The house was no longer a house. It was a cage with its bars rattling, and I was trapped inside.
By morning, word of Amelia’s disappearance had already slipped beyond our gates. Reporters clogged the street like vultures, black umbrellas blooming against the drizzle, cameras flashing whenever a servant dared open the door. They shouted questions, their voices overlapping in a sick frenzy: Is it true the bride is gone? Did she run away? Who is she with?
Through the heavy curtains, I could see them pressing against the railings, eyes sharp, mouths open like beaks tearing at carrion. And I… I was the prey, cornered, waiting for the strike.
Inside, the Mendes mansion shook with fury. My father’s voice thundered through the halls. Staff scurried in hushed panic, carrying trays they forgot to set down, dresses slipping from their arms, their footsteps quick and nervous against the marble floor. Every corner buzzed with whispers: Where is she? Who took her?
I found him in the study, hunched over the desk, phone clutched in his fist, his other hand clutching the edge as if the wood itself kept him from collapsing. His face was gray, sweat shining along his temples.
“Papa—”
He cut me off with a snarl, slamming the phone down so hard I flinched. “Do you understand what she’s done?” His eyes blazed, bloodshot. “Do you understand what’s at stake?”
I swallowed, throat dry. “We can delay—just for a few days, until we—”
“Delay?” His fist crashed against the desk. Papers scattered like startled birds. “There is no delay, Annie! Do you think Nate Reynolds will wait? Do you think the investors will show mercy?” His voice cracked, a raw edge of despair beneath the fury. “Delay means bankruptcy. Delay means humiliation. Delay means I rot in prison while this family name is dragged through the mud!”
The words struck like blows. My chest tightened, breath coming shallow.
He leaned forward, eyes boring into mine. “You think I don’t see the vultures already circling? They will tear us apart the second they smell weakness.”
I shook my head, tears stinging my eyes. “But I can’t—Papa, I can’t marry him. That’s Amelia’s place, not mine. I won’t live a lie.”
“You won’t—” He broke off, laughless, furious. He came around the desk, closing the distance in three heavy steps. His hands gripped my shoulders hard enough to bruise. “Listen to me, Annie. Would you watch your family lose everything? Would you watch me dragged from this house in handcuffs? Would you let your mother’s legacy burn to ash because of your sister’s selfishness?”
My lips trembled. His words carved deep, pulling at every thread of duty I’d carried since childhood. Mama’s voice rose in my head, soft but heavy as stone: Our name is a crown, Annie. But a crown can strangle just as easily as it can shine.
“I…” The word broke. I bit down hard, tasting salt and copper on my tongue. “Papa, please…”
His grip tightened. His eyes softened for the briefest second, just enough for me to see the cracks—the fear, the desperation. “I’m asking you, Annie. Save us.”
The fight drained from me like water through cupped hands. Terror coiled in my stomach, but above it loomed guilt, thick and suffocating. How could I refuse when every breath of my father’s sounded like a plea for survival?
When I finally nodded, his hands fell away, trembling. He exhaled, shoulders sagging, as if I had pulled him back from a cliff.
The preparations began almost immediately.
The seamstress bustled into Amelia’s room, pins clutched between her teeth, fabric draped over her arms. “Stand straight, Miss Annie. No, no—chin higher, shoulders back.” She tugged and tucked, her fingers swift and impersonal as she fitted the gown to me.
The satin was cold against my skin, too heavy, too tight. I stared at the mirror, but the woman looking back wasn’t me. Her lips were pale, her eyes wide and hollow, swallowed by lace and pearls. A ghost of someone else’s life.
Two maids whispered as they laced the corset. One’s hands shook, fumbling with the ribbons. “Careful!” the seamstress snapped, slapping them away. “We don’t have time for mistakes.”
Their eyes darted to me, wide with pity, but they said nothing.
I wanted to scream. To rip the dress off and run barefoot into the rain, to vanish before they could chain me with vows that weren’t mine. But I stood still, spine rigid, the crown of Mendes duty pressing tighter, choking the breath from me.
