Marissa POV
The air in the VVIP lounge was heavy, charged with a static that made the hair on my arms stand up. His hands were everywhere possessive, firm, and grounding. As we made out, my fingers tangled in his jet-black hair before sliding down to the hard, sculpted planes of his abs through his silk shirt.
God.
When was the last time I felt this desired? It had been an eternity. Ethan looked at me like a piece of furniture he'd grown used to. This man looked at me like I was the only thing in the world worth consuming.
Suddenly, he paused.
He didn't pull away entirely, but he broke the kiss, his forehead resting against mine. His breathing was heavy, ragged. I was confused, my heart hammering a protest against my ribs.
Was he stopping? Now?
"I don't want you to make a decision you will regret, Marissa," he said, his voice a low, vibrating warning.
"I don't regret anything tonight," I breathed, trying to pull him back down to me.
He didn't budge. Instead, he reached for my hand. His long, calloused fingers fiddled with mine for a heartbeat before he grabbed my left ring finger. The skin there felt cold and naked, but to him, it was a map.
"You are married, aren't you?" he asked, his voice dropping to a dangerous level.
I stiffened. "Damn, are you a psychic? This is the second time this has come up tonight. Is there a sign on my forehead that I didn't see?"
"No," he rumbled, his thumb tracing the faint, pale indentation where my gold band had sat for three years. "But this finger... it feels like it has been wearing a ring for a very long time. The mark is there, even if the metal isn't."
I yanked my hand back, a flare of defensive anger masking the hurt. "Fine. I was! My husband and I are separated. Is that a problem for you? Because if it is, I can just head back to the dance floor and find a man who doesn't ask so many questions."
I turned to leave, but I didn't even get two steps. He moved with the speed of a predator, his hand snaking around my waist and pulling me back against his hard chest in a lethal, possessive grip.
"No, you are not," he hissed into my ear.
"Does that mean you're okay with this?" I challenged, twisting in his arms to face him. "With me?"
"I never said I wasn't, Marissa. I just wanted to make sure you wouldn't wake up tomorrow hating yourself." He reached into his pocket and pulled out a sleek, matte black card with nothing but a gold embossed crest on it. "Now, this is what we're going to do. You are going to take your time. Think this through. If you decide you want this-all of this....you come back to this room with this card. Is that fine with you?"
I stared at the card, then up at the silver mask and those hot pink lips. He thought he was giving me a choice. He thought I was some fragile flower who needed to weigh the "morality" of my actions.
He had no idea.
"If that's what you want," I said, my voice dripping with a feigned hesitation.
But internally? I wasn't thinking about "consequences." I wasn't thinking about Ethan. I was thinking about the fact that I am decisive as hell. I had already burned my old life in the trash with those red roses. I wasn't going to "think". I was going to crack this man open and see what was behind that mask.
I took the card, the sharp edge digging into my palm. He wanted me to take my time? Fine. I'd give him five minutes of "thinking" before I showed him exactly how little I regretted this.
I stood outside that heavy mahogany door for exactly five minutes. My heart was a frantic bird trapped in my ribs, but my hand was steady. I looked down at the matte-black card, the gold crest glinting in the dim hallway light like a key to a different life.
I pushed the door open.
The suite was a cathedral of shadow and silk. Dark charcoal walls, a king-sized bed that looked like it belonged to royalty, and the faint, expensive scent of sandalwood and old money. He was standing by the floor to ceiling window, a crystal glass of amber liquid in his hand. When the lock clicked, he turned slowly, his silver mask catching the moonlight.
"You didn't take your time, Marissa," he rumbled, his voice a low, dangerous vibration that made my thighs ache.
"I am a decisive woman," I said, my voice surprisingly steady as I closed the distance between us. "And I don't like being told to wait."
He set his glass down on a marble table, his gaze raking over me with a predatory hunger.
"Then I suppose I shouldn't keep you waiting any longer."
He met me halfway, his hands cupping my face with a bruising intensity. His thumbs traced my cheekbones before his lips crashed onto mine. This wasn't the tentative kiss from earlier; this was a reclamation. My hands flew to his shirt, fumbling with the silk buttons until I pushed the fabric off his shoulders.
God.
His chest was a masterpiece of hard, functional muscle. His abs were deep set and rock hard, rippling under my palms as I traced the dark line of hair that disappeared into the waistband of his tailored trousers. He let out a low, guttural growl, his hands sliding down to the zipper of my red gown.
The silk pooled at my feet, leaving me in nothing but lace and the black net mask he'd given me. He didn't move to the bed yet. Instead, he backed me against the cool glass of the window, his hands wandering over my skin as if he were memorizing a map.
"Zaika," he whispered against the sensitive skin of my neck, his hot pink lips ghosting over my pulse point.
