The tension on the terrace was a physical, suffocating weight. Dawn and Arlo stood locked in a silent, vicious standoff. They were like two wounded animals circling each other in the dark, neither willing to expose their throat, both waiting for the other to strike the fatal blow.
Dawn's heart hammered against her ribs so violently she thought it might crack her sternum. Arlo's dark eyes bored into hers, searching for the weakness he knew was hiding just beneath her icy facade.
Suddenly, the heavy glass door leading back into the club was shoved open.
The loud, chaotic blast of jazz music and drunken laughter spilled out onto the quiet terrace, instantly shattering the heavy silence between them.
"I'm telling you, the market is going to crash before Q3!" a loud, slurred voice boomed.
Three men in expensive suits, their ties loosened and faces flushed with alcohol, stumbled onto the decking. They were old classmates, guys who worked on Wall Street and thought they owned the world.
The moment they spotted the two figures standing in the dark corner, their boisterous laughter died in their throats. The air was so thick with unresolved tension that even the drunkest among them could feel it.
Arlo reacted with terrifying speed.
The moment the door opened, the dangerous, predatory aura surrounding him vanished. He took a swift half-step back, instantly putting a socially acceptable distance between him and Dawn. He turned his head toward the intruders.
In the blink of an eye, the intense, brooding man was gone. In his place stood the flawless, untouchable heir to the Hammond empire. He pasted a polite, utterly fake smile onto his face-the kind of smile he used to charm investors and dismiss peasants.
One of the men, emboldened by the liquid courage in his veins, pointed a finger at them. "Hey, Arlo! Catching up with old classmates in the dark?" he slurred, a teasing grin on his face.
Arlo didn't even glance back at Dawn. His expression remained smooth, carved from marble. His voice, when he spoke, was so cold it could have frozen the Hudson River.
"I'm not catching up," Arlo said smoothly, his tone dismissive and flat. "We have absolutely nothing to do with each other anymore."
The words were spoken casually, but they hit Dawn like a rusty, serrated blade dragging across her bare skin.
We have absolutely nothing to do with each other anymore.
All the blood drained from Dawn's face in an instant. Her skin turned an ashen, sickly white. The brutal public dismissal, the casual way he erased their entire history in front of an audience, was a level of cruelty she hadn't prepared for.
But she was an Assistant District Attorney. She dealt with hostile witnesses and aggressive defense lawyers every day. She knew how to hold her ground. She locked her knees, forcing her spine to remain perfectly straight. She stared straight ahead, refusing to let the men see the devastating impact his words had on her.
Arlo casually lifted his left arm, checking the heavy, diamond-encrusted Patek Philippe watch on his exposed wrist. It was a timepiece that cost more than the apartment Dawn grew up in.
He tapped the face of the watch with his index finger. He gave the three men a brief, dismissive nod. "Excuse me, gentlemen."
He turned to walk away. But as he passed by Dawn, his shoulder brushing dangerously close to hers, he deliberately raised his voice just enough to ensure the entire terrace could hear his next words.
"I have to go downstairs. I'm picking up Anabel Ferrell, and she hates being kept waiting."
The name dropped like a bomb.
The three men gasped audibly. "Anabel Ferrell? The Victoria's Secret model?" one of them choked out, his eyes wide with disbelief and envy.
Anabel Ferrell. The current 'It Girl' of the fashion world. A woman whose face was plastered on billboards across Times Square. A woman who represented the absolute pinnacle of beauty, wealth, and status. She was everything Dawn was not.
Arlo didn't offer a single word of confirmation. He didn't need to. He didn't spare Dawn a single backward glance. He simply walked past her, his long strides carrying him toward the glass door. He pulled it open and disappeared into the blinding lights and deafening noise of the club, leaving her behind in the dark.
The moment the door clicked shut, severing him from her sight, the adrenaline that had been keeping Dawn upright completely evaporated.
Her body gave out.
The stress, the humiliation, and the sheer emotional trauma of the last ten minutes culminated in a violent physical rebellion. Her stomach, which had been tight with anxiety all night, cramped with an agonizing, tearing pain.