“Perfect,” the seamstress muttered, stepping back. She adjusted the veil, letting the lace spill like mist over my face. “You could be her twin.”
My chest ached. I pressed trembling fingers to the glass, tracing the reflection. The veil blurred my features, blotted me out until only the gown mattered.
“This isn’t me,” I whispered. My voice was muffled by the lace, the words trembling in the empty air. “This is Amelia’s wedding.”
From the doorway, a shadow fell across the room. My father stood there, face hard, eyes unreadable.
“No.” His voice was ice. “This is yours now.”
The cathedral doors groaned open, and the world tilted under my feet.
Light spilled in from the stained-glass windows, jeweled colors bleeding across the marble floor in reds and blues. The scent of old wood and candle wax wrapped around me, heavy, suffocating. I clutched the bouquet so tightly the stems bit into my palms, small cuts blooming across my skin.
Every step forward was a drumbeat of dread. My heels clicked against the stone like the ticking of a clock counting down to execution.
The sound of shifting bodies filled the pews. Eyes turned. Hundreds of them. Heavy, piercing, greedy.
A ripple spread through the crowd, hushed but sharp enough to pierce me.
“That’s not Amelia.”
“Who is she?”
“Another daughter?”
“What is happening?”
Each whisper was a dagger, lodging deep in my chest. My breath stuttered, catching against the veil. I wanted to turn, to run, but my father’s hand pressed firmly into my back. His fingers dug in as though he knew exactly what I was thinking.
“Keep walking,” he hissed, his voice like a warning.
So I walked.
The organ swelled, hollow and grand, yet each note pounded in my skull like a threat. The aisle stretched endlessly, like a tunnel closing in, and at the far end—waiting—was him.
Nate Reynolds.
I had only ever seen him in photographs, clipped from glossy magazines and business reports. Words like ruthless, brilliant, dangerous always clung to his name. But the man standing before me was more than words.
Tall, broad-shouldered, his presence seemed to command the very air. His suit was black as sin, perfectly cut, the crisp white shirt beneath making his skin seem sharper, more severe. The light from the windows struck his dark hair, and for a second he looked like a statue carved from cold marble. His gaze—black, unreadable—cut through the distance, locking me in place before I could even reach him.
My blood chilled, but something darker thrummed beneath it—a pull, unwanted and undeniable. He was magnetic in the way a storm was magnetic: beautiful, terrifying, a force you couldn’t look away from even as it promised destruction.
Step after step, my chest rose and fell too quickly. The veil brushed against my cheeks, soft lace against damp skin. My lips trembled. I wanted to cry, but tears wouldn’t come.
I reached the altar, breath tight, bouquet trembling in my grip.
Nate did not extend a hand. He only looked down at me with that frozen expression, as if he were examining an investment he’d been swindled into buying. His jaw shifted once, barely visible, but enough to show a storm gathering behind that calm face.
The priest’s voice echoed: “We are gathered here today…”
The words blurred. I caught fragments, the drone of promises, the clink of rosary beads as the priest turned a page, the faint cough of someone in the front pew. But all I felt was Nate’s gaze, steady and heavy, pressing against my veil.
When it came time to speak vows, Nate’s voice was clipped, precise, devoid of warmth. He didn’t speak like a groom. He spoke like a man signing a contract.
“I take you,” he said, tone flat, “to be mine.”
A shiver ran down my spine. The bouquet slipped slightly in my hands, and I almost dropped it. My knuckles burned from how hard I held it together.
When my turn came, my voice caught in my throat. “I… I take you,” I stammered, the words tasting like ashes. My lips quivered around them, my heart hammering so loud I was certain the entire cathedral could hear.
The priest nodded. “You may now lift the veil.”
Nate reached out, slow and deliberate. His fingers brushed the lace, grazing the bare skin of my cheek through the delicate fabric. Heat shot across my skin from that light touch, traitorous and sharp. And then the world shifted.