Zaika. I didn't know what it meant, but the way his voice dropped when he said it made my knees buckle. He trailed kisses down my collarbone, his tongue darting out to taste the salt of my skin, sending jolts of electricity straight to my core. His hands were everywhere-kneading my hips, pulling me flush against the hard ridge of his desire, making me realize just how much I had been starving for this.
He lifted me easily, my legs wrapping around his thick waist as he carried me to the bed.
The charcoal silk was cool against my back, a sharp contrast to the furnace of his body. When he finally stripped away the last of his clothes, I couldn't help but gasp. He was built like a god....all lean muscle and intimidating power. My eyes drifted down to his dick, thick and rock-hard, pulsing with a life of its own as it stood at full attention against his stomach.
He didn't rush. He knelt between my legs, his fingers dipping into the soaking heat of my pussy, testing my readiness. "You are so small," he groaned, his voice thick with a dark, possessive heat as he watched my eyes blow wide. "And so incredibly tight. It's like you were made specifically to drive me insane."
"Then go ahead," I challenged, arching my back, my fingers digging into the silk sheets. "Drive us both insane."
He sank into me with a single, devastating thrust. I cried out, my breath hitching at the sheer, stretching fullness of his dick inside me. It wasn't like anything I'd felt before....not the polite, routine intimacy I'd grown used to with Ethan. This was visceral. This was real.
"Zaika..." he chanted, his pace increasing, his muscles corded and straining under my touch as he pinned my wrists above my head. Every time he said that name, I felt a new wave of electricity shoot through me. He was relentless, pushing deep into my pussy, hitting spots I didn't even know existed. The world narrowed down to the scent of his skin and the sound of our mingled gasps.
The climax hit like a tidal wave, shattering every lie I'd told myself for three years. I screamed into the dark, my body shaking with the force of it, while he groaned out that name-Zaika one last time, his own release coming in thick, heavy pulses that left us both spent.
He didn't pull away immediately. He collapsed against me, his heavy chest heaving, his face buried in the crook of my neck. We stayed like that for a long time, our bodies tightly wrapped around each other, his weight a grounding force on top of me.
Finally, he lifted his head, making sure his silver mask stayed perfectly in place. He leaned down, his hot pink lips brushing against my ear one last time, his voice sounding less like a romantic vow and more like a terrifying realization.
"You are finally mine," he whispered.
I didn't answer. I just held him tighter, my fingers tracing the hard lines of his back, wondering why the man who had just broken me felt more like home than the husband I had left behind.
Marissa POV
I was the first to wake up. The room was deathly still, the only sound of the faint hum of the air conditioning. I felt the heavy and the weight of his arm draped across my waist, pinning me to the silk sheets.
For a second, I let myself breathe in the scent of him, sandalwood and raw, masculine heat before the reality of what I'd done slammed into me.
Gently, I lifted his hand off me. My heart hammered against my ribs as I slid out of bed, my legs trembling slightly. I didn't look back at the silver mask resting on the nightstand or the man behind it. I just gathered my red gown, stepped into my heels, and fled.
By the time I was in the back of a cab, my phone was exploding. Hailey. I hit redial immediately.
"Damn, girl! You should have given me a heads up!" Hailey scolded, her voice sharp with relief. "I turned around and you were just gone. I almost called the police."
"I am sorry, Hails," I whispered, leaning my forehead against the cool glass of the window. "I will make it up to you, okay? I just... I needed to get out of there."
"Okay, fine. But we are meeting later. You are telling me everything about last night. Every. Single. Detail."
"Okay," I said, taking a bottle of water from the driver and drowning half of it in one go. My head was throbbing with a spitting migraine, and the tequila was starting to stage a coup in my stomach.
What if you were literally kidnapped? my inner voice hissed. Too many movies got me thinking like that. I mean you can't blame tho. Everytime that shit happens, something bad is about to happen. I ignored it. I wasn't kidnapped. I was liberated. Or at least, that's what I told myself until the cab pulled up to my driveway and I saw the one person I wasn't ready to face.
Ethan.
He was leaning against the front door, looking like he hadn't slept a wink. What is this jinx doing here? I thought, a surge of irritation cutting through my hangover. He said he'd give me all the space I needed, didn't he?
"Marissa," he started, pushing off the door as I approached. "You don't look alright."
"Good morning to you too, sir," I snapped, fumbling for my keys. "Please state your business, and if you have none, please leave."
He blocked my path, his eyes raking over my disheveled hair and the slit in my gown. "Marissa, you are a hot mess. You reek of expensive alcohol and you didn't even use my card..." He stopped, his face pale. "Wait. You really did it, didn't you? You actually cheated back."
I looked him dead in the eye, the guilt I expected to feel nowhere to be found.