It felt as though someone had reached inside her abdomen and twisted her organs into a tight knot.
Dawn gasped, a choked, wet sound escaping her lips. She couldn't maintain her posture anymore. She bent double, her arms wrapping tightly around her midsection as she squeezed her eyes shut against the blinding pain. Her right hand shot out blindly, her fingers wrapping around the freezing metal railing in a desperate attempt to keep herself from collapsing onto the wooden floor.
A cold, clammy sweat broke out across her forehead. The fine hairs at her temples stuck to her skin. She couldn't breathe. The pain was all-consuming.
"Dawn!"
The glass door flew open again. Allyson came rushing out, her heels clicking frantically against the wood. She had been looking for Dawn inside and had seen Arlo leave the terrace alone.
Allyson took one look at Dawn's hunched, trembling form and sprinted forward. She threw her arms around Dawn's shoulders, taking the brunt of her weight just as Dawn's knees began to buckle.
"Oh my god, Dawn. Is it your stomach? Is it the nervous cramps again?" Allyson asked, her voice shrill with panic. "Do we need to go to the ER?"
Dawn couldn't speak. The pain robbed her of her voice. She could only manage a weak, jerky shake of her head, her forehead resting against Allyson's designer shoulder.
"Okay, okay. Lean on me," Allyson instructed, her arm wrapping firmly around Dawn's waist. She began to guide her away from the railing, steering her toward a side door that led to the club's private areas. "I'm getting you out of here. We're going to the VIP lounge. I'll get them to make you a hot peppermint tea. Just breathe, Dawn. Just breathe."
The VIP lounge was a stark contrast to the chaotic energy of the main club. It was dimly lit, soundproofed, and smelled faintly of expensive leather cleaner.
Dawn lay curled on her side on a massive, plush leather sofa. She looked like a broken doll, her knees pulled tightly to her chest in a fetal position. Her eyes were squeezed shut, her teeth grinding together as she rode out the violent waves of pain radiating from her stomach. Every muscle in her body was locked in a state of rigid tension.
The heavy oak door of the lounge clicked open. Allyson hurried in, her heels sinking into the thick carpet. She was carefully balancing a delicate porcelain teacup on a saucer. Steam rose from the cup in curling wisps.
Allyson knelt beside the sofa. She gently placed a hand on Dawn's trembling shoulder. "Hey. Sit up just a little bit. I got the bartender to brew this. Real peppermint leaves."
Dawn forced her eyes open. Her vision was slightly blurry from the unshed tears of physical pain. She uncurled her body with agonizing slowness, propping herself up on one elbow.
Allyson guided the rim of the teacup to Dawn's pale lips. Dawn took a small, hesitant sip.
The liquid was scalding hot, but the sharp, clean taste of peppermint immediately flooded her mouth. The heat traveled down her throat, settling into her violently cramping stomach. The medicinal properties of the mint began to work almost instantly, slightly loosening the tight, agonizing knot in her muscles.
Dawn let her head fall back against the soft leather cushion. She exhaled a long, shaky breath. The intense physical pain began to recede, leaving behind a profound, hollow exhaustion.
As she lay there, the sharp scent of the peppermint vapor drifted into her nose. It was a distinct, piercing smell.
Proustian memory. The scientific term for when a specific scent bypasses the logical brain and directly triggers a visceral, buried memory.
The smell of peppermint didn't remind Dawn of a high-end club. It reminded her of cheap chewing gum. It reminded her of a boy who constantly chewed it to mask the smell of cigarettes he wasn't supposed to be smoking.
The low, muffled bass of the club music outside the door began to distort. The sound warped, stretching and fading until it was replaced by the shrill, chaotic noise of teenagers. The dim lighting of the lounge dissolved, replaced by the blinding, harsh sunlight of an early autumn morning.
The memory hit her with the force of a physical blow, dragging her five years into the past.
She was seventeen again.
She was sitting in a classroom at St. Jude's Preparatory Academy, an elite private school in Manhattan where the tuition cost more than her father made in a decade. She was there on a full academic scholarship, a charity case dropped into a sea of unimaginable wealth.
