The
question takes Heaven by surprise. She remains calm, nevertheless.
“Nothing,” she lies, “why?”
“It’s
just… I heard when you said
‘as long as he’s not an Alpha’.
You might have said it beneath your breath, but my wolf ears picked
it up, you know. Does it have to do with you being a dormant wolf,
and envying those with stronger abilities?”
Heaven’s
eyes widen a bit at the last question. “You discovered that too?”
“I
did. It’s the very first thing I noticed about you.”
“I’m
not ashamed of that.” Heaven shrugs. “My rogue father with a
dormant wolf married my rogue mother with a dormant wolf. Together,
they had a dormant wolf, though my mom’s advantage is that her
lineage has an amazing skill of healing people.”
“So
you are a healer of some sort?”
“Not
really. The ability never passed down to me.”
“So,
basically, the only thing you know how to do is dance.”
Heaven
looks away with a nod.
“How
about fuck?” Ziason suddenly asks again, earning a sharp glare from
the girl. He doesn’t mind her glower as he continues, “every
woman should, at least, know the basics of pleasing a man.”
“I
have no intention to please any man,” Heaven nearly snaps, “and
please add it in the contract that on no account should both parties
cross the boundaries of the other. My boundaries are not to talk to
me about anything relating to sex, and do not try to sexualize me in
any way.”
Ziason
looks out the window. “No worries. I have no interest in women
either.”
“Good.”
But…
If
he isn’t interested in women, what else would he have an interest
in when he’s looking so hot?
.
.
.
______
Wolf
Kingdom.
Moon’s
Wrath Pack.
The
car soon stops after a long journey.
Between
Ziason and Heaven, it has been absolutely silent after that talk of
sex. Both seem to enjoy the quietude too.
Someone
opens the door from outside the car. Since it’s his side, Ziason
steps out first without bothering to help Heaven.
She
follows slowly behind him while dwelling more on checking out her
surrounding—a large compound floored with old bricks, rounded by a
great fence that looks like it could fall at any minute, and
harboring a round tower of dark stone walls that rises in uneven
layers, several narrow slits in the walls serving as windows.
A
cool air of damp limestone and old iron whizzes past Heaven’s nose,
and—due to the silence within the vicinity—she suspects there may
be fewer or no souls living around the area.
Glancing
up, there aren’t any electric wire crossings either, which means
Ziason wasn’t kidding when he told her to forfeit her phone. He
really was bringing her to an uncivilized area.
“Just
out of curiosity, Mr. Father,” Heaven starts while jogging to catch
up with Ziason’s long strides, “would I be allowed the liberty to
use a TV, at least? I cant be dancing everyday all year long, and
I’ll certainly grow bored.”
The
man
doesn’t respond. Instead, he pushes open the heavy, iron, double
doors of the tower that usher them into a large abandoned-looking
hall.
Heaven
gasps as she takes in the view of the hall as musky air clouds her
smell. Since it’s empty, she can’t help but envision the looks of
it when there were still people living in the tower.
Gazing
up, she notices that the dim lit building rises in tiers, the view as
if staring at a coiled snake of balustrade.
With
no ceiling in sight, the top looks unending, the whole structure
winding up in a spiral pattern with open floors—as in inner
balconies—protected by balustrades, each floor topping another like
an atrium.
Across
the double doors is the start of a stairway, where stands a
nervous-looking man in brown suit.
Heaven
catches him bowing to Ziason, who casually hands him the contract
while halting in his front and mumbling, “Satisfactory?”
The
way Ziason looks at the man seems to intimidate him. The latter dares
not return the gaze, so he just mopes at the contract.
“Uh…
Yes— yes, sir,” he stutters.
Heaven
is confused, and doesn’t seem to figure out what’s going on as
Ziason fakes a smile at the man before going up the stairs.
She
she trails behind him, she has the urge to ask of the man’s
identity, and why he looked so scared of Ziason. But she couldn’t
find the courage to, so she simply drops the questions.
