits the daughter of an Alpha. Her name will be entered in the ritual register, as tradition demands."

I moved to the doorway, positioning myself so James would have to look at me—at the blood of his child still staining my clothes—as he finished his paperwork.

"The ceremonial preparation will begin at sunset," I continued, staring directly at him. "You, as Alpha, will be required to acknowledge her lineage before the pack elders. Her name will be recorded in your presence."

James's jaw clenched, a muscle twitching beneath his skin. He knew what I was doing—forcing him to face what he had done, what he had failed to do. For once, he would not be able to pretend Emma didn't exist.

As I stood in that doorway, covered in my daughter's blood, watching the man who should have protected her avoid my gaze, I felt something fundamental shift within me. The mate bond that had been a hollow shell for years now felt like a noose, and I was finally ready to cut it.

I stood frozen in the ceremonial hall, watching James flip through the ritual register with detached efficiency. His fingers paused briefly at our daughter's name—'Emma Mitchell'—inscribed in the flowing script of the pack record keeper. Something flickered across his face, so quick I might have missed it if I hadn't been studying him with the intensity of my grief.

For one heartbeat, I thought I saw regret in his eyes. Then it was gone, replaced by the cold mask he always wore around me.

"I apologize for your loss," he said mechanically, the words hollow and rehearsed. No emotion, no acknowledgment that it was his loss too—that the child whose name lay before him had carried his blood.

His loss. My loss. As if we weren't speaking about the same child. As if Emma had been mine alone to love, mine alone to mourn.

Lyra whimpered deep within me, our shared grief a physical ache that made it hard to breathe. *Our pup. Our baby.*

James snapped the book shut, the sound echoing in the quiet hall like a gunshot. Without meeting my eyes, he turned away, his attention already shifting back to Rebecca, who hovered at the doorway. She leaned dramatically against the frame, her bandaged ankle prominently displayed, her eyes never leaving James.

"Alpha," she called softly, her voice a practiced melody of need. "The healer said I shouldn't put weight on it for too long."

James moved to her side instantly, his hand finding the small of her back with familiar ease. The tenderness in that simple touch was more than he had shown Emma in her entire life.

"Of course," he murmured. "Let's get you seated."

I watched them leave, my fingers digging into my palms until I felt the warm trickle of blood. The ceremonial hall, with its ancient stone walls and the scent of sage and moonpetals, suddenly felt suffocating. Emma's name in that book was the final confirmation that she was truly gone, that no amount of Luna power or mother's love could bring her back.

I sank onto the stone bench, my legs no longer able to support me. The white mourning dress I wore felt too stiff, too formal to contain the raw wound of my grief. I stared at my hands, still seeing Emma's blood beneath my nails despite how many times I had scrubbed them clean.

The heavy wooden door creaked open, and I tensed, expecting James again with more cold formalities. Instead, Elder Elara's familiar scent of dried herbs and wisdom filled the space. She moved slowly to sit beside me, her aged hand covering mine.

"Child," she said softly, her voice carrying the weight of decades. "Your heart beats still, though it is broken."

"It shouldn't," I whispered. "It should have stopped with hers."

Elara's eyes, clouded with age but sharp with understanding, held mine. "A mother's heart never stops beating for her child, not even in death. Especially not in death."

From the pocket of her ceremonial robe, she withdrew something small that caught the light—a silver pin in the shape of a moonpetal, its edges delicately crafted to capture the flower's ethereal glow.

"This belonged to my mother, and her mother before her," Elara said, pressing it into my palm. "Women who knew what it meant to stand alone, even when standing beside an Alpha."

I stared at the pin, its weight in my hand both a comfort and a burden. "I failed her, Elder. I couldn't protect her."

"No." Elara's voice hardened, surprising me with its sudden strength. She placed her weathered hand over my heart, the warmth of it seeping through the fabric of my dress. "Listen well, Sarah Mitchell. A Luna's true power arises from within, not from her mate. Not from any man."

Her words settled into me, finding purchase in soil made fertile by grief and rage.

"Your daughter's spirit watches," she continued. "What will she see in the days to come? A mother who allowed herself to be diminished, or a Luna who remembered her own light?"

I closed my fingers around the moonpetal pin, feeling its edges press into my skin. The mate bond inside me, that hollow connection to James that had been fading for years, seemed to pulse with a new awareness.

"She will see justice," I whispered, the word tasting like a promise on my tongue.

Elara nodded, satisfaction in her ancient eyes. "Then let us begin."

As we left the ceremonial hall together, I caught sight of James and Rebecca through an open doorway, their heads bent close in intimate conversation. Something cold and resolute settled in my chest where grief had burned hot.

The time for tears was ending. The time for reckoning had begun.