The silence in Cade's office stretched like a taut wire, ready to snap. I stood there, still reeling from the sight of that vintage camera—my camera—sitting on his desk like a monument to his betrayal.
"You need to calm down, Iris." Cade's voice carried that patronizing edge I'd learned to dread. He straightened his shoulders, transforming from the man caught in betrayal to the CEO asserting his authority. "You're making a scene, and frankly, it's unprofessional."
"Unprofessional?" The word came out as a strangled laugh. "I'm not the one filming intimate videos with my childhood friend while my girlfriend—"
"Enough." His hand slammed against the desk, making the camera jump. "You're being irrational, and I won't tolerate it. Not here, not in my office."
Giselle rose from her perch, smoothing her silk blouse with deliberate slowness. "Cade's right, Iris. You're letting your emotions cloud your judgment. It's really quite embarrassing." She tilted her head, studying me like I was an interesting specimen. "Perhaps you should take some time to reflect on why you're so threatened by our professional relationship."
Professional relationship. The phrase twisted in my gut like a knife.
"I saw the videos, Giselle. There was nothing professional about them."
"Content creation requires authenticity," she replied, her tone maddeningly calm. "Something you'd understand if you had any real ambition beyond... whatever it is you do all day."
Cade stepped forward, his expression hardening. "That's enough from both of you. Iris, you owe Giselle an apology. Your accusations are completely unfounded, and they're damaging to our business relationship."
The floor seemed to tilt beneath my feet. "An apology? Cade, I just watched you tell thousands of people that I'm some pathetic, jealous woman trying to sabotage your happiness. And you want me to apologize?"
"Yes." His voice was ice-cold. "Because that's exactly what you're doing. You're so consumed with jealousy that you can't see how you're sabotaging everything I've worked for. Everything we've built together."
The 'we' felt like another slap. As if I hadn't sacrificed my own career, my own dreams, to help him build this empire that he now used as a weapon against me.
"I won't apologize for having feelings," I whispered. "I won't apologize for being hurt."
Cade's laugh was sharp, cruel. "Feelings? Iris, you're twenty-eight years old. It's time to stop being so pathetic and face reality. The world doesn't revolve around your insecurities."
Each word hit like a physical blow. Pathetic. The same word that had filled the comments on their video, now coming from his mouth.
"You know what?" His voice took on a different quality—determined, almost excited. "I think I know exactly what you need. You've been hiding behind your fears for too long, using them as excuses to avoid growth. It's time for some tough love."
A chill ran down my spine. I knew that look in his eyes, the same one he got when he was about to close a difficult business deal.
"What are you talking about?"
"Skydiving," he said, pulling out his phone. "This weekend. I'm booking us a session right now."
The blood drained from my face. "Cade, no. You know I can't—my acrophobia—"
"Is exactly why you need this." His fingers moved across his phone screen with frightening efficiency. "You want to prove you're not the weak, jealous woman in those videos? Here's your chance."
"I'm not doing that." My voice came out small, terrified. "Cade, please, you know how scared I am of heights. I can't even stand on our balcony without having a panic attack."
Giselle's laugh tinkled through the air. "Oh, how convenient. Another excuse to avoid facing your problems."
"It's not an excuse," I said desperately, turning back to Cade. "It's a phobia. A real, diagnosed condition. You've seen me have panic attacks just from looking out airplane windows."
"Booked." He held up his phone triumphantly. "Saturday morning, nine AM. Tandem jump with an instructor. You're going to face your fears, Iris, whether you like it or not."
"I won't go." But even as I said it, I could see the trap closing around me. The same manipulative web he'd been weaving for years, making me question my own sanity, my own worth.
"Oh, you'll go," he said softly, his voice carrying that dangerous undertone I'd learned to fear. "Because if you don't, if you keep acting like this jealous, hysterical woman, then maybe it's time we reconsider this whole relationship. Maybe Giselle's right about you after all."
The ultimatum hung in the air between us, sharp as broken glass. Jump out of a plane despite my crippling fear, or lose the man I'd spent five years of my life loving and supporting.
Giselle's smile was radiant as she picked up the vintage camera, cradling it against her chest. "I think that's very wise, Cade. Sometimes people need a push to become their best selves."
I stared at them both—him with his cold determination, her with her satisfied smirk—and realized that this wasn't about helping me overcome my fears. This was punishment. This was their way of breaking me completely, of proving once and for all that I was exactly as pathetic as they'd portrayed me in their videos.