The veil lifted, and his eyes met mine.
Recognition crashed into me like a blow. My breath strangled in my throat.
It was him. The stranger. The man from that reckless night. The one whose touch still haunted my skin, whose lips had burned across my collarbone, whose name I never asked.
The memory surged hot and fast—his mouth on my neck, the taste of whiskey between our kisses, the heat of his body pressing mine into hotel sheets. My nails clawing his back, his low voice in my ear. I had buried it, tried to lock it away in guilt and silence. But standing here, I couldn’t escape it.
And his eyes told me he hadn’t forgotten either.
No shock flickered across his face. No surprise. Only calculation—cold, deliberate, as if he had already expected this unveiling. His gaze slid down, slow and deliberate, a silent reminder of every inch he had already claimed once before.
My knees almost gave. Heat scorched my cheeks beneath the cathedral lights. My stomach twisted.
He knows.
The priest’s voice rang out again, distant and hollow. “You may kiss the bride.”
Nate leaned closer, his lips a breath from mine. The air between us was thick, burning, the faint scent of cedar and clean cologne enveloping me. My breath hitched, chest tightening.
But his mouth only brushed the side of my cheek. Cold, perfunctory. Gasps rippled through the pews.
The kiss wasn’t passion; it was a transaction. Signed, sealed. Completed.
Applause broke out, but it was brittle, confused. The whispers started again, louder now, a current I couldn’t stop.
“That isn’t Amelia…”
“Why would he marry the younger one?”
“Did they trick him?”
I swallowed against the rising lump in my throat. My hands trembled as Nate’s arm slid around mine, guiding me down the steps with a grip that was too strong to break.
Every eye followed us, every flash of the photographers waiting outside burned like fire across my skin. My gown dragged behind me, heavy and suffocating, each step down the aisle a reminder of the trap closing tighter around me.
Nate leaned in, his breath brushing my ear, warm against my skin. His voice was ice, sharp enough to cut.
“I should have known,” he murmured, so low only I could hear, “the Mendes family would send me a liar.”
The words lodged deep, colder than the stone beneath my heels. My chest tightened, and for one fleeting moment, I wished I could vanish into the shadows of the cathedral before the storm fully broke.
But Nate’s grip on my arm was iron, and there was no escape.
The car door shut with a muted thud, and the world outside blurred into streaks of neon light.
New York’s skyline glittered against the dark, skyscrapers spearing the clouds like jeweled blades. Billboards flashed, taxis honked, and laughter spilled from sidewalks, but inside the car, silence reigned—thick, suffocating.
Nate sat across from me, one arm draped lazily over the leather seat, the other resting on his knee. He didn’t look at me, not once. His profile was sharp in the passing glow of the city lights, all angles and shadows. The silence between us crackled louder than any sound.
I shifted slightly, my gown rustling against the seat. The lace scratched at my skin, each snag a reminder that I wasn’t Amelia. That I didn’t belong here.
The driver cleared his throat once, then thought better of it. The partition rose silently, sealing me alone with Nate.
The air thickened. My lungs strained against it.
Finally, he spoke. His voice was low, controlled, but each word struck like a hammer.
“Tell me, Annie…” His eyes slid to me, black and unreadable. “Did your father send you to warm my bed? Or was this your idea all along?”
Heat shot to my face. My fingers twisted in the fabric of my gown.
“That’s not fair,” I whispered, my throat tightening. “I didn’t choose this.”
His lips curved—not into a smile, but into something colder. “No? Because you stood there and said vows to me. You let the priest call you my wife.” His gaze darkened, trailing down and back up slowly. “And yet, you still look like a stranger dressed in your sister’s skin.”
My pulse stuttered. His words cut, but the way his eyes lingered burned even more. I wanted to snap back, to tell him the truth, but my tongue froze.
“I’m not Amelia,” I said finally, my voice sharper than I expected. “I never wanted your money. I never wanted this marriage.”
