The penthouse in Tribeca was dead silent when Deidre walked in. The warmth of the central heating hit her frozen skin, making her itch. The butler, an older man with a perpetually stoic face, took her soaked coat. He didn't meet her eyes either. Nobody in this house looked at her.
She walked straight to the master bathroom. She turned the shower dial all the way to hot. Steam filled the room, fogging the glass. She stepped under the spray, still wearing her silk blouse, not caring that the water ruined the expensive fabric. She stood there for an hour, scrubbing her skin until it was raw and red, trying to wash away the smell of the hospital, the smell of the snow, the phantom scent of Daria's perfume that she swore she could still taste in the air.
When she finally stepped out, her skin was blotchy and pink. She sat at the vanity. She stared at her reflection. Her face was pale, her eyes hollow. She looked like a corpse. She opened her makeup drawer and began the ritual. Thick concealer under her eyes. Foundation to cover the gray tinge of her skin. Blush to fake a healthy glow. She painted on the mask of the perfect Mrs. Ortega.
At exactly eight o'clock, the electronic lock on the front door beeped. Deidre was sitting on the edge of the sofa in the living room, her hands folded in her lap.
Danial walked in. The scent of his expensive cologne-sandalwood and vetiver-wafted in before he did. He looked immaculate, not a single snowflake on his dark wool coat.
He stopped when he saw her. His eyes flickered with mild surprise before settling into his usual mask of polite detachment. "You're still up."
Deidre didn't answer. She just watched him.
He walked over to her, his steps measured. He leaned down, aiming to press a perfunctory kiss to her forehead. It was a habit, a piece of the performance they put on for the staff.
Deidre turned her head. The kiss landed awkwardly on her hair.
Danial froze. His lips hovered in the air for a second before he pulled back. A small crease formed between his brows. "Are you feeling unwell?"
Deidre looked up, meeting his gaze directly. "I went to the doctor today. I'm just tired."
A flicker of something-guilt, fear, annoyance-passed through Danial's eyes. It was gone in an instant. "The doctor? What did they say?"
Deidre's hand curled into a fist, the sharp edge of the folded diagnosis report digging into her palm inside her sleeve. "Just anemia. Nothing serious. And I'm not pregnant."
The tension in Danial's shoulders evaporated. He let out a quiet sigh of relief. He reached out and patted her shoulder, the way one would pat a dog. "Don't stress about it. These things happen. We'll just let nature take course."
Deidre stared at his hand on her shoulder. Let nature take its course. Today, he had been at a hospital, setting up trust funds and kissing another woman's pregnant belly. Here, he was relieved she wasn't carrying his child. The hypocrisy was so thick she could choke on it.
Danial unbuttoned his coat and tossed it aside. As he pulled off his suit jacket, Deidre's eyes zeroed in on his collar. Stuck to the dark fabric, right at the base of his throat, was a single long strand of golden hair.
Daria's hair.
Deidre's stomach lurched. The nausea was back, violent and sudden. She shot up from the sofa, nearly knocking Danial over.
"I need water," she muttered, practically running into the kitchen.
She stood behind the marble island, gripping the edge of the counter, breathing heavily through the nausea. She poured a glass of water, her hands shaking so badly the liquid sloshed over the rim.
A phone buzzed on the coffee table in the living room. Deidre looked up. It was Danial's phone. The screen lit up with a number. No name, no contact photo. Just a string of digits.
Danial's head snapped toward the phone. His relaxed posture vanished. He snatched the phone off the table and walked quickly to the floor-to-ceiling windows, turning his back to her.
"Speak," he said, his voice low and urgent.
Deidre couldn't hear the person on the other end, but she could see Danial's reflection in the glass. His jaw was clenched. He ran a hand through his hair, a nervous habit he only had when things were spiraling out of his control. He spoke in short, clipped sentences, his tone laced with a frantic concern he never showed her.
The call lasted less than a minute. Danial ended it and turned around. His face was a mask of stone again, but his eyes were hard and calculating.
"There's a crisis with the offshore accounts in Wall Street," he said, adjusting his cuffs. "I need to go handle it immediately."
Deidre set her glass down. She walked out from behind the island and stopped right in front of him. She looked up at his face, searching for a crack, a hint of guilt. Then, she did something she hadn't done in years. She reached out and grabbed the sleeve of his shirt.
"Stay," she whispered. The word was barely audible. "Stay here tonight."
Danial looked down at her hand on his sleeve. His eyes narrowed. He didn't try to pry her fingers off; he just gave her a look of cold disdain. "Deidre, don't be childish. This is about the family's interests. I don't have time for your clinginess."