And the most terrifying part was that I could already feel myself considering it, already feel the familiar pattern of submission that had kept me trapped for so long.
"Saturday morning," Cade repeated, his tone final. "Don't disappoint me, Iris. You've done enough of that already."
The hospital bed felt like a prison of sterile white sheets and beeping monitors. Three days had passed since my body hit the ground after that nightmare skydive, three days of nurses checking my vitals and doctors discussing my 'miraculous' survival. Miraculous. The word tasted bitter in my mouth. There was nothing miraculous about being forced to jump out of a plane by the man who claimed to love you.
My phone buzzed against the bedside table, and I reached for it with my good arm—the left one wasn't broken, just badly sprained from the landing. Another notification. Another video.
I should have stopped looking. Should have deleted the apps, thrown the phone away, anything to stop the endless torture. But I couldn't help myself. Like picking at a scab, I kept returning to the evidence of my own destruction.
This time, the video was titled 'Weekend Getaway Vibes 💕 #CoupleRetreat #LoveWins.' My breath caught as I recognized the location immediately—the cabin in the San Juan Islands where Cade had proposed to me two years ago. Where he'd gotten down on one knee by the fireplace and promised me forever.
Except in this video, it was Giselle wrapped in his arms by that same fireplace. Giselle laughing as he spun her around on the deck overlooking the water. Giselle wearing my grandmother's vintage necklace—the one I'd left there after our last romantic weekend, the one Cade said he'd retrieve for me.
The comments were brutal. 'Finally found his real soulmate,' one read. 'Iris who? This is what true love looks like.' Another: 'Thank God he upgraded. That other girl was so basic.'
I was still staring at the screen when Charlie walked in, carrying a bouquet of sunflowers and wearing an expression of barely contained fury.
'You need to stop torturing yourself with those,' Charlie said, setting the flowers on the windowsill and gently taking my phone away. 'It's not helping you heal.'
'How long?' I whispered, my voice hoarse from crying. 'How long have you known?'
Charlie pulled up the visitor's chair, their face softening with something that looked like relief mixed with pain. 'Known what, exactly?'
'That he was... that they were...' I couldn't finish the sentence.
'Having an affair?' Charlie's voice was gentle but firm. 'Iris, I've been watching him systematically destroy your confidence for two years. The way he'd dismiss your ideas in meetings, how he'd 'forget' to include you in important decisions about the company you helped build. The way he'd make little comments about your appearance, your intelligence, always just subtle enough that you'd question whether you were being too sensitive.'
The words hit me like physical blows. 'Why didn't you say anything?'
'I tried.' Charlie's eyes filled with frustrated tears. 'Remember when I suggested you take that marketing position in Portland? When I said maybe some distance would be good for your relationship? You defended him so fiercely, told me I didn't understand what real love looked like.'
I closed my eyes, remembering. Charlie had been trying to save me, and I'd pushed them away to protect the man who was destroying me.
'There's something else,' Charlie continued, reaching into their bag. 'I've been offered a partnership opportunity in Paris. A friend of mine is starting a brand strategy consultancy, and they need someone with international marketing experience.' They paused, studying my face. 'They need two people, actually. Partners who can build something from the ground up.'
Paris. The word hung in the air like a lifeline thrown to a drowning woman.
'I can't just leave,' I whispered. 'My life is here. The apartment, the company—'
'What life?' Charlie's voice was sharper now, cutting through my denial. 'Iris, you don't have a life here. You have a prison sentence. Cade owns the apartment, his name is on the company papers, and he's made it clear that you're disposable.'
I wanted to argue, to defend the remnants of what I'd thought was my life. But lying there in that hospital bed, with evidence of his betrayal still burning on my phone screen, I couldn't find the words.
'Think about it,' Charlie said, standing up. 'You have a choice to make. You can go back to that apartment, back to watching him parade his new relationship in front of the world while you shrink smaller and smaller. Or you can come with me and remember who you were before he convinced you that you were nothing.'
After Charlie left, I stared at the ceiling tiles, counting the tiny holes in each square. Somewhere in this city, Cade and Giselle were probably filming another video, another perfect moment stolen from the ruins of my life. And I was lying here, broken and alone, still trying to figure out how I'd become so lost.
But for the first time in years, I had a choice that was entirely my own to make.