A week later, Leo was finally stable enough for me to hold him outside the incubator. Cradling his tiny, fragile body against my chest was the first moment of peace I'd felt since the nightmare began. His fingers, impossibly small, curled around mine. This was what mattered. This was who I had to protect.
The moment was shattered when the door to the private NICU room burst open. Gordon stormed in, his face a thunderous mask, with Frida trailing behind him, dabbing at her eyes with a handkerchief.
"Aubrey, what the hell did you do?" Gordon demanded, his voice echoing in the quiet room.
I instinctively tightened my hold on Leo, shielding him with my body. "What are you talking about?"
He thrust a medical report into my face. "Frida's allergy test. The one you insisted she get." He jabbed a finger at a highlighted line. "Severe peanut allergy. Life-threatening."
Frida let out a small sob and pulled down the collar of her silk blouse, revealing an angry red rash across her chest. "The lotion," she choked out. "The one you gave me for my dry skin. My whole body is covered in these hives. The doctor said it was an anaphylactic reaction. I could have died."
I stared at her, dumbfounded. "The lotion? It's the organic, hypoallergenic brand I've used for years. There are no nuts in it."
"Oh, really?" Frida's voice dripped with saccharine venom. "Because the doctors found traces of peanut oil in the sample I brought them. The bottle from my nightstand." She looked at Gordon, her eyes wide with manufactured fear. "I know you've been under a lot of stress, Aubrey. But to do something like this... to deliberately try and hurt me..."
The accusation hung in the air, so ludicrous, so poisonous, that I couldn't even form a response.
"It's a lie," I finally managed, my voice shaking. "I would never—"
"Gordon, please," Frida interrupted, clutching his arm. "Don't be angry with her. It's not her fault. She's not well. Let's just go. I'll pack my things. I can't put you in this position."
"You're not going anywhere," Gordon said, his jaw rigid. He turned his furious gaze back to me. "You will apologize to Frida. Right now."
The injustice of it all stole the air from my lungs. He didn't even question it. He didn't even consider my side. He had already tried and convicted me in his mind. The trust, the faith, the very foundation of our marriage was nothing but dust.
"No," I said, my voice quiet but firm. "I have nothing to apologize for."
Leo, sensing the tension, let out a tiny, distressed whimper. His small body tensed in my arms.
Gordon's eyes narrowed. In one swift, horrifying movement, he reached down and plucked Leo from my arms. My soul screamed.
"The baby seems a little warm, Aubrey," he said, his voice dangerously soft. "Maybe you're not fit to care for him right now. You're unstable." He held our son, our tiny, vulnerable son, like a bargaining chip. "Apologize. Show her you understand the gravity of what you've done. Or I'll have to let the doctors know you're a danger to our child."
The threat was a blade to my throat. He would do it. I saw it in his cold, determined eyes. He would use our son to protect his political ambitions, to protect Frida.
To protect Leo, I had to sacrifice my own dignity.
"Alright," I whispered, the word tasting like defeat. "I'll do it."
Tears streamed down my face, hot and silent. Every instinct screamed at me to fight, but the sight of Leo, so small and helpless in his father's arms, broke my will.
Slowly, painfully, as the pressure on my C-section incision became a white-hot agony, I lowered myself from the chair. My body protested with every inch, my pride shredding with it. The memory of Gordon kneeling in a field of wildflowers, a diamond ring in his hand, flashed through the pain—I swear I will spend my life protecting you, Aubrey. The memory was a ghost, mocking me.
"I... I am sorry," I forced the words out from the floor, each one a shard of glass in my throat.
Frida looked down at me, a flicker of triumph in her tear-filled eyes. Gordon watched, his expression unreadable, as he gently rocked our son.
The humiliation was a physical weight, crushing me. My body gave out. I collapsed onto the floor, the pain in my abdomen exploding as I curled into a ball, sobbing uncontrollably.
For a moment, I saw a flicker of concern in Gordon's eyes. He took a half-step towards me, but Frida's soft voice stopped him.
"I think I know why she did it," Frida murmured, as if sharing a sad secret. "When I moved in, I told her how much I admired Gordon. I think... I think she saw me as a threat."
That was all it took. The flicker of concern in Gordon's eyes vanished, replaced by a familiar hardness. He turned his back on me, his crying wife on the floor, and focused all his attention on Frida and the child in his arms.
