Kane finished his meal in silence, a rare occurrence. Usually, he' d talk business, or complain about his family, or sometimes, on even rarer occasions, he' d talk about nothing at all, just content with my quiet presence. Tonight, he was distant. His phone buzzed intermittently, but he ignored it, his attention fixed on some invisible point beyond the window. Then, with a curt nod, he rose.
"I'm leaving." It was the first time in weeks he hadn't stayed. The sudden shift in routine was a punch to the gut, confirming the icy premonition that had been building inside me. He was pulling away, preparing for his real life.
"Your schedule for tomorrow?" he asked, not turning to face me. "Anything I need to arrange?"
My mind raced. I couldn't tell him I planned to leave. I couldn't tell him I'd spent the day cancelling appointments, clearing my calendar. "No," I said, my voice surprisingly steady. "Just a few online meetings. Nothing major."
He grunted, seemingly satisfied. He never bothered to check. His control was so absolute, he assumed I wouldn't dare defy it. "I'll have a car pick you up if you need to go anywhere."
"No, thank you," I said quickly, perhaps too quickly. "I'll... I'll just manage."
He paused at the door, his hand on the knob. I knew this was my chance. My last chance to say something, anything, to break the suffocating silence of our unspoken ending.
"Kane." His name was a whisper, a plea.
He turned, his expression a flicker of mild surprise. "Yes, Eden?" He looked at me, really looked at me, and I could almost see the image of Harper superimposed over my face. The world outside the window was bright and sharp, a stark contrast to my fading internal landscape. He was meant for that world, for her. I was meant for this quiet, shadowed apartment.
The words died in my throat. What was there to say? Don't leave me? Love me, not her? It would be pathetic. It already was.
"Nothing," I managed, forcing a small smile. "Just... drive safely."
He gave a soft, almost indulgent laugh. "Always do, Eden." He stepped out, closing the door softly behind him.
I didn't wait. The second the click of the lock echoed, I spun around and leaned against the door, my body trembling. I wrapped my arms around myself, trying to hold the pieces together. He hadn't called my name. Not once, in all these years, in all these goodbyes. He hadn't ever really called my name, not the way he called hers.
The apartment, once filled with his lingering scent, suddenly felt sterile, cold. I moved through the motions, clearing the dinner dishes, wiping down the counters until they gleamed. I'd learned his preferences quickly, absorbing them into my own existence. No personal touches in the living spaces. No bright colors. No photographs.
Once, early in our relationship, I'd bought a small, potted orchid, thinking it would bring some life to the stark white walls. He' d seen it and his jaw had tightened. "Get rid of it," he'd said, his voice quiet but firm. "It clashes with the aesthetic." When I hesitated, he added, "If you want to keep filling this place with your... things, I'll find somewhere else to stay." The threat was clear. He would leave. And I, desperate for a home, for him, had complied. I had thrown away the orchid.
Later, I'd seen a similar orchid in Harper's office, a vibrant splash of color against a minimalist backdrop. His secretary had commented on how well it suited Harper's "artistic flair." I had stopped trying to add anything of myself to this apartment after that.
My hand brushed against a small, velvet box tucked deep in a drawer. It contained a delicate silver St. Christopher's medal. The one I'd given him at camp those years ago. He'd returned it to me after a few months, claiming it was "childish" and "meaningless," a small, pointed jab that had stung more than he knew. I remembered the hours I' d spent working odd jobs to buy that medal, the belief that it would genuinely protect him. He never knew the sacrifice. He never cared.
I was supposed to be a famous influencer, a social media personality he had meticulously crafted. He had built my brand, managed my contracts, even dictated my posts. It wasn't what I wanted. I loved plants, the earth, the quiet hum of growth. But he wanted me to be shiny, visible, a reflection of his power. And I, pathetic and craving his approval, had agreed.
A deep sigh escaped me, rattling my ribs. I picked up the medal, its cool metal a stark contrast to the burning in my chest. This was it. The end of my pathetic charade.
My phone buzzed, startling me. I almost dropped the medal.
I fumbled for my phone, my heart hammering against my ribs. A blocked number. Hesitantly, I answered.
"Eden?" A soft voice, familiar yet distant, whispered into the phone. "It's Harper."
My blood ran cold. Harper. My twin sister. The mere sound of her voice, a voice so like my own, sent shivers down my spine. We shared a face, a voice, a past, but our lives had diverged spectacularly, especially after she' d been adopted into wealth and I' d remained adrift in the system. We'd maintained a fragile, secret connection over the years, a few hushed calls, always with her reminding me, "Don't tell Kane. He thinks I rescued him."