“This
building looks really old from outside, yet how is it so refined on
the inside?” she queries instead, trailing her fingers along the
rough balustrade edges as they slowly climb up the unending flights
of stairs.
“Maintenance,”
Ziason simply utters.
“Isn’t
it dangerous to stay in it? I mean, it could crumble at any time.”
“It
has been standing for nearly a century, Heaven. It will not fall on
your head, I promise.”
When
they reach the uppermost floor of the tower, they walk through the
dark and chilly inner balcony that has several closed doors, which
probably belong to rooms.
Ziason
uses his phone torchlight to lead the way, as one could barely tell
daytime from nighttime from up here.
At
a point, he opens one of the doors and stands aside for Heaven to
enter the room. The girl hesitates before doing so.
“This
will be your room,” he tells her.
“Not
bad.” She shrugs.
The
room would be exactly her type had she ever had a private one—big
enough to her taste, aged walls that pull the faint scent of autumn,
a four-post bed at the center that’s encircled by a black mosquito
net draping from its canopy, and about four candle sconces on each
wall with lighted candles casting warm glows across the room.
One
small uncovered window lets in fresh air and some light that chases
musk and darkness. And the fireplace doesn’t seem to have been used
for ages, telling from how cold the room is. But it’s well-kept
anyways.
“I
love the dark aesthetics of the place,” Heaven begins after some
moments of silent appreciation, “but what about the kid?”
Ziason
gestures for her to come out of the room. When she does, he closes
the door and continues walking through the floor.
Heaven
counts the doors they walk pass until the seventeenth door after
hers. That’s where Ziason stops, opening the door.
The
room’s décor isn’t any different from Heaven’s. Except,
there’s a little girl clad in a silk white robe sitting
cross-legged on the bed, her wavy hair cascading down her shoulders
to favor the bed sheet.
She
jumps out of the bed with a smile the moment she sights Ziason,
running to the duo and clasping her little body around Ziason’s
left leg.
The
man pats her head while crouching down.
“How
have you been, my little lamb?” he coos, even though his deep voice
betrays him.
The
child nods in response.
“What’s
her name?” Heaven asks.
“Kaicha.”
Ziason rises to his full height. “Do not bother asking her
anything, though. She would not respond.”
“Seriously,
why?”
No
response.
Kaicha
looks up at Heaven, jamming gazes with the latter’s.
She’s
a redhead like Heaven, though hers is a little darker—as in
burgundy.
And her eyes are so sharp that for some reason Heaven starts to feel
like she’s staring directly into her mother’s orbs.
She
quickly shakes the feeling off with a question, “Does she listen to
instructions?”
Ziason
nods. “Very well.”
“And
her mother?”
“She
left me with Kaicha and left.”
“She
wasn’t prepared for motherhood, eh?”
Ziason
shrugs. “I will have her maid bring food for you as well. The maid
will also prepare your bath and every other thing you may need.”
“So,
will you show me where the dance practice room is?” Heaven
asks while moving out of the room.
“The
ballroom, you mean?” Ziason
follows suit. “It’s
on the floor before the ground floor. Come.”
The
two adults board the stairs again. When they reach the second floor,
Ziason brings Heaven to a hall introduced through the very first door
in the floor. It’s smaller than the bottom hall, yet Heaven can
already feel her feet itching to slide on its appropriately slick
floors.
“It’s
my first time seeing a medieval ballroom,” she giggles.
Ziason
huffs while leaning against the wall. “It is empty, Heaven, and the
floors were modified recently to fit your practice. You do not think
these floors existed back then, do you?”
“Well,
what do I know?”
“Besides,
most content of this tower have either been destroyed or given away.
If this room still had its matters, you would have been absolutely
astonished by its whole look.”
“Why
did you give away the ones that weren’t destroyed, then?”
Ziason
pushes himself from the wall and leaves the hall, heading for the
stairs. “To forget past memories.”
Heaven
jogs to catch up with him. “I won’t ask about the memories, so
how about the kind of dance you want me to teach Kaicha? We haven’t
clarified that.”
