I locked the bathroom door with trembling fingers, clutching the small plastic stick in my hand. The marble countertops of Lucas's penthouse bathroom gleamed under the soft lighting, a stark contrast to the chaos swirling inside me. Three minutes. That's all I needed to wait, but each second stretched like an eternity.
My reflection stared back at me from the oversized mirror—dark circles under my eyes, skin pale from months of overwork and underappreciation. I hardly recognized myself anymore.
The timer on my phone buzzed, and I nearly dropped it in the sink. With a deep breath, I looked down at the pregnancy test.
Two pink lines.
I sank to the cold tile floor, my back against the bathtub, as the reality washed over me. A baby. Our baby. Lucas's and mine.
For a fleeting moment, joy bubbled up inside me—the promise of family, of unconditional love, of everything I'd longed for since those lonely nights at the Seattle children's home. But as quickly as it came, the feeling evaporated, replaced by a cold, creeping dread.
What kind of life would this child have? Born to a father who couldn't even look at me anymore, who had publicly humiliated me just days ago at the charity auction? A father who had given away my family's ruby—Rose's Tear—to another woman before my very eyes?
I pressed my palm against my still-flat stomach. "I'll protect you," I whispered, the irony of echoing Lucas's childhood promise not lost on me.
Carefully, I wrapped the test in tissue and slid it into my sketchbook, tucking it safely between pages of designs Lucas would never see. I splashed cold water on my face, reapplied my makeup, and steeled myself for the day ahead.
Three hours later, I stood outside Lucas's office, rehearsing the words I would say. Maybe this news would change things. Maybe it would remind him of what we once had, of the six years I'd devoted to him, to us.
"Lucas, I need to tell you something important," I practiced under my breath, my hand poised to knock.
But through the partially open door, I could see him—head thrown back in laughter, eyes bright with an admiration he hadn't shown me in months. Victoria perched on the edge of his desk, her slender legs crossed elegantly, the ruby necklace—my ruby—gleaming at her throat.
"The buyers from Milan absolutely adored the collection," she was saying, her perfectly manicured hand resting on his arm. "They said it's the most innovative work Sterling Atelier has produced in years."
My collection. My innovation. My years of work.
"We make a perfect team," Lucas replied, his voice warm with affection. "I knew bringing you on board would elevate everything."
I backed away from the door, the pregnancy test burning a hole in my pocket where I'd transferred it from my sketchbook. Tears threatened to spill, but I blinked them back. I wouldn't cry. Not here. Not now.
Two days later, disaster struck during our presentation to the European buyers. I had spent the entire night preparing the samples, ensuring each piece was perfect. The Starlight evening gowns were the centerpiece—delicate, ethereal creations that seemed to capture the night sky in fabric.
I noticed Victoria hovering near my rack moments before the models were due on the runway, but I thought nothing of it. Not until the first model stepped out, and the carefully constructed bodice began to wrinkle before the buyers' eyes. By the time the third model appeared, her gown was literally falling apart at the seams.
Horrified gasps filled the showroom. Lucas's face darkened with fury as he stared at me across the room. The fabric swatches—someone had switched them. The delicate material I'd selected had been replaced with an inferior quality that couldn't hold the structure.
Victoria stepped forward, her voice smooth as silk. "Perhaps we should continue with my designs instead? I have a backup collection ready."
Of course she did.
As Lucas nodded gratefully at Victoria, his eyes met mine—cold, accusing, devoid of trust. In that moment, I knew. I could never tell him about our child. Not now. Perhaps not ever.
My hand instinctively moved to my stomach as a terrible clarity washed over me. I couldn't bring a child into this world of lies, manipulation, and cruelty. I couldn't subject an innocent baby to a father who would never truly see them—just as he had never truly seen me.
