Derek Burris POV:
I woke with a start, my head throbbing. Hayleigh lay beside me, a small whimper escaping her lips as she stirred. She reached for me, her hand brushing my chest. I flinched, pulling away as if burned.
"Derek? What's wrong?" she mumbled, her voice thick with sleep.
"Nothing," I snapped, my voice rough. My phone was vibrating on the bedside table. I grabbed it, my heart leaping with a desperate hope. It was Charlotte. It had to be Charlotte. But it was just the voicemail alert, again. The familiar, cold automated voice: "The number you have dialed is not reachable." For the hundredth time this week, probably.
"She blocked me," I whispered, the words tasting like ash. "She actually blocked me."
"Who, Derek? Charlotte?" Hayleigh sat up, her tone suddenly sharper. "Good riddance, if you ask me. She was always so… quiet. You need someone lively, like me."
I clenched my jaw, ignoring her. "No. She wouldn't. This is just a game. She's testing me. I'll go home. She'll be there. We'll talk. We'll fix this."
I scrambled out of bed, grabbing my clothes. Hayleigh called my name, but I didn't stop, didn't even turn around. I drove like a madman through the city streets, ignoring red lights and blaring horns. My hands trembled on the steering wheel, my mind a swirling vortex of panic. She had to be there. She always was.
I burst through the door of our apartment, the sudden darkness a punch to the gut. Charlotte hated the dark. She always left a light on, a soft glow filtering from the bedroom. But tonight, there was nothing. A cold dread seeped into my bones, tightening my chest until it was hard to breathe.
"Charlotte?" My voice cracked, a desperate plea echoing in the silence.
No answer. Only the hollow thud of my own heart. I flipped the light switch, plunging the living room into harsh, sterile light.
Empty.
Everywhere I looked, it was empty. Her quirky art books, the knitted blanket she always draped over the sofa, her favorite mug – gone. A cold sweat broke out on my forehead. This couldn't be happening.
I stumbled towards the bedroom, a sliver of hope, a desperate delusion, still clinging to me. Maybe she was just asleep. Maybe this was a cruel joke.
The bedroom was pristine. Too pristine. The dresser drawers were empty. Her side of the closet was bare. Not a single trace of her remained.
Then I saw it. On the pristine white duvet, a single, crumpled piece of paper. I picked it up, my hands shaking. It was a photograph, or what was left of one. Torn precisely down the middle, leaving only my half. My face, beaming, holding my architecture degree. The background was the university's commencement stage.
My graduation. The proudest day of my life.
I remembered that day perfectly. The roar of the crowd, the smell of fresh-cut grass, the heavy weight of the gown. I had felt on top of the world, invincible.
A cold, heavy fear settled in my stomach, unlike anything I had ever felt. I walked aimlessly through the apartment, a ghost in my own home. Every cupboard, every shelf, every nook and cranny. Her toothbrush, her worn-out sneakers, her collection of obscure spices – all gone. Even the old, chipped mug she drank her morning coffee from, the one I hated – it was gone too. She hadn't just left; she had surgically removed herself from my life, leaving no scar, no trace.
I sank onto the edge of the bed, the torn photograph clutched in my hand, my head buried in my hands. What did this mean? Why this picture?
Then, a memory, long buried under years of self-importance, clawed its way to the surface.
My graduation day. I had come down with a terrible flu that morning, convinced I would miss the ceremony. Charlotte had been a whirlwind of energy, making me ginger tea, rubbing my temples, coaxing me to eat. She had stayed by my side the entire morning, meticulously preparing everything, making sure I was well enough to attend.
I had been so proud, so full of myself, that I hadn't even noticed when Charlotte, my brilliant, talented Charlotte, had missed her own graduation to care for me. She had sacrificed her moment, her recognition, just so I could have mine. I hadn't even thanked her. I had just accepted it, expected it. I had let her stand in the back of the auditorium, cheering for me, while her own name went uncalled, her own degree unpresented.
And I had never once, in all these years, mentioned it again. Never acknowledged her sacrifice. I had taken her love, her devotion, her very essence, and molded it into my own success. I had taken it all for granted.
This torn photograph wasn't just an angry gesture. It was a verdict. She had left me, alone, in the glory she had meticulously crafted for me. And without her, this glory was hollow, meaningless.
A guttural cry ripped from my throat, a sound I hadn't known I possessed. Hot tears streamed down my face, blurring the image of my triumphant, ignorant self in the photo. But the tears felt empty. Useless.
I stood up, a new, terrifying resolve settling in my chest. I had to find her. I had to. It wasn't just love anymore; it was survival.
I ran out of the apartment, grabbing my keys. Harrison. I needed to talk to Harrison. He'd know something. He had to.
