Wolf
Kingdom.
Moon’s
Wrath Pack.
It’s
been seven days since Heaven arrived at the Moon’s Wrath tower, and
she hasn’t had a good sleep yet.
Today
is one of those days when she wakes up sweating and in fear, when the
sordid visual of her father’s death haunts the walls of her room,
her demons flocking about in the mild darkness; some laughing, some
whispering barbarous ideas into her mind.
‘Kill
yourself.’
‘End
it all.’
‘You
don’t deserve all this.’
‘Your
breakfast fork can be a good weapon.’
‘How
about starve?’
Sitting
up on her bed, Heaven draws her knees to her chest, her chin placed
on them, and her eyes closed as her palms cover her ears.
While
resisting the urge to obey the voices, she tries to convince herself
that they will stop. And, soon, they do—when the door of her room
opens.
Heaven’s
eyes snap open. There stands the maid by the door, her monolid eyes
set on Heaven.
“Morning,
ma’am, you have a dance lesson with Kaicha after breakfast,” she
says quickly while rushing to set a tray of food on Heaven’s
bedside stool.
She
proceeds to light all the candles in Heaven’s room, including the
ones on the vanity that rests beside the window.
Heaven’s
eyes dart to the vanity, its mirror—crafted with curvy intricate
designs—dulled by age. Through it, she captures the maid’s swift
actions, seeing as the candle flames reflect on the girl’s brown
skin, her straight black hair gathered up in a messy bun as usual.
The
mosquito net around Heaven’s bed is quite thick and has a sort of
illusion that presents a clear view of the maid to Heaven even though
the former can only see little of the latter.
Because
of that, the maid walks up to the bed and lifts a part of the net.
Just
then, the window lets in a gush of dawn air that makes the flames
tremble. And Heaven shivers. Not of cold, but of the fear that still
clouds her mind.
“Are
you cold, ma’am? Do you want me to prepare a hot bath for you?”
the maid asks, her brown eyes scrutinizing Heaven’s skin.
Heaven
doesn’t reply, but her eyes are on the girl, glaring. “Why only
you get to ask the questions, and I don’t?” she asks instead.
“You don’t answer my questions, and you expect me to answer all
of yours?”
The
maid sighs. “Hot bath it is, then,” she says before letting go of
the net and heading to the bathroom.
Heaven’s
fingers tighten into a fist as she closes her eyes again, though she
reopens them just in time as the maid reenters the room after a few
minutes.
“Your
bath and breakfast is set, ma’am,” the latter announces while
making for the door. But Heaven is faster.
She
leaps out of the bed in a flash, jumping to the maid’s position and
grabbing her by the arm.
“Tell
me, what really is going on?” she asks in a frenzy but suddenly
pauses. Was that really the right question? At times like this, she
just needs one question. One meaningful question that provides the
answer to all others. “Why does Ziason want Kaicha to dance so
badly?” she queries again.
Ziason
going all these lengths just to teach Kaicha dance seems unfair. It
can’t simply be that the girl wanted to dance.
There
must be something.
There’s
always something that triggers an action, or series of actions, in
the wolf kingdom.
If
only she can find out why Ziason wants Kaicha to dance, then she can
understand why she’s here and what’s going on. She may also be
able to figure out a way to save herself from all these.
“There
has been talks of a huge war that will claim a lot of lives,
including ours,” the maid says as she forcefully removes Heaven’s
hand from hers, “yet all
you think about are books and some dead bodies. Many lives depend on
how you behave, ma’am. One wrong step and a lot could die. Please
consider that.”
The
girl leaves the room, while Heaven stands stunned.
She
doesn’t understand the meaning of the maid’s last sentences. From
how she sees things, it’s her life is in the hands of the Alpha,
not other lives being in her hands.
One
day, her corpse could be among the male corpses that are always
carried out of the tower. And the worst thing is nobody would know of
how she died. No one would ask about her in the human world, and no
one knows her here in the wolf kingdom.
Since
she can’t understand most things about this place, she has to act
fast. Even though it’s risky, she’ll try escaping. Who knows,
Ziason’s threat about killing her if she escapes could be empty
threats to keep her in check.
After
pacing her room for a while, Heaven dashes out of it.