The silence in the showroom felt suffocating as the third model walked off the runway, leaving behind scraps of fabric that had once been my meticulously crafted evening gown. My vision blurred as I watched years of work disintegrating before my eyes. The European buyers exchanged uncomfortable glances, their pens no longer scribbling notes of approval but of disappointment.
Lucas's face transformed from shock to rage in seconds. He crossed the room in long, purposeful strides, his expensive cologne hitting me before his words did.
"What the hell happened?" he hissed, loud enough for everyone to hear.
I stared at the fallen pieces of fabric. "Someone switched the materials. These aren't the fabrics I selected."
"Excuses," he spat, his voice rising. "Always excuses with you, Sarah."
The buyers shifted uncomfortably in their seats. Victoria stood nearby, her expression a perfect mask of concern, though I caught the slight upturn at the corner of her lips.
"This is completely unacceptable," Lucas continued, his voice echoing through the now-silent showroom. "Do you have any idea how much this presentation means? These buyers flew in from Milan for this!"
"Lucas, I—"
"You're careless," he cut me off, each word a slap. "Unprofessional. This is why I needed Victoria to take over the creative direction."
The room spun slightly. Six years of dedication reduced to this public flogging. My hand instinctively moved to my stomach, a protective gesture for the secret growing inside me.
"Clean this up," Lucas ordered, turning away from me as if I were nothing more than hired help. "Victoria, please show them your backup collection while Sarah deals with her... mess."
I knelt on the cold floor, gathering the ruined fabric as tears threatened to spill. Nobody offered to help. Nobody dared to contradict Lucas Sterling. From the corner of my eye, I saw Victoria guiding the buyers to another room, her hand resting possessively on Lucas's arm, my grandmother's ruby glinting at her throat.
The next morning came with a vengeance. I barely made it to the studio before the nausea hit—a cruel reminder of my new reality. I rushed to the bathroom, emptying what little breakfast I'd managed to eat into the toilet. Morning sickness, they called it, though mine seemed to last all day.
I stumbled out of the bathroom, the world tilting dangerously. The hallway stretched before me like a funhouse mirror, elongating with each step I took. My knees buckled, and I reached for the wall, but my fingers found only air.
The floor rushed up to meet me, and then... darkness.
I came to gradually, aware first of the cool tile beneath my cheek, then of voices somewhere distant. How long had I been unconscious? I pushed myself up slowly, my head pounding.
Beside me sat a paper cup of tea, still steaming. A small note was tucked underneath. I unfolded it with trembling fingers.
"You deserve better," it read simply, signed with only the letter "D."
I looked around, but the hallway was empty. Who was D? And how had they known exactly what I needed to hear at that moment?
The tea was perfect—ginger with a hint of honey—exactly what my churning stomach required. I sipped it slowly, the warmth spreading through me, a small comfort in a day that promised more storms.
By afternoon, those storms arrived with hurricane force. My phone wouldn't stop ringing—calls from industry contacts, from fabric suppliers, even from designers I'd collaborated with in the past.
"Have you seen it?" my former assistant Maria asked when I finally answered.
"Seen what?"
"The article on Fashion Forward. Sarah, it's bad."
I pulled up the blog on my computer, my blood turning to ice as I read the headline: "STERLING ATELIER SCANDAL: LEAD DESIGNER SARAH CHEN ACCUSED OF PLAGIARISM."
The article detailed how I had supposedly stolen designs from an up-and-coming European designer—complete with side-by-side comparisons that had been manipulated to look damning. The comments section was already filled with industry professionals expressing their disappointment in me.
My phone pinged with a text from Lucas: "My office. Now."
As I stood on shaky legs, preparing for another confrontation, I caught sight of Victoria through the glass walls of the conference room. She was watching me, her perfectly painted lips curved into a satisfied smile.
That's when I realized—this wasn't just about Lucas choosing her over me. This was systematic destruction. She wasn't just taking my place; she was erasing me completely.
I pressed my hand against my stomach again, a silent promise forming. Somehow, some way, this would not be how my story—our story—ended.