Aria had just stepped out of the campus library when she saw Iris standing by the stairs.
She stopped. Not dramatically. Not like in a movie. She Just... stopped.
For a second, she considered turning back inside. Sitting down. Pretending she had forgotten something. Anything to delay what this was about to be. But she didn't.
Running would only drag this out, and Aria was already tired of dragging things.
So she walked forward.
Slow. Measured. Like every step needed to be deliberate so she didn't lose control halfway through.
Iris didn't move when she saw her.
Didn't wave.
Didn't try to close the distance.
She just stood there, like she wasn't sure she had the right to come any closer.
That, somehow, made it worse.
Up close, Aria could see it clearly her eyes were swollen, red around the edges, her face drawn in a way that didn't suit her. Her hair was tied back, but not properly. Loose strands clung to her cheeks like she had been pushing them away and failing.
She looked like someone who had been crying for a long time. Aria noticed.
But she didn't care.
"Aria."
Her voice was soft. Careful.
Aria stopped a few feet away. Far enough to keep something intact. She didn't know what, exactly. Pride, maybe. Or whatever was left of it.
"What do you want?"
Iris flinched, and Aria registered it the way someone registers background noise acknowledged, but not engaged with.
"I need to talk to you."
"There's nothing to talk about. "There is."
Aria let out a small breath. Not quite a laugh, but close enough to carry disbelief.
"Is there?" she asked. "Because from where I'm standing, it looks pretty straightforward."
Iris's eyes filled again. "Please don't do this."
"Don't do what?"
"Shut me out." That almost made Aria smile. Almost. Instead, she tilted her head slightly, studying her like she was trying to understand something that no longer made sense.
"You should've thought about that," she said quietly, "before you kissed my boyfriend."
The words landed exactly the way she intended them to. Iris flinched.
"It wasn't supposed to happen," Iris said quickly, like she needed to get the sentence out before it collapsed under its own weight.
Aria's gaze sharpened. "That line again."
"It's not a line. It sounds rehearsed."
"That's not fair.
"No," Aria said. "Fair would've been hearing it from you before I had to see it myself."
That shut her up. For a moment, neither of them spoke. People passed behind them. Laughter somewhere in the distance. A door slamming. Life continuing like nothing had shifted.
But here, right here, everything had.
Iris inhaled slowly, like she was bracing herself. "It didn't start the way you think."
Aria crossed her arms. "Then tell me how it started."
There was a pause.
Too long.
That pause did something sharp and quiet inside Aria's chest. "It started a few weeks ago, Iris admitted.
A few weeks".
Aria repeated it in her head, not because she hadn't heard, but because she needed to understand it properly.
"How many weeks?" she asked.
"I don't know exactly."
Aria blinked once. "You don't know?"
"I mean... it wasn't physical before."
Before?
Aria let out a soft breath. "So there was a before.? That's not what I meant."
"It's exactly what you meant."
Iris swallowed. "We just talked."
Aria held her gaze. "About what?"
Iris hesitated.
That hesitation answered enough.
"About things he should've been talking to me about?" Aria pressed.
Aria nodded slowly. "Right."
She looked away for a second, then back at her. "That's worse, you know."
"I never meant to hurt you."
Aria let out a quiet, humorless laugh. "That sentence is doing a lot of work for people who already did the damage."
Iris stepped closer. Not enough to touch. Just enough to feel like pressure.
"It wasn't planned. We just kept spending time together and he was confused and I-"
She stopped.
Aria's eyes narrowed slightly. "You what?"
Iris looked at her, and this time she didn't look away. "I was there."
That landed differently.
Not softer.
Just... clearer.
Aria exhaled slowly. "So while I was trusting both of you, you were positioning yourself as the alternative?"
"That's not fair."
"It doesn't have to be fair," Aria said. "It just has to be true."
Iris's voice rose, sharp now. "You think this was easy for me?"
Aria stared at her.