She
goes straight down to the gym, peeking into it to find Ziason hasn’t
arrived. That’s good. Before he would come here and discover that
she was gone, she would be far gone.
But
she doesn’t know how she’ll leave yet.
Since
the doors are locked, Heaven scrutinizes the windows. The only halls
that are accessible to Heaven are the gym, the ground hall, and the
dance hall. And all three halls have locked windows, unlike the rooms
in the top floors that are without windows.
Ziason
probably installed the windows to block her escape. But he undermined
her. She’ll certainly find a way.
Heaven
pulls the handles of all the windows in the ground hall and the gym.
They’re pretty strong, so she needs something strong enough to
break one down. And her eyes just happen to catch Ziason’s
dumbbells.
Heaven
smiles, reaching for them. “There you are.”
She
picks up the one with lesser weight; the one she can lift and haul.
Then she throws it at the gym window, which forms a crack on the
wood.
She
hauls the dumbbell at the window again. This time, a good chunk of
the latter falls of, making it easier for Heaven to pull off the rest
of the wood with her hands. While doing so, a sharp piece of wood
slits the palm of her right hand, blood sipping out of the cut
ignored.
The
window isn’t too high to climb, so she mounts it and jumps down
outside the tower, her heart beating fast as she darts to the main
gate.
Some
days ago, when a little rain fell, Heaven looked down her window and
found a small trail of water flowing out through a spot on the bottom
of the fence—beside the main gate.
She
finds the spot and realizes it’s an arched carve big enough to fit
her, although barricaded by a cage.
Squatting
down beside the hole, she tries pulling the cage. It seems to have
been built for a long time, seeing as the irons are rusty and crusty
around the edges.
Sitting
on the brick floor, Heaven kicks the cage. It falls off after a few
kicks, and she quickly passes through it to the other side of the
fence.
Heaven
faces a dilemma with two paths before her eyes.
One
is the wide pathway of sand and pebbles on which she stands. Starting
from the main gate, it stretches out almost endlessly in front of
her, flanked by two shallow hills.
The
shallow hill at the right of the wide pathway carries a narrow track,
which is the other path. Adding up the direction of the path and the
position of Kaicha’s window, Heaven concludes that the track leads
to the pack houses.
Knowing
that the wide path leads to an asphalt highway, Heaven decides to use
the track on the hill instead.
From
what she knows, the highway stops being accessible to humans at a
certain point, which means she would have no aid. Plus, it’s pretty
far to travel on foot, so it’s useless going with it, especially
since it’s quite exposed—when the Alpha finds out she’s gone,
the first place he would start searching is the highway, as he would
think she would be heading directly to the human world.
Heaven
decides to do the opposite of that. If she blends in with the pack,
she could find a way to get a horse, even if she has to steal it.
Then she’ll travel through the bushes until she gets to the
boundary between the wolf kingdom and the human world.
Her
only problem is that it’s been fourteen years since she last
navigated the wolf kingdom. The last time she was in such situation,
she could quickly find her way out. But now it’s different. Plus,
she’s not familiar with this part of the kingdom, so it would be a
bit hard. But she’ll try.
When
she reaches the pack houses, she finds the people clustered on the
street, all moving toward a particular direction.
Heaven
tries to push her way through against the human forces, making for
the opposite direction. But, somehow, the bodies take her as well.
Her strength against theirs isn’t enough.
Although
chaotic, Heaven picks up the people’s words.
“An
important person is on his way way back. Everyone has to be on their
best behavior.”
“Finally,
our savior is back; he can save us from the Alpha’s rage.”
Heaven
doesn’t know who is so powerful to be able to save the people from
the Alpha’s rage or whatever, but her curiosity gets the best of
her.
Instead
of going against the crowd, she follows them, pushing her way forward
until she finally gets to the front, where she stops before a huge
building that seems to belong to the Alpha.
The
crowd is gathered in front of the building, all looking into a big
hall with wide open doors.
But,
due to the able-bodied men guarding the entrance, no one can enter.
On
a raised platform far across the hall, there’s Ziason seated in a
big black sofa, his black hair pulled into a style that reveals his
forehead.
