Zeedar
didn't want to admit that to himself. But now that Zechariah has
mentioned it, he'll have to accept it.
"I
sensed her at the pack hall, and I still sense her here. Do you think
she's here?" Zechariah asks, but Zeedar doesn't respond. His
eyes are still on the stairs. "What I don't understand, though,
is the probability of finding our mates at the same time. Did the
moon goddess approve of our brotherhood so much that she gave us our
mates at the same time?" Zechariah blows the bubble gum and is
about to pop it before Zeedar suddenly moves toward the stairs.
The
pack's delight follows behind his brother. On getting to the first
stair landing, the exit door bursts open to usher Ziason in.
"Brother!"
Zechariah squeals, leaping down the stairs to Ziason. "Why did you
not say you gym at trauma-abode?"
The
latter glares at Zechariah as the stench of garlic hit him again. His
next actions come without much thought-grabbing Zechariah's jaws,
forcing his index into the latter's mouth, and growling. "Swallow
it. Now."
Zechariah
quickly does as told, while Ziason lets go of him with force. He
smirks, satisfied to have rattled his brother.
Zeedar
makes to continue going up the stairs, but Ziason's voice stops
him. "Where are you going, Zeedar?"
"I
sensed something."
"Sensed
what?"
"A
mate," Zechariah chips in with a brief cackle.
The
sides of Ziason's lips stretch into a stiff smile. "Are you mated
to a ghost, brother? Because there's nothing up there," he lies.
"But
I sensed it too. Even at the pack hall," Zechariah voices out. "She
smelt like lemon and uh... what's that flower again... the one with
silky petals."
Ziason's
brows crease into frown, and a bit of confusion. He knows the flower
Zechariah is trying to point out, and he recognizes the scent he just
mentioned. Even that gently throbbing feeling of wanting to be close
to a certain person, he has felt it. At the pack hall. In the human
world. Even right now in this tower. He has been experiencing them
for a while now. And it started when he met Heaven.
He
knew she was his mate from then.
But
his brothers confessing to have felt the same way, and now following
some kind of mating bond to the tower, does it mean something?
As
there are currently three females in the tower, and his mate is
Heaven, could it be that his brothers' mates are Kaicha and Lakri,
the maid?
But
what's the possibility of he and his brothers being mated at the
same time? And how could it be that the three women have the same
scents? What exactly is this nature of coincidence?
"There's
nothing here?" Ziason still lies. "This is now merely a lone
tower where I visit for solitude."
Zeedar
slowly comes down from the stairs. "Aside the mate matter, are you
hiding something, brother?"
"What
could our brother possibly hide?" Zechariah butts in, noticing the
tension growing between the two. "Come on. Aren't you hungry?
Let's go eat," he says while linking arms with Zeedar and tugging
the man out of the tower.
When
the boys disappear, Ziason makes for Heaven's room to see her
sleeping.
He
also goes to Kaicha's room, where he finds Lakri feeding Kaicha
lunch.
"Has
the dance tutor been in her room since?" he asks Lakri.
"Yes,"
the maid says.
Ziason
proceeds downstairs.
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Lakri's
subtle attempt at setting Heaven's dinner wakes Heaven up from her
sleep. And she's more than grateful for that. At least she doesn't
have to endure the terrors of experiencing the day her parents died
over again.
However,
she realizes something when she notices the cherry wood of the
four-post bed's roof-she's supposed to be out of the tower by
now. She still shouldn't be here.
Heaven
slowly sits up, watching as Lakri enters the bathroom. Coming out of
the mosquito net, she sits on the edge of the bed. And after
scrutinizing the material Lakri wrapped around the injury on her
palm, she stares at the bedside stool, where Lakri set the food.
"Do
eat," Lakri says while coming out of the bathroom with an old pail.
"I asked my brother, who is a carpenter, to repair the window you
damaged. Thankfully, he finished before the Alpha returned. As for
the cage you removed from the fence, that hole belonged to the huge
dog of the late Alpha. The dog is now dead, by the way, so I don't
think Alpha Ziason would put any attention there. Also, good of me to
have found you at the pack hall on time, or else who knew what would
have happened to you, to me, to my family?"
Although
Lakri said her words calmly, Heaven can sense a hint of anger and
sarcasm.
"Why
did you bring me back here?" she asks instead, skipping the meaning
in Lakri's last sentence. "I already had my chance of escaping,
but you ruined it."