"Is it really the accounts?" Deidre asked. Her voice was steady, but the tremor in her fingers betrayed her. "Or is it her?"
Danial's gaze turned sharp, dangerous. "What did you say?"
"Are you going to her?" Deidre pressed, her grip tightening on his sleeve. "Are you going to Daria?"
The silence in the room was deafening. The air between them crackled with tension. Danial leaned down, his face inches from hers. "Are you having a paranoid episode? Because if you're going to start making baseless accusations, I suggest you check yourself into a facility."
Deidre didn't back down. She stared into his cold, dark eyes, and she saw nothing but emptiness. No love. No guilt. Just a stranger who wore her husband's face.
Danial yanked his arm free. He straightened his tie, his lip curling in disgust. "Get some sleep. You're being irrational."
He turned on his heel and walked out. The front door slammed shut with a heavy, final thud.
Deidre stood alone in the massive living room. The silence rushed back in, louder than before. She walked slowly to the floor-to-ceiling window and looked out at the glittering Manhattan skyline. The city was alive, but she was dead.
A tear slipped down her cheek. Then another. She didn't bother wiping them away. She pulled out her phone and opened the calendar. Tomorrow's date was highlighted in red. A small black cross marked the day.
It was the anniversary of Lily's death.
A sudden, vice-like grip seized her chest. Deidre gasped, her hand flying to her heart. It felt like her ribs were being crushed in a vise. She stumbled backward, hitting the cold glass. She slid down to the floor, her vision blurring.
She clawed at her purse, her fingers scrambling for the small orange bottle of emergency pills. She popped the cap, dumping two pills into her palm, and shoved them into her mouth. She dry-swallowed them, her body wracked with violent tremors.
She curled into a ball on the icy floor, clutching her chest, waiting for the medication to kick in. She stared at the empty space where Danial had stood. The illusion was shattered. The man she had loved for five years, the man she had nearly died for, was a monster. And she was entirely alone.
The next morning, the city was blanketed in white. Deidre forced herself out of bed. Her body ached, her chest was tight, but she had to do this. She dressed in a heavy black cashmere sweater and dark trousers, covering every inch of her pale skin.
She took a cab to Central Park, walking into a Michelin-starred restaurant that overlooked the frozen lake. She had a reservation for one. She needed a quiet place to mourn.
She was led to a secluded booth behind a wooden screen. She had barely sat down when a familiar laugh cut through the quiet elegance of the room.
Deidre's blood ran cold. She turned her head, peering through the slats of the screen.
Danial was sitting at a prime window table. Sunlight streamed in, catching the gold in his hair. Across from him sat Daria, looking radiant in a fitted red dress that accentuated her pregnancy. Danial was cutting a steak on his plate. He carefully speared a perfect, medium-rare piece and transferred it to Daria's dish.
Deidre's grip on her water glass tightened. The glass was thick, but she squeezed it as if she could shatter it with her bare hands. The offshore account crisis. A lie. He was wining and dining his mistress.
Daria looked up. Her gaze drifted lazily across the room and landed right on the crack in the screen. She locked eyes with Deidre. A slow, malicious smile spread across her face.
"This steak is too rare," Daria complained loudly, pushing her plate away. "It's practically bleeding. I can't eat this."
Danial immediately signaled the manager. His voice was cold and authoritative. "Take this back. Tell the chef if he can't follow a simple instruction, I'll buy this restaurant and fire him myself."
Deidre watched her husband bully the staff just to please another woman. A dull, aching throb started in her chest. She couldn't sit here and watch this grotesque display. She threw a hundred-dollar bill on the table and stood up to leave.
As she walked past their table, keeping her eyes straight ahead, a foot shot out from under the tablecloth.
Deidre tripped. She stumbled forward, her arms pinwheeling. She caught herself on the back of a chair, her ankle twisting painfully in her high heel. She gasped, steadying herself.
Danial turned his head. His eyes widened when he saw her. The surprise was quickly replaced by a flash of guilt, which morphed instantly into defensive anger. He stood up.
"What are you doing here?" he demanded, his voice low and harsh. "Are you following me? Making a scene?"
Deidre straightened up, ignoring the pain in her ankle. She looked at him, her face a mask of ice. "What day is it today, Danial?"
Danial frowned, clearly thrown off by the question. He searched her face, his brain working overtime. "What are you talking about?"