“Any
type that speaks to the soul.”
“Oh…”
Heaven stops at the stair
landing
and watches Ziason hurry down the remaining steps
to the bottom hall.
“As
this has been settled, sir, is it okay for you release my family
now?” the man in brown suit, still standing close to the stairs,
asks Ziason who has
already rushed past him.
“Oh,
right! How could I have forgotten that?” Ziason mutters as he
suddenly turns back and approaches the man. “You were such a
patient lawyer, David, and a good one. It will be so sad to lose
you.”
“What?”
Panic strikes across David’s expression that instant, confusing
Heaven again as he raps breathlessly, “I swear, I don’t know this
lady or why you need her! I don’t know a single thing and neither
does my family! Please, let us go, I’m begging you!”
Ziason
nonchalantly pauses in front of David, his hands resting in his pants
pockets as he tilts his head down to stare intently at the lawyer. “I
WILL… let your family go,” he whispers with a tight smile.
David
doesn’t seem to buy it. “Alpha, pleas—”
Ziason
waves his right hand closely across the man’s neck with a sharp
movement. Heaven would swear she saw the long nail of Ziason’s
index finger slice through the man’s throat right before blood
gushes out. But, even at that moment, she’s gobsmacked at David’s
last words.
“You—
you’re an Alpha?” she whispers to Ziason, who merely glances up
at her before making for the door again.
Heaven
dashes after him. However, before she could fully clear the stairs,
Ziason was already out.
She
tries to open the door and discovers it’s locked. Banging on it
doesn’t even solve a thing.
It
dawns on her only then that she really is a captive in this tower for
five freaking years. But, also, Ziason is an Alpha. And he killed the
lawyer without even batting an eyelid.
How
can she be certain he would not kill her as well?
“Oh
my god…” she mutters while leaning against the door and sliding
down to a crouch.
Deceit.
That’s what this is.
All
this while, Ziason deceived her. He made her believe this job offer
wall full of roses, but now she’s seeing all the dark patches in
it.
She
should have known it would amount to no good when he bought her
freedom. Killing the lawyer, then being an Alpha, is what opened her
senses to the stink of true danger.
How
come she didn’t smell that in his essence—wasn’t an Alpha’s
aura supposed to be heady? Or is it true what the books say that an
Alpha can mask his aura?
Heaven
can’t help but retract her thoughts to when she first met Ziason at
the bridge. If only she had looked closer or listened to the quiet
voice that tried to defy her decision, she would not have fallen into
this trap.
Now,
recalling his absolute gentleness to Kaicha earlier feels weird to
her. Because how on earth can a person swiftly switch from
softhearted to hardhearted in such a small period of time?
Who
knows what he’ll do next—not paying her for the entire five
years, and then killing her? And the girl, why’s he taking so much
measures just to teach her dance? Why would he kill the lawyer, or
even capture the lawyer’s family?
Unless…
Ziason did not plan to follow the contract, which could have been a
ploy to lure Heaven into compliance. Since he succeeded in bringing
her here, he then had to kill the lawyer, who was the only other
person who seemed to know about the contract.
Speaking
of the contract, it’s there in the pool of the lawyer’s blood.
Sinking in the fluid. Reduced to a mere paper.
And
Heaven wonders, what if this man’s fate ends up being hers?
.
.
.
.
_________
Heaven’s
eyes gradually open to the blurry view of a wooden ceiling rippling
in twos and threes.
She
feels a solid barrier at her back that tells her she’s lying
directly on the floor instead of a woolen blanket. And when a cold,
smooth touch grazes her arm, she could tell it’s her mother even
before the woman’s blurry face lingers over hers.
She
wants to lift her hand to reciprocate the woman’s touch. But she
realizes she can’t move.
“Mom…
why— why can’t I move?” she stutters.
“Shh…”
her mother hushes as that ever-loving cold touch reaches Heaven’s
jaw.
“Why
are you crying?” Heaven asks again when the blur clears a bit to
reveal the tears on her mother’s smiling face.