The sunlight poured through the massive, floor-to-ceiling windows, illuminating the rich mahogany desks. Dawn sat in her usual seat, a desk in the middle of the classroom, pushed right up against the massive windows. She wore a pristine, perfectly ironed uniform. Her skirt was the regulation length. Her tie was knotted perfectly. She was a ghost, trying desperately not to be noticed by the kids wearing limited-edition sneakers and carrying backpacks that cost thousands of dollars.
Suddenly, a massive commotion erupted in the hallway outside. It was a mix of loud, obnoxious laughter and the high-pitched giggles of girls.
Bang.
The heavy wooden door of the classroom was kicked open with such force that it slammed against the wall, the sound echoing like a gunshot.
Arlo Hammond strode into the room.
He was eighteen, tall, and already built like a man who spent hours in a private gym. He had a designer backpack slung carelessly over one shoulder. His school uniform was a disaster. The top two buttons of his crisp white shirt were undone, exposing a sliver of his tanned chest. His tie hung loosely around his neck, completely useless.
He reeked of the absolute, arrogant entitlement of a trust-fund baby who knew the rules didn't apply to him because his father funded the school's new science wing.
The moment he entered, the dynamic of the room shifted. The girls stopped talking, their eyes tracking his every movement with undisguised hunger. The boys puffed out their chests, desperate for his attention.
He strode toward the back of the room, his path taking him right past Dawn's desk. His gaze fixed straight ahead, jaw tight, deliberately ignoring the figure in his peripheral vision. He dropped his heavy bag onto his self-appointed throne in the center of the back row.
Dawn stared down at the complex calculus equation in her textbook. Her fingers tightened around her mechanical pencil. The plastic dug into her skin, leaving a deep red indentation.
She forced her eyes to focus on the numbers. She pressed the graphite tip onto her scratch paper, writing out formulas at a frantic pace. The scratching sound of the pencil was her attempt to drown out the sudden, erratic thumping of her own heart.
From just a few seats away, she could hear Arlo's voice. He was talking to his friends about a weekend yacht party his family was hosting in the Hamptons. His voice was a lazy, gravelly drawl. Every syllable he spoke felt like a physical tug on Dawn's nerve endings.
She hunched her shoulders, trying to make herself physically smaller. She buried her face closer to the textbook.
We are different species, she repeated the mantra in her head like a desperate prayer. He is a Hammond. I live in a neighborhood where the streetlights are broken. We cannot intersect. Do not look at him.
The shrill, piercing scream of the school bell suddenly rang out, signaling the end of the period. It was a harsh sound that shattered the delicate, oppressive ecosystem of the classroom.
Dawn didn't hesitate. Before the teacher had even finished speaking, she slammed her heavy calculus textbook shut. She shoved it into her worn canvas tote bag, her movements jerky and panicked. She needed to get out of this room. She needed to escape the suffocating gravity of his presence before she did something stupid, like turn around and look at him.
Dawn clutched her heavy canvas tote bag tightly against her chest, using it as a physical shield as she practically sprinted out of the classroom.
The hallway of St. Jude's was a chaotic river of privileged teenagers. Students were rushing to their next periods, loudly discussing weekend plans in Aspen or complaining about their personal tutors. Dawn kept her head down, her chin tucked into the collar of her uniform blouse. She hugged the cold, tiled wall, trying to blend into the plaster, moving as quickly as her legs could carry her toward the library.
As she approached the intersection of the main corridor, where the long rows of metal lockers created a blind corner, she suddenly froze.
Her worn sneakers squeaked slightly against the linoleum floor as she abruptly halted her momentum.
Coming from the other side of the locker bay, completely hidden from her view, was a burst of loud, raucous male laughter. It was a sound she recognized instantly. It was the booming, obnoxious laugh of Freddie Dotson, Arlo's shadow and best friend.
Panic flared in Dawn's chest. If Freddie was there, Arlo was there.
Instinct took over. Dawn took a quick step backward, pressing her back flat against the cold metal of the last locker in the row. She held her breath, making herself as thin and invisible as possible. The metal lockers acted as a perfect visual barrier, but the acoustics of the hallway amplified every word spoken on the other side.
