Aliana POV:
The word echoed in my skull. Placeholder.
My fingernails dug so deeply into the palms of my hands that the skin broke. Warm blood pooled in the creases of my fists, mixing with the freezing rain. The physical pain grounded me. It was a familiar anchor. Whenever my mother had locked me in the cellar for failing a healing trial, I would pinch my arms until they bruised to keep from crying. Pain meant I was still alive.
Inside the room, the little boy abandoned his blocks. He ran across the rug and threw his arms around Ivan's leg. "Horsey!" he yelled.
Ivan patted the boy's head, his expression indulgent. He looked up and snapped his fingers. A nanny in a gray uniform immediately stepped out from the hallway shadows.
"Take him upstairs to bed," Ivan ordered.
The nanny nodded, scooping the complaining child into her arms and disappearing up the sweeping staircase.
The living room was suddenly empty, leaving only Ivan and Kiera. The air between them shifted, growing thick and dangerous.
Kiera picked up her wine glass from the coffee table. She took a slow sip, her eyes narrowing as she looked at Ivan over the rim. "You're spending an awful lot of time planning this mating ceremony next week," she said, her voice dripping with sour jealousy.
Ivan chuckled. It was a dry, dismissive sound. He stepped forward, grabbed the crystal glass out of her hand, and slammed it down onto the table. The red wine sloshed over the rim, staining the wood.
He grabbed Kiera by the hips and shoved her backward onto the sofa, pinning her beneath his weight. "I have never touched her," he growled, his face inches from hers. "You know that."
"Then why marry her?" Kiera challenged, tracing his jawline.
"Because the elders are traditional fools," Ivan sneered. "They want a pureblood healer as Luna. Aliana is nothing but a pacifier to keep the council off my back."
Kiera pouted, twisting a button on his shirt. "And the merger ceremony? Is that for the elders too?"
Ivan's eyes flared with a sudden, greedy light. "The merger is for me. That stupid bitch holds the patent for the cell regeneration serum. It's worth billions. The moment she signs the mating contract, that patent automatically transfers to the Hughes pack. To me."
Kiera feigned a gasp, her eyes wide with fake concern. "But what if her parents find out? Richard and Eleanor are ruthless. They'll tear you apart for stealing their family's asset."
Ivan threw his head back and laughed. The sound bounced off the high ceiling, loud and triumphant.
"Find out?" Ivan mocked, shaking his head. "They are the ones who handed her to me. Richard and Eleanor are getting a thirty percent kickback from the patent revenue. They sold their daughter, Kiera."
Ivan raised his hand, gesturing to the massive, opulent living room around them. "How do you think I paid for this house? Her parents bought this villa for us using the down payment I gave them for their precious daughter."
Lightning struck the ground beside me, but I didn't feel the electricity. The shockwave hit me from the inside out.
My parents. My blood.
I remembered my mother adjusting my collar just three days ago, her cold hands surprisingly gentle. *'You are doing your family proud, Aliana. Ivan is a good man.'*
My stomach violently heaved. I swallowed down the bile burning my throat.
The wolf inside me didn't howl this time. She didn't fight. She simply laid down in the dark and went completely, terrifyingly still. The silence in my head was absolute.
Suddenly, the phone in my trench coat pocket vibrated.
It wasn't a soft buzz. It was a harsh, continuous grinding against my hip bone. In the dead quiet of the storm outside, it sounded like a chainsaw.
Inside, Ivan's head snapped up. His red eyes locked directly onto the gap in the curtains. He pushed off Kiera, his body tensing into a combat stance.
Cold sweat broke out across my spine. I dropped into a hard crouch, my knees splashing into the freezing mud. I scrambled backward, throwing myself behind a thick row of wet hydrangeas.
I ripped the phone from my pocket and jammed my thumb onto the volume button, killing the vibration. My heart hammered against my ribs like a trapped bird.
I held my breath, waiting for the front door to violently open.
Through the leaves, I saw Ivan staring at the window. He took a step toward the glass. Before he could reach it, Kiera grabbed his tie. She yanked him backward, pulling his mouth down to hers. Ivan hesitated for a second, then groaned, wrapping his arms around her and kissing her back.
I slumped against the wet brick wall of the house, my lungs burning as I dragged in a jagged breath.
I looked down at the glowing screen of my phone. The harsh light burned my retinas.