“They
are here,” her father’s voice comes.
“Who’s
here?” Heaven queries in panic, still struggling to move but can’t.
“Heaven,
listen to me. An Alpha is trying to kill us all,” her mother raps
while cupping Heaven’s cheeks. “I fed you with Death’s Look
pills so that you’d seem dead, but you should be fine in the next
twenty-four hours.” The woman sniffles before her next words come
out amidst tears, her voice croaking. “Please leave this place as
soon as you can move. Go somewhere far away—the human world should
suffice—and never return to this world. Please, avoid as many
Alphas as you can. Do not come back here, Heaven. Heed my warning.”
The
woman disappears from her sight in a flash. Heaven tries to speak
again, to call her back, but even her tongue has stopped moving.
Soon,
her brain becomes an absolute hazy mess. And she can’t seem to
think straight as she slowly blacks out.
Heaven
doesn’t know for how long she stayed unconscious. When next she
opens her eyes, she hears muffled clashing noises that urges her to
turn to her right.
It’s
still a strain to move, very painful too, but Heaven grasps all she
needs to see with a short look—two sets of feet facing each other;
one belonging to her father, the other unknown. Blood spilling to the
floor. Her father’s wounded body slumping to the same floor as the
owner of the other feet crouches down while reaching to her father’s
neck with a crimson-coated dagger, thereby revealing the scar
slashing diagonally from the index knuckle to the wrist of that hand.
Seeing
her father that helpless and dying makes her scream. Even as the
scenery suddenly changes to reveal the wooden roof of a fourposter
bed, Heaven continues shouting at the top of her voice.
She
only calms down some seconds later, when she realizes it was a
nightmare. A damn nightmare… which actually isn’t just a
nightmare.
Seven
years ago, it happened. Since then, it has been haunting her.
She
hasn’t had the nightmare for quite a while, though. But now it’s
back. It tends to return whenever she’s scared; whenever her fear
for herself triggers. That’s when she sees the bloody, horrid
images.
Now
it only reminds her of her plight—The tower, Ziason, him being an
Alpha.
Heaven
suddenly sits up to realize she has been lying in bed all this time.
Last she could recall, she was in the ground hall, sitting against
the door. Did she sleep off? Did someone bring her here?
The
faint breeze sipping through the only window in the room draws her
attention to it. It’s small. Really small. But it doesn’t mean it
can’t fit a human who can pull enough bravery to climb the tower
walls—particularly why Heaven, as she notices it now, does not like
the fact that the window is open and without protection.
She
quickly gets out of the bed and makes for Kaicha’s room. The little
girl is tucked in her bed, sleeping. It makes Heaven wonder for how
long she herself has been asleep.
With
cautious steps, she walks across Kaicha’s room to window, which is
identical to Heaven’s. Except, the view outside it is entirely
different from hers.
Beyond
the huge old fence, there are arrays of buildings portrayed on that
side of the tower; rows of bungalows, and a crowd within the linear
building arrangement. Those must be his pack.
Far,
far beyond the houses are mountains covered in fog. But Heaven can’t
fathom much of that due to the approaching dusk.
Aside
from the main gate, there’s a small single gate crafted in the
tower’s fence, which leads directly into the pack’s streets. And
it’s from that gate Heaven sees Ziason now stepping through into
the compound, locking it thoroughly with a chain before entering the
tower.
Heaven
quickly gets out of the room and hurries downstairs. However, Ziason
had already entered the building by the time she reached the last
floor.
She
notices the gruesome sight of his lawyer was gone, as well as the
contract. But then some noises coming from the hall next to the
ground hall draw Heaven’s attention to it.
She
finds Ziason running on a treadmill, his back turned to her.
Now
it’s no surprise why he said he came by often, seeing as there are
modern gym equipment inside a bloody old tower.
One
major distraction of the view in front of her would be the ripples of
Ziason’s wide back that matches the veins and ridges of his heavy
limbs. But something else pulls Heaven’s stare—a tattoo inked
over every inch of his back.
