Damian's relentless pacing stopped. He turned to me, a flicker of something unreadable in his eyes. Surprise? I had expected him to be pleased, to see my quick agreement as the obedience he'd cultivated for seven years. But his jaw was tight, his lips pressed into a thin line.
"You could say no," he said, his voice strangely tight.
For a wild, insane moment, I almost did. The word was on the tip of my tongue, a rebellion born of heartbreak. But what would happen then? He would find another way. He would find another girl. And I... I would be cast out, back into the darkness he'd plucked me from, but this time with no hope and a target on my back. I was his possession. A possession that had outlived its primary usefulness.
He took a step towards me, his hand reaching out as if to touch my face. It was a familiar gesture, one that used to make my heart flutter.
This time, I took a step back.
His hand froze in mid-air.
"I am your executive assistant, Mr. Benjamin," I said, my voice flat and professional, a tone I usually reserved for his business dealings. "You give an order, I execute it. That is the arrangement."
His eyes narrowed, studying me as if he were seeing me for the first time. The silence stretched, thick with unspoken words. I could feel his gaze on me, analytical and cold, stripping away the years of shared history, of shared beds, leaving only the raw, transactional nature of our relationship.
Finally, he let out a slow breath. "Fine."
He walked over to me, his movements once again fluid and confident. He stood behind me, his hands settling on my shoulders. I felt the warmth of his palms through the thin silk of my robe, a phantom of an intimacy that was now dead.
I flinched, my muscles tensing involuntarily. His grip tightened for a second, a silent command to be still.
"It's just a role, Alexa," he murmured, his voice now smooth and persuasive, the voice he used to close deals and bend people to his will. "Think of it as acting. Earl is just a mark. This doesn't change anything between us."
A bitter laugh threatened to bubble up my throat. Doesn't change anything? It had changed everything.
"Once this is done," he continued, his fingers tracing the line of my collarbone, "you can have anything you want. That villa in Santorini you liked? It's yours. The new collection from Van Cleef? I'll buy it all for you."
I lifted my head, meeting his gaze in the reflection of the dark window. "Thank you, Mr. Benjamin," I said, my voice empty. "I will perform my duties to the best of my ability."
The warmth of his body behind me, a comfort I had sought for years, now felt like a cage. The familiar scent of his cologne, sandalwood and something uniquely him, was suffocating.
I pulled away and walked towards the door, needing to escape the cloying intimacy of the room.
"Alexa."
His voice stopped me at the threshold. It was the way he said my name, the same low, intimate tone he used in the dark, right before he would pull me against him.
I turned. He was standing by the bed, a dark silhouette against the glittering cityscape. The shadows hid his expression, but I could feel his gaze, intense and heavy.
"I hope... when this is over," he said slowly, "you find someone who makes you happy." His voice was soft, almost gentle. "We can part on good terms. A clean break."
A clean break. After seven years of being his, of having my life entwined with his so completely that I didn't know where he ended and I began.
I thought of the day he'd found me, a broken thing in a dirty basement. He had been my savior, my god. From the very beginning, I knew we were from different worlds. He was the sun, and I was a shadow, lucky to even exist in his light. Every day I had spent with him, every touch, every shared meal, had felt like a stolen gift. Something I didn't deserve but was greedy enough to take.
I had always known this day might come. I just never thought it would hurt this much.
I forced my lips into a smile, a brittle, cracking thing. "Of course, Damian. Thank you."
The next morning, Damian presented me with a diamond necklace. It was a breathtaking piece, a cascade of brilliant-cut stones that glittered with cold fire. A severance package. A down payment.
He fastened it around my neck himself, his fingers cool against my skin. "A gift," he said, his voice neutral. "For a job well done in advance."
Just as the clasp clicked shut, the bedroom door flew open. Brooklyn Mckinney stood there, her face tear-streaked and blotchy. She didn't even glance at me. Her eyes were fixed on Damian.
"He won't see me!" she wailed, rushing towards him. She shoved me aside with a force that sent me stumbling backward. I tripped on the thick rug, my ankle twisting, and fell hard.
