Heaven
dashes after him. However, before she could fully clear the stairs,
Ziason was already out.
She
tries to open the door and discovers it’s locked. Banging on it
doesn’t even solve a thing.
It
dawns on her only then that she really is a captive in this tower for
five freaking years. But, also, Ziason is an Alpha. And he killed the
lawyer without even batting an eyelid.
How
can she be certain he would not kill her as well?
“Oh
my god…” she mutters while leaning against the door and sliding
down to a crouch.
Deceit.
That’s what this is.
All
this while, Ziason deceived her. He made her believe this job offer
wall full of roses, but now she’s seeing all the dark patches in
it.
She
should have known it would amount to no good when he bought her
freedom. Killing the lawyer, then being an Alpha, is what opened her
senses to the stink of true danger.
How
come she didn’t smell that in his essence—wasn’t an Alpha’s
aura supposed to be heady? Or is it true what the books say that an
Alpha can mask his aura?
Heaven
can’t help but retract her thoughts to when she first met Ziason at
the bridge. If only she had looked closer or listened to the quiet
voice that tried to defy her decision, she would not have fallen into
this trap.
Now,
recalling his absolute gentleness to Kaicha earlier feels weird to
her. Because how on earth can a person swiftly switch from
softhearted to hardhearted in such a small period of time?
Who
knows what he’ll do next—not paying her for the entire five
years, and then killing her? And the girl, why’s he taking so much
measures just to teach her dance? Why would he kill the lawyer, or
even capture the lawyer’s family?
Unless…
Ziason did not plan to follow the contract, which could have been a
ploy to lure Heaven into compliance. Since he succeeded in bringing
her here, he then had to kill the lawyer, who was the only other
person who seemed to know about the contract.
Speaking
of the contract, it’s there in the pool of the lawyer’s blood.
Sinking in the fluid. Reduced to a mere paper.
And
Heaven wonders, what if this man’s fate ends up being hers?
.
.
.
.
_________
Heaven’s
eyes gradually open to the blurry view of a wooden ceiling rippling
in twos and threes.
She
feels a solid barrier at her back that tells her she’s lying
directly on the floor instead of a woolen blanket. And when a cold,
smooth touch grazes her arm, she could tell it’s her mother even
before the woman’s blurry face lingers over hers.
She
wants to lift her hand to reciprocate the woman’s touch. But she
realizes she can’t move.
“Mom…
why— why can’t I move?” she stutters.
“Shh…”
her mother hushes as that ever-loving cold touch reaches Heaven’s
jaw.
“Why
are you crying?” Heaven asks again when the blur clears a bit to
reveal the tears on her mother’s smiling face.
“They
are here,” her father’s voice comes.
“Who’s
here?” Heaven queries in panic, still struggling to move but can’t.
“Heaven,
listen to me. An Alpha is trying to kill us all,” her mother raps
while cupping Heaven’s cheeks. “I fed you with Death’s Look
pills so that you’d seem dead, but you should be fine in the next
twenty-four hours.” The woman sniffles before her next words come
out amidst tears, her voice croaking. “Please leave this place as
soon as you can move. Go somewhere far away—the human world should
suffice—and never return to this world. Please, avoid as many
Alphas as you can. Do not come back here, Heaven. Heed my warning.”
The
woman disappears from her sight in a flash. Heaven tries to speak
again, to call her back, but even her tongue has stopped moving.
Soon,
her brain becomes an absolute hazy mess. And she can’t seem to
think straight as she slowly blacks out.
Heaven
doesn’t know for how long she stayed unconscious. When next she
opens her eyes, she hears muffled clashing noises that urges her to
turn to her right.
It’s
still a strain to move, very painful too, but Heaven grasps all she
needs to see with a short look—two sets of feet facing each other;
one belonging to her father, the other unknown. Blood spilling to the
floor. Her father’s wounded body slumping to the same floor as the
owner of the other feet crouches down while reaching to her father’s
neck with a crimson-coated dagger, thereby revealing the scar
slashing diagonally from the index knuckle to the wrist of that hand.
Seeing
her father that helpless and dying makes her scream. Even as the
scenery suddenly changes to reveal the wooden roof of a fourposter
bed, Heaven continues shouting at the top of her voice.