"No," she said, her voice dropping, steady and controlled. "I think the difficult part belongs to me."
That quieted her again.
"I hate myself for this," Iris whispered.
Aria's expression didn't change. "That sounds like something you need to deal with on your own. Aria-" No."
The interruption was immediate.
"You don't get to do that," Aria continued, her voice colder now. "You don't get to show up here crying like I'm supposed to help you process what you did to me."
Iris went still.
"You don't get to hurt me," Aria said, each word measured, "and then make me responsible for how guilty you feel about it."
Aria took a breath. Slower this time.
"You were my best friend."
The words didn't rise. They didn't break.
They just... settled.
Iris's face crumpled. "I still am."
Aria looked at her for a long moment.
Long enough to remember things she didn't want to remember.
Then she shook her head. "No."
"Friends don't do this," she said. "They don't stand next to you, learn everything about you, and then use it to get close to the one person they know matters."
"I didn't take him," Iris said weakly.
Aria met her eyes. "Then why did he kiss you back?"
Iris said nothing.And that nothing said everything.
Aria stepped back.
This time, the distance wasn't accidental.
It was chosen.
"I need space."
"For how long?" Iris asked, panic slipping into her voice now.
Aria held her gaze, steady.
"I don't know."
"Long enough to remember who I am without you in my life."
And then she turned, leaving Iris exactly where she had been standing.
Iris didn't go home after Aria walked away. She stayed, Long after the campus started to thin out. Long after the noise faded into something distant and unimportant. She sat on a bench near the back field, the kind of place people passed without noticing. It suited her Right now, she didn't want to be seen.
Her phone rested in her hand. The screen was still open, Aria's last message. Days old.
Casual. Ordinary. The kind of message you don't think twice about when you read it. The kind you assume there will always be another after.
Iris stared at it.
She didn't know what she was looking for anymore.
An answer, maybe.
Or something that would make what happened feel less final.
Her thumb hovered over the screen, then pressed the lock button.
It was easier that way.
"You look like you've been waiting for someone who isn't coming."
Iris didn't look up. She already knew.
Liam.
His voice carried something different now. Not the usual ease. Not the quiet confidence that used to make everything feel simple. There was something tight in it. Controlled.
"I wasn't waiting for you," she said.
It came out flat.
He stepped closer anyway. Close enough that she could feel his presence without turning. Then he sat beside her, leaving space between them. Not too much. Just enough to make it obvious.
"I know," he said.
The silence that followed wasn't familiar.
They had shared quiet before. Easy ones. Comfortable ones. This wasn't that.
This felt like something neither of them knew how to fill.
"How did it go?" he asked.
Iris let out a breath she hadn't realized she'd been holding.
"Exactly how you think."
He nodded once, slow.
"That bad?"
She turned her head slightly, just enough to look at him. "Worse."
Something in his expression shifted. Subtle, but there. His jaw tightened before he looked away.
"She won't talk to me either," he said.
Iris almost smiled at that.
Not because it was funny.
Because it wasn't surprising.
"Why would she?" He didn't answer.
There was nothing to say to that. No version of the truth that made it sound better.
The quiet stretched again.Longer this time.
He leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees, staring at the ground like it might offer him something useful.
Iris watched him.
This-this was the part they hadn't thought about.
Not properly.
Not beyond the thrill of it. Not beyond the secrecy, the stolen moments, the feeling of getting away with something.
Reality didn't feel anything like that.
"She knows," Iris said.
Liam didn't look up. "Knows what?"
"It's been going on for weeks."
That got his attention. His head turned, his expression sharpening.
"You told her?"
Iris shook her head. "She figured it out."
"I just didn't lie about it."
He exhaled slowly, dragging a hand through his hair. "Great."
Iris studied him. "You're not even surprised."
"I am," he said. "Just not about that."
She frowned slightly. "Then what?"
He hesitated. It wasn't long.
But it was enough.
Enough for something in her chest to tighten without permission.
"That it got this far," he said finally.
