The invitation to my own birthday gala sat on the vanity like a summons to an execution.
It was printed on heavy cardstock, the DeLuca crest embossed in arrogant gold leaf.
Mrs. Catarina DeLuca.
The name felt less like an identity and more like a costume I was suffocating in.
It had been two weeks since the meeting in the office. Two weeks of Alex stumbling home at dawn, reeking of cheap perfume and guilt. Two weeks of suffocating silence.
I turned to the safe hidden in the back of the closet and dialed the combination. Inside lay a black velvet box.
I lifted the lid.
The DeLuca Diamond Necklace stared back at me.
It was a family heirloom, a piece of history worth more than most people earned in a lifetime. Alex had fastened it around my neck on our wedding day, his breath hot against my ear as he whispered that I was the jewel of his empire.
Now, the heavy stones felt cold and dead in my hands, like frozen tears.
I didn't put it on.
Instead, I dropped the heavy piece into my purse. It landed with a dull thud-a safety net, or perhaps a weapon.
I walked into the living room, where the fireplace crackled with a hungry rhythm.
On the mantel stood the shrine of our marriage: photos of us. Our wedding. Our honeymoon in Bali. The time we laughed in the London rain, huddled under a single umbrella.
I looked at Alex's face in the glossy prints. He looked so happy. So in love.
It was all a lie.
Or maybe it wasn't a lie then. Maybe that made it worse-that he was capable of love, just not for a broken thing like me.
I took the photos down, one by one. With trembling fingers, I slid the pictures out of their silver frames.
I walked to the fireplace and didn't hesitate.
I fed them into the flames.
The glossy paper curled and blackened, bubbling as the heat consumed them. The smiles melted. The memories turned to ash. I watched them burn until there was nothing left but gray flakes dancing in the updraft.
Just then, the front door opened.
Alex walked in.
He was wearing his tuxedo for the gala, looking devastatingly handsome. But then, the devil usually does wear the best suits.
He stopped dead when he saw the empty mantel.
"Where are the photos?" he asked, his brow furrowing.
I turned to him, my face a porcelain mask of calm.
"I sent them to be reframed," I lied smoothly. "The silver was tarnished."
He nodded, accepting the lie without a second thought. He didn't care enough to question it.
"Ready?" he asked, checking his watch. "We cannot be late. My father expects a show."
I walked past him, catching a whiff of his cologne-and beneath it, the faint, metallic scent of another woman.
"I am always ready, Alex."
The gala was held in the penthouse of the DeLuca Tower.
It was a sea of black tuxedos and designer gowns, the air thick with the smell of expensive champagne and underlying fear.
I played my part perfectly. I smiled until my cheeks ached. I accepted compliments on my dress with practiced grace. I let Alex place his hand on the small of my back for the photographers.
His touch felt like a brand.
Then, the room went quiet.
The elevator doors slid open, and Aria Diaz walked out.
She wasn't wearing the uniform of the staff. She was wearing a red dress.
A dress that was a cheap, vulgar imitation of the one I had worn last year.
She was escorted by a young soldier, but her dark eyes were fixed solely on Alex.
The murmurs started immediately, rippling through the crowd like a shockwave.
"Who is that?"
"Why is she here?"
"Look at the Don. He is smiling."
Don Donato walked over to her and took her hand.
"Welcome, my dear," he boomed, his voice carrying across the silent room.
The crowd gasped. The Don never welcomed outsiders.
Beside me, Alex stiffened. He removed his hand from my back as if I were suddenly on fire.
He walked toward them.
He left me standing alone in the center of the room, a queen abandoned on her chessboard.
I watched as he greeted her. I watched as he introduced her to the Capos.
"A distant cousin," he said to them.
But his hand didn't stay at his side. It drifted to her lower back, lingering there, possessive and heavy.
He was marking his territory.
I stood frozen. I was the wife. I was the hostess.
But I was invisible.
Two Capos' wives were standing near me, their backs turned, unaware or uncaring of my proximity.
"Poor Catarina," one whispered, feigning sympathy.
"She doesn't know."
"Know what?" the other asked.
"He bought the villa in Lake Como. The one she wanted."
The whisper hit me like a physical blow.
"He is moving the girl there next month."
My blood ran cold.
Lake Como.