The diamond necklace, a beautiful, cold weight, snapped. The stones scattered across the floor like frozen tears. One of the sharp settings sliced a thin, bloody line across my palm as I tried to break my fall.
"I went to his office, and he wouldn't even see me, Damian!" Brooklyn sobbed, burying her face in Damian's chest. "He just... had a message sent out that he was busy."
Damian's gaze flickered down to me, to my bleeding hand and the ruined necklace on the floor. For a split second, I saw a flash of anger in his eyes. But it vanished as quickly as it appeared, replaced by a chilling indifference. He didn't move to help me. He didn't say a word.
His arms went around Brooklyn, pulling her close, his hand stroking her hair in a gesture of pure, unadulterated comfort. It was a tenderness he had never, not once, shown me.
"That's because he's a cold-hearted bastard, angel," Damian murmured, his voice a low, soothing rumble meant only for her. "What did you expect?"
"But I love him!" she cried, her fists bunching in his shirt.
Damian's expression hardened. He pushed her back gently, holding her at arm's length. "Don't be a fool, Brooklyn. He's not worth it."
She let out a frustrated sob and pushed at his chest. "You don't get to tell me that! You're not him!"
Damian's jaw clenched, but his voice was deceptively soft when he spoke again, a cat purring before it strikes. "No, I'm not. But I can help you get him."
He glanced over at me, his eyes cold and commanding. "Alexa knows his schedule. She also happens to be an excellent cook. Earl has praised her culinary skills before. A way to a man's heart, and all that."
I knew exactly what he was doing. On the surface, Damian and Earl maintained a civil, almost friendly relationship for the sake of business stability. They attended the same functions, sometimes even shared a drink. Earl had been to the penthouse for dinner on a few occasions, always under the guise of a business meeting. He had, in fact, complimented my cooking. Damian was now twisting that small, innocent moment into a weapon.
I slowly pushed myself to my feet, my bleeding palm stinging, my heart a cold, heavy stone in my chest.
"Go make some of Brooklyn's favorite dessert," Damian ordered, his attention already back on the crying heiress. "Bring it to Earl's office. Make an excuse. Say it's a peace offering from her."
Brooklyn sniffled, wiping her eyes. "He... he won't even care."
"He will," Damian promised, his voice dripping with false sincerity. Then his eyes found mine again, and the coldness in them was absolute. "Won't he, Alexa?"
I didn't answer. I just turned and walked out of the room, the scattered diamonds crunching softly under my heel.
As I passed Brooklyn, she shot me a look of pure venom. "Look at you," she sneered, her voice thick with disgust. "The loyal little dog. I don't know what he ever saw in you. He used to be so attentive to me, but then you came along."
Damian laughed, a low, dismissive sound. "Don't worry about her, angel. She's just a tool. A temporary amusement."
He pulled Brooklyn back into his arms, his voice dropping to a seductive whisper I could still hear as I reached the door. "Everything she has, I can give to you. Her cars, her jewels, this very penthouse. All you have to do is say the word."
He paused, and his next words were a blade twisting in my already bleeding heart.
"After all," he said, his voice laced with cruel amusement. "What is she? A convenient body to warm my bed. Nothing more."
The words struck me with the force of a physical blow. I stumbled, my hand flying to my chest as if to hold my broken heart together.
Even the servants in the hallway, who used to bow their heads to me, now looked at me with a mixture of pity and contempt. My reign was over. I was nothing.
I arrived at the Reid Tower, the sleek, imposing monolith that served as Earl Reid's base of operations. The lobby was a symphony of chrome and black marble, cold and intimidating. But his secretary, recognizing me from past business dinners, waved me through without a word.
Earl's office was the polar opposite of Damian's. Where Damian's penthouse was opulent and designed to impress, Earl's office was functional, almost spartan. It was the workspace of a man who cared about results, not appearances.
He was sitting behind his desk, a mountain of paperwork in front of him. He looked different from the last time I'd seen him. The easy-going charm he displayed at social functions was gone, replaced by a mask of cool, detached focus. He was, in his own way, just as formidable as Damian.
His head was bent over a document, his brow furrowed in concentration. He didn't look up as I entered.