"You
think?" Lakri huffs. "First of all, let's pray the Alpha didn't
see you. Even if he did, let's pray he lets it slide this once. Do
you know I was not supposed to be aware of you and Kaicha? Your
presence in the pack is a huge secret, so is the child. The alpha
went to certain lengths to make sure I can't talk about it."
"What
lengths? Abducting your family?"
"Yes,
but you don't seem to care about that."
Heaven
was going to say something. Even she doesn't know what. But her
lips hang open for a while before she finally speaks. "For how long
has that been? I mean, since he held your family captive?"
Lakri
sighs, dropping the pail and taking a few steps toward Heaven. "So
far, three years... I think. A few other maid have died with their
families after going against the alpha's orders, even if it's
trivial stuff like letting the child out of the tower."
"So
you mean to say my actions put you and your family in danger?"
"I
told you before; many people have a loose knot around their necks
that could either remain loose or tighten depending on your actions."
Heaven
lets out a huge breath as her once tense shoulders fall. She couldn't
see the full picture of all that was happening due to her own fear,
but it seems things are way bigger than just her.
"I'm
sorry," she mumbles, her head dropping. "Its just... I've never
got to worry about anyone else aside myself. So I only see myself."
"Now
that you're here, you need to forsake that habit," Lakri
lectures. "To survive this place, you need people around you,
Heaven."
Heaven
looks up at the girl, raising her brows. "We're on a name basis
now?"
"Obviously,"
Lakri's monolid eyes widen into the shape of a half moon as she
puts emphasis on her next words, "since you've risked my life and
my family's, and I've gone lengths to save you."
Heaven
huffs a smile, which soon fades as she sighs. "It's just
frustrating. I've been away from the wolf kingdom for a long time.
I'm not used to it. I'm a wolf, but I can't even tell much
about anything. And it's so annoying that I have to live under
Ziason's claws."
"Let
him not catch you calling him by his name, Heaven. You need to be
extra careful. Moon Wrath's pack was always known for the
generosity of its Alpha until Alpha Ziason took over. His cruelty
spread fast and wide. Even the Alpha king is rumored to fear him.
Those male corpses you see being carried out every night, they're
that of male sluts who pleasures the Alpha. But he ends up killing
them for unknown reasons."
Heaven
ponders on why would he kill those men every night if there's no
valid reason? Is there any cause to be that ruthless unless it has to
do with something really confidential-something Ziason doesn't
want to get out? For example, his curse. After all, it's one of the
reasons he's threatening to kill her.
"If
the Alpha threatened to kill you, he actually will even though you
escape," Lakri warns. "He will find you and make sure you suffer,
especially since he hates women. He could do anything to harm you out
of anger."
Heaven
could have asked why Ziason hates women, but she isn't concerned
about that right now. Instead, it scares her the more.
Goosebumps
rise on her skin, prompting her to hug herself as she rubs her arms
to quell the unsettling feeling building in her stomach.
Despite
Heaven's weakness, she would not let her fear get the better of
her. Because it's at times like this that she reclines and finds
pleasure in feeling pain; pain that are created by her own hands. She
would not allow herself fall into such state again.
If
she can't escape Ziason, then she has to do herself the favor of
finding out about the very thing that's keeping her trapped here.
That way, she would know how to handle things.
All
she can get from Kaicha so far is that Ziason needs the girl to dance
for a certain purpose. Now that it dawns on her, what if Kaicha has
the kind of ability her mother had?
Heaven's
mother danced to heal the mind, the spirit, and the body, although
she could not heal serious matters that involved dark magic.
But...
what if Kaicha's is the opposite? What if Kaicha is a healer, whose
dance can cure dark magic, and Ziason needs her to heal his curse?
"Since
you say we're friends now, can you please show me to the library?"
Heaven asks in a mild manner.
Lakri
folds her arms across her chest. "More requests that endanger
people, I see."
"How?"
Heaven's confusion thickens on her expression. "How would that
endanger you?"
"If
Ziason finds out I showed you the library, he would know I interacted
with you. Mind you, it's also in the rule for us not to converse."
"So
he expects us to look at each other like morons?"
"He
expects us not to look at all."
Heaven's
brows furrow. She finds it hard to understand the kind of mind Ziason
possesses to think human beings are playthings that he can manipulate
and control.
"If
you show me to the library, I promise to make sure he doesn't
know."
Lakri
doesn't grasp what it is with the library and this bloody dance
tutor. Isn't the lady supposed to be concerned about the ballroom
instead?
"Are
you really hellbent on reading books?" she asks while maintaining
her posture.