Daria sniffled, dabbing at her eyes with a napkin. "I just wanted a nice lunch. I didn't know I was doing something wrong. I'm sorry, Deidre."
Danial's protective instincts flared. He glared at Deidre. "Stop it. You're embarrassing yourself. If you're here to throw a tantrum, do it somewhere else."
Deidre took a deep breath. The air felt like glass in her lungs. She stared at her husband, the father of her dead child, and spoke with a clarity that cut through the noise of the restaurant.
"It's Lily's anniversary," Deidre said. "Today is the day our daughter died."
Danial froze. The color drained from his face. The anger vanished, replaced by a sudden, sickening paleness. He opened his mouth, but no words came out.
Before he could speak, Daria let out a sharp cry. She doubled over, clutching her stomach. "Danial! The baby! It hurts!"
Danial's guilt evaporated in an instant. He spun around, gathering Daria into his arms. "What's wrong? Should I call an ambulance? Daria, talk to me!"
Deidre watched him. She watched him hold the woman who had stolen her life, comforting her over a fake pain while the memory of their real daughter hung in the air like a ghost. He didn't look back. He didn't apologize. He just held Daria tighter.
Deidre turned and walked out of the restaurant. She didn't feel the cold. She didn't feel the snow. She just felt empty.
By the afternoon, she was driving north. The roads were icy, but her hands were steady on the wheel. She pulled into a private cemetery in Westchester. The snow was falling heavily now, covering the gravestones in a thick white blanket.
She walked up the hill, her boots crunching in the snow. She stopped in front of a small, white marble headstone.
Lily Ortega
Deidre sank to her knees in the snow. The cold seeped through her trousers, biting into her skin. She reached out with bare, frozen fingers and brushed the snow off the engraved letters.
She placed a bouquet of white roses on the grave. The tears she had been holding back all day finally broke free. They fell hot and fast, hitting the snow and melting small, deep holes in the white powder.
"I'm pregnant, Lily," Deidre whispered, her voice hoarse. "You're going to have a brother or sister. But Mommy is sick. Mommy's heart is broken, and the doctors say I might not survive."
She pressed her forehead against the cold stone. "I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry I couldn't protect you, and I'm so sorry I couldn't protect this one."
The wind howled around her, a mournful sound that echoed her grief. She pulled out her phone. The screen was blank. No missed calls. No texts. Danial hadn't reached out. He had forgotten Lily, and he had forgotten her.
The temperature was dropping rapidly. The cold was no longer just uncomfortable; it was seeping into her bones, slowing her heartbeat. A sharp, stabbing pain lanced through her chest. She gasped, her hand flying to her heart.
It wasn't just grief. It was her heart. The muscle was spasming, struggling against the cold and the stress. Her vision blurred. The edges of the world went dark.
"Danial..." she breathed, a final, instinctive cry for the man who wasn't there.
Her body gave out. She slumped forward, her cheek pressing against the icy marble of the headstone. The snow continued to fall, covering her black sweater, hiding her from the world, as the darkness swallowed her whole.
The world was a blur of white and black. The snow was falling so hard it erased the horizon. Deidre lay curled at the base of the headstone, her body temperature dropping, her breaths coming in shallow, ragged gasps.
A beam of yellow light cut through the storm. Dwayne Boggs, the cemetery groundskeeper, trudged through the knee-deep snow, his flashlight sweeping the graves. His dog, a thick-coated German Shepherd, was pulling hard on the leash, barking frantically toward the hill.
"Whoa, whoa!" Dwayne yelled over the wind. He followed the dog, his boots crunching loudly. The flashlight beam landed on a patch of black against the white snow.
Dwayne rushed forward, dropping to his knees. He brushed the snow off Deidre's face. Her lips were blue, her skin like ice. Her chest barely moved.
"Jesus Christ," Dwayne muttered. He unzipped his heavy military-green coat and wrapped it around her. He pulled his radio off his belt. "Dispatch, this is Boggs. I need an ambulance at sector four. I have a woman, hypothermic, unresponsive."
Static. Nothing but the howling wind.
"The storm knocked out the towers," Dwayne realized, panic rising. He needed help now. He patted her pockets, looking for a phone. He found her clutch in the snow. He flipped it open. It was a high-end smartphone, still showing a sliver of battery.
He pressed her cold finger to the sensor. It buzzed in rejection, the screen flashing red. He cursed under his breath, taking her freezing fingertip and rubbing it vigorously with his own thumb, trying to force some warmth back into the deadened skin. He pressed it down a second time. Another failure. On the third try, the phone finally unlocked. The wallpaper was a photo of a dark-haired man. The call log had one number at the top, labeled simply "Danial."