She stood there, trapped, forced to listen to the conversation happening just a few feet away.
"So, Arlo," Jonie Good, another guy from their wealthy clique, asked. His voice dripped with the kind of sleazy curiosity teenage boys used when discussing girls. "I've noticed you looking toward the front of the class a lot lately in Calc. Are you finally noticing the quiet little charity case? What's her name? Dawn?"
Jonie chuckled, a nasty sound. "I mean, she's always sitting by the window, doing those extra credit problems like her life depends on it. Kinda weird, but I guess she has a certain... tragic appeal."
Dawn's heart leaped into her throat. It felt like a physical object blocking her airway. Her eyes widened in terror. She hugged her books tighter, her fingernails digging so hard into the hardback cover of her calculus book that they threatened to snap.
The air in the hallway seemed to turn to lead. The silence that followed Jonie's question stretched out for what felt like an eternity. The only sound Dawn could hear was the low, mechanical hum of the air conditioning vent above her head.
Then, Arlo spoke.
It started with a laugh. A low, dismissive, incredibly arrogant chuckle that vibrated through the metal lockers and went straight into Dawn's bones.
"Are you out of your mind, Jonie?" Arlo's voice was lazy, dripping with absolute incredulity. It was the tone of a king being asked if he wanted to dine with a peasant.
"You guys seriously think I'd be interested in a boring little nerd like that?" Arlo continued, his words casual and utterly devastating.
He paused for a second. Dawn could almost picture him leaning against the lockers, running a hand through his expensive haircut, searching for the perfect insult to entertain his friends.
"She's like an underdeveloped little sister," Arlo finally added, his voice laced with pure mockery. "Completely, utterly uninteresting."
The words hit Dawn with the kinetic force of a freight train.
Underdeveloped little sister. Boring little nerd. Uninteresting.
It felt as though someone had taken a sledgehammer and smashed it directly into her chest, shattering her ribs and crushing her heart into a million irreparable pieces.
All the blood drained from Dawn's face in a single heartbeat. Her skin turned the color of old ash. A sharp, agonizing pain flared in her chest, so intense that she physically gasped, her mouth opening silently as she struggled to pull air into her paralyzed lungs.
A violent, high-pitched ringing erupted in her ears, drowning out the ambient hum of the hallway. A wave of sickening dizziness washed over her. She pressed her hands flat against the cold metal of the locker behind her, her fingernails scraping desperately against the steel as she fought the sudden urge to collapse. The physical vertigo was nothing compared to the absolute devastation tearing through her soul.
Tears, hot and humiliating, instantly flooded her eyes, blurring her vision. But she refused to let them fall. She tilted her head back, staring at the fluorescent lights on the ceiling, forcing the tears back down.
On the other side of the lockers, the boys erupted into a chorus of loud, mocking laughter. They quickly moved on to discussing the physical attributes of a senior cheerleader.
Dawn couldn't listen to another second of it. She couldn't breathe the same air as him.
She spun around. Her movements were clumsy and frantic. She practically ran down the opposite hallway, fleeing the scene like a criminal. As she reached the stairwell, her blurred vision caused her to misjudge the distance. Her foot caught the edge of the step. She stumbled violently, her books slipping from her grasp and crashing onto the concrete stairs.
She didn't stop to pick them up. She caught her balance against the handrail and kept running, pushing through the heavy wooden door of the girls' restroom.
The restroom was empty. Dawn rushed to the nearest sink. She gripped the porcelain edges with white-knuckled hands, staring at her reflection in the mirror.
She looked pathetic. Her uniform was slightly rumpled, her eyes were red-rimmed, and a tiny drop of blood smeared her lower lip. She looked exactly like what he said she was: a boring, tragic little charity case.
She violently twisted the cold water faucet. The water gushed out. She cupped her hands, catching the freezing water, and splashed it harshly against her face. The shock of the cold was a brutal wake-up call.
She scrubbed her face until her skin was red and raw. She stared into her own wet, bloodshot eyes in the mirror.
Never again, she vowed silently, her internal voice trembling with a newly forged, desperate rage. I will completely, utterly kill this pathetic feeling. I will never let him see me bleed.