That was our dream. We had talked about it for years-a sanctuary away from the blood and the violence.
He had bought it for her.
I looked across the room.
Alex was whispering something to Aria. She threw her head back and laughed, a vulgar, loud sound that grated on my nerves.
Alex smiled at her.
It wasn't a polite smile. It was a smile of pure, unadulterated lust.
He was blinded by her. He was blinded by the promise of a son.
He didn't see the whispers. He didn't see the disrespect.
He didn't see me.
I felt something snap inside my chest.
It wasn't a break. It was a release.
I had been holding on so tight. Holding on to the hope that this was just a phase. That he still loved me.
But looking at him now, fawning over a woman who represented everything he claimed to hate, I realized the truth.
I was never his partner.
I was just an asset.
And assets can be liquidated.
I touched the purse at my side, feeling the hard, cold outline of the necklace through the leather.
I turned away from the scene.
I walked toward the exit, my head held high.
I wasn't going to cry. I wasn't going to scream.
I was going to make him pay.
I made a vow right there, amidst the champagne and the lies.
Alexander DeLuca wanted an heir more than anything in the world. He wanted a legacy.
I would give him a legacy.
I would leave him a legacy of absolute ruin.
The air in the ballroom had grown too thin, suffocating.
I needed to breathe.
I slipped away from the crushing weight of the crowd and ducked into a private lounge down the corridor.
It was dark. Quiet.
A sanctuary.
I leaned back against the heavy wood of the closed door, squeezing my eyes shut.
My chest ached with a physical, sharp pain.
It felt as though my ribs were constricting, a steel vice tightening around my heart, squeezing the life out of it.
I remained there for ten minutes.
Just breathing.
Just willing the porcelain mask of my composure not to shatter.
Then, I heard voices outside.
They were close.
Right on the other side of the wood.
"You are tense, baby."
It was Aria's voice.
Slurring. Needy.
I froze.
"Not here, Aria," Alex's voice replied.
It was rough. Impatient.
"Why not?" she giggled, the sound grating against the silence.
"The Ice Queen is busy playing hostess. She won't notice. She never notices anything."
I heard the wet, sickening sound of a kiss.
Sloppy and desperate.
"Stop," Alex groaned, though there was no force behind the command.
"My father is watching."
"Your father likes me," she purred. "He knows I'm real. Not like her."
"She's like a sculpture, Alex. Cold to the touch."
Silence.
Then Alex spoke again.
His voice was low, heavy with a dark frustration.
"She is cold. I haven't felt heat in that bed for years."
Tears pricked my eyes, hot and sudden.
I bit my lip until I tasted the copper tang of iron.
I was cold because I was terrified.
I was cold because every month, I failed him.
I was cold because he had ceased touching me with love and started touching me only with expectation.
"Be a good girl," Alex said, his tone dismissing.
"Wait for me at the hotel. I bought you that bracelet you wanted. The Cartier one."
"Yay!" Aria squealed.
I heard footsteps retreating down the hall.
I waited until the silence returned, thick and absolute.
Then, I opened the door.
I walked back into the party.
I had to finish the night.
I had to be perfect.
I spotted them near the bar.
Aria was swilling champagne.
Alex stood beside her, his gaze sweeping the room, scanning for threats.
He didn't see the threat walking straight toward him.
I approached them.
My head was high.
My steps were steady.
Aria saw me first.
Her eyes lit up with a drunken malice.
"Oh, look," she announced loudly. "The birthday girl."
She swayed on her feet, visibly intoxicated.
Alex turned.
His eyes widened the moment they landed on me.
"Catarina," he said. "I was looking for you."
Liar.
Then I saw it-the mark on Aria's neck.
A fresh, purple bruise blooming right above her collarbone.
A hickey.
He had marked her.
At my party.
Under my roof.
I stared at it.
Alex followed my gaze.
He flinched.
He actually flinched.
He reached out, pulling the collar of her dress up in a futile attempt to hide it.
Aria slapped his hand away.
"Don't be shy, Daddy," she slurred.
The room went silent.
Daddy.
The disrespect was absolute.
"Can I get you a drink, Mrs. DeLuca?" Aria asked, her voice dripping with mockery.
"Or is alcohol bad for your... condition?"
She pointed a manicured finger at my stomach.
My barren stomach.