"Don't worry," he said to her, his voice low and soothing. "I'll handle it."
Later that day, a press release went out from Gordon's campaign office, officially welcoming Frida Rodriguez as a "cherished family friend and invaluable member of the Ortiz campaign team." It was a public declaration. A line drawn in the sand. He was choosing her, openly and decisively.
When the doctor came in to check on me, she wore a grave expression. "Aubrey, your physical recovery is slow, but what worries me more is your mental state. You're showing all the signs of severe postpartum depression. I want to prescribe—"
Gordon, who had returned to the room, cut her off. "She's fine," he said dismissively. "She's just being emotional." He checked his watch. "I have to go. Frida is co-hosting a youth voter registration drive with me this afternoon."
He didn't even look at me as he left. He was already gone, prioritizing a political photo-op with his mistress over the health of his wife.
I woke up from a shallow, nightmare-ridden sleep, my heart pounding against my ribs. In my dream, Leo was crying, a thin, reedy sound that I couldn't reach. My eyes shot open, and the dream-crying continued. It was real.
I bolted upright, ignoring the searing pain in my abdomen, my eyes scanning the dark hospital room. The bassinet beside my bed was empty.
A cold dread, slick and oily, coated my skin. "Leo?" I called out, my voice a frantic whisper.
A soft chuckle came from the far corner of the room, near the large window that overlooked the city. A figure was silhouetted against the glittering skyline. It was Frida. And she was holding my son.
"Give him to me," I snarled, my voice low and dangerous. All the fear, all the pain, coalesced into a single, sharp point of maternal rage.
"He was fussy," Frida said, her voice light and conversational. She swayed gently, rocking Leo in her arms. "I thought I'd give you a rest."
"Give. Him. To. Me. Now."
She smiled, a flash of white in the darkness. "Why don't you come and get him?"
I threw back the covers, my body screaming in protest. Every movement was agony, the stitches in my belly pulling and tearing. I forced myself to stand, my legs trembling, and took a shuffling step towards her.
Frida took a step back, moving closer to the window. "Careful, Aubrey. You don't want to fall."
She was playing a game. A sick, twisted game. I took another step, and she took another one back, a cruel dance in the semi-darkness. Leo began to cry harder, his small body squirming in her arms.
Then she stopped, her back against the windowpane. With a horrifying, deliberate movement, she unlatched the window and pushed it open. A cold gust of wind swept into the room, carrying the distant sounds of traffic from twelve stories below.
She took a single step onto the wide, decorative stone ledge outside, holding my son over the abyss. My world stopped. The air left my lungs. My heart, my sanity, my entire being was hanging by a thread in her hands, suspended over the glittering, indifferent city.
"Please," I begged, the word a strangled sob. "Frida, please. Don't."
I sank to my knees, the impact sending a fresh wave of agony through me, but it was nothing compared to the terror that was clawing its way up my throat. "Please, I'll do anything. I'm sorry. I'm sorry."
"Oops," she said, her voice a theatrical gasp of surprise, and pretended to stumble on the ledge.
A scream tore from my soul, a sound of pure, animalistic agony. She didn't fall. She just laughed, a high, tinkling sound that was more horrifying than the scream. She stepped back into the room as if nothing had happened.
The world exploded into chaos. Nurses rushed in, alerted by my scream. Leo was scooped up and whisked away. Gordon arrived, his face pale with panic.
Frida collapsed into his arms, sobbing hysterically. "I'm so sorry, Gordon! I just… I wanted to show him the lights! My hands were trembling! I'm so clumsy! I'll never forgive myself!" She looked up at him, her eyes shining with tears. "I wanted to be a good mother for him, for you! Maybe... maybe I can give you a child of our own, one I won't be so clumsy with!"
My mind went numb. She was confessing, twisting her crime into a declaration of love and a promise for a future.
And Gordon comforted her. He held her tight, murmuring soothing words, telling her it was an accident, that it wasn't her fault.
I was invisible. My terror, my grief, my son's life hanging in the balance—none of it mattered.
Hours later, a doctor emerged from the ER. "He's a very lucky boy," he said, his face grim. "He was exposed to the cold, and his heart rate dropped dangerously, but we've stabilized him. We need to keep him in the ICU for observation."