Seeing
him in that chair, Heaven senses an uncomfortable aura around
him—that mystic, dark vibe that always clung to him, only it was
faint before. Now it’s stronger, and he looks scarier; feels more
terrifying.
Two
men, whose backs are turned to her, bow to the alpha.
The
one by his right is dressed in a velvety wine-colored suit, while the
one by his left looks rough around the edges, his whole attire made
of black and brown leather.
The
shrieks and whispers continue in the background, especially from the
women.
“They’re
here! The alpha’s brothers are back! The pack’s ambassador and
the pack’s delight are here. Moon’s Wrath’s powerful trinity
are finally together!”
“Oh
my gosh, they’re so handsome!”
“Gosh,
they look so strong!”
“Moon’s
Wrath’s delight is the strongest warrior in the pack. I want to
marry him!”
“I
want the pack’s ambassador so bad. His calmness is too hot!”
Slowly,
the people’s murmurs begin to fade in Heaven’s mind. What gets
louder is the pounding of her heart as her heartbeat picks up a
faster pace.
As
her knees weaken and threaten to give out, Heaven
starts gasping for breath, and she doesn’t know why.
Why
is her heart malfunctioning? Why can’t she even breathe? She would
say it’s due to her fear of Ziason. But even when he stood right in
front of her, her heart didn’t beat so fast and loud to this
extent.
Or
is it some sort of anxiety attack?
Would
that also explain why she’s now feeling dizzy, or why the world
around her is blurring as much as clangor takes over the noises of
the people?
Would
it also explain why everything about the alpha and his brothers are
growing vivid to her senses?
That’s
weird, right?
She’s
not supposed to be seeing the brothers clearer now, their image
zooming in front of her eyes to the point she even notices the tiny
pores on their skin.
Despite
the huge space between she and Ziason’s, Heaven notes how red his
irises are, and she sees the gray strands speckled here and there in
the long, black hair of the rough-looking brother.
Their
scents mingle together—woody, earthy smells that are strong enough
to make her swoon—driving her crazy due to the fact that she can’t
decipher which belongs to who.
This
feeling is new to Heaven, as she has never smelt or seen things so
clearly before. And it’s stranger to think her elevated senses are
only focused on the three brothers.
‘Mate,’
she hears in her head. It’s her voice, but she knows it’s not her
speaking. It’s not her demons either.
‘Mate,’
the voice comes again. This time, Heaven has the urge to step
forward. Something about the men reaches to pull her, and she takes a
step.
‘Mate,’
she hears again. Then she tries taking another step forward, but her
dizziness gets the better of her. Darkness gradually close in until
Heaven sees nothing but shadows swirling in front of her eyes.
"Report
your standings, brothers," Ziason says to his brothers after they
were done bowing.
Zechariah
goes first. "There are no sign of an attack yet, but I left my men
on the borders. They'll keep watch."
Ziason
nods at Zechariah before looking at Zeedar, who starts talking. "The
company is fine. Technology in the human world is vastly spreading,
and electricity is highly needed, so sales are doing well. However,
there is another matter I want to discuss."
"Do
say."
"As
you may have already known, the alpha of Tribalan pack is a mystery,
but he used his Beta to relay his conditions for a peace treaty to
me."
Ziason
remain silent for a very long time, his expression tightening into a
deep frown. "Peace treaty? Conditions? Since when did we start
discussing a peace treaty, ambassador?"
"I
acted alone, Alpha. This war needs to stop no matter how you deny it.
The condition isn't difficult. They just want the old acre of land
uncle gifted father."
Ziason
reclines in the sofa and crosses his legs-his left leg over the
right. "And you think-"
He suddenly stops talking when a harsh unpleasant sound hits his
nostrils.
Scrunching
his nose, he doesn't need to search where the smell came from, as
he could already see the perpetrator.
Zechariah.
The
man quietly unwraps a bubble gum and tosses it into his mouth,
looking up to find Ziason glaring at him.
He
enjoys the glare, and he smirks while chewing the gum, fully aware of
what he's doing.
Ziason
thought a full year in the border between Moon's Wrath pack and
Tribalan pack would change the man. But he was wrong. His youngest
brother is still very much interested in annoying him using his
despise for garlic.