Heaven
nods strongly. "Yes. My survival depends on it. Yours too, and your
family's."
Lakri
sighs. "Alright. I'll bring them to you myself, but you have to
make sure the Alpha doesn't see them like you said."
"I
will. Bring me books about wolves and curses. And please do tell me
your name. I don't know what to call you."
Before
the maid leaves the room, she drops three words. "Lakri. Just
Lakri."
>>>>>>>>
Heaven's
main purpose for reading the books was to find out anything valid
about curses; anything that could lead her to the kind of curse
Ziason has, and its effects on him.
However,
she only sees the basic things like how a wolf curse is like a
tattoo, how it affects reputations, and how it twists the daily life
of its bearer. But nothing on the script mentions the several kinds
of curses there is, and what they look like on the body.
Except,
something about mates piques Heaven's interest in a few of the
books.
She
notes that sensing another person's inner wolf qualities can only
happen between mates. Outsiders (wolf persons who aren't mates)
only sense the essence, the aura, or the body smell of another
person. But a wolf's mate can sense the strength of the inner wolf,
and even go as far as smell the inner wolf's scent.
Heaven
then realizes that she being able to pick up the weak scent of
Ziason's wolf, and him being able to detect she was a dormant wolf
at first glance, was the mating bond between them.
She
also reads that a dormant wolf may be able to awaken in the face of
their mate. Now it dawns on her what happened earlier. She knows a
little about the mating bond-how it amplifies everything about the
a person's mate when it awakens.
A
few hours ago, while she was in the pack hall, she could feel her
wolf. It was a strange feeling. Oddly, her wolf has gone dormant
again. But for a brief moment then, she felt strong. She felt in
control of herself. And she felt like she owned the world, that no
one could trample her.
What
she doesn't understand is why the mating bond did not rise so
strongly when she first met Ziason. Why did it trigger that much only
when she met his brothers? And did she feel them? Inside her, it was
like a particular hole meant to be occupied by one stretched wide to
accommodate them three, which is confusing.
But
she wouldn't jump to conclusion yet. For now, she'll assume
Ziason is her mate and the other two only got involved because they
were near him.
Now
here comes the real question. They say mates are connected by the
mating bond. Does it mean that anything affecting her now would
affect Ziason as well? If she really dies, would the bond torment
Ziason to the point of death like people say?
Since
none of the books are giving her a clear answer to her questions,
Heaven decides to take a dangerous approach. One that could cost her
life. One that requires a lot of boldness and dare-devil spirit. One
that requires walking right through the sharp fangs of Alpha Ziason
Father.
>>>>>>>>
Heaven
stayed by her window for a long time to watch the small gate. Now
that she sees Ziason coming in, she hurries to the ground floor.
She
sights him in the gym hall the moment she clears the staircase, and
her lips part without her approval.
Clad
in a black fitted long-sleeved shirt and a pair of tight shorts that
expose his thick limbs, Ziason stands contrapposto with his backside
turned to her, his hands on his waists as he rests his weight on one
of his legs.
He
isn't doing anything in particular, but Heaven finds herself drawn
to him. She isn't supposed to. Her heart shouldn't be racing with
both fear and attraction at the same time-a very weird and
unwelcome attraction for that matter-but it does, and it makes her
question just how twisted she is. Or... is this feeling because of
the mating bond?
Does
that make one charmed by their mate even though the latter wants to
draw their blood?
Heaven
clears her throat to announce her already-known presence. But the man
doesn't budge.
She
starts her speech anyway. "You know, I still can't figure out why
you tied me to your secrets. I don't even know much about them.
Literally, I'm clueless."
The
Alpha keeps her silent for about a thirty seconds before responding.
"You will find out soon enough." He turns around to face her.
"That is why it's best to stay put or you die."
Die
and death.
He keeps throwing that about like they're common words. If he
doesn't take time, she might even get used to them.
"Is
it possible to have three mates at a time?" Heaven asks, taking
Ziason unawares. Sensing her words may have had an impact on him from
the way his body suddenly tenses, Heaven continues. "You didn't
tell me about our mating bond. Maybe you thought I wouldn't find
out. But I did. And now I know you can't kill me. No, you won't
kill me. Because if you kill me, you'll suffer, which could add
negatively to whatever your curse is. And, who knows, your brothers
too might be affected."
Heaven
isn't sure of what she's saying. She's merely throwing
everything out there, waiting for Ziason to pick up the scrambles of
truth. Then, she would get her answers.