"We looked for you, Elise. For months. Nothing." Jace' s voice was calm, almost dismissive, as if my disappearance was merely an inconvenience. He stood there, in my tiny, foul-smelling room, in his pristine suit, a living monument to everything I had lost. "We even held a memorial. A proper one."
A memorial. The word echoed in my head, a hollow, bitter laugh threatening to escape. They had mourned a ghost, celebrated a lie. The sheer audacity of it, the sickening irony, made my stomach churn. My fists, hanging at my sides, clenched and unclenched, an invisible battle raging within me.
Jace' s eyes drifted around the suffocating space, a flicker of something that might have been pity, or perhaps just contempt, crossing his features. "It's been seven years, Elise. Katherine and I... we've been together all this time." He gestured vaguely towards Katherine, who stood in the doorway, her eyes fixed on me with an unreadable expression. "And now... we're expecting." A proud, almost smug smile touched his lips.
I lifted my head, meeting his gaze directly. "Are you finished?" My voice was flat, devoid of any inflection.
I took a step back, pulling the door wider, a silent invitation for them to leave. They both looked startled, clearly expecting a different reaction. Katherine's eyes were still wide, her face pale. Jace's confident posture faltered slightly.
"Elise, please," Katherine whispered, her voice hoarse, "I just want to help. We both do."
Jace reached into his expensive leather wallet, pulling out a thick wad of cash. He shoved it into my hand, along with a business card. The slick, heavy card felt alien in my calloused palm. "We know you were a brilliant lawyer, Elise. I have my own firm now. You can work for me." He paused, a condescending smirk playing on his lips. "And we can get your paperwork sorted, your identity. No more living like this."
He leaned in, his voice dropping to a low, warning tone. "Let's not make things difficult, Elise. For anyone." He then turned, taking Katherine's arm, ready to leave.
Katherine hesitated, glancing back at me over her shoulder. "Annamarie misses you, too," she said, her voice softer, almost wistful.
Slam!
The sound of the cheap door hitting its frame reverberated through the cramped room, cutting off Katherine's words, sealing her out. I didn't want their pity. I didn't want their help. Not now. Not after everything.
My eyes fell to the business card, pristine and white, in my hand. Jace Bray, Attorney at Law. A successful man, built on my ruin. With a slow, deliberate motion, I tore it in half, then in quarters, then into tiny, confetti-like pieces, letting them fall to the grimy floor.
Help? They called this help? It was a bribe. A way to buy my silence, to assuage their guilt. But their guilt wasn't enough, not for what they took from me. Not for what they had done. Seven years had passed, but the wounds were still fresh, still bleeding. And their so-called charity was a bandage on a gaping, infected wound.
I didn't need their help anymore. I just needed to survive.
Sleep was a fickle mistress that night. Every time I closed my eyes, fragments of the past flashed behind my eyelids-a blinding flash, the screech of tires, the smell of burning rubber, the sickening crunch of metal. The memories were a relentless tide, pulling me back into the abyss. And with each wave of recollection, the cold, hard knot of hatred in my chest grew tighter, more suffocating.
To escape the torment, I started moving, tidying my small, dilapidated room. It was a futile effort, a desperate attempt to impose order on a life that had none. In a forgotten corner, beneath a thin layer of dust, sat a cardboard box. It was taped shut, proclaiming in faded marker: "Memories." A cruel joke.
I heaved the box, its contents shifting with a soft thud. As I set it down, something heavier inside clunked against the side, then tumbled out. A picture frame. It hit the concrete floor with a sharp, sickening crack. The glass shattered, splintering into a thousand shards, each one reflecting the dim light of my room like a broken promise.
It was a family photo. Me, Jace, and Annamarie. My Annamarie. We were smiling, posed awkwardly in front of a brightly lit Christmas tree. A relic from a life that felt like a dream, or a nightmare.
Annamarie wasn't my biological child. Jace and I had been married for two years when he decided he didn't want children, claiming he was "too sensitive to pain" to witness childbirth. I respected his choice, even got a tubal ligation to show my commitment. We were meant to be a family, just the two of us. Until that snowy Christmas Eve.
I found Annamarie in a dumpster behind the hospital. A newborn, umbilical cord still attached, crying with a weak, desperate whimper that clawed at my soul. Jace had recoiled, pulling me away, muttering about "not getting involved." But I couldn't leave him. Not a living, breathing being, discarded like trash.
I wrapped the tiny, shivering bundle in my coat, holding him close, trying to transfer my body heat into his fragile form. I ran through the biting snow, back to the hospital, pleading for help. They saved him, barely. But his legs were twisted, a congenital defect that would forever mark him.
I brought him home, named him Annamarie. I told Jace, told myself, that this was our child. Our only child.
Jace never truly warmed to him. He saw Annamarie's disability as a burden, a social blight. He worried about what people would say. But I loved that boy with every fiber of my being. I scoured every hospital in the city, searching for a cure, a treatment for his legs. All the doctors could offer was painful, expensive physical therapy, with no guarantee of full recovery. At night, when the pain made Annamarie cry, I walked the floors, holding him close, singing lullabies until he finally drifted off. I taught him his ABCs, carried him on my shoulders to see the stars, whispered to him every day that he was the best, the bravest boy in the world, to make sure he never felt inferior because of his legs.
And then, one day, he called me "Mom." That single word brought a joy to my heart that I hadn't known was possible. A pure, unadulterated happiness. I poured everything into Annamarie, every ounce of my love, my time, my meager savings. He was my world.
Then Jace returned. Not Jace Bray, my husband. But Jace Bray, Katherine Hull's first love. The man who had abandoned her when she was at her lowest, poorest point.
When he first came back to town, Katherine locked herself in her study for days, emerging with puffy eyes and a distant look. Soon after, she started coming home late, her explanations vague, her phone always just out of my reach.
Annamarie started changing too, slowly, subtly.
I was on a work trip when Jace moved in. I walked into my home after almost a month away, and there he was, sitting on the couch, helping Annamarie with his homework. Annamarie, who rarely smiled, even for me, was laughing. A genuine, uninhibited laugh that twisted my gut. My son, whose legs I had spent years trying to fix just so he could walk without pain, was laughing with Jace.
Everything spiraled after that. Our family, my carefully built world, was shattered by Jace's presence.
I confronted Katherine. We argued, fought like strangers. She denied everything, of course. "There's nothing between us, Elise," she'd say, her voice tight, defensive. "We're married. Why are you so jealous? He's just a colleague, here for work." She claimed Jace was just "helping her with the firm."
Annamarie also drifted away from me. He started to resent my discipline, my attempts to guide him. "Jace never tells me what to do!" he'd whine, his eyes full of accusation. "You're so annoying, Mom!"
Then, the words that cut deeper than any blade. "I wish Jace was my dad," he'd said, his young face contorted with anger. "He buys me everything I want! You never do!"
The shattered glass of the picture frame had cut my finger. A deep, jagged gash. Blood welled up, thick and dark, staining the pristine white of Annamarie's tiny, smiling face. The perfect family, bleeding out on the floor.
That photo was taken on Annamarie's fifth birthday. I still remembered his wish, whispered into my ear as he blew out the candles. "I wish we could be a family forever, Mom. Never change."
A bitter smile twisted my lips. Forever.
I picked up the blood-stained photo, the broken glass still clinging to the edges, and tossed it into the overflowing trash can. It landed with a soft thump, disappearing beneath the detritus of my broken life.
Just then, my phone buzzed. A text message notification flashed on the screen.