The days after the dinner party passed in a blur of tension and unspoken accusations. I tried repeatedly to explain to Benjamin about my meetings with Jamari, but each attempt only seemed to widen the chasm between us. He'd taken to working late, coming home after I'd gone to bed, and leaving before I woke up.
I was arranging flowers in the living room when Natalie appeared at our door, her expression a perfect mask of concern.
"Eden, I need to speak with you," she said, stepping inside without waiting for an invitation. "I've been doing some thinking about what happened at dinner, and I feel terrible about causing problems between you and Benjamin."
I set down the vase, wiping my hands on a towel. "That's... thoughtful of you."
She reached into her purse and pulled out a manila envelope. "I found these while organizing some files at the hospital. I volunteer there, you know."
Something in her tone made my skin prickle with unease.
"What is it?" I asked, though part of me already knew I didn't want to know.
"Medical records," she said, her voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper. "They were mixed in with some paperwork from Dr. Winters' office."
I took the envelope with trembling fingers, opening it to find several sheets of paper with hospital letterhead. Appointment records. Ultrasound images. Patient information with my name clearly visible.
"These aren't mine," I said immediately, scanning the documents. "I've never been to these appointments."
Natalie's eyes widened with practiced innocence. "But they have your name, address, even your insurance information."
I flipped through the pages, my heart racing. "Someone must have used my information. These are falsified."
"Oh, Eden," Natalie sighed, placing a hand on my arm. "I didn't want to believe it either. But there's more."
She pulled out a small stack of appointment cards and a handwritten note. "This came anonymously to Benjamin's office today."
The note was brief but devastating: *The child Eden carries isn't Benjamin's. She's been seeing someone else for months.*
"I need to show Benjamin these are fake," I said, gathering the papers. "He'll understand—"
"Will he?" Natalie interrupted softly. "After everything? The meetings with Professor Hughes, the secret appointments..."
---
Midnight found me sitting on the edge of our bed, waiting. The house was silent except for the ticking of the grandfather clock in the hallway and the occasional creak of old wood settling.
When the bedroom door finally opened, Benjamin stood framed in the doorway, his silhouette rigid with tension.
"Why are you still awake?" he asked, his voice flat.
"I was waiting for you," I replied, rising to my feet. "We need to talk about these medical records Natalie brought over."
He closed the door behind him with a soft click that seemed to echo in the darkness. "Yes, we do."
He crossed to the dresser and turned on the lamp, casting the room in a harsh yellow glow. His face was a mask of controlled fury.
"I want the truth, Eden," he said, leaning against the dresser. "No more lies."
"There are no lies," I said desperately. "Those records are fake. Someone is trying to make you doubt me."
"Then explain why there are appointment cards with your name on them," he countered, pulling a small stack of cards from his pocket. "Explain why there are ultrasound images dated months ago."
I reached for his hand, but he stepped back. "Benjamin, please. I've never been to those appointments. I only found out I was pregnant last week."
"Stop lying!" His voice rose sharply, making me flinch. "I saw the dates. You've been seeing an obstetrician for months. Behind my back."
"The baby is yours," I whispered, tears streaming down my face. "There's no one else. There's never been anyone else."
He laughed bitterly, running a hand through his hair. "Do you think I'm stupid? Blind? I've seen how you look at Hughes."
"That's not—" I began, but he cut me off.
"I want you to confess," he demanded, his voice dropping to a dangerous whisper. "Right now. Tell me the truth about the baby. Tell me who you've been seeing."
I shook my head, unable to comprehend how thoroughly Natalie had poisoned him against me. "There's nothing to confess because there's nothing to hide."
Benjamin's eyes hardened, something cold and final settling in their depths. "Then there's nothing left to say."
He turned away, leaving me standing alone in the circle of lamplight, my hands protectively cradling my stomach—the child that was now the center of a storm I never saw coming.
The sky was still dark when Benjamin's hand clamped around my arm, yanking me from bed with such force that my body slammed against the wall. I gasped, disoriented, as his fingers dug into my flesh with bruising intensity.
"Get dressed," he ordered, his voice a cold stranger's voice. "Now."
I blinked, trying to focus on his face in the dim light filtering through the curtains. "Benjamin, what's wrong? What time is it?"
"Five in the morning," he replied mechanically. "Perfect time for a paternity test. Before you can warn your lover."
My heart stuttered in my chest. "What? No, Benjamin, please—those records are fake. Natalie is lying to you."
His laugh was hollow, devoid of any warmth. "Natalie? Always Natalie's fault, isn't it? Never yours."
I touched my stomach protectively, thinking of our baby—our miracle—and felt tears well in my eyes. "The baby is yours. Only yours. Please believe me."
"Then you won't mind proving it," he said, shoving a dress at me. "Get. Dressed."
I complied with trembling hands, watching as he paced the room like a caged animal. The man I married was gone, replaced by this cold, calculating stranger who looked at me with such contempt.
---
The hospital corridor stretched before us like a tunnel leading to my execution. Benjamin's grip on my arm never loosened as he dragged me through the emergency room doors, his momentum nearly pulling me off my feet.
"I need a paternity test," he announced to the startled nurse at the reception desk. "Immediately."
"Sir, we don't—"
"Now!" His voice echoed off the sterile walls, making several patients turn to stare.
I pulled against his grip, desperate to explain. "Benjamin, please listen to me. This is insane. Those records are falsified. Natalie is manipulating you!"
"Shut up," he hissed, his fingers tightening until I cried out in pain.
A doctor approached, his expression concerned. "Mr. Hill, I understand you're upset, but we need to discuss this calmly. Mrs. Hill appears to be in distress."
"She's faking," Benