The invitation was for a charity auction at the Kensington Gallery. Sienna didn't want to go, but Julian insisted. He said hiding away would only fuel the rumors that she was institutionalized.
She wore black. It felt appropriate.
The gallery was crowded. Waiters circulated with champagne flutes that Sienna wasn't allowed to touch. She stood by a pillar, her weight shifted to her right leg, watching the socialites of Manhattan pretend to care about abstract art.
"Well, if it isn't the Broken Swan."
The voice was sharp, dripping with faux sweetness. Sienna turned to see Eleanor Sterling, Julian's mother. She was a woman made of pearls and malice, holding a martini like a weapon.
"Hello, Eleanor," Sienna said, keeping her face neutral.
"You look pale," Eleanor critiqued, scanning Sienna up and down. "Julian tells me you're having... episodes again. It must be exhausting for him. He works so hard, and then he has to come home to a nursemaid's job."
"Julian is a wonderful husband," Sienna recited the script.
"He is a saint," Eleanor corrected. "Do try not to embarrass him tonight. The Board is voting on the new Chairman next month."
Eleanor drifted away, leaving the scent of expensive gin in her wake. Sienna felt the familiar tightness in her chest-the panic rising. She needed air.
She limped toward the back of the gallery, looking for a restroom or a quiet corner. She turned down a corridor that led to the private offices.
The door to the main office was slightly ajar. Sienna heard a laugh. It was a low, throaty laugh she recognized. Sophia.
She froze. She shouldn't look. Julian told her that her jealousy was a symptom of her illness. But her feet didn't move.
Through the crack in the door, she saw a sliver of the room. Julian was leaning against a mahogany desk. Sophia Thorne was standing in front of him, wearing a red dress that looked like a splash of blood. She was close. Too close.
Sophia reached out and straightened Julian's tie. Her hand lingered on his chest.
"She's never going to recover, is she?" Sophia asked.
"Patience," Julian said. His voice was different-colder, sharper than the one he used with Sienna. "The timeline is delicate."
"I'm tired of waiting in the wings, Julian."
"You'll get your spotlight, Sophia. Just keep playing the part."
Sienna gasped. The sound was involuntary, a sharp intake of breath.
Julian's head snapped toward the door.
Sienna spun around, ignoring the scream of pain from her ankle, and hobbled back down the hallway as fast as she could. Her heart was beating so hard it hurt her ears. The timeline. Playing the part.
She emerged back into the crowded gallery, breathless and sweating.
"Sienna?"
Julian was suddenly there, standing in front of her. He was holding two glasses of sparkling water. He looked calm. Perfectly composed.
"I... I saw you," Sienna panted. "In the office. With Sophia."
Julian frowned. "Sophia? Sienna, Sophia isn't even here tonight. She's performing at the Lincoln Center. It's Tuesday, darling. You know the company schedule."
Sienna stared at him. "No. I saw her. Red dress. You were talking about a timeline."
Julian sighed, a sound of infinite weariness. He pulled out his phone and tapped the screen. He held it up to her face.
It was a live feed from the Lincoln Center backstage. On the tiny screen, Sophia Thorne was warming up in a white tutu. Live.
"See?" Julian said gently. "You're hallucinating again, my love. It was just a shadow. Or maybe you saw a painting and your mind played a trick. You've been confused about the days lately."
Sienna looked at the phone. Then she looked at the corridor. It was empty. Was it Tuesday? She thought it was Thursday. The days were bleeding together into a grey soup of medication and naps.
The room began to spin. The floor tilted.
"I... I need to go home," she whispered.
"Of course," Julian said, putting his arm around her waist to support her weight. "I'll take you home. I'll increase the night dose. You need sleep."
As he guided her out, Sienna looked back one last time. Near the exit, a woman in a red dress was slipping out the side door. She had dark hair.
It wasn't Sophia. It was just a stranger.
I am going crazy, Sienna thought, terror gripping her throat. I am actually losing my mind.
The divorce papers were hidden inside a folder of sheet music for Giselle. It was a pathetic rebellion, a fantasy Sienna indulged in on her darkest days. She had never contacted a lawyer. She had no access to her trust fund; Julian had power of attorney due to her "medical incapacity."
But she needed to know.
Two days after the gallery incident, Julian was in D.C. for a lobbying trip. It was the first time he had left her alone in months. The security guards were still at the door, but they didn't follow her into the bathroom.
Sienna used a burner phone she had bought from the nanny next door for five hundred dollars cash-money she had stolen from Julian's wallet bill by bill over a year. She knew she would have to destroy it soon; it was a cheap, traceable thing, but it was all she had.
She dialed the number she had memorized from a billboard. Kensington & Associates.
"Kensington Law, how may I direct your call?"
"I... I need to speak to Nate Kensington," Sienna whispered, sitting on the edge of the bathtub, the water running to mask her voice.
"Mr. Kensington is a senior partner. He doesn't take unsolicited calls. Do you have a referral?"
"Tell him... tell him it's about the girl who broke her wing." It was a stupid code, something from their college days, ten years ago. She didn't even know if he would remember her. Nate Kensington had been the quiet, brooding scholarship student in the pre-law program while she was the heiress ballerina. They had barely spoken, but he had always looked at her with an intensity that unnerved her.
There was a long pause. Then a click.
"Sienna?"
His voice was deeper than she remembered. Rougher. It didn't have Julian's velvet smoothness. It sounded like gravel and reality.
"Nate," she breathed. "I can't talk long. I need help. I think... I think I'm trapped."
"Where are you?" The question was immediate. No 'how have you been', no pleasantries.
"Home. I can't leave. The guards..."
"Are you in immediate physical danger?"
"No. Yes. I don't know. My mind... Julian says I'm sick. But things are happening, Nate. Things that don't make sense."
"Listen to me closely," Nate said. His voice was a lifeline in the dark. "Do not eat anything he prepares personally. Do not sign anything. Can you get out for an hour? Any excuse?"
"Physical therapy," she said. "Thursday. 2 PM. The clinic on 5th."
"I'll be in the coffee shop next door. Wear a hat. Don't acknowledge me until I sit down."
"Nate... I have no money. He controls everything."
"I don't want your money, Sienna." There was a silence on the line, heavy with unspoken history. "I just want you to stay alive until Thursday."
The line went dead. Sienna crushed the cheap burner phone under her heel, wrapped the pieces in toilet paper, and flushed them down the toilet. Her hands were shaking. For the first time in three years, the shaking wasn't from fear. It was from adrenaline.
Thursday came with a storm. Rain lashed against the windows of the town car as the driver, a man named Boris who reported directly to Julian, navigated the traffic.
"I'll wait here, Mrs. Sterling," Boris grunted as he pulled up to the curb.
"Thank you, Boris. It takes an hour."
Sienna walked into the clinic. She signed in at the front desk. The receptionist, a bubbly girl named Chloe, smiled. "Room 3 is ready, hon."
Sienna went into Room 3. She turned on the sink taps. She opened the back window. It was a ground-floor suite. She had checked this months ago.
She climbed out, wincing as her left ankle hit the wet pavement of the alley. Pain shot up her leg, white-hot and blinding. She bit her lip until she tasted blood, forcing herself to walk. Heel, toe. Heel, toe. Just like choreography.
The coffee shop was crowded. She pulled her beanie low. She saw him in a booth at the back.
Nate Kensington wore a charcoal suit that looked expensive but lived-in. He was reading a brief, a pair of black-rimmed glasses perched on his nose. He looked severe. Unapproachable.
Sienna slid into the booth opposite him.
He didn't look up immediately. He turned a page. Then, slowly, he raised his eyes. They were grey, storm-colored, and they swept over her face with a terrifying precision. He saw the dark circles, the weight loss, the tremor in her hands.
"You look like hell, Vance," he said softly.
"Nice to see you too, Kensington."
He pushed a cup of herbal tea toward her. "Drink. You're dehydrated."
Sienna wrapped her hands around the warm mug. "Julian thinks I'm insane. He has doctors who certify it. He has me on pills that make me forget my own name."
"I know," Nate said. He opened a leather briefcase and slid a thin file across the table. "I've been tracking Sterling's filings. He has filed a petition for an emergency temporary conservatorship. He wants to bypass the usual competency hearing by presenting evidence of 'imminent danger to self'."
"Conservatorship?" Sienna felt the air leave the room. "Like... like I'm a child?"
"Like you're property," Nate corrected. "If the judge grants the temporary order, you can't divorce him. You can't testify against him. You cease to be a person in the eyes of the law."
"Why?" she whispered. "He has money. He has everything."
"It's not just money, Sienna. It's the Vance shipping contracts. Your grandfather's legacy. Julian's company is leveraged to the hilt. He needs your assets to cover a massive hole in his balance sheet. If he loses you, he goes to prison for fraud."
The puzzle pieces slammed together. The love, the patience, the saintly devotion-it was all a financial strategy.
"He doesn't love me," she said, the realization hurting more than the ankle.
Nate's jaw tightened. He looked out the window, his expression unreadable. "Love doesn't look like a cage, Sienna."
"Can you stop him?"
"I can try. But I need proof. Not your testimony-the court won't believe you right now. I need hard evidence. Financial records. Medical records that prove he's tampering with your recovery."
"He keeps everything in his safe. Or at his office."
"Then we have a problem," Nate said. "Because if you go digging and he catches you..."
"He'll lock me away for good," Sienna finished.
Nate reached across the table. For a second, she thought he was going to take her hand. Instead, he slid a small, flat object under her saucer. A burner phone, smaller than a credit card. "This isn't like the one you destroyed. This is encrypted. Military grade."
"Hide this. Only turn it on when you have something. If you're in danger, press the '1' key and hold it. It sends a GPS signal to my personal security team."
"Why are you doing this, Nate? You're a partner. Going against Julian Sterling is career suicide."
Nate looked at her then, and for a fleeting second, the cold lawyer mask cracked. She saw a raw, burning hunger in his eyes that terrified and thrilled her.
"I don't care about my career," he said hoarsely. "Go. Your hour is up."