It was a text from Ivan. Sent one minute ago.
I swiped the screen open and read the words.
"Baby, I'm at the border dealing with rogue wolves. Don't wait up for me tonight."
Aliana POV:
I stared at the word 'Baby' on the glowing screen.
I didn't cry. There was no lump in my throat, no stinging behind my eyes. Ten years of grueling medical training had taught me how to compartmentalize trauma. When a patient was bleeding out on the table, panic meant death. My brain simply severed the connection to my emotional center, plunging me into a state of absolute, surgical logic.
I locked my phone and slid it back into my wet pocket.
I stood up slowly, my joints stiff from the cold. I looked through the gap in the curtains one last time. Ivan had lifted Kiera off the sofa. Her legs were wrapped tightly around his waist as he carried her toward the stairs.
In my mind, the white wolf kept her eyes closed. She wasn't dead. She was waiting.
I looked down at my left hand. I was still gripping the handle of the thermos. The metal was lukewarm now. I thought about the three hours I spent simmering the deer meat, carefully balancing the herbs to soothe the tension in his shoulders. It was pathetic.
I didn't throw it. I didn't scream and smash it against the glass. A confrontation right now would only end with me looking like a hysterical, discarded woman. I didn't want his apologies. I didn't want his guilt.
I wanted his ruin.
I walked away from the window, my boots squelching in the mud. I stopped beneath the massive, sprawling branches of the old oak tree in the center of the yard. I crouched down and placed the thermos carefully against the thick roots. It stood perfectly upright, a silent, mocking monument to my dead devotion.
I turned and walked back down the driveway. I didn't open my umbrella. I let the freezing rain beat down on my head, plastering my hair to my face, washing the weakness out of me.
I slipped past the guardhouse. The guard was staring at his phone, completely oblivious.
I climbed into my car. The engine roared to life. I cranked the heat, holding my numb, blue fingers in front of the vents until they stopped shaking.
I put the car in drive. I didn't go straight home. I merged onto the interstate and drove in a massive, sweeping loop around the city perimeter. I watched my rearview mirror constantly, tracking the headlights behind me. Only when I was absolutely certain I hadn't picked up a tail did I take the exit toward the city center.
I pulled into the underground garage of the penthouse I shared with Ivan.
I rode the private elevator up. The doors slid open to complete darkness. The air in the apartment smelled like expensive vanilla diffusers and polished wood. It smelled like a lie.
I stripped off my ruined trench coat right in the foyer and dropped it directly into the trash can.
I walked into the master bathroom and turned the shower on. I didn't touch the hot water dial. I stepped under the freezing spray fully naked.
The ice-cold water hit my scalp like needles. I grabbed a rough loofah and scrubbed my skin until it was bright red, violently erasing the ghost of that synthetic orchid perfume from my pores. I stayed under the water until my teeth started chattering and my core temperature plummeted.
I stepped out, drying off with mechanical efficiency. I put on a pair of long, white silk pajamas.
I walked into the living room and sat down on the center of the plush velvet sofa. I didn't turn on a single lamp. I sat in the pitch black, perfectly still, like a marble statue blending into the shadows.
The hours ticked by. The rain outside slowed to a drizzle, and the sky beyond the floor-to-ceiling windows began to bleed into a bruised, pale gray.
While I waited, my mind categorized everything. I mapped out the location of every physical deed, every encrypted drive, and every patent document in this apartment.
At exactly 7:00 AM, the elevator chimed.
I heard the faint scrape of a key sliding into the heavy brass lock.
I adjusted my posture, letting my shoulders slump. I closed my eyes and let out a soft, ragged breath, letting the exhaustion of the night wash over my face.
The heavy door clicked open.
Ivan stepped inside. A blast of chilly morning air followed him. He was carrying a brown paper bag from the artisan bakery down the street—his pathetic prop for his 'long night at the border.'
He reached out and flicked the switch for the foyer lights.
The sudden illumination spilled into the living room, catching me on the sofa. Ivan froze. The paper bag crinkled loudly in his grip. His red eyes widened in a split second of genuine panic.
But Ivan was a master of the mask. In the blink of an eye, the panic vanished, replaced by a look of deep, overwhelming affection.
He dropped the bag on the console table and strode across the room, his boots heavy on the hardwood. He dropped to his knees in front of the sofa, reaching out to cup my cheek.
