Eliana Carter POV
Tyler's estate party was less of a social gathering and more of a mandatory summons for the junior circle. If you were under twenty-five and your last name carried weight in the Outfit, you were there.
Technically, I shouldn't have gone. My knee was heavily wrapped in an ACE bandage, hidden beneath the fabric of my wide-leg trousers. I was limping slightly, favoring the injury with every step.
But staying home would look like defeat. And I wasn't defeated. For the first time in years, I was liberated.
I stood by the bar, nursing a club soda while the whispers followed me like a cloud of gnats. Everyone knew about the pool. Everyone knew about the stairs.
"Eliana."
Mason Riley nodded at me as he approached. He was Jax's best friend, a Consigliere in training, and right now, he looked at me with unbearable pity. "You look... good."
"I am good, Mason," I said, keeping my voice even.
Then, the room went dead quiet.
Jax walked in. Catalina was draped on his arm. She was wearing a dress that cost more than my car-a gift from him, no doubt.
He scanned the room, hunting for me. When his eyes locked onto mine, he lifted his chin. A challenge.
He expected me to run. He expected me to cry.
Instead, I took a slow sip of my soda and turned back to Mason. "So, tell me about the new shipment."
Mason blinked, surprised by my dismissal. "Uh, yeah. Well..."
Jax didn't like that. He steered Catalina toward us, carving a violent path through the crowd.
"Enjoying the night?" Jax asked, stopping right behind me. His presence was a heavy weight against my back.
I turned slowly. "It's fine. A bit crowded."
"I heard you went to the hospital," he said. His tone wasn't concerned; it was probing. He was searching for cracks, wanting to know how much damage he had done.
"Just a sprain," I said breezily. "Nothing permanent."
"Unlike some things," Catalina chimed in, snuggling closer to him.
I looked at her, letting my gaze drag over her outfit. "Enjoy the jersey, Catalina. It's polyester. It doesn't breathe."
The circle around us stifled a laugh. Jax's eyes narrowed into slits.
"Let's play a game," someone shouted from the back. "Truth or Dare!"
It was a childish tradition, but in our world, the dares were dangerous, and the truths were ammunition.
We moved to the sunken living room. Jax sat directly across from me, with Catalina perched on his lap.
The bottle spun. It landed on Catalina.
"Truth or Dare?" Tyler asked.
"Dare," she purred.
Tyler grinned. He was drunk and messy. "I dare you to kiss the King of the night."
It was obvious who he meant. Jax was the highest-ranking male there.
Catalina pretended to be shy. She looked at me through her lashes. "Oh, I couldn't. It might upset Eliana."
The room went silent. They waited for my reaction. They waited for the jealousy, the rage, the tears.
I checked my watch, feigning boredom. "Why would I care?" I asked, my voice steady. "He's not my concern."
Jax stiffened. His ego took the hit like a physical blow. He was used to my adoration, my desperate need for his approval. Indifference was a language he didn't speak.
He seized Catalina's face.
Then, he kissed her.
It wasn't romantic. It was brutal. It was a display of ownership and dominance, meant to mark her and humiliate me. He ground his mouth against hers, making a show of it, his eyes open, staring right at me.
He was daring me to look away.
I didn't. I watched with the clinical detachment of a scientist observing a lab rat.
When he finally pulled away, Catalina was breathless and smeared with lipstick. Jax looked triumphant.
"She's a better fit anyway," Jax announced to the room, his voice loud. "A real woman knows how to please her man."
The insult hung in the air. It was a direct attack on my honor, implying I was inadequate.
Mason looked uncomfortable, shifting his weight. "Jax, maybe take it easy."
"Why?" Jax sneered. "Eliana doesn't mind. Do you, Ellie?"
He used the nickname only he was allowed to use.
I stood up. My knee throbbed, but I put all my weight on it, refusing to flinch.
"You're right, Jax," I said. "I don't mind. Because to be offended, I would have to value your opinion."
I grabbed my purse.
"And frankly," I added, looking him dead in the eye, "I don't think about you at all."
I walked away.
I felt his rage burning into my back, hotter than the kiss he had just shared. He had tried to break me publicly.
Instead, he had only proven that he was already broken.
Eliana Carter POV
I needed air.
The estate was suffocating, choked with the stench of expensive cologne and cheap morality. It clung to the back of my throat, making it hard to swallow.
I slipped down the hallway toward the guest bathroom, intending to splash cold water on my face to shock my system back into focus.
The door to the study was slightly ajar.
I heard voices.
"You went too far, man," Mason's voice drifted out, low and tense. "Disrespecting her like that in front of the crew? Her father is a made man."
