Addison Fitzpatrick POV:
The notification was from Jodi Dawson. A fresh post on her public profile. My thumb hovered over the screen, hesitant, but a morbid curiosity, a need to inflict more pain on myself, pushed me to open it.
There it was. A picture of a perfectly arranged breakfast plate. Two fluffy blueberry pancakes, artfully drizzled with maple syrup, beside a steaming cup of coffee. The caption read: Morning bliss with my favorite person. He knows just how to start my day. #Blessed #KadeAndJodi #Love.
My eyes stared at the plate, specifically at the pancakes. Blueberry. Fluffy. This wasn't just a breakfast. It was the breakfast. Kade's blueberry pancakes. The ones he'd learned to make specifically for me, after I'd casually mentioned my childhood love for them. He' d practiced for weeks, burning several batches, before finally perfecting them. He had promised me then, his eyes earnest, that they were "ours." My special treat. My secret comfort food, just from him.
"This is just for you, Addy," he' d whispered, pressing a kiss to my temple. "No one else gets Kade Dalton' s special pancakes."
The memory was a sharp, piercing pain. He had cooked them for her. For Jodi. The same pancakes, the same secret recipe, now paraded on social media, a testament to his betrayal. The irony was a bitter taste in my mouth, making my stomach churn.
I slammed the phone face down on the table, the image burned into my mind. A strangled sob escaped me, followed by another. The tears came, hot and furious, blurring the edges of the familiar kitchen.
Just then, Maria, our housekeeper, walked in, her face etched with concern. She was carefully sweeping up a pile of ceramic shards and dried, sticky syrup from the floor. The remnants of my champagne flute from last night, and the half-eaten plate of blueberry pancakes I had impulsively made for myself after overhearing Kade's conversation. The sheer rage and devastation after that call had prompted me to smash the plate Kade had given me years ago, a delicate ceramic with an etched 'K' and 'A'. I' d thrown the pancakes against the wall, a childish, desperate act of defiance.
"Senorita Addison, are you alright?" Maria asked softly, her eyes full of pity. "What happened here?"
I shook my head, unable to speak, pointing vaguely at the mess. "Just… trash it, Maria. All of it."
Her gaze lingered on a small, fractured piece of ceramic. "This was a gift from young Master Kade, wasn't it?"
"It doesn't matter," I choked out, my voice hoarse. "It's broken. Just throw it away."
A fierce, cold resolve began to solidify within me. If he could discard me so easily, I could discard him. I pushed myself up from the table. My room. My life. It needed to be purged.
I started with my desk, systematically gathering every trinket, every photo frame, every silly little gift Kade had ever given me. A small, handcrafted wooden box. A plush toy from a carnival we' d won. A framed picture of us, smiling, arms around each other, from our high school graduation. Each item, once a symbol of affection, now felt tainted, a hollow lie. His gifts weren't given out of love or genuine care, but tossed my way like crumbs from his table, just as he had tossed me aside now.
He hadn't contacted me. Not a call, not a text. No apology, no explanation. Just that cold, transactional message last night, followed by public displays of affection for Jodi. He was utterly consumed by his new, strategic relationship, completely oblivious to the wreckage he left behind. The gestures he once reserved for me, the special pancakes, the tender touches, were now carelessly bestowed upon her.
My hands trembled as I picked up a silver locket he had given me for my eighteenth birthday. Inside, a tiny photo of us. My fingers recoiled, as if the metal had burned me. It wasn't silver; it was a lie, a symbol of deceit. Every happy memory associated with these objects now felt poisoned, twisted. How could I ever look at them again without seeing his betrayal?
My mother entered the room, her brow furrowed. "Addison? What are you doing, honey? You look like you're cleaning out a hurricane."
"Just... decluttering, Mom," I said, my voice deliberately flat. I didn't want her pity. I didn't want her questions. "I need a clear space. A fresh start. No distractions."
She paused, her gaze sweeping over the growing pile of Kade's discarded gifts. Her eyes softened, filled with a knowing sadness. "Is this about Kade?"
I picked up the last item, a small, worn coding textbook he' d lent me years ago, filled with his scribbled notes beside mine. I tossed it onto the pile with a satisfying thud. "Kade?" I scoffed, a bitter laugh escaping my lips. "Kade is… irrelevant. He's just a neighbor."