She
only calms down some seconds later, when she realizes it was a
nightmare. A damn nightmare… which actually isn’t just a
nightmare.
Seven
years ago, it happened. Since then, it has been haunting her.
She
hasn’t had the nightmare for quite a while, though. But now it’s
back. It tends to return whenever she’s scared; whenever her fear
for herself triggers. That’s when she sees the bloody, horrid
images.
Now
it only reminds her of her plight—The tower, Ziason, him being an
Alpha.
Heaven
suddenly sits up to realize she has been lying in bed all this time.
Last she could recall, she was in the ground hall, sitting against
the door. Did she sleep off? Did someone bring her here?
The
faint breeze sipping through the only window in the room draws her
attention to it. It’s small. Really small. But it doesn’t mean it
can’t fit a human who can pull enough bravery to climb the tower
walls—particularly why Heaven, as she notices it now, does not like
the fact that the window is open and without protection.
She
quickly gets out of the bed and makes for Kaicha’s room. The little
girl is tucked in her bed, sleeping. It makes Heaven wonder for how
long she herself has been asleep.
With
cautious steps, she walks across Kaicha’s room to window, which is
identical to Heaven’s. Except, the view outside it is entirely
different from hers.
Beyond
the huge old fence, there are arrays of buildings portrayed on that
side of the tower; rows of bungalows, and a crowd within the linear
building arrangement. Those must be his pack.
Far,
far beyond the houses are mountains covered in fog. But Heaven can’t
fathom much of that due to the approaching dusk.
Aside
from the main gate, there’s a small single gate crafted in the
tower’s fence, which leads directly into the pack’s streets. And
it’s from that gate Heaven sees Ziason now stepping through into
the compound, locking it thoroughly with a chain before entering the
tower.
Heaven
quickly gets out of the room and hurries downstairs. However, Ziason
had already entered the building by the time she reached the last
floor.
She
notices the gruesome sight of his lawyer was gone, as well as the
contract. But then some noises coming from the hall next to the
ground hall draw Heaven’s attention to it.
She
finds Ziason running on a treadmill, his back turned to her.
Now
it’s no surprise why he said he came by often, seeing as there are
modern gym equipment inside a bloody old tower.
One
major distraction of the view in front of her would be the ripples of
Ziason’s wide back that matches the veins and ridges of his heavy
limbs. But something else pulls Heaven’s stare—a tattoo inked
over every inch of his back.
However,
she later notices it looks more natural than a tattoo, or…
something sort of strange to be on a person’s skin.
The
only reason an art would feel that way is if it had an otherworldly
meaning, as in linked to extreme dark magic.
Like…
a curse?
Heaven
may not know much about the wolf world, but she certainly has read
some things; like how the mark of a cursed wolf is a tattoo that
drives down a bizarre feeling.
The
tattoo could be anything. It could be random dots. It could be the
full-on image of a person. In all, it signifies a state of revulsion.
Being
cursed is usually an abominable thing in the lupine world. But that
certainly has nothing to do with Heaven now.
“You
didn’t tell me you were an Alpha,” she utters instead, fear
threading through her heart despite her show of bravery.
When
Ziason cranes his neck to glance at her direction, she nearly
swallows her throat, strange ropes knotting in her belly.
“Do
you hear me, Ziason?” she summons the courage to ask again. When
the man still doesn’t respond, Heaven proceeds to scream. “You
cheated the contract!”
Ziason
presses some buttons on the treadmill to reduce its pace
until it finally stops. Then he gradually steps down from it while
grabbing a small towel from its handle bar.
Turning
around, he approaches Heaven with deliberate movements, wiping his
face and neck with the towel.
Heaven
fights to resist the temptation of staring hungrily at his
moisture-laden
abs,
each step Ziason takes striking her heart like a drum.
And
the nearer he comes to her, the louder and faster her heart pounds.
Ziason
halts in front of Heaven, lazily looking down at her.
This
time, his eyes are dark red, and his wet hair falling flat over his
forehead and lashes does something overwhelming beneath Heaven’s
stomach.
It’s
not fear. Heaven can’t decipher what the hell it is either. All she
knows is it isn’t a good feeling.