"Yes, I did," I responded blatantly. "Does that bother you, Ethan?"
I watched the pain flicker in his eyes-a jagged, raw hurt that almost made him look human. "No... I mean, it does. But what can I do, Marissa? I started it."
"Good. Now leave."
"If that's what you want Marissa." He whispered.
To my surprise, he actually did. He turned and walked to his car without another word, leaving me alone in the silence of our shared, broken home.
I practically stumbled inside. I needed a hot shower to scrub the night off my skin and at least six hours of sleep. I spent an hour under the water, then collapsed onto the sofa in my robe, flipping the TV on to drown out the silence.
A sharp knock at the door made me jump.
"If that is Ethan again, I am getting a restraining order," I growled, my voice sounding like I had swallowed glass.
I yanked the door open, ready to absolutely unload on my husband, but the air died in my throat. It wasn't Ethan. It was a courier in a plain black uniform, holding a heavy, high-end box. No flowers. No "I am sorry" balloons. Just matte black cardboard.
"Delivery for Marissa," he said, handing it over with zero emotion.
I took it, my blood still simmering. My first thought was that Ethan had gone to some boutique to buy my forgiveness again. I walked straight to the kitchen, intending to chuck the whole thing into the trash before I even saw what was inside. He thought a gift could fix a four-month affair? He was delusional.
But as I reached for the bin, the small tag hanging from the silk ribbon caught the light. I froze.
It wasn't Ethan's sloppy, rushed handwriting. It was a single word, written in bold, sharp black ink that looked like it had been done with a fountain pen.
𝐓𝐨 𝐙𝐚𝐢𝐤𝐚.
My stomach did a slow, sickening flip. I ripped the lid off, my heart starting to hammer a frantic rhythm against my ribs.
Inside, resting on a bed of black tissue paper, was my red gown from last night. It had been cleaned and pressed, looking better than the day I bought it. But it was what sat on top of the dress that made the room go cold.
A small, silver velvet box.
I opened it, my breath hitching. Inside was a heavy, matte black access card. No name. No logo. Just a gold chip and a magnetic strip that screamed exclusive. Tucked under the card was a thick, cream-colored note.
"You left before the sun came up, Zaika. It was a bold move, but a pointless one. I didn't give you permission to end our little rendezvous so abruptly. If you're looking for more of what happened last night and we both know you are....you can always come find me here."
Beneath the note was a printed address.
A penthouse in Tribeca.
I dropped the box on the counter, the black access card sliding across the marble with a sharp clack. My knees felt like they were about to give out.
Only one person called me that. Only one person knew exactly how I'd felt under those silk sheets. The man in the silver mask.
He didn't just know my name. He knew where I lived. He'd had my dress in his possession all morning. And now, he'd literally handed me the key to his front door.
I leaned against the sink, staring at that black card. I'd gone out last night to "even the score" and get a little bit of my soul back. But looking at that card, I realized I hadn't just cheated on Ethan.
I had caught the attention of a predator. And he wasn't asking me to come back.....he was telling me.
But the good thing is.... I am no fucking prey. I refuse to be... So I left the entire package on the kitchen counter and continued watching my movie.
Marissa POV
The house was too quiet now that Ethan's presence had been scrubbed from the entryway, but the silence didn't last long. A few hours after the mysterious courier vanished, the front door swung open for the only person who could match my level of chaos.
Hailey burst in like a whirlwind, clutching a bottle of expensive red wine in one hand and her designer bag in the other. Her messy blonde hair was shoved into a hasty, top knot bun that looked like it was held together by sheer willpower and a single claw clip. Her piercing green eyes were lined with a thick, dramatic layer of mascara that made her look like she was ready for a gala or a street fight....possibly both.
"I came over as soon as I heard your call," she announced, kicking her heels off by the door and marching straight into the kitchen. "I have always known that there's something off about those VVIP men. They think because they have a black card and a custom suit, they can treat the world like their personal playground."
She didn't even wait for me to find the corkscrew. She grabbed one from the drawer with practiced ease, popped the bottle, and poured me a generous glass before filling one for herself. She slid the glass across the marble island toward me. "Drink. You look like you've seen a ghost, and honestly, in this house, you probably have."
I took a long, cooling sip of the wine, feeling the burn settle my nerves just a fraction. "Thanks, Hails. I'm not seeing ghosts. I am seeing a future I didn't sign up for."
I leaned against the counter and nudged the matte black box toward her. "Look at this. This was delivered an hour ago."
Hailey pulled the lid back, her breath hitching as she saw the perfectly restored red gown and the heavy, silver velvet case. She picked up the matte black access card, turning it over to watch the gold chip catch the kitchen lights.
"Marissa, baby, it seems like you have got a serious stalker on your trail," she said, her expression shifting from curiosity to genuine alarm. "This isn't a 'thank you' note or some romantic gesture. This is a claim. Let's report this to the cops. It's better safe than sorry, and this guy clearly knows where you live. He knows your address, your name, and apparently, your dress size."
"No, Hailey, we can't just do that, okay?" I snapped, the panic I'd been suppressing finally bubbling to the surface. I started pacing the length of the kitchen, my bare feet hitting the cold marble. "If the cops start circling the house, it will draw the attention of the public-including the paparazzi. Can you imagine the headlines? 'Multi-millonaire's Wife Targeted by Masked Lover.' What if they find out about the mess Ethan and I made of our lives? The open marriage, the debt, the fact that I spent the night in a stranger's bed just to feel something? I'd be ruined before the divorce papers are even filed. I want to leave Ethan with my dignity intact, not as a tabloid headline."
Hailey watched me for a moment, sipping her wine as she processed my breakdown. She dropped the black card back into the box with a sharp clack. She leaned back against the counter, her thick mascara making her gaze look even more intense.
"Okay, fine, girl. I hear you. No cops. We keep it 'hush-hush' for the sake of your reputation. Just ignore him then. Pretend the box doesn't exist. Shove it in the back of the pantry under the canned beans. Lock your doors, set the alarm, and if he tries to do anything funny... well, you can just blast his brains off in the name of self-defense. I will help you hide the body. I know a spot in Jersey."
I let out a shaky, genuine laugh, the first one I'd had in days. "Thanks, Hails. Your support is... violent, but deeply appreciated."
"I am serious!" she grinned, her green eyes sparkling. She reached over and grabbed my laptop from the breakfast nook, sliding it across the counter toward me. "But since we aren't calling the precinct, let's focus on your exit strategy. You need a life that doesn't involve Ethan's bank account, his pathetic excuses, or mystery men with silver masks who send creepy-but-expensive gifts."
"You're right," I said, taking another deep breath and pulling the laptop closer. I felt a surge of adrenaline that had nothing to do with the wine. "Okay, cool... I need to start working on my CV, baby girl! I spent the last three years being a trophy wife, but I didn't let my brain rot. Here is my proposal for how I'm going to rebrand myself."
I began typing, the clicking of the keys filling the room. I laid out my academic achievements, my honors, and the complex skills I'd sharpened while managing the social and philanthropic side of Ethan's empire. I wasn't just a hostess.... I was a strategist. I showed the screen to Hailey, my heart thumping against my ribs.
"Girl, this is actually cool!" Hailey squealed, leaning over my shoulder so close I could smell her perfume. She scrolled through the draft with an appreciative hum. "You've framed your 'housewife' years as 'Strategic Public Relations and High Value Asset Management.' That's genius. You better start applying for jobs and start going for interviews tomorrow morning. Don't give yourself time to overthink it."
"I plan to start tomorrow, Hailey," I admitted, my shoulders slumping slightly as the reality of the job market hit me. "But I am quite worried. Because except for the internships I did during school, I don't have any actual, paid job experience on paper. I've been 'Mrs. Ethan' for so long that I've forgotten how to just be Marissa, the professional. Who is going to hire a woman who hasn't sat in an office since her graduation?"
Hailey slammed her wine glass down on the counter not enough to break it, but enough to make me jump. She grabbed my hands, her green eyes boring into mine with fierce, unyielding loyalty.
"Don't you dare worry about this, babe. Seriously. You literally have a great result-that GPA is high enough to make any recruiter feel inferior. You're brilliant, you are articulate, and you have navigated rooms full of millionaire sharks and corporate vultures for three years without breaking a sweat. Any company in their right sentence would choose you, girllll. You aren't just an applicant, you are a catch. You are the secret weapon they didn't know they needed."
She poured us both another splash of wine, her messy bun swaying as she nodded emphatically. "You are going to walk into those offices and they're going to realize they've been hiring mediocrity while you were sitting at home. Tomorrow, you start the takeover."
I looked at her, then back at the screen. For the first time since Nate...Ethan confessed his affair, the reflection in the laptop didn't look like a victim. The "Zaika" card was still in the box, and the divorce was still looming, but I felt a spark of the woman I used to be.
"You are right," I whispered, my finger hovering over the 'Save' button. "Let them see what I've got. Let them try to keep up."
"That's the spirit!" Hailey cheered, raising her glass. "To the new Marissa. May she be twice as successful and ten times as ruthless as the men who tried to hold her back."
I raised my glass against hers, the ring of the crystal sounding like a final bell for my old life. I was going to get a job. I was going to get a divorce. And I was going to forget all about the man in the silver mask.
I really believed it. I really thought I could just walk away.