Derek Burris POV:
I burst into Mr. Harrison's office, my breath ragged, my tie askew. He looked up, startled, from a stack of blueprints. "Derek? What in the world-"
"Charlotte," I gasped, leaning against his doorframe, hands on my knees. "Where is she? She resigned. Why? What happened?"
Mr. Harrison's brow furrowed. "You don't know? She told me she was having to relocate due to personal matters. Said it had nothing to do with you." He paused, his eyes narrowing. "But given the state you're in, I'm guessing that part was a lie."
The words hit me like a physical blow. Nothing to do with me. Another lie. Or was it my own ignorance? How many times had Charlotte tried to talk to me in the last few months? How many desperate glances had I brushed off, too busy with Hayleigh' s latest fabricated crisis? Just this morning, before the airport, she had tried to tell me something, and I' d cut her off to take Hayleigh' s call. I had brushed her aside, again, for Hayleigh. I had even defended Hayleigh to Charlotte, just yesterday.
I never gave her a chance to speak. I only ever heard Hayleigh.
"Where did she go?" I demanded, grabbing the edge of his desk, my knuckles white. "You have to tell me, Mr. Harrison. I need to find her."
He pulled his hand back, gently but firmly. "Derek, I can't tell you that. And even if I could, I wouldn't. Charlotte is a grown woman. If she wants to be found, she'll contact you. If she doesn't, you need to respect that." He paused, his gaze softening slightly. "Unless, of course, you haven't tried calling her."
"She blocked me!" I practically shouted, sinking into the chair opposite his desk, defeated. "She blocked my number, she packed everything, she's gone."
I sat there for what felt like hours, the hum of the office a distant drone. My mind drifted back to the beginning, to the first time I saw her. Five years ago, in the university library. She was studying for her architecture finals, her brow furrowed in concentration. I was struggling with a complex structural problem. She looked up, caught my eye, and offered a shy, brilliant smile.
I had offered to carry her heavy bag of books. She laughed, a soft, melodic sound. "I can manage, thank you." But I insisted, and she let me. We talked for hours that night, about architecture, about dreams, about leaving a mark on the world. She was so bright, so full of ideas. She made my own ambition feel small, yet she never diminished me. Instead, she amplified everything good in me.
She helped me with my finals, tutored me late into the night. When I got into this firm, it was her encouragement, her belief in me, that pushed me. She celebrated every small victory, every promotion, every design I "pitched" to Mr. Harrison – designs that were, in truth, almost entirely hers. I loved her, I truly did. I just... forgot how to show it. I forgot how to see her.
When did it all go wrong?
The happy memories quickly dissolved into a montage of increasingly bitter failures. Hayleigh. She had joined the firm three years ago, fresh out of college, eager, and full of wide-eyed admiration for me. She hung on my every word, laughed at my jokes, always needed my guidance. It fed something in me, something ugly and insecure.
The first time I canceled a dinner with Charlotte for Hayleigh's "crisis"-a flat tire-Charlotte had been disappointed, but understanding. "Just be careful, Derek," she'd said. "Assistant relationships can be tricky." I'd dismissed it, of course. Hayleigh was just a kid, harmless.
But it became a pattern. A canceled date for a "sick pet." A missed anniversary for a "panic attack." A forgotten promise because Hayleigh "needed me." Charlotte's disappointment grew, her questions became more pointed. And I, blinded by Hayleigh's constant validation, her neediness that made me feel strong and indispensable, pushed Charlotte away. I saw her patience, her quiet endurance, not as strength, but as a given. Something that would always be there.
I was a fool. A self-absorbed, arrogant fool. I loved the idea of being her savior, the hero. Hayleigh gave me that. Charlotte tried to make me a man worthy of her, a partner. I couldn't see the difference.
Just yesterday morning. Before the airport. Charlotte had been standing by the kitchen counter, fiddling with her coffee cup, her face serious. "Derek, we need to talk. There's something important I need to tell you."
My phone had rung. Hayleigh. Her voice, thin and reedy, claiming she'd locked herself out of her apartment. I' d offered Charlotte a quick, dismissive kiss. "Later, Char. Hayleigh needs me." And I was gone.
Now, sitting in Mr. Harrison's empty office, the weight of five years of neglect, of choosing a pathetic damsel in distress over the woman who was my rock, my genius, my everything, crushed me. I hadn't just lost her; I had destroyed her. Systematically, ruthlessly, I had eroded her trust, her love, her very presence in my life, until there was nothing left but dust. I hadn't just broken her heart; I had erased her.
"Mr. Burris," the security guard's voice pulled me from my stupor. "The office is closing."
I stood up, my legs feeling like lead. The office was closing. And my life, my world, had already closed its doors. An empty, cold space had taken root in my chest. But before it consumed me entirely, a desperate thought sparked. I had to get her back. I had to. It was the only thing that made sense. It was the only thing that mattered.
I would find her. No matter what.