"Baby, why did you fall asleep on the couch? Aren't you cold?"
Aliana POV:
Ivan's large, warm hand cupped my cheek.
My stomach violently rolled. The urge to vomit was so strong I had to swallow hard against the acid rising in my throat. I fluttered my eyes open, forcing my face into a mask of groggy confusion.
It wasn't entirely an act. The hours spent in the freezing rain, followed by the ice-cold shower, had left my body in a state of genuine shock. My skin was pale, and dark circles bruised the skin under my eyes.
Ivan shifted his weight, moving from his knees to sit beside me on the sofa. He leaned in, wrapping his arm around my shoulders to pull me against his chest. He lowered his head, aiming his lips directly at the sensitive skin of my neck—the spot where a mate's mark belonged.
The second his breath hit my skin, I jerked my head away and doubled over.
A harsh, rattling cough ripped through my chest. It was loud and ugly. I covered my mouth with both hands, my shoulders shaking violently.
Ivan froze. His arm hovered awkwardly in the air. I saw the muscles in his jaw tighten, a micro-expression of pure annoyance flashing across his face before he smoothed it away.
"I'm sorry," I rasped, my voice thick and broken. "I fell asleep waiting for you. I think I caught a chill. Don't get too close, Ivan. I don't want to get you sick."
Ivan reached out and pressed the back of his hand against my forehead. His brow furrowed. "You're freezing, Aliana. You feel like a block of ice." He sighed, a perfectly crafted sound of fond exasperation. "You shouldn't have waited up. I told you I was going to be late."
As he leaned over me, the scent hit my nose.
He had showered at the villa, but the damp morning air had brought out the lingering ghost of Kiera's orchid perfume, mixed with the sharp, musky scent of his own Alpha sweat. The combination was rancid.
I pressed my hands against his chest and gently, but firmly, pushed him back.
"You smell exhausted," I said softly, pointing a trembling finger at his collar. "And your shirt is ruined. You should go take a hot shower. Wash the border mud off."
Ivan glanced down at the wrinkled, stained fabric of his dress shirt. The shirt the little boy had been yanking on. A flicker of guilt darted through his eyes.
"Yeah," he muttered, running a hand through his dark hair. "The rogue wolves put up a hell of a fight in the mud. I need to scrub this off."
I nodded, offering him a weak, supportive smile. I slowly stood up, my legs trembling slightly, and walked to the bedroom. I opened his dresser and pulled out a clean towel, a fresh pair of slacks, and a gray t-shirt. I handed them to him like the perfect, devoted little Luna.
Ivan smiled, clearly thrilled with how easily he had manipulated me. He leaned in and pressed a dry, chaste kiss to my forehead.
I didn't pull away. But down at my sides, my fingers curled inward, my nails digging back into the open scabs on my palms.
Ivan turned and walked toward the master bathroom. His posture was relaxed, his steps light. He thought he had won.
The heavy oak door of the bathroom clicked shut.
Ten seconds later, the loud, rushing sound of the high-pressure showerhead echoed through the walls.
The second the water hit the tiles, the weakness vanished from my body. My spine snapped straight. The trembling in my legs stopped instantly. My eyes, dull and tired a second ago, sharpened into the cold, calculating stare of a predator.
I walked over to the glass coffee table. I reached underneath the frame, my fingers finding the magnetic strip I had hidden there months ago. I pulled off a small, black rectangular device.
I pressed the button on the side. A tiny green light blinked to life. It was a military-grade signal jammer. It instantly severed the apartment's internal security network from the external cellular towers.
I turned on my heel and looked down the long, shadowed hallway.
At the very end of the corridor was a solid steel door painted to look like wood. Ivan's private study. It was the only room in the penthouse I was strictly forbidden to enter.
The door was secured by a state-of-the-art biometric lock, requiring both a thumbprint and a retinal scan to disengage the deadbolts.
I walked down the hallway, my bare feet completely silent on the hardwood floor. I stopped in front of the door. I listened closely. The water in the bathroom was still running, a steady, deafening roar that masked my presence. I had exactly ten minutes before he turned the water off.
I raised my right hand and hovered my thumb an inch over the glowing blue glass of the fingerprint scanner. A cold smile touched my lips.
"Did you really think a lock could keep me out, you idiot?"