"Her father answers to my father," Jax's voice cut in. It was arrogant, dismissive. "And Eliana answers to me."
I froze, my breath hitching in my chest. I pressed myself against the wall, making myself small.
"She's done, Jax," Mason said. "Did you see her eyes? She's checked out."
Jax laughed. It was a cold, cruel sound that scraped against my nerves.
"She's throwing a tantrum, Mason. That's all this is. She thinks she can freeze me out? Please. She's been obsessed with me since kindergarten."
I heard the clink of glass against crystal.
"I'm just teaching her a lesson," Jax continued, his tone smooth, conversational. "She needs to be broken a little. She was getting too comfortable, too demanding. I'll play with Catalina for a few weeks, let Eliana stew in her misery. When she's desperate enough, when she's begging for scraps, I'll take her back."
My stomach churned violently.
"You treat her like a dog," Mason said quietly.
"She's an asset," Jax replied. "High-value property, but property nonetheless. Once I break her spirit, she'll be the perfect wife. Silent. Obedient. Grateful."
I stopped breathing.
It wasn't just arrogance. It was a strategy. He was systematically trying to destroy my self-worth so I would never dream of leaving him.
I didn't go to the bathroom.
I turned around and walked straight out the back service entrance.
I walked home. It was three miles. The streets of our neighborhood were safe only because everyone knew who ran them, but walking alone at night was still a risk.
I didn't care. The danger on the streets felt cleaner than the danger in that house.
I limped the whole way, the pain in my knee a grounding rhythm. Left, right, pain. Left, right, pain.
He thought I was a dog. He thought he could kick me and I would come back licking his hand.
I reached my street. My house was dark, my parents likely asleep.
But there was a figure standing on my porch.
The streetlamp illuminated him.
Jax.
He hadn't driven past me. He had simply known where I would go. He had beaten me here.
He was holding a large, thick envelope.
My heart hammered against my ribs. I recognized the logo on the corner.
NYU.
It was my acceptance packet. The one Uncle Sal had expedited.
Jax looked at the envelope, then at me. His expression was unreadable, shadowed by the porch light.
"You're walking with a limp," he said.
"What are you doing here, Jax?"
He held up the envelope. "This came to the main secure mailbox at the compound. It was addressed to you."
He stepped closer, looming over me. "New York University?"
I didn't answer.
"We're going to UCLA," he said. "That's the plan. I run the West Coast operations. You run the house."
"That's your plan," I said.
"There is no other plan!" He slammed the envelope against his thigh. "What is this? Are you actually trying to run away?"
"I'm not running," I said, stepping onto the first step of the porch. "I'm leaving."
"You can't leave." He laughed, but there was an edge of panic in it. "You can't survive out there without me. Who's going to protect you? Who's going to pay for your life?"
"I'd rather starve than eat from your hand," I said.
I reached for the envelope.
He pulled it back out of reach. "You think this is a game? You think you can just apply to another school and disappear?"
"Give me my mail, Jax. It's a federal offense to tamper with it."
"I am the law here!" he shouted.
Suddenly, his phone rang.
He glared at me, breathing hard, then answered it without looking at the screen. "What?"
Catalina's voice was shrill, loud enough for me to hear through the speaker. "Jax! Baby! I think someone is following me! I'm scared! I'm at the gas station on 5th!"
It was a lie. No one followed Outfit associates unless they had a death wish.
Jax looked at me. Then he looked at the car.
He shoved the envelope into my chest. I grabbed it before it fell.
"We aren't done," he growled.
He turned and ran to his car, choosing the damsel in distress over the woman he was actively destroying.
I watched his taillights fade into the dark.
I looked down at the envelope. It was my ticket out of hell.
He thought we weren't done.
He was wrong. I was already gone.
Eliana POV:
I pushed the heavy oak door of the master bedroom shut behind me. The thick wood clicked into the frame, instantly severing the warm, golden light of the hallway. For three years, this door had been my boundary. It was the line where I waited, night after night, listening for the sound of his tires on the gravel.
Now, it was just a door.
I didn't turn on the overhead chandelier. The darkness was familiar. It wrapped around me, a protective shell I had built back in my boarding school days. I walked over to the vanity and flicked on the single, dim wall sconce.
The pale light spilled across the walk-in closet. Rows of custom Hermes Birkins and bespoke couture gowns sat in perfect, color-coordinated lines. Jax’s money. Jax’s cage. I let my eyes sweep over the silk and leather, feeling absolutely nothing. My mother had always warned me about the poison of greed, maintaining her pride even when we had nothing. I wasn't going to take a single thread that belonged to him.
I knelt on the plush carpet and reached into the very back of the lowest shelf. My fingers found the rough canvas handle of a battered, black suitcase. I dragged it out. The wheels squeaked. It was the exact same suitcase I had packed when I left my childhood home at eighteen. It was the only thing in this house that was truly mine.
I stood up and pulled open the top drawer of the velvet-lined jewelry island. Diamonds, sapphires, and emeralds stared back at me. Every time Jax crossed a line, every time he let Catalina humiliate me, a new velvet box would appear on my pillow. The sight of the glittering stones made my stomach churn. They were apologies paid in cash.
I bypassed the velvet boxes and dug into the back corner of the drawer. My fingers brushed against worn satin. I pulled out a pair of scuffed, pink ballet shoes. The ribbons were frayed. I traced the worn toe block with my thumb. I had given up Juilliard for him. I had let my knee rot for him. I placed the shoes gently into the bottom of the black suitcase.
I pulled my phone from my pocket. I popped the SIM tray open with a hairpin. The tiny plastic square fell into my palm. It was the secondary card linked to his corporate account. The leash. I pinched the plastic between my thumbnails and snapped it in half. The sharp edges dug into my skin. I tossed the broken pieces into the brass trash can.
I reached into my hoodie pocket and pulled out a cheap, prepaid burner phone. I dialed my mother’s encrypted number.
She answered on the first ring. "It's done."
"The funds?" I whispered, my voice barely carrying over the sound of the rain hitting the window. I had been planning this for a month.
"Every cent of your father's controlled assets has been moved to the offshore account," she said. "He can't use the company to threaten you anymore."
"Thank you, Mom," I breathed.
I hung up. The moment the call ended, a physical weight lifted off my shoulders. The chronic tension at the base of my neck simply evaporated. The invisible chains linking me to the Chicago cartel were gone.
I walked over to the nightstand. A massive crystal vase sat there, overflowing with white lilies. Jax’s men had delivered them yesterday. White lilies. Catalina’s favorite flower. He couldn't even be bothered to remember what I liked.
I looked down at my left hand. The ten-carat pink diamond engagement ring felt like a shackle cutting off my circulation. I grabbed the massive stone and slid it over my knuckle. It left a pale, indented ring on my skin.
I didn't place it on the nightstand. I just opened my hand and let it drop.
The heavy platinum band hit the white lily petals, crushing them beneath its weight, before sliding down into the center of the arrangement. His charity and her favorite flowers, rotting together.
I walked back to the suitcase and yanked the zipper shut. The metal teeth locked together with a sharp, final snap. A guillotine cutting the cord.
I stripped off my silk blouse and pulled on a plain black hoodie and faded jeans. No logos. No designer tags. I pulled a black baseball cap low over my face. I knew exactly where his security cameras pointed. I had spent three years memorizing the blind spots.
I grabbed the suitcase handle and slipped out the back door, moving silently down the servant corridors. I bypassed the main hall and pushed open the heavy fire door in the kitchen.
The freezing Chicago wind hit me instantly, biting through my thin hoodie. It smelled of wet asphalt and lake water. It shocked my lungs, waking me up. I stepped onto the wet gravel path. My right knee throbbed with a dull, familiar ache, but I didn't slow down.
I walked three miles in the freezing rain to the highway.
A standard yellow cab was idling by the shoulder, right where I had paid cash to reserve it. The driver got out, popping the trunk.
"Need a hand, miss?" he asked.
"Thank you," I said softly, keeping my head down.
I slid into the back seat. The car smelled overwhelmingly of cheap pine air freshener and stale cigarette smoke. It was the most disgusting, beautiful smell in the world. My lungs expanded. I was breathing my own air.
"O'Hare International?" the driver asked, glancing in the rearview mirror.
"Yes," I said.
The cab merged onto the highway. The wipers scraped violently against the windshield, smearing the rain. I turned my head and looked out the window. The jagged, glowing skyline of Chicago was shrinking. The massive steel-and-glass tower of Jax’s corporate headquarters faded into the black clouds, swallowed by the night.
Forty minutes later, I walked through the sliding doors of O'Hare. I pulled a California driver's license from my pocket and handed it to the TSA agent.
"Have a good flight, Eleanor," the agent said, handing it back.
I walked to my gate and sat in the hard plastic chair. The boarding announcement chimed over the speakers. I looked at the dark windows, picturing Jax's face when he walked into that empty bedroom tomorrow morning. A cold, genuine smile stretched across my face.
A flight attendant walked by. "Would you like a beverage before we board, miss?"
"No, thank you. I just want to enjoy this sunrise without him."