The words landed wrong.
Not loud. Not dramatic.
Just... wrong.
Iris held his gaze. "Meaning?"
He glanced at her, then away again.
"It wasn't supposed to turn into this."
Something cold settled under her skin.
"That's what you told Aria."
"It's the truth."
"Or it's just convenient."
His head turned back to her, sharper this time.
"That's not fair."
"No," Iris said quietly. "What's not fair is pretending this just happened."
He didn't interrupt her.
Didn't argue.
Because he couldn't.
"It didn't," she continued. "We both know it didn't."
The air between them felt heavier now.
Iris didn't look away.
"So say it," she said. "At least be honest about something." His brows pulled together. "Say what?" That you wanted this."
The words didn't shake.
That surprised her.
For a second, Liam just looked at her.
Then he looked away.
"I didn't plan it." That's not what I asked."
Another pause. Longer this time
Long enough to feel like an answer.
Iris nodded once, slow. "Right."
"That doesn't mean I didn't care about Aria," he added quickly.
There it was. Of course it was.
Iris looked away.
"Of course you did."
Something in her voice must have shifted, because he went still.
"What's that supposed to mean?"
She shook her head. "Nothing."
"No," he said. "Say it."
Iris turned back to him.
"You still care about her." It wasn't sharp.
It wasn't accusing,
It didn't need to be, It was true.
And he didn't deny it.
That was the part that stayed with her The absence of denial.
Her chest tightened, but she didn't let it show.
"And me?" she asked.
Liam ran a hand through his hair again, the frustration clearer now.
"It's not that simple."
Iris let out a small laugh. There it is.
"What?"
"The part where you make it complicated so you don't have to answer." That's not what I'm doing."
"Then answer."
He didn't.
That was all the answer she needed.
Iris nodded slowly, like she was confirming something she had already suspected.
"Okay."
"Iris-"
"No," she cut in. "It's fine." I get it.
"Get what?" he asked, sharper now.
She looked at him. Really looked at him
And for the first time, she saw it clear
"I was the easier choice," she said.
"That's not true." Isn't it? His jaw tightened.
"You think I'd do all this for something easy?"
Iris held his gaze. "You didn't do this for me."
That made him stop.
Completely.
"You did it because you wanted something you weren't supposed to have."
The words didn't need force.
They landed anyway.
"And now that it's real," she continued, quieter now, "you don't know what to do with it."
Liam didn't respond.
Because there was nothing he could say that wouldn't prove her right.
Iris looked away.
The feeling she had been chasing for weeks whatever it was-it wasn't there
"This isn't what I thought it would feel like," she said. He didn't ask. He understood.
That made it worse.
Iris stood up. "I should go."
He looked up at her. "Iris-" She shook her head.
"Not today."
"I think we've done enough for one day."
She didn't wait for a response.
She turned and walked away.
By Monday, people knew.
Not the full story. Not the truth. But enough to make it travel. Aria felt it before anyone said a word. The shift was subtle, almost polite. Conversations didn't stop completely when she passed they just softened, like something being folded away quickly. Eyes lingered a second too long, then slipped away. A few people smiled at her, the careful kind that asked nothing and offered less.
She didn't slow down. Didn't give them anything to read. If they were watching, they would see the same thing they always had head up, steps even, expression unreadable.
Inside the lecture hall, she moved toward her usual seat by the window. Familiar faces filled the rows. People she had worked with before. People who used to greet her without thinking about it.
Today, they hesitated.
It wasn't obvious. That was the worst part. No one ignored her outright. No one whispered loudly enough to be called out. But the space around her felt different, like something invisible had been placed between her and everyone else.
Aria set her bag down and opened her notebook. She aligned her pen beside it, then adjusted it slightly, as if precision mattered.
Routine still belonged to her. That hadn't changed.
"You okay?" She looked up.
Daniel stood beside her desk, uncertain but steady enough to stay. Not curious in the way others were. Just present.