However,
she later notices it looks more natural than a tattoo, or…
something sort of strange to be on a person’s skin.
The
only reason an art would feel that way is if it had an otherworldly
meaning, as in linked to extreme dark magic.
Like…
a curse?
Heaven
may not know much about the wolf world, but she certainly has read
some things; like how the mark of a cursed wolf is a tattoo that
drives down a bizarre feeling.
The
tattoo could be anything. It could be random dots. It could be the
full-on image of a person. In all, it signifies a state of revulsion.
Being
cursed is usually an abominable thing in the lupine world. But that
certainly has nothing to do with Heaven now.
“You
didn’t tell me you were an Alpha,” she utters instead, fear
threading through her heart despite her show of bravery.
When
Ziason cranes his neck to glance at her direction, she nearly
swallows her throat, strange ropes knotting in her belly.
“Do
you hear me, Ziason?” she summons the courage to ask again. When
the man still doesn’t respond, Heaven proceeds to scream. “You
cheated the contract!”
Ziason
presses some buttons on the treadmill to reduce its pace
until it finally stops. Then he gradually steps down from it while
grabbing a small towel from its handle bar.
Turning
around, he approaches Heaven with deliberate movements, wiping his
face and neck with the towel.
Heaven
fights to resist the temptation of staring hungrily at his
moisture-laden
abs,
each step Ziason takes striking her heart like a drum.
And
the nearer he comes to her, the louder and faster her heart pounds.
Ziason
halts in front of Heaven, lazily looking down at her.
This
time, his eyes are dark red, and his wet hair falling flat over his
forehead and lashes does something overwhelming beneath Heaven’s
stomach.
It’s
not fear. Heaven can’t decipher what the hell it is either. All she
knows is it isn’t a good feeling.
“In
case of next time, Heaven, remember to say Alpha,”
he notes in disgruntlement.
“Besides, I would like to know how I cheated you. The content of
that contract has no business with whether I reveal my identity or
not, especially if I pretend I don’t know the things I do about
you.” Ziason’s one step covers the gap between he and Heaven. Now
he gives her no breathing space as brings his face down to hers with
a whisper. “If I should sue you for refusing to adhere the
contract, your life would be totally ruined on the outside world, and
to hell will I make sure you do not have a place in this world
either.”
Stunned,
Heaven blinks rapidly, her chest and shoulders rising with each
second she holds her breath. When she realizes herself, she suddenly
stumbles backward, puffing out air.
“Wow,”
she huffs with a smile of disbelief, “nice to see you shedding your
skin, Alpha. So killing your lawyer was part of the contract?”
Ziason
rises to his full height, slinging his towel on his left shoulder as
he retracts into the gym to sit down on the bench
press machine.
“In
case you haven’t noticed, you are a secret. David has seen you,”
he mutters while looking at Heaven. “Besides, plainly abducting and
making you do my bidding was my first choice. I was considerate
enough to accept his ‘solid’
idea. He made me waste my time and energy.”
“If
I’m a secret, then I know you can’t sue me. That’ll be exposing
yourself, right?” Heaven turns and runs across the ground hall,
making for the main entrance. “I’m leaving this shit.”
She
tries the handles of the double doors several times to find it’s
locked again. Even analyzing the keyhole doesn’t help. Because even
if she could pick locks, this one wouldn’t be one of those.
Next,
she tries violence, banging hard on the metal door while still
pulling the handles to no avail.
“Those
doors have a password mechanism, Heaven,” Ziason mutters from the
gym. “I’m the only one around who can open them.”
“Then
open the damn door!” Heaven shrieks. “I’m going to walk out of
here, and I know you can’t sue me! You wouldn’t want to expose
your secret now, would you?”
“Exactly.
You really think I value that contract, Heaven, don’t you? You are
not so important to me, my dear. Leave or not, so much more talent
lies out there. I only picked you because you looked miserable and in
absolute need of help. Without the contract, my own way of doing
things would be to threaten and force you.”