“In
case of next time, Heaven, remember to say Alpha,”
he notes in disgruntlement.
“Besides, I would like to know how I cheated you. The content of
that contract has no business with whether I reveal my identity or
not, especially if I pretend I don’t know the things I do about
you.” Ziason’s one step covers the gap between he and Heaven. Now
he gives her no breathing space as brings his face down to hers with
a whisper. “If I should sue you for refusing to adhere the
contract, your life would be totally ruined on the outside world, and
to hell will I make sure you do not have a place in this world
either.”
Stunned,
Heaven blinks rapidly, her chest and shoulders rising with each
second she holds her breath. When she realizes herself, she suddenly
stumbles backward, puffing out air.
“Wow,”
she huffs with a smile of disbelief, “nice to see you shedding your
skin, Alpha. So killing your lawyer was part of the contract?”
Ziason
rises to his full height, slinging his towel on his left shoulder as
he retracts into the gym to sit down on the bench
press machine.
“In
case you haven’t noticed, you are a secret. David has seen you,”
he mutters while looking at Heaven. “Besides, plainly abducting and
making you do my bidding was my first choice. I was considerate
enough to accept his ‘solid’
idea. He made me waste my time and energy.”
“If
I’m a secret, then I know you can’t sue me. That’ll be exposing
yourself, right?” Heaven turns and runs across the ground hall,
making for the main entrance. “I’m leaving this shit.”
She
tries the handles of the double doors several times to find it’s
locked again. Even analyzing the keyhole doesn’t help. Because even
if she could pick locks, this one wouldn’t be one of those.
Next,
she tries violence, banging hard on the metal door while still
pulling the handles to no avail.
“Those
doors have a password mechanism, Heaven,” Ziason mutters from the
gym. “I’m the only one around who can open them.”
“Then
open the damn door!” Heaven shrieks. “I’m going to walk out of
here, and I know you can’t sue me! You wouldn’t want to expose
your secret now, would you?”
“Exactly.
You really think I value that contract, Heaven, don’t you? You are
not so important to me, my dear. Leave or not, so much more talent
lies out there. I only picked you because you looked miserable and in
absolute need of help. Without the contract, my own way of doing
things would be to threaten and force you.”
“Is
that why you checked my background; to see if I had a family to
threaten me with?” Heaven blurts out, her eyes stinging with tears
that refuse to fall. “You found nothing, so you went for a contract
instead. There must be a reason you were hellbent on picking me
despite knowing nothing that could force submission out of me.”
Ziason
comes out of the gym, revealing his smirk to Heaven as he inclines
against the wall.
“Interest?”
he whispers, “I just had this slightest interest in you all because
I hated that I could not discover core things about you. Yet, as much
as my curiosity peaked, it could easily sink as well. And, just like
I killed that lawyer, I could end you right here and now.”
“You
wouldn’t,” Heaven challenges as she hides the shiver in her
voice.
“Do
you want to try?” Ziason responds with a dangerous depth in his
voice. “Me being open with you, Heaven, should tell you cannot walk
out of here now. You know my two utmost secrets already—Kaicha and
my curse. Now you are bound here with me for half a decade. By the
fifth year, those would not be a secret anymore, and you will be
free. That is why I warn you to stay put. If you repeatedly try to
escape, I would just get rid of you. And being rid of you means you
would not walk out of here alive. Understood?”
Heaven
doesn’t know what it is—the force that pushes her to nod. Is it
respect, or cowardice, or fear, or… a mysterious liking to this
man? It’s definitely not the first option.
However,
it’s clear now—this situation she finds herself. This is just a
dreaded threshold to death. It’s as if her fear of death has
tangled with her fate and brought her here.
The
world indeed is at it again. Yet, she won’t let it watch her fail.
She’ll endure; five years isn’t so small as long as she gets to
live.
“Will
you still pay me though?” she asks, fighting the urge to bite her
nails.
“Money
is not an issue to me. I won’t hold that back.”
Ziason
returns to the gym, leaving Heaven alone in the ground hall. She
looks up at the cylindrical rising of floors, and wonders if she can
ever reach the climax of her existence.
She
just hopes it isn’t a bad climax. Hopefully, in five years, she’ll
get there.