"Harper," I breathed, my voice barely audible.
"My god, you sound terrible." Her tone softened, a flicker of genuine concern. "Are you okay, sis?"
Sis. The word felt foreign, exhilarating, and painful all at once. She rarely called me that.
Before I could answer, her voice dropped, a hint of steel beneath the velvet. "Look, I know this is sudden, but Kane's furious. Your contracts are all cancelled. Your social media accounts... gone."
My heart plummeted. I knew this was coming. The "clean-up," as Kane's ruthless team would call it. Removing any inconvenient connections before his grand engagement announcement.
"I know," I said, the words a dull ache. "I saw."
"You know?" Her voice rose slightly. "Why didn't you say anything? Why didn't you call me? Call Kane?" There was irritation in her voice now, a flash of her pragmatic, results-oriented nature.
Suddenly, Kane's voice, laced with cold fury, snapped through the phone. "Eden! Who is this? Why aren't you answering my calls?" He must have taken the phone from Harper. "What's going on, Eden? Why is Harper telling me your account is shut down?"
My teeth clenched. He knew now. Knew what he himself had orchestrated. The hypocrisy was a bitter taste in my mouth.
"I didn't want to bother you," I managed, my voice flat.
"Bother me?" His voice was a low growl, vibrating with possessive anger. "You think having your entire career nuked isn't a bother? Why didn't you come to me? I could fix this. I can fix this. You know I can." His words were a threat, a promise of absolute control. "Don't you dare try to handle this yourself. You're incompetent without me."
Harper's voice, smooth and calming, drifted from the background. "Kane, honey, let me talk to her. She's upset."
"I didn't tell you," I insisted, my voice gaining a desperate edge, "because I don't want to fix it. I don't want to do that anymore."
The line went silent for a beat. Then Kane's voice, colder than I' d ever heard it. "What did you say?"
"I said... I don't want to be an influencer anymore," I repeated, the words gaining strength as they left my mouth. "I don't want this life."
"Don't be ridiculous," he snapped. "You're coming to the office first thing tomorrow. We'll get this sorted out."
"No!" The word burst out of me, raw and defiant.
"Eden, I said to come to the office!" His voice was a thunderclap, used to instant obedience.
My eyes welled up, hot tears stinging. "Why, Kane?" I forced myself to ask, my voice trembling. "Why do I have to? Am I just... a convenient stand-in? An easier version of someone else?" The words spilled out, years of pain finally breaking free.
A sharp intake of breath on the other end. "What did you just call me?" he demanded, his voice dangerously soft.
"Kane," I whispered, the name feeling foreign on my tongue. "You never call me by my name when you're angry. Only when you're... being gentle. Or when you're with her. You always call me 'baby,' or 'honey.' Never just Eden. It makes me feel like I' m anyone. Like I' m no one." My voice cracked. "Am I just someone you can mold, someone who looks a lot like Harper, so you don't have to look so hard for her?"
His breathing was heavy, ragged. "What the hell is wrong with you, Eden? Why are you acting like this?"
I wiped furiously at my tears. "Because I don't want to be a substitute anymore!" The truth was out, ugly and unvarnished. "I don't want to be your emotional punching bag so you can be charming for your real girlfriend. I don't want to pretend anymore."
A chilling, humorless laugh echoed through the phone. "Substitute? Don't flatter yourself, Eden. I'm bored with this little game. It's over."
The line went dead.
The dial tone hummed in my ear, a flat, final note. He hung up. Just like that. After nine years, a cold, empty click was my farewell. The tears I' d been holding back streamed down my face, but beneath the pain, a strange sense of lightness bloomed. I was free. There was no going back now. No more pretending.
I placed the phone on the nightstand, beside the St. Christopher' s medal. I wouldn' t take it. It was a souvenir of a life I was abandoning, a life that was never truly mine.
I pulled on a thick coat, a beanie, and sunglasses – a meager disguise. The New York night was crisp, unforgiving, but the cold wind sweeping through the city felt invigorating, a brutal kiss of freedom. With a small backpack slung over my shoulder, I slipped out of the apartment Kane had bought for me, the gilded cage I had called home. I hailed a cab, giving the driver the address of the bus station.
The truth was, I hadn't been completely blindsided. Harper had called me a few days before the official announcement. Her voice had been laced with a peculiar mix of apology and pragmatism. "He's going to announce our engagement," she'd said, her tone devoid of real excitement, "and he's going to make sure there are no loose ends. Eden, he's going to cut you out." Then, her voice had lowered, filled with a strange kind of pity, or perhaps a warning. "I recorded something. You need to hear this, for your own sake."