“Is
that why you checked my background; to see if I had a family to
threaten me with?” Heaven blurts out, her eyes stinging with tears
that refuse to fall. “You found nothing, so you went for a contract
instead. There must be a reason you were hellbent on picking me
despite knowing nothing that could force submission out of me.”
Ziason
comes out of the gym, revealing his smirk to Heaven as he inclines
against the wall.
“Interest?”
he whispers, “I just had this slightest interest in you all because
I hated that I could not discover core things about you. Yet, as much
as my curiosity peaked, it could easily sink as well. And, just like
I killed that lawyer, I could end you right here and now.”
“You
wouldn’t,” Heaven challenges as she hides the shiver in her
voice.
“Do
you want to try?” Ziason responds with a dangerous depth in his
voice. “Me being open with you, Heaven, should tell you cannot walk
out of here now. You know my two utmost secrets already—Kaicha and
my curse. Now you are bound here with me for half a decade. By the
fifth year, those would not be a secret anymore, and you will be
free. That is why I warn you to stay put. If you repeatedly try to
escape, I would just get rid of you. And being rid of you means you
would not walk out of here alive. Understood?”
Heaven
doesn’t know what it is—the force that pushes her to nod. Is it
respect, or cowardice, or fear, or… a mysterious liking to this
man? It’s definitely not the first option.
However,
it’s clear now—this situation she finds herself. This is just a
dreaded threshold to death. It’s as if her fear of death has
tangled with her fate and brought her here.
The
world indeed is at it again. Yet, she won’t let it watch her fail.
She’ll endure; five years isn’t so small as long as she gets to
live.
“Will
you still pay me though?” she asks, fighting the urge to bite her
nails.
“Money
is not an issue to me. I won’t hold that back.”
Ziason
returns to the gym, leaving Heaven alone in the ground hall. She
looks up at the cylindrical rising of floors, and wonders if she can
ever reach the climax of her existence.
She
just hopes it isn’t a bad climax. Hopefully, in five years, she’ll
get there.
And
once she walks out of here with her payment, she’s no longer
stepping foot in the wolf world ever again. She won’t even peek.
After all, her mother warned her and she ignored that warning.
Heaven
thought she was Ziason’s secret. But when he mentioned it, she
realized who it is. Kaicha.
The
real question is: why is she a secret? And why would he go to such a
length as killing his lawyer just to maintain that secret?
Also,
she doesn’t exactly understand what the second secret is. Sure, she
knows he’s cursed. A cursed Alpha wouldn’t survive a day in a
pack, as all other packs would come rushing to try and dethrone the
Alpha, since it’s in the law that a cursed Alpha shall not rule.
But she doesn’t know what the curse is.
If
only she could decipher what exactly is Ziason’s curse, and if only
she knew why Kaicha is a secret, then Heaven would have understood
why she has to go through this for five years.
>>>>>>>>
As
it’s a new day, Heaven is scheduled to teach Kaicha, so she makes
for the child’s room.
Entering
the room, she finds Kaicha standing in front of a floor-length mirror
as a young woman, who looks to be in her middle twenties, fixes the
child’s hair into a bun.
Heaven
sits on Kaicha’s bed as the young woman bows to her.
Watching
the standing duo from the mirror, Heaven concludes that the young
woman must be Kaicha’s maid, whom Ziason mentioned would serve her
as well.
“Do
you remember how you got here, Kaicha?” Heaven asks all of a
sudden. Even she doesn’t know where the question came from. It just
resonated in her ears as she watched the child.
Kaicha
glances at her through the mirror, but says nothing.
“I’m
sorry for being straight up,” Heaven continues as more questions
pop in, “but… were you captured? Do you recall what your mom
looks like? Was your family threatened?”
She
stops for a moment to question why she would be asking the girl these
things. Even if anything of such happened, would she even remember?
“Forget
I said anything,” she mutters, waving her hand in dismissal.
However,
Kaicha suddenly opens her mouth wide. And, as Heaven looks at the
child through the mirror, she realizes something.
Kaicha’s
tongue has been cut off!