The relief was so immense it buckled my knees. I leaned against the wall, tears of gratitude and rage streaming down my face. I had almost lost him. Because of her.
Gordon was still holding Frida, shielding her from my gaze as if I were the threat.
"It was an accident, Aubrey," he said, his voice cold and final. "Frida feels terrible. Let's not make it worse."
"An accident?" I shrieked, my voice cracking. "She held him out the window, Gordon! She terrified him!"
"That's enough," he said, his tone leaving no room for argument. He then handed me a folded document. "Here. I took care of the birth certificate. I had him registered this morning."
I unfolded the paper, my eyes scanning the official text. And then I saw it. The name.
Leo Alistair Rodriguez Ortiz.
Rodriguez. He had given my son her name. Alistair. That was the name of Frida's brother, the one who had died in a boating accident years ago. An accident she was rumored to have caused.
The paper trembled in my hands. "What is this?" I whispered.
A memory surfaced, sharp and painful. A few months ago, we were lying in bed, my head on his chest, talking about names. Leo, I'd said. Like a lion. Strong and brave. Gordon had smiled, kissing my forehead. Leo Ellison Ortiz. I love it.
Now, that shared dream was just another casualty of his ambition.
"Frida was so distraught," Gordon explained, as if it made perfect sense. "Naming him after her late brother... it seemed like a way to bring something positive out of this tragedy. To honor her family."
To honor her family. He had erased my family, my name, my choice, to appease hers.
With a cry of pure rage, I ripped the birth certificate in half, then in quarters, the pieces fluttering to the floor like dead leaves.
Frida gasped. "How could you? That name means so much to me!" she cried, and without warning, her hand flew out and cracked across my face.
The sting was sharp, shocking. But what happened next was worse.
Gordon's first reaction was not for me. He instantly grabbed Frida's hand, examining it with frantic concern. "Are you okay? Did you hurt your hand?"
Only after he was satisfied that she was uninjured did he turn his attention to me. A flicker of something—annoyance? obligation?—crossed his face.
"Are you alright, Aubrey?" he asked, his voice flat.
The red imprint of her hand was already blooming on my cheek, a brand of his betrayal.
I met his gaze, my own eyes cold and clear. "Don't you dare," I said, my voice dangerously quiet, "pretend to care now."
I turned without another word and walked back to my room, the slap still stinging on my cheek. I didn't look back. I didn't want to see him choosing her again. Inside, I sank onto the edge of the bed, my body numb. The silence was a heavy blanket, suffocating me with memories.
I remembered his proposal. He had taken me to the half-finished shell of the first building I ever designed. Standing amidst the concrete and steel skeletons, under a sky streaked with sunset, he had knelt and told me he wanted to build a life with me, a life as strong and enduring as the structures I created. At our wedding, he had vowed to be my foundation, my shelter from the storm.
Love, I realized with a devastating clarity, was the most fragile architecture of all. It could be bulldozed in an instant.
The door opened and Gordon walked in. He didn't look at me. He busied himself with a stack of papers on the bedside table.
"The doctor officially diagnosed you with severe postpartum depression," he said, his tone clinical. "She says your emotional state is volatile. Unpredictable."
I said nothing.
"Given what happened tonight... with Leo..." he continued, finally meeting my eyes. "I don't think you're fit to be his primary caregiver right now. It's not safe."
A cold premonition slid down my spine. "What are you saying?"
"I'm saying Frida will look after him," he stated, as if it were the most logical conclusion in the world. "She feels a great sense of responsibility for what happened, and she's eager to make amends. She'll be a wonderful caretaker."
The woman who had just terrified my son to the brink of death. He wanted her to be his caretaker.
"Absolutely not," I said, my voice trembling with a rage so profound it felt like it could split the earth. "You will not let that monster near my son."
"Don't be hysterical, Aubrey," he sighed, running a hand through his perfectly styled hair. "You're not thinking clearly. This is what's best for Leo."
"Best for Leo?" I laughed, a harsh, broken sound. "Or best for your campaign? Best for keeping the Rodriguezes happy?"
"You will not speak to me like that!" he warned, his voice low and threatening. "There is nothing going on between me and Frida."
He was still lying. Even now.