However,
before he could order Zechariah to throw away the gum, another smell
overshadows the stink of garlic. A more pleasant smell. A mixture of
peony and lemon.
Something
pulls his attention to the hall's entrance. Not only him. Zeedar
and Zechariah perceived the scent too.
As
they're prompted to turn toward the door, they feel something rise
within them, like a subtle heat at the start of a rising sun.
However,
they see nothing special at the entrance. Even as the crowd jeers the
moment they turn back, it's all uninteresting.
Slowly,
the scent begins to fade, but the magnetic feeling doesn't.
Something still captivates them. Only, this time it doesn't feel
close.
"Peace
from an enemy's mouth is a piece of shit. Do you think giving back
the land will solve everything, ambassador?" Ziason asks, snatching
his brothers' attention from the door as he rises up and steps down
the stairs of his raised platform.
"I
think it will serve as the best framework for peace, my lord,"
Zeedar replies with confidence.
Now
pausing in front of the latter, Ziason huffs a smile, maintaining eye
contact with Zeedar, who doesn't relent. "And what do you say,
Zechariah?" he asks the last brother without breaking his eye
contact with the ambassador.
"I
don't mind which prevails," Zechariah mumbles, "but I prefer to
be in a battle scene."
"Do
you hear that, brother?" Ziason asks Zeedar. And, without waiting
for a response, he continues. "You went behind my back without
finding out what I want. What I want is war. What I want is power.
With you as my adviser and Zechariah as my warrior, I will dominate
packs. I will grow stronger and overtake even the Alpha King. Until
there is terror on every single minds at the mention of my name, I
will not rest. I ask again: do you hear that, brother?"
"What's
the use of being your adviser if you don't take my advice,"
Zeedar simply says before walking away, using the back door to leave
the hall.
Due
to growing up with an abusive father and a manipulative mother,
Zeedar has not always been uncomfortable staying in the wolf kingdom.
He prefers the human world. And in times when it's necessary for
him to stay in the wolf kingdom, he prefers to roam about.
Like
now.
Sitting
under a shade in the pack street, he can't help staring up at his
old home from time to time.
The
tower's length is domineering to the point one can see it from
afar. And it always looks dark, like a shadow threatening to swallow
every piece of light around its environment. It gives Zeedar chills,
and it carries heavy memories that he wishes he can forget.
However,
despite the unsettling feeling lingering within him, there's also
something else, and that's what makes him stare at the tower every
time.
As
he can't hold the curiosity any longer, he proceeds toward the
building.
The
more he closes in on it, the more a certain feeling of familiarity
grows strong, trailed by the sensation from earlier; that subtle heat
at the start of a rising sun feeling.
So
as not to roughen his suit by jumping over the fence of the tower,
Zeedar results to using the combination lock on the main gate and the
main door.
Inside
the tower, the air feels thick with bad memories. Even though the
hall is now empty, Zeedar can still tell every item that was in it,
as well as their positions. And he recalls running up and down those
staircases in terror, sometimes falling and cutting his skin.
Despite
all these memories, the air soon starts growing lighter. More
pleasant and perfumed. And the same peony and lemon scent he
perceived at the pack hall starts clouding his senses again.
Zeedar's
stiffness locks when a loud bang echoes from the next hall, followed
by the noisy clatter of wooden planks. He becomes alert on instinct,
but settles down when he perceives Zechariah's artificial perfume.
The
faint sound of clinking metals introduces the man as he walks in
through the next hall's entrance, dusting his elbows.
On
sighting Zeedar, he mumbles. "Jeez. Why did brother lock every
bloody window?"
Without
responding, Zeedar jerks a brow up at the thought of Zechariah
breaking a window. The pack's delight only approved of actions that
would not incur Ziason's wrath. But here he is going against his
rule book a few hours after landing in the pack.
"Brother
reformed that into a gym. Wasn't it father's meeting hall?"
Zechariah asks as he points back at the hall he came out from.
On
reaching Zeedar, he stands akimbo, still loudly popping the garlic
gum. "You've not been here since we packed out after father's
death. Why come back now?"
Zeedar's
eyes move from Zechariah to the stairs. "I sensed something."
Zechariah
huffs. "Why not just say you sensed a mating bond? You of all
people should know how it feels."