"Leave it on the table," he said, his voice flat, assuming I was a servant.
His assistant quietly closed the door behind me, leaving us alone. The silence was heavy.
I hesitated, the pastry box feeling foolishly light in my hands. "Mr. Reid?"
He looked up, and for a moment, his eyes, a startlingly clear shade of gray, were completely blank. Then, recognition dawned, and his expression shifted. The hard lines of his face softened almost imperceptibly.
"Alexa," he said, his voice losing its harsh edge. "What are you doing here?"
"I... I brought you something," I stammered, placing the box on his desk. "From Brooklyn Mckinney. She, uh, wanted to apologize for... this morning."
Earl's gaze dropped to the box, then rose back to my face. He didn't seem surprised, or even interested. Instead, his eyes fixed on something else. He stood up, and my heart leaped into my throat. He was going to dismiss me. My mission was a failure before it had even begun.
He walked around the desk, and I braced myself for the rejection. I started babbling, trying to salvage the situation. "She's very sorry, she hopes you'll come to the gala, she really wants to-"
He didn't walk past me. He stopped right in front of me. In his hand was a small, velvet box.
He was so close I could smell the clean, crisp scent of his shirt.
"Here," he said, holding the box out to me.
I stared at it, confused. "What is this?"
"A gift."
"For Brooklyn?" I asked, my mind racing. Was this part of their strange courtship?
He didn't answer. He simply opened the box. Nestled inside was a delicate white gold bracelet, adorned with a single, flawless blue diamond that seemed to capture the light and hold it hostage. It was exquisite. More beautiful, even, than the necklace Damian had given me.
"It's for you," he said softly.
I was so stunned I couldn't move. He took the bracelet from the box, his fingers brushing mine as he did. A strange jolt, like static electricity, shot up my arm. He gently took my wrist and fastened the bracelet. It felt cool against my skin.
I remembered then. He'd sent a gift once before, a pair of diamond earrings, after a particularly tense negotiation between him and Damian that I had helped to mediate. I had assumed it was a formal business gesture, a thank you for my role. Damian had been furious, accusing Earl of trying to poach his "most valuable asset." I'd returned the earrings immediately.
Now, looking at the cool, clear gray of his eyes, I wasn't so sure.
"Will you be at the Mckinney gala?" I asked, my voice barely a whisper, forcing myself back to the mission.
He cut me off, his gaze intense. "Will you be there?"
I was so taken aback by the directness of the question, by the focus in his eyes, that I could only nod mutely.
A slow smile spread across his face, transforming his features from severe to devastatingly handsome. "Then I'll be there."
My heart did a strange, unfamiliar flip in my chest. It was a warmth I hadn't felt in years, a tiny flicker of light in the darkness. It terrified me.
I turned and fled his office without another word, the little bell on the bracelet tinkling softly with every panicked step.
I practically ran out of the building, my composure shattered. As I burst through the main doors onto the street, I collided with a hard chest.
"Whoa, where's the fire?"
It was Damian. He gripped my arms to steady me, his face etched with a strange, frantic urgency. "Are you okay? Did he touch you? Did he do anything?"
His eyes, wild and possessive, scanned my body, and then they stopped. They locked onto the delicate bracelet on my wrist.
The warmth on his face vanished, replaced by a thunderous, terrifying darkness. His entire demeanor changed in a heartbeat.
"What," he growled, his voice a low, dangerous rumble, "is that?"
I flinched. "It's... a gift. From Mr. Reid."
His grip on my arms tightened, his fingers digging into my flesh like talons. With a swift, violent motion, he ripped the bracelet from my wrist. The delicate chain snapped, and the beautiful blue diamond clattered to the pavement.
"Agh!" I cried out as the sharp edges of the broken clasp scraped my skin, drawing blood.
Damian didn't even look at me. He barked an order to one of his men standing nearby. "Find out what this is. Buy ten of them. Send them to Earl Reid's office with a note."
He turned back to me, his eyes blazing with a fury that was all the more terrifying for its coldness. He grabbed my bleeding wrist, pulling me close.
"My woman," he snarled, his voice a venomous whisper, "doesn't wear gifts from other men."