Dwayne hit dial. He pressed the phone to his ear, listening to the rings. One. Two. Three. Miles away, in the master bedroom of the Tribeca penthouse, Daria glanced at the phone buzzing on the nightstand beside the deeply sleeping Danial. Seeing the caller ID, she smirked, sliding her manicured finger across the glass to intercept the call.
"Hello?" A woman's voice answered. It was low, husky, and dripping with annoyance. It wasn't the voice of a man.
"Who is this?" Dwayne asked, confused. "I'm calling from the Westchester cemetery. I found a woman unconscious in the snow. The phone says to call this number. She needs an ambulance, but the roads are blocked. I need a snowmobile or a chopper."
There was a pause on the line. Daria sat up in Danial's bed, watching the bathroom door where the shower was running. A slow, cruel smile spread across her face.
"Is she dying?" Daria asked, her voice flat.
Dwayne was taken aback by the question. "She's in bad shape. Are you family? I need to know what to do."
"I'm her family," Daria said smoothly. "Listen to me carefully. Don't call an ambulance. They'll never make it in time, and the cold will kill her before they do. I have a medical team on standby in the city. Bring her to Manhattan."
Daria rattled off an address in Tribeca. "Use the cemetery's snowcat. Bring her directly to the underground garage. Do you understand?"
Dwayne hesitated. It sounded insane. Why not a hospital? But the woman on the phone sounded authoritative, and the snow was falling harder. He had no other options.
"Okay," Dwayne agreed. "I'm bringing her down."
Twenty minutes later, the heavy, tracked snowcat rumbled into an underground parking garage in Tribeca. Dwayne jumped out, carrying Deidre in his arms. A woman in a dark coat was waiting, flanked by two large men.
"Put her down," the woman ordered. It was Daria. She looked completely different from the vulnerable pregnant woman at the restaurant. She was sharp, cold, and commanding.
Dwayne laid Deidre on a gurney that had been rolled out. One of the men handed him a thick envelope. Dwayne opened it. It was stuffed with hundred-dollar bills.
"Take your vehicle and go," Daria said. "Forget you ever saw us."
Dwayne looked at the money, then at the unconscious woman. Something felt deeply wrong, but he was just a groundskeeper. He wasn't a hero. He took the money and walked away.
Deidre was loaded into a private elevator. It shot up to the penthouse floor. She was carried into a lavish apartment and dumped unceremoniously on a white leather sofa.
The warmth of the apartment was suffocating. Deidre's body began to thaw, the pain returning in agonizing waves. Her eyelids fluttered. She forced her eyes open, her vision swimming.
She saw a crystal chandelier above her. She tried to sit up, but a sharp, tearing pain in her chest forced her back down. Her throat was so dry it felt like sandpaper.
Click. Click. Click.
The sound of high heels on hardwood floors echoed through the room. Daria walked into Deidre's line of sight. She was holding a glass of red wine, looking down at Deidre with an expression of pure disgust.
Deidre's eyes widened. She recognized the apartment. It was Daria's. She tried to scramble backward, her muscles screaming in protest, but she was too weak.
Daria laughed, a cruel, mocking sound. She kicked Deidre's hand, which was hanging limply off the sofa. "Look at you. You look like a frozen rat."
Deidre bit her tongue, tasting blood. She forced herself to focus. "Where is Danial?" she rasped.
Daria walked over to a sleek bar cabinet and poured herself more wine. "Danial? Oh, he's sleeping like a baby." She pointed to a closed door down the hallway. "Right in that bedroom."
Deidre shook her head in disbelief. "You're lying."
"Am I?" Daria picked up a remote from the coffee table and clicked it. A large screen on the wall flickered to life. It showed a live feed of a bedroom. Danial was lying on the bed, shirtless, fast asleep.
The image was a knife to Deidre's heart. She gripped the edge of the sofa, her nails tearing into the leather. He was here. He was in the next room, Every day, he sleeps with his mistress like this, while his wife lay dying on the floor.
Daria walked over, her heels clicking deliberately. She crouched down until she was eye-level with Deidre. Her eyes were glittering with malice.
"You know, Deidre," Daria whispered, her voice soft and deadly, "tonight is a very special night. It's the perfect time to clear the air. To talk about some old secrets."
Deidre stared into Daria's eyes. A chill that had nothing to do with the snow swept over her. She was trapped in the lion's den, and the lion was ready to play.