"I'm fine," she said.
He didn't look convinced. "People are talking."
"I know." They don't have the full story."
Aria almost smiled at that, but it didn't quite reach her face. "They never do."
Daniel shifted his weight, lowering his voice. "If you want me to shut anything down say something I can."
"You don't need to."
"You sure?"
She met his gaze then, properly this time. "The people who matter already know what they did." A small pause. "The rest don't matter enough to correct, that seemed to settle something in him. He nodded once and took his seat.
The lecture began. Words filled the room, steady and structured, but they didn't hold her the way they usually did. Not because she wasn't trying she was but because awareness had taken its place.
She noticed everything.
The lowered voices. The sideways glances. The way someone behind her stopped mid-sentence when she stood to adjust her bag.
It didn't sting the way she had expected it to.
It clarified things.
At the break, she stepped into the corridor. The air felt different out here lighter, but not cleaner.
Two girls stood near the vending machine, their voices low but careless enough to carry.
"I heard it's been going on for a while," one said.
"Seriously? With her best friend?"
"Yeah. That's what makes it worse."
Aria didn't stop. She walked past them at the same pace, as if she hadn't heard anything at all.
"Apparently he ended it," the first girl added.
That made something shift not outwardly, not enough for anyone to notice, but internally, something sharpened.
"With Aria?" the other asked.
"Yeah. Said he wasn't really into it anymore."
Aria kept moving.
Didn't turn. Didn't correct them.
But something in her expression settled into place, quieter and colder than before.
By the time she reached the end of the corridor, her phone buzzed.
She already knew.
Liam.
She let it ring once before declining.
It rang again.
This time, she answered.
"What?"There was a pause on the other end, brief but telling. Can we talk?" he asked.
"We've talked."Not properly."
She leaned back against the wall, her gaze fixed ahead. "Then say what you need to say."
"I can't do this over the phone."
She considered ending the call. Almost did.
"Two minutes," she said finally.
"I'm outside your building."
Of course he was. She ended the call without replying,when she stepped out, he hadn't moved. Leaning against the railing like he belonged there, like this was something he had already decided would happen.
Aria walked toward him, unhurried. Stopped a few feet away.
"You have two minutes."
He straightened, tension obvious now that she was close enough to see it.
"I've heard what people are saying," he began.
She didn't respond.
"It's not true," he continued. "I didn't end things with you like that."
Aria looked at him, steady and unimpressed. "That's what you came to fix?"
His jaw tightened. "I came to tell the truth."
"No," she said quietly. "You came to control the version of it."
"That's not fair." It's accurate she said.
He stepped closer, frustration breaking through. "I care about what happened."
"Do you?"
"Yes."
She held his gaze for a moment, measuring something he couldn't see. "Then why didn't you come to me before it got out?"
He hesitated.
"I was trying to figure things out," he said.
"With her?"
Aria nodded once, slow and understanding in a way that didn't soften anything. "Right."
"That's not how it was."
"Then explain it."
He exhaled, running a hand through his hair. "I didn't plan this."
"That's not an explanation."
"I didn't know how to handle it."
"That's closer," she said. "Keep going."
He looked at her like he wanted to say more, like there was something he thought might change things if he phrased it right.
"I didn't want to hurt you."
Her voice didn't rise. "You still did."
The words sat there, heavier than anything else that had been said.
"And now?" she asked. "What do you want?"
He wasn't ready for that. It showed.
"I want to fix this."
Aria shook her head once. "No."
He frowned. "No?"
"You don't get to fix it," she said. "You get to live with it." His expression tightened. "So that's it?"
"For now. You're just walking away?"
She met his gaze, steady and certain. "You already walked away. You just didn't say it."
That landed. He didn't argue this time.
Didn't have anything left that would hold.
For a moment, neither of them spoke.
Then Aria stepped back.
"Your two minutes are up."
She turned before he could respond.
Walked past him, back into the building, into the same quiet tension she had stepped out of.