AVA DODSON POV:
Killian' s dismissive laughter echoed in my ears, even after he' d passed out on the study floor. "No. It was Isabel. My Isabel." His words were a physical blow, a final, brutal rejection of my sacrifice, my truth. I stared at his unconscious form, the lines of his face slack with alcohol and misplaced devotion, and a profound weariness settled over me. There was no point in arguing with a man who actively erased me from his memory, replacing me with a carefully constructed fantasy.
His words triggered a torrent of memories, sharp and painful, of that day two years ago.
The news had blared it: "Tech Billionaire Killian Rutledge Missing After Rock Climbing Accident." Panic had seized me. He was out there, alone, injured, in a whiteout blizzard in the treacherous Sierra Nevada mountains. The rescue teams were struggling, conditions too severe. But I couldn't wait. I knew his favorite, secluded climbing spot, a place he' d once, in a rare moment of openness, shared with me.
I packed a small bag, ignoring the frantic calls from his security detail, and drove through the raging storm. The snow was a thick, unforgiving blanket, swallowing the roads, blurring the lines between earth and sky. I abandoned my car miles from the base, strapping on snowshoes and a headlamp. The wind howled like a banshee, tearing at my clothes. Every step was a battle against the elements, against the fear that gnawed at my insides.
I found him huddled beneath an overhang, semiconscious, his leg twisted at an unnatural angle. His face was pale, lips blue, his body trembling uncontrollably. My heart shattered. I wrapped him in my emergency blanket, chafing his cold hands, murmuring reassurances against the wind. I force-fed him high-energy gels, tried to stop the bleeding on his leg with strips of my own clothing. For what felt like an eternity, I was his only defense against the mountain' s icy embrace.
I flagged down a distant rescue helicopter, waving my bright orange emergency tarp until my arms burned. It landed, its rotors whipping up a furious blizzard of snow. They airlifted Killian out first, his face still pale, his eyes barely open. I was too exhausted, too frozen to go with him. I had to wait for the ground team, who found me hours later, half-buried in a snowdrift, suffering from severe hypothermia. I spent a week in the hospital, my body ravaged by the cold, my lungs burning, fingers and toes numb from frostbite.
When I finally recovered enough to come home, limping and frail, Isabel was already there. She was holding Killian' s hand, sitting beside his bed, a picture of angelic concern. Her elaborate story of finding him, of her heroic rescue, had already been woven into his consciousness. He looked at me with cold, distant eyes, as if I were an unwelcome intruder. His mysophobia, already pronounced, seemed to intensify around me. He treated me like a carrier of disease, a contaminant. And Isabel, with her perfectly manicured nails and pristine clothes, became his pure savior.
I tried to tell him, to explain, but his gaze was vacant, his mind already made up. Isabel' s version was simpler, cleaner, perhaps more palatable. She was the beautiful, untainted angel. I was… well, I was just Ava. The wife he' d married for business.
I saw the way Isabel looked at me then – a sly, triumphant smirk when Killian wasn' t looking. She knew. She knew my truth, and she reveled in his delusion. And I, battered and broken, realized he would never believe me. He only trusted her.
The sound of the luxury car' s engine roaring to life jolted me back to the present. Killian and Isabel were gone. They had left me standing on the street, penniless, without my own car, just as they had left me with a fractured truth and a broken heart two years ago. I had hailed a taxi with the last few dollars in my purse, but it only took me halfway. The rest of the journey I had to walk. My ankle, still weak from that hypothermia, throbbed with every step. The strap of my high heel had snapped, leaving me to hobble on one shoe.
By the time I reached the mansion, the grand facade seemed to mock me. My fingers fumbled with the key, the cold seeping into my bones. The door swung open, revealing a horrifyingly domestic scene.
Isabel was sprawled on the living room sofa, her head propped on Killian' s lap, a delicate porcelain teacup in her hand. Her hair, now perfectly styled, cascaded around her. Killian was kneeling on the floor beside her, his head bowed, gently massaging her feet. His mysophobia, the crippling fear of contamination that dictated every aspect of his life, had vanished. For her.
"Oh, my poor baby, your feet must be so sore from all that walking," he cooed, his voice thick with concern.
Isabel sighed dramatically. "They really are, Killian. That horrible police station floor was just… ugh. And then having to walk to the car!"
Walk to the car. The car that had picked them up right at the station exit. My vision swam. This was the man who had stood inches from me at our wedding, unable to meet my eyes, unwilling to touch my hand. This was the man who had recoiled from my touch, deemed me "unclean." This was the man who now treated another woman' s "dirty" feet as if they were sacred.
A porcelain vase on a nearby end table wobbled precariously. In my daze, my elbow brushed against it. It crashed to the floor, shattering into a thousand pieces, the sound echoing through the cavernous space.
Killian' s head snapped up. His face, which had been so soft, so tender just moments before, hardened into a terrifying mask of fury. His eyes, usually cool and distant, now burned with an icy rage I knew well.
He immediately shoved Isabel behind him, shielding her with his body as if I were a venomous snake. "Ava! What have you done?" he snarled, his voice a low growl. "Are you trying to hurt Isabel?"
"No," I stammered, my voice barely audible. "I… I didn' t mean to."
His gaze dropped then, not to the broken vase, but to my feet. Specifically, my one remaining high heel and my mud-stained bare foot. His face contorted in disgust.
"Look at you! You' re filthy!" he spat. "You track dirt into my house, you break my things, you menace Isabel. Get out! Get out of my sight!"
Before I could utter another word, two burly security guards materialized from the shadows. They grabbed my arms, their grip bruising, and dragged me towards the front door.
"Killian, wait!" Isabel called out, her voice a theatrical wail. "Her feet… they' re so dirty! Please don' t let her contaminate the house!"
Killian' s eyes, devoid of any pity, narrowed. "Take her out. And make sure she doesn' t come back tonight."
As the guards practically threw me onto the cold, stone driveway, I heard Isabel' s triumphant little laugh from inside. "Oh, Killian, you' re so good to me. My feet are still a little dirty, though. Will you clean them for me?"
Through the open door, I saw Killian kneel again, his head bowed in adoration, wiping her feet with a pristine white cloth. He, the man who despised anything impure, was cleaning another woman' s feet with a tenderness he had never once shown his own wife. My head felt light, my vision swam. The irony was a cruel, crushing weight.
I was discarded over a dirty shoe. Over mud on my feet. While Isabel, the queen of his heart, could be as messy as she pleased, and he would worship the ground she walked on. It was then, lying on the cold stones, my ankle throbbing, my heart hollowed out, that I knew. My love for Killian was not just dead; it was annihilated. There was nothing left but dust and echoes. And I would bury it for good.
AVA DODSON POV:
My steps were heavy, each one an act of defiance against the pain in my ankle and the heavier ache in my soul. I clutched the legal documents, the divorce papers, like a shield. My destination was Killian' s study, his inner sanctum, a place I had always treated with a deference born of fear and a desperate hope for acceptance. Now, it was just another room.
As I neared the closed door, a low murmur of voices, then a soft giggle, drifted out. Isabel. My stomach churned. They were in there, still wrapped in their oblivious bubble of misplaced affection. A moment of hesitation. A tiny, foolish part of me wanted to turn back, to avoid this final confrontation. But the memory of Killian' s disgust, his cruel words, Isabel' s triumphant smirk, solidified my resolve. No. This ended now.
I raised my hand to knock, but before my knuckles could connect, the door swung open. Killian stood there, his face tight, a muscle ticking in his jaw. He hadn' t bothered to clean up from the night before, a rare lapse in his usual meticulousness. His eyes, dark and stormy, swept over me, lingering on the slight tremor in my injured leg. His gaze held no concern, only annoyance.
"What do you want, Ava?" he demanded, his voice clipped. He didn' t even try to hide his impatience. "Were you eavesdropping?"
"No," I said, my voice steady despite the tremor in my hands. I held out the papers. "I came to give you these."
He glanced at the stack of documents, then back at my face, a sneer twisting his lips. "I' m busy. Whatever it is, it can wait." He brushed past me, his shoulder intentionally bumping mine, a clear signal of dismissal.
"It can' t wait, Killian," I insisted, turning to face his retreating back. "It' s important."
He didn' t even pause. His footsteps receded down the hallway, leaving me standing alone, holding the heavy weight of our failed marriage in my hands.
Then, Isabel emerged from the study, her eyes sparkling with malicious glee. She was wearing one of Killian' s crisp white shirts, the sleeves rolled up, her bare legs peeking out from beneath the hem. She looked like she owned the place, and in that moment, she probably felt she did.
"Oh, what' s this?" she purred, plucking the papers from my numb fingers. She scanned the top page, her eyes widening theatrically. "Divorce papers? Oh, Ava, you poor thing. How dramatic. Did you really think Killian would care?" She laughed, a high, tinkling sound that grated on my nerves. "He' s already moved on. You' re just… dead weight."
My hands clenched into fists. "Those are private documents, Isabel. You have no right to touch them."
She ignored me, pulling a pen from the desk. With a flourish, she signed her name, Isabella Griffin, right across the blank signature line meant for Killian. "There," she declared, holding the papers up. "Consider it done. I' m doing you a favor, really. Killian was only going to keep you around for appearances. Now that I' m here, he doesn' t need you anymore."
Rage, cold and pure, surged through me. "You think this is a game?"
She smirked, tossing her head. "Oh, it' s a very serious game, darling. And I' m winning. You see this house? This life? It' s all mine now. Killian loves me. He' d do anything for me. What have you ever gotten from him? Scraps? Cold shoulders?" She stepped closer, her voice dropping to a venomous whisper. "You were just the placeholder, Ava. The convenient wife. I' m the real deal."
"You' re a manipulative fraud," I spat, my voice trembling with suppressed fury. "You tricked him."
She laughed, a harsh, ugly sound. "And what did you do, Ava? Mope around? Play the victim? You couldn' t even hold onto your own husband. You' re the real third wheel here, crashing our love story."
Her words hit a nerve. I wanted to lash out, to rip her carefully constructed facade to shreds. But before I could, Isabel swayed dramatically, her eyes rolling back. "Oh! I feel faint!" she cried, clutching her chest.
My instincts, still stubbornly rooted in compassion despite everything, reacted before my brain. I reached out to steady her. But it was a trap. Her foot snagged mine, and she went down, pulling me with her. We tumbled down the short flight of stairs leading from the study to the main hallway, a tangle of limbs and rustling fabric. The impact sent a searing pain through my already injured ankle.
Isabel, with a theatrical gasp, landed heavily on my leg, her weight grinding against the twisted joint. A sharp cry escaped my lips.
Just then, Killian burst back into the hallway, alerted by the commotion. His eyes immediately fixed on Isabel, who was now clutching her head, letting out soft moans. He didn' t even glance at me, crumpled beneath her, my face pale with agony.
"Isabel! My love! Are you alright?" he cried, his voice laced with terror. He gently lifted her into his arms, cradling her as if she were made of glass. He shot a furious glare at me, still lying on the floor. "Ava, what did you do to her? You jealous fool!"
He rushed past me, Isabel tucked safely in his arms, her head nestled against his shoulder. He didn't spare me a second look, a faint, almost imperceptible moan escaping my lips. The house staff, alerted by the noise, peered out from various rooms, their faces a mixture of curiosity and thinly veiled contempt. No one moved to help me. I was just the discarded wife, the problem to be ignored.
A fresh wave of pain washed over me, cold sweat beading on my forehead. My ankle throbbed, a relentless hammer against bone. My head spun.
Moments later, Killian reappeared at the study door, his face still etched with concern, but not for me. He bent down, carefully picking up a delicate scarf Isabel had dropped. He held it with an almost reverent touch, folding it precisely.
Isabel' s voice, now a little stronger, drifted from the top of the stairs. "Killian, my love, are you coming? My head still hurts, and I need you."
"Coming, my angel," he called back, his tone instantly soft and tender. He glanced at me, still on the floor, his eyes devoid of emotion. "Don' t even think about touching this. It' s Isabel' s." He held up the scarf, a symbol of his misplaced devotion, then turned and ascended the stairs, his attention solely on the woman who awaited him.
Lying there, a broken woman on a cold floor, I understood. I was less than the scarf, less than a discarded item. I was nothing. A hollow ache, colder than any winter, settled in my chest. My hands reached for my phone, its screen cracked from the fall. With shaking fingers, I dialed the only number I knew would answer, the only person who had ever truly cared. My grandmother' s lawyer.
AVA DODSON POV:
The world slowly sharpened into focus. I was in a hospital bed, the sterile smell of antiseptic filling my nostrils. My ankle was throbbing, a dull, insistent ache beneath the pristine white cast. A kind-faced nurse peered at me.
"You' re awake, Mrs. Rutledge," she said gently. "You have a fractured ankle and a concussion. It' s going to be a long recovery."
My mouth felt dry. "How long?"
"At least six to eight weeks before you can bear weight. And therapy after that."
Just as she finished speaking, the door burst open. Two burly men in dark suits, Killian' s security detail, stormed in. Their faces were grim, their eyes cold.
"Mrs. Rutledge, Mr. Rutledge requires your immediate presence," one of them stated, his voice devoid of empathy.
"I can' t," I said, wincing as I tried to sit up. "I' m injured. And I just woke up."
"Mr. Rutledge' s orders are clear," the second guard grunted. He reached for me, his large hands grabbing my arm.
The nurse gasped, stepping forward. "You can' t just remove a patient! She' s just had a concussion and a fracture!"
The first guard fixed her with a hard stare. "This is a private matter. Stay out of it." The nurse, intimidated, retreated, her face pale.
They hoisted me from the bed, ignoring my cries of pain, my fractured ankle screaming in protest. It was a grotesque, humiliating march through the hospital corridors. They dragged me, a broken doll, past curious stares and hushed whispers, until we reached the VIP wing.
My stomach clenched. I knew exactly whose VIP suite this would be. And as they half-carried, half-dragged me towards a luxurious, flower-filled room, my suspicions were confirmed. Through the slightly ajar door, I saw Killian, his arm around Isabel, who was perched on a plush sofa, a delicate bandage on her forehead. He was stroking her hair, murmuring reassurances.
"Get in here, Ava," Killian' s voice, sharp and cold, sliced through the air. He hadn' t even turned to look at me, his gaze fixed on Isabel.
I tried to straighten, to salvage a shred of dignity, but my leg buckled. I leaned heavily on one of the guards, my face flushed with pain and shame.
Killian finally turned, his eyes narrowing. "You have some explaining to do."
"Explaining?" I managed, my voice raspy. "I fell. We both fell. You saw it."
"I saw you push Isabel," he countered, his words a venomous hiss. "You deliberately attacked her, trying to hurt her out of jealousy. It' s despicable, Ava. Truly despicable."
Isabel whimpered, burying her face in Killian' s shoulder. "She hates me, Killian. She always has."
The injustice burned, a fiery inferno in my chest. "I didn' t push her! She tripped me! She faked it!"
Killian let out a scoff, laced with contempt. "Fake? Look at her! She has a concussion, a sprained wrist. All thanks to your psychotic rage. You' re lucky I' m not pressing charges." He stood up, his towering frame casting a long shadow over me. "You will apologize to her, Ava. Now. Kneel down and tell her you' re sorry for what you did."
My breath hitched. Kneel? Apologize for something I didn' t do, to the woman who constantly tormented me? The words stuck in my throat, choked by years of silent suffering. This was a new low, even for him.
"I won' t," I said, my voice surprisingly steady. The anger, the humiliation, finally broke through the wall of my despair. "I didn' t do anything wrong. I won' t apologize for her lies."
Killian' s face darkened, a storm cloud gathering behind his eyes. "So, you deny it? You deny hurting Isabel, the woman who saved my life?" He took a step closer, his voice dropping to a menacing whisper. "You think you can get away with this? You think your family name, your 'old money' status, protects you from my wrath?"
He leaned in, his lips barely moving. "Fine. If you won' t apologize to Isabel, perhaps you' ll apologize to me. For the damage you cause, for the embarrassment you bring. You broke my vase. You stained my reputation." He straightened, his gaze cold as ice. "Guards. Take her to the private hunting grounds. The hounds need their exercise."