And
once she walks out of here with her payment, she’s no longer
stepping foot in the wolf world ever again. She won’t even peek.
After all, her mother warned her and she ignored that warning.
Heaven
thought she was Ziason’s secret. But when he mentioned it, she
realized who it is. Kaicha.
The
real question is: why is she a secret? And why would he go to such a
length as killing his lawyer just to maintain that secret?
Also,
she doesn’t exactly understand what the second secret is. Sure, she
knows he’s cursed. A cursed Alpha wouldn’t survive a day in a
pack, as all other packs would come rushing to try and dethrone the
Alpha, since it’s in the law that a cursed Alpha shall not rule.
But she doesn’t know what the curse is.
If
only she could decipher what exactly is Ziason’s curse, and if only
she knew why Kaicha is a secret, then Heaven would have understood
why she has to go through this for five years.
>>>>>>>>
As
it’s a new day, Heaven is scheduled to teach Kaicha, so she makes
for the child’s room.
Entering
the room, she finds Kaicha standing in front of a floor-length mirror
as a young woman, who looks to be in her middle twenties, fixes the
child’s hair into a bun.
Heaven
sits on Kaicha’s bed as the young woman bows to her.
Watching
the standing duo from the mirror, Heaven concludes that the young
woman must be Kaicha’s maid, whom Ziason mentioned would serve her
as well.
“Do
you remember how you got here, Kaicha?” Heaven asks all of a
sudden. Even she doesn’t know where the question came from. It just
resonated in her ears as she watched the child.
Kaicha
glances at her through the mirror, but says nothing.
“I’m
sorry for being straight up,” Heaven continues as more questions
pop in, “but… were you captured? Do you recall what your mom
looks like? Was your family threatened?”
She
stops for a moment to question why she would be asking the girl these
things. Even if anything of such happened, would she even remember?
“Forget
I said anything,” she mutters, waving her hand in dismissal.
However,
Kaicha suddenly opens her mouth wide. And, as Heaven looks at the
child through the mirror, she realizes something.
Kaicha’s
tongue has been cut off!
“He
cut your tongue?” Heaven almost shrieks. The child continues
moping. “Why did he do so? So that you won’t talk?”
Kaicha
shrugs, her eyes big and bright. It’s then it dawns on Heaven that
even this little girl may have been captured.
What
if she isn’t his daughter like he claimed she is? Everyone knows
that Alphas seldom have babies with people who aren’t their mate,
as it could sabotage their Alpha lineage.
Even
if Kaicha was his daughter, could be why he’s keeping her a secret
from his pack? Or is there another bigger reason as to why the girl
should be unknown?
“Do
you know why he’s hiding you?” Heaven asks again. Just then, the
woman fixing Kaicha’s hair finishes her job and bows out, while the
child suddenly breaks into a dance.
Her
steps are clumsy and lack rhythm. Even her attempt at fluidity is
terrible. Now Heaven can see why Ziason badly sought a tutor.
“He’s
hiding you so you can dance?” Heaven queries, utterly clueless of
the girl’s gestures.
Kaicha
shakes her head frantically and breaks into another round of amateur
dance. She keeps signaling something with her arms, placing her hands
on her chest and abdomen from time to time and then throwing them up
in the air while arching herself backward.
Heaven
still can’t understand.
“Can
you write?” she asks. If the girl can pen down the words she can’t
speak, it would be better. But Kaicha shakes her head.
Heaven
wonders how Ziason can be so heartless and cruel. Why would he treat
such a little girl like this?
Firstly,
he cuts off her tongue, then doesn’t give her education in such a
modern world.
He
really is a beast.
Now
Heaven can’t believe the fact that he seemed to care for Kaicha
yesterday. Or is it a toxic kind of relation between the duo? As in;
a man who needs Kaicha for something, therefore pretending to be kind
to get it, and the little girl who doesn’t understand why he
switches from good to bad from time to time but still acknowledges
his good side with all her heart.
>>>>>>>>
That
night, Heaven stands in her room window to watch the view below.
Her
window doesn’t face the pack house like Kaicha’s. What Heaven
sees from her window is the main gate from which she and Ziason came
in yesterday.