Alex grabbed her arm, his grip hard.
"Enough, Aria."
I looked at her.
Then I looked at him.
"No, thank you," I said.
My voice was ice.
"I don't drink with the help."
Aria's face twisted in rage.
She lunged forward.
She tried to throw her drink at me, but her coordination failed her.
She tripped over her own feet.
She crashed into the champagne tower standing like a sentry beside us.
Glass shattered.
Crystal flutes rained down like jagged hail.
I tried to step back, but the floor was already slick.
I slipped.
I fell hard onto the shards.
A sharp, searing pain sliced through my forearm.
I looked down.
Blood.
Bright red blood was pouring from a gash in my arm, soaking instantly into the pristine white of my dress.
"Alex!" I gasped.
I looked up.
Alex was moving.
He was diving.
But not for me.
He threw his body over Aria.
He shielded her from the falling glass.
"Are you okay?" he shouted, his voice frantic.
"Did it hit you?"
"The baby! Check the baby!"
He was cradling her face.
He was checking her for scratches.
He was looking at her with pure, unadulterated terror.
I sat on the floor.
Bleeding.
Surrounded by broken glass.
And my husband didn't even know I was there.
The room was staring.
The Capos were watching.
Don Donato was watching.
They saw the choice he made.
He chose the vessel over the wife.
He chose the mere possibility of a son over the reality of me.
I stood up.
My arm was throbbing.
Blood dripped from my fingertips onto the marble floor.
Tap. Tap. Tap.
I didn't call his name again.
I didn't ask for help.
I turned around and walked out of the ballroom.
The valet saw the blood and ran to get my car.
I drove myself to the Family Clinic.
I drove with one hand on the wheel and the other wrapped tightly in a silk napkin.
When I arrived, the doctor stitched me up in silence.
Twelve stitches.
He bandaged my arm.
As I was leaving, I saw a car pull up.
Alex's car.
I retreated into the shadows of the waiting room.
Alex rushed in.
He was carrying Aria.
She wasn't bleeding.
She wasn't even crying.
She was laughing softly, her arms looped around his neck.
"Just a scare, baby," Alex was whispering.
"Just a scare."
He kissed her forehead.
He held her as if she were the most precious thing in the world.
I watched them.
I felt the weight of the bandage on my arm.
I felt the emptiness in my womb.
But the heaviest thing was the realization settling in my heart.
I was a liability.
I was an obstacle.
I walked out the back exit into the biting cold of the night air.
I took out my phone.
I typed a message to the encrypted number my father had given me years ago.
The number for the emergency exit.
I didn't send it yet.
But I saved the draft.
The fire in the fireplace had burned the photos.
But the cold fire inside me was going to burn everything else.
Alex didn't come home for three days.
"Urgent Family business," Marc, his Consigliere, lied smoothly when I finally called.
I didn't argue. I knew exactly what that business was.
It had a name, and her name was Aria.
In the silence of the empty house, my arm healed.
The stitches pulled tight against my skin, a constant, itching reminder of the night I had ceased to exist in my husband's eyes-the night I became invisible.
I spent my days hiding in the Art Vault.
It was a climate-controlled fortress downtown, a windowless warehouse where the Family stored the masterpieces they couldn't move on the legal market.
It used to be our sanctuary.
Alex and I would lose hours there, sharing a bottle of vintage Barolo while admiring the brushstrokes of stolen history.
He had taught me about provenance, the lineage of ownership.
I had taught him about beauty, the soul of the craft.
It was the only place in the world where the titles dropped away, and we were just Alex and Cat.
Desperate for that memory, I went there on a Tuesday afternoon.
I needed to be surrounded by silent beauty to drown out the loud ugliness of my life.
I punched in the security code.
The heavy steel door hissed, the pneumatic seals releasing with a sigh.
I walked in.
And then I froze.
They were there.
Alex and Aria.
They were standing before a 17th-century Renaissance canvas-my favorite painting.
Aria was wearing one of Alex's white dress shirts.
Nothing else.
She was barefoot, the cold concrete surely biting at her soles, holding a glass of red wine in a precarious grip.
She was laughing.
The sound echoed off the high ceilings, sharp and jarring.
Alex was leaning against a shipping crate, watching her with a look I hadn't seen in years.
His shirt was unbuttoned, his posture loose.
He looked relaxed.
Happy.
Then he looked up and saw me.
The smile vanished from his face instantly, replaced by a dark wash of annoyance.
"What are you doing here?" he asked, his voice flat.
"This is my sanctuary, Alex," I said quietly, fighting the tremor in my voice.
"Not anymore," Aria chirped, spinning around.
"Alex said I could redecorate. This old stuff is boring."
She gestured wildly with her wine glass.
Red wine sloshed over the rim and splashed onto the floor.
And onto the bottom corner of the masterpiece.
My breath hitched in my throat.
"Alex," I gasped. "Get her out."
Alex pushed himself off the crate, stepping between us.
"Don't start, Catarina. She needs stimulation. The doctor said she needs to be happy for the baby."
"Happy?" I asked, incredulous. "She is destroying history."
"It's just paint," Alex said dismissively.
"Just paint."
The man who had once told me that art was the soul of civilization now reduced it to pigment on canvas.
Because she said so.
Aria spun around again, giggling at her own power.
She bumped hard into a display pedestal.
atop the pedestal sat a heavy bronze crest-the DeLuca Lion.
It wobbled.
Aria lost her balance, stumbling back.
The crest tipped.
Gravity took over.
It fell, striking her shoulder with a sickening crunch of bone.
Aria screamed.
It was a high, piercing sound that shattered the air.
Alex roared.
He crossed the room in a blur of motion.
He shoved me aside as he ran to her, sending me crashing hard into the wall.
He knelt beside her, panic wild in his eyes.
"Aria!"
She was sobbing, clutching her shoulder, her face twisted in pain.
"My arm! My arm!"
Alex turned to me.
His face was twisted with a hatred so pure it burned.
"You did this," he spat.
I stared at him, stunned.
"I was ten feet away," I whispered.
"You willed this!" he screamed, his logic fracturing.
"You want her hurt. You want the heir dead. You are a jealous, barren witch."
The words hit me harder than the wall had.
Jealous.
Barren.
Witch.
He scooped Aria up in his arms, cradling her like she was made of glass.
She buried her face in his neck, wailing.
"Get out of my sight," Alex snarled at me over his shoulder.
He carried her out, leaving me in the silence.
I stood alone in the vault.
The bronze lion lay on the floor, its metal grin looking like it was laughing at me.
I followed them to the clinic.
I don't know why.
Maybe I was a masochist. Maybe I just needed to see the end of the story.
At the clinic, the doctor looked pale as he reviewed the charts.
"She needs blood," he told Alex urgently. "She has a rare type. O Negative. We don't have enough in stock."
Alex immediately rolled up his sleeve.
"Take mine," he ordered. "I am O Negative."
"Boss," the Capo standing guard interrupted, stepping forward. "You cannot. You have a meeting with the Commission in two hours. You cannot be weak."
"I don't care!" Alex shouted, sitting in the donor chair. "Drain me if you have to. Save her. Save the baby."
I stood behind the observation window, a ghost haunting the hallway.
I watched the needle slide into his arm.
I watched his life blood flow into a bag.
Into her.
He was giving her his very essence.
He had never given me anything but diamonds.
Diamonds are cold, hard, and lifeless.
Blood is life.
He sat in the chair, his face growing pale as the bag filled.
His eyes started to drift, his head lulling back.
He was getting delirious.
"Aria..." he mumbled, his voice thick.
"My queen..."
I froze.
Queen.
I was the Queen.
I was the DeLuca Queen.
But he wasn't calling for me.
He was crowning a whore with his own blood.
I turned away from the window.
My heart didn't break.
It simply turned to stone.
My phone buzzed in my pocket.
I pulled it out.
It was a text. Encrypted.
The package is ready. Jet fueled for Paris. Departure window: 4 hours.
It was the response to my draft.
Don Donato's contingency plan.
He had set it up for me years ago, a secret between a father-in-law and his favorite daughter.
If my son ever becomes a fool, he had said, pressing the secure phone into my hand, use this.
His son had become a fool.
I looked at the phone.
I looked back at Alex, passing out in the chair for a woman who wasn't his wife.
I typed one word.
Go.
I walked out of the clinic without looking back.
Catarina DeLuca died in that hallway.
Kate Jensen was born in the elevator.