He leaned forward slightly, elbows on his knees, his body a looming shadow in the dim light. “Then what is it you do want, Annie?” His tone mocked me. “Freedom? Love? Or do you prefer secrets in hotel rooms with strangers?”
My stomach lurched. I couldn’t breathe. He remembered. He knew exactly who I was that night.
I turned my face to the window, the city lights blurring into streaks. “That night had nothing to do with this,” I whispered, my voice trembling despite the steel I tried to force into it.
Nate’s laugh was soft, humorless. “Everything has to do with this.”
The car slowed, pulling up before glass towers that speared the sky. His building—his fortress. The doorman straightened at the sight of him, tipping his hat, not daring to look too long at me.
Inside, marble and steel swallowed me whole. The lobby gleamed under cold light, a cavern of glass and silence. Our footsteps echoed as we crossed it, his stride long and confident, mine shaky and hesitant.
The elevator ride was worse than the car. The small space vibrated with tension. Nate stood too close, the warmth of his body seeping through my gown. The scent of cedar and clean musk clung to him, pulling me back to that night I couldn’t forget. My thighs pressed together involuntarily, shame and heat spiraling through me.
When the doors opened, the world shifted again. His penthouse stretched wide, windows spilling out into the night sky. The city sparkled beneath us, but it felt like a cage, not a view.
“Beautiful, isn’t it?” His voice was flat as he loosened his tie, his gaze still locked on me. “All of this. Mine.” His eyes narrowed slightly. “And now, so are you.”
I flinched. “I’m not something you can own.”
He moved closer, slow, deliberate. His shirt collar loosened, his jaw tight. “Then what are you, Annie? A pawn? A martyr? Or just a girl too scared to admit she played the game and lost?”
My chest rose and fell too fast. My hands shook as I held them together in front of me. “I’m just trying to protect my family.”
Nate’s lips curved in disdain. “Your family,” he said bitterly, “traded you like livestock. Don’t dress it up as sacrifice. You were payment. Nothing more.”
The words gutted me. My throat burned, but I refused to let him see me break. “If that’s how you see me,” I said, my voice low, “then maybe you’re the one who’s lost more than you realize.”
For a second—just a second—his eyes softened. Then it was gone, shuttered, replaced by a darkness that made my heart pound.
The silence stretched. His gaze dipped once, lingering where the neckline of my gown barely clung to my skin. My breath hitched. I could feel the heat of his body even though he hadn’t touched me.
He stepped closer, the air between us thinning to nothing. My pulse roared in my ears. His hand brushed mine—not gently, not harshly, but deliberately. The warmth of his skin sent a shiver through me.
Our faces were inches apart. His eyes flickered to my lips. My breath caught. I swayed closer without meaning to, my body betraying me, craving what my mind screamed to resist.
And then—he pulled back.
“As tempting as it is,” he said quietly, his voice rough, “I don’t trust you.”
The rejection stung sharper than any slap. My chest hollowed out, my lips trembling with words I couldn’t form.
Nate turned, shrugging off his jacket, tossing it carelessly across a chair. “You’ll stay here tonight. Tomorrow we’ll discuss what comes next.”
I stood frozen, my gown heavy around me, my body still trembling from the almost that didn’t happen.
He didn’t look at me again. He disappeared into another room, the sound of a door closing echoing like a verdict.
Silence pressed in. I could hear the city outside, faint horns, the whisper of the wind against glass. My hands shook as I touched the neckline of my gown, my skin still tingling from where his fingers had brushed mine.
Slowly, I walked to the window, staring out at the endless city lights. They sparkled like promises I would never touch.
And then my hand drifted to my stomach. My fingers pressed lightly against the flat fabric of the gown, the secret I carried hidden beneath silk and lace.
My voice cracked as I whispered, barely audible even to myself:
“What will he do if he finds out about you?”
The question hung in the air, heavier than the night itself.