At
daytime, she can also behold just how the mountains surround the
pack.
For
now, due to the black night, she can’t see much. Except, there are
small movements happening below, which look like people leaving
through the tower through the main gate.
Heaven
knows that Ziason has a room in this tower, but she doesn’t know
which of these countless rooms it is. She doesn’t have the interest
in finding it either, since she’s now hellbent on trying her best
to simply avoid the man.
When
he left the tower after his gym session yesterday, she knew. When he
returned at night to spend the night in the tower, she knew. When he
left this morning and returned in the afternoon, she knew.
She
watched these movements from either her window or Kaicha’s window.
But who she’s seeing leaving the main gate now isn’t Ziason.
They
look like two men pushing a big wooden cart. And due to the lamp in
the cart, Heaven sees what looks like three male bodies inside the
cart, their clothes soaked in blood.
What
the hell happened? What did Ziason do to these men, and why were they
even here in the first place?
When
Kaicha’s maid comes in the next morning to serve Heaven’s
breakfast, it’s the first thing Heaven asks her.
“Do
you know whose corpse the Alpha disposed last night, and why they
were killed?”
The
girl says nothing.
“Is
he also holding your family captive?” Heaven pushes. She notices
the girl’s brief pause. “I’m correct, aren’t I?”
The
girl still doesn’t respond. Instead, she quickly sets the breakfast
on the bedside stool before turning to leave the room.
Heaven
jumps out of bed and grabs the girl’s forearm, pulling her back.
If
she can’t understand anything about Ziason, she deserves to at
least know the nature of the things that are already keeping her
here.
She
has tried with Kaicha—to know why Ziason needs the girl. That
failed.
Now
she has to try the curse. And since she doesn’t know much about
curses except that marks like Ziason’s mean a curse, she decides to
read about wolf curses instead.
“Where
can I find books; about wolves and curses, to be precise? Do you know
any place?” she asks the pain, who cranes her head in Heaven’s
direction.
“The
library,” she murmurs grudgingly, then quickly shrugs out of
Heaven’s hold.
“Wait.
Where can I find the library, then?”
But
the girl has already left the room. And the small breeze left by her
dash turns to cold, harsh wind on Heaven’s skin.
Heaven
lets out a breath she has been holding for long. Chills spread
through her body as she hugs herself, her mind running several
question about her moments of demise.
Would
she die by Ziason’s claws, or by his blade?
What
will she be doing at the moment when she dies?
Where
will she be; this tower, in Yule, or nowhere in particular?
>>>>>>>>
For
the next four days, Heaven experiences a trail of reoccurring events.
A
growing fear for her life.
The
nightmare of the day her parents died.
Teaching
Kaicha dance.
Struggling
to reach the depths of Ziason’s secrets.
Watching
him slip in through the small gate then sneaking to the ground hall
to watch him workout as she uses her eyes to trace the lines of his
tats.
Trying
hard to convince the maid girl into telling her the location of the
library while attempting to find it herself to no avail.
And,
every night, watching a group of young men flock in through the main
gate, only to leave as corpses.
Sometimes
they’re two, sometimes three. The highest so far is six.
Twice,
Heaven has hurried down the stairs the moment she saw these men
enter. But, by the time she reached the last floor, she always didn’t
find them.
She
even tried to look for where they could have entered. However, she
discovered that all the doors in the tower are locked except for the
ballroom, her room, and Kaicha’s room.
How
she didn’t see these coming still amazes her. She was always
cautious so as not to fall into a trap. And she avoided wolves like
they were virus. Yet, she fell for Alpha Ziason’s trick, how? Was
she that desperate? Was she so scared of herself that she resulted in
following a total stranger so blindly into his den?
Now,
what happens next? How certain is she that Ziason wouldn’t kill her
anyways, before or in five years? Also, being an Alpha, is it
possible that he could know what happened to her parents seven years
ago?
What
if… what if this was a ploy?
She
definitely doesn’t know the reason her parents were killed by ‘an
Alpha’. So
what if Ziason brought her here in the guise of teaching Kaicha
dance, only to repeat the incident of seven years ago—get something
from her, then kill her?
There
must be a reason her parents made sure she survived.