My blood ran cold. The hunting grounds. He kept a pack of highly trained, vicious hunting dogs there. They were rarely, if ever, used for actual hunting. Their primary purpose was… intimidation.
"No!" I gasped, my eyes wide with terror. "Killian, please! You know I have a fear of dogs! Please, don' t do this!" My voice cracked, raw with a primal fear I hadn' t felt since childhood.
He simply watched me, his face impassive. "Then apologize. To Isabel. Now."
"I can' t!" I cried, tears streaming down my face. "I can' t, Killian, don' t you understand? I am injured. My ankle is broken!"
He merely nodded to the guards. They dragged me out, roughly, away from the luxurious suite, down the back stairs, and into a waiting black SUV. The world became a blur of motion and pain. My fractured ankle jolted with every bump, every turn.
They threw me out into a vast, enclosed field, surrounded by towering fences. The air was crisp, pungent with the smell of pine and damp earth. My injured foot buckled, and I fell to my knees, scraping my palms on the gravel.
Then I heard it. The baying. Deep, guttural, terrifying. The hounds.
Panic seized me, a suffocating grip around my throat. My childhood trauma, a forgotten memory of a vicious dog attack, resurfaced with horrifying clarity. My heart hammered against my ribs, a frantic drum. I tried to run, to scramble away, but my ankle screamed in protest. The hounds were closer now, their barks echoing, their dark forms visible through the mist.
I collapsed, a whimpering mess on the cold ground, my body shaking uncontrollably. The fear, raw and absolute, consumed me. "I' m sorry! I' m sorry!" I shrieked, the words torn from my throat. "I apologize! I' m sorry, Isabel! I' m sorry, Killian! Please! Make them stop! Please!"
The barking subsided. The guards, impassive, hauled me back to the SUV, my body a trembling wreck. My fear reaction, the full-blown phobia, left me gasping for air, clutching my chest.
They dragged me back, not to my original sterile room, but directly to Isabel' s VIP suite. My head thumped against the doorframe as they pushed me in.
Killian stood by the window, his back to me. Isabel, looking smug, was reclining on the sofa, sipping tea.
"She' s ready to apologize," one guard announced, his voice flat.
Isabel raised a perfectly sculpted eyebrow. "Good. Let' s hear it."
They forced me to my knees, the pain in my ankle excruciating, shooting up my leg like white-hot lightning. My head swam. I looked at Isabel, her face triumphant, then at Killian' s rigid back. My voice was a raw, broken whisper.
"Isabel," I choked out, tears streaming down my face, not from sorrow, but from humiliation and terror. "I… I' m so sorry. I' m sorry for… for pushing you. I' m sorry I hurt you." Each word was a fresh blade twisting in my soul. "Please… please forgive me."
Isabel smiled, a slow, cruel curve of her lips. "That' s not enough, Ava. You need to show you' re truly repentant." She looked at Killian, a silent request passing between them.
Killian slowly turned. His eyes were cold, assessing. He made a minute gesture with his hand.
The guard behind me nudged my shoulder. "Keep going."
I clenched my jaw, gritting my teeth against the fire in my ankle. "I' m sorry," I repeated, my voice barely audible, then again, bowing my head until my forehead touched the cold marble floor. "I' m sorry. I' m so sorry." I kept repeating it, my voice growing weaker, until my head spun. I felt the sharp sting of my forehead hitting the floor, again and again.
"That' s enough," Killian finally said, his voice flat, after what felt like an eternity. "Get her out of here. And get her to the emergency room. Make sure she' s treated." A flicker, a momentary twitch of his lips, a ghost of something I couldn't place. Was it pity? Disgust?
They dragged me out again, my head throbbing, my forehead bleeding, my ankle screaming. As I lay on the gurney in the emergency room, the white ceiling spinning above me, a profound clarity washed over me. This was it. This was the end. The final, brutal extinction of any hope, any love, any lingering connection I had to Killian Rutledge. My heart, once a fragile, fluttering thing, was now a stone. And that stone was finally free.