"I'm going out of town for a few days," he announced, changing the subject. "A conference in Chicago. When I get back, I expect you to have a better attitude."
He left without a backward glance.
The next evening, I was listlessly flipping through channels on the hospital TV when a flash of familiar faces caught my eye. It was an entertainment news segment. "Rising political star Gordon Ortiz was spotted getting cozy with campaign intern Frida Rodriguez at the exclusive opening of a new vineyard in Napa Valley..."
There they were. Not in Chicago. In Napa. Gordon had his arm draped around Frida's shoulders, his head bent close to hers, whispering in her ear. She was laughing, her head thrown back, looking up at him with pure adoration. They looked like a couple. They looked happy.
A strange calm washed over me. The pain was so vast, so all-encompassing, that it had become a kind of numbness. I thought of his touch, once so tender, now reserved for another. I thought of his lies, once so convincing, now so transparently hollow.
When I was discharged from the hospital, I went home to a house that no longer felt like mine. I began to pack. Not to leave, not yet. But to erase. I took down our wedding photos, our vacation pictures, every smiling memory of the life we had built. I packed them into boxes and stored them in the attic, burying the past.
In the back of the guest room closet, tucked away behind a stack of old shoe boxes, my hand brushed against something hard and leather-bound. It was a diary. Frida's diary.
My heart hammered against my ribs. I shouldn't. It was a violation of privacy. But privacy was a luxury I could no longer afford. My son's safety was on the line. I opened it.
The pages were filled with a looping, girlish script, a chronicle of a years-long obsession.
June 12th, six years ago: Saw Gordon again at Daddy's fundraiser. He's even more handsome than I remember. He's dating some architect. She's not right for him. He needs me.
March 3rd, four years ago: Gordon came to visit Daddy. He looked so tired. I made him his favorite tea. He told me I was a good listener, that he could tell me anything. He touched my hand. I will never forget it.
My breath caught. I turned the page, my hands shaking.
August 5th, two years ago: He got married today. I watched the photos online. She wore white, pretending to be so pure. She has no idea. She has no idea that the night before he proposed to her, he was with me. He was in my bed. He told me he was confused, that he felt a duty to her, but that his heart... his heart was mine.
The diary slipped from my fingers, falling to the floor with a soft thud. It wasn't just an affair. It wasn't just a political dalliance. It was a lie. Our entire marriage, from the very beginning, was built on a foundation of deceit. He had been with her the night before he asked me to be his wife.
I picked up the book, my movements stiff, robotic. I turned to the last entry, dated the night Leo was born.
Gordon called. The architect is in labor. He's annoyed, says the timing is terrible. He's with me now. He held me and told me not to worry. He said, 'Once this is over, I'll find a way for us to be together. Properly. I promise.'
A promise. The same promise he had made to me. He was a collector of promises, scattering them like seeds, not caring which ones took root and which ones withered and died.
I took out my phone and photographed every single page. Evidence. Proof. My ticket out of this hell.
Suddenly, I heard footsteps in the hallway. I shoved the diary back into its hiding place just as the bedroom door swung open.
It was Gordon. He was back early.
"What are you doing in here?" he asked, his eyes filled with suspicion.
"Just... looking for an old blanket," I lied, my voice remarkably steady.
He seemed to accept it. He looked around the room, a strange expression on his face. He noticed the diary, half-hidden by a shoe box, and for a split second, I saw a flicker of panic in his eyes. But I had pushed it back so well, he must have thought he was imagining things. He relaxed.
"Come on," he said, his tone softening. "Let's go. It's time to pick up Leo from the hospital."
We drove to the hospital in silence. At the NICU, the head nurse met us at the reception desk, her face etched with confusion and alarm.
"Mr. and Mrs. Ortiz," she said, her voice trembling slightly. "I thought you had already picked him up."
The world tilted. "What? What are you talking about?" I asked, my voice barely a whisper.
"A woman came about an hour ago," the nurse stammered, wringing her hands. "She said you sent her. She had the official paperwork, your signature... she took him."
The floor rushed up to meet me. Gordon caught me just before I fainted, his arms a cage I no longer wanted.
"Don't worry, Aubrey," he said, his voice tight with a forced calm I knew was for his own benefit. "I'll find him. I'll find our son."