My mother' s eyes widened slightly, but she didn' t press. She knew me well enough to understand that when I put up that wall, it meant I wasn't ready to talk.
I packed all the items into a large cardboard box. Dragging it out of my room and down the stairs, I felt a strange, conflicting sense of lightness. It was a physical release, a symbolic severing of ties. But underneath, the wound still throbbed.
I knew I needed more than just a clean room. I needed new air, new faces, new everything. I needed to escape this city, this house, this suffocating history. I needed to be somewhere so far away, so different, that the ghost of Kade Dalton couldn' t follow. I needed a place where I could rebuild myself, brick by painful brick, without his shadow looming over me.
Addison Fitzpatrick POV:
The new city was a stark contrast to the familiar warmth of home. Grey skies, biting winds, and relentless rain became my constant companions. I embraced the chill, the biting cold a physical manifestation of the emotional numbness I craved. It helped keep the memories at bay, a constant distraction from the lingering ache in my chest.
Ava had moved with me, a fierce, protective presence. We enrolled in different programs, but she was my anchor. We filled our days with strenuous activities – long runs in the drizzling rain, late-night study sessions fueled by bad coffee, exploring every unfamiliar corner of the sprawling campus. Anything to keep my mind from drifting back to Kade.
Every now and then, the urge to check his social media, to see if he' d noticed my absence, would claw at me. But I fought it, tooth and nail. I was done being his "beta test," his "unpaid intern." I was done being a victim.
Ava, however, couldn't resist. She' d occasionally send me screenshots, her texts filled with outrage. "Can you believe this? More shots of him and Jodi 'living their best life' in Positano. Positano, Addy! Remember how you dreamed of going there?"
The updates were a steady drip feed of Kade's new, glamorous life. He and Jodi were everywhere-skiing in the Alps, yachting in the Mediterranean, attending exclusive parties. He, who had always been so private, now meticulously curated his public image. His social media, once a sparse collection of business-related posts, was now a vibrant, almost theatrical performance of joy and success. Every post was perfectly framed, highlighting picturesque locations, his arm invariably around Jodi.
It was all so public, so performative. Old acquaintances, mutual friends, would occasionally reach out to me, puzzled. "Addison, where have you been? Kade's pictures look amazing! You always used to be in his travel photos."
I' d offer a vague, rehearsed answer. "Oh, busy with my studies. Just needed a change of scenery. You know." I' d force a smile, my voice carefully neutral. But each mention of his name, even casually, was a jolt, a reminder of the raw wound that hadn't quite healed.
The harsh environment of my new life was a strange comfort. The sprawling, indifferent city, the vast, unforgiving cold-it mirrored the emptiness inside me, absorbing my pain without judgment. There was a weird solace in facing something just as cold and vast as my heartbreak.
"It' s all so fake, Addy," Ava would say, scrolling through Kade's latest post. "He's putting on a show. It's too perfect. He's trying to provoke a reaction, I just know it."
"Who cares?" I' d shrug, turning back to my textbooks, my voice dripping with feigned indifference. The truth was, a part of me still cared deeply, still ached with the injustice. But I was learning to build walls, to compartmentalize the pain, to push it down until it was a dull throb rather than a searing agony.
I' d look out at the grey sky, watching the heavy flakes of snow fall, merging with the slush on the ground. I was actively trying to forget Kade, to erase him from the tapestry of my life. To learn that I could survive, and even thrive, without him. That I was more than his "beta test" or his "unpaid intern." I was Addison Fitzpatrick, a brilliant coder in my own right, carving out a new path.
Months turned into a year. The initial shock had faded, replaced by a dull ache that, with time, became almost imperceptible. The forced isolation and distraction had worked its magic, dulling the sharp edges of my pain. Kade Dalton became a distant memory, a ghost haunting the corridors of my past, rarely intruding on my present. I stopped checking his social media, even through Ava. I stopped wondering what he was doing, or who he was with. I convinced myself that he had moved on, and that I finally had too.
As the holiday season approached, a strange sense of peace settled over me. I packed my bags, ready to return home for the break, a new warmth in my heart that had nothing to do with Kade. I was a new person, stronger, wiser, finally free.
That feeling lasted until I walked through my front door. Kade was already there, sitting in the living room, laughing with my parents. The very sight of him sent a jolt of ice through my veins. My peace shattered.