She' d sent me a screen recording of a FaceTime call with Kane. His handsome face had filled the screen, a smirk on his lips as he' d spoken about me. "Eden? She's useful. A good distraction. An emotional pressure valve, you know? I need to vent on someone so I can be the perfect man for you, Harper." His words had been a casual dismissal, a stark, clinical explanation of my entire existence in his world.
The call ended. The screen went black. My blood had run cold. My entire body had felt numb, violated. I was a tool, a convenience, carefully designed to absorb his toxicity. Not a person. Not even a good substitute. Just a pressure valve.
That was the moment I truly died inside. That was the breaking point. The moment I started packing, quietly, meticulously, for an escape he would never expect.
I was born Eden Tillman, but for most of my early life, I was simply "the other one." Harper, my identical twin, was the golden child even in the foster system. Brighter, louder, more resilient. I was the quiet one, the one who blended into the background. We were inseparable until we were five, then our lives split like a cracked mirror. Harper was adopted by a wealthy, childless couple, the Owens, who longed for a daughter. I, meanwhile, bounced between foster homes, always feeling like a burden.
I remembered the day Harper left. She' d clung to me, her small hands clutching my dress. "Don't forget me, Eden," she' d cried. I never did. How could I? We were identical. But as we grew, separated by different worlds, our paths diverged completely. She blossomed into the polished Harper Owen, a famous influencer with millions of followers. I became... me.
I never forgot that summer camp, though. The day Kane had stumbled into my life, a furious, broken boy. I' d offered him the medal, a piece of myself, a silent wish for his peace. And then, there was the other boy, the quiet one with the kind eyes, who had a terrible skiing accident nearby. I' d helped him, makeshift splints and warm blankets from the camp infirmary, until the paramedics arrived. He' d squeezed my hand, his blue eyes intense, thanking me over and over. I never saw him again, but his gratitude felt real, a brief, genuine connection.
Harper's adoption, her glittering new life, had always been a source of quiet envy. She was everything I wasn't: successful, adored, wealthy. Kane's obsession with her, his belief that she was the "savior" who had given him the medal-a lie she never corrected-only amplified my feelings of inadequacy. I was her shadow, her less fortunate counterpart.
Now, as the bus pulled out of the station, leaving the glittering towers of New York behind, I felt a strange mix of sorrow and exhilaration. I had lost everything Kane had given me-my career, my apartment, my false sense of security. But I was also shedding the skin of someone I never truly wanted to be. I was heading back to the small, sustainable farm collective in Vermont, the only place that had ever felt remotely like home after I aged out of the system. The place where I'd learned to love the earth, to grow things with my own hands.
I had a strange feeling I would be truly alone now. No Kane, no Harper, just me. And for the first time in a very long time, that thought didn't fill me with dread. It filled me with a quiet, fierce determination.
My phone rang again. It was Kane.
I hesitated for a moment, then answered. "Yes, Mr. Hill?" My voice was flat, devoid of emotion.
"Eden! Where the hell are you? My security team just called. The apartment is empty." His voice was a raw, guttural roar, laced with disbelief and fury. "What game are you playing?"
"No game," I replied, my voice calm, even though my heart was pounding. "I'm on a bus. Going back to Vermont."
"Vermont?" He scoffed, a vicious, mocking sound. "You're going back to that dirty, pathetic farm? You have no home there, Eden. You're a nobody without me. A penniless orphan."
My grip tightened on the phone. "I may be a penniless orphan, Kane, but I'm not a fool. And I'm not coming back."
"Don't be stupid," he snarled. "You need me. Your career, your reputation-everything is tied to me. I'll cut off every single cent. Every donation to that ridiculous farm. You'll starve."
"You won't," I said, a faint smile touching my lips. "Because you need to maintain appearances, don't you? The benevolent billionaire, supporting a charming foster youth project. You won't risk that image, not with your big engagement coming up."
There was a stunned silence on the other end. I imagined his furious face, his disbelief. For once, I had seen through him.
"Goodbye, Kane," I said, a sense of profound peace washing over me.
Then, I ended the call and blocked his number. The bus swayed gently, carrying me away from the city, away from him. I closed my eyes, a single tear tracing a path down my cheek. It wasn't a tear of sorrow, but of release. I was finally, truly, free. I knew, with a certainty that resonated deep in my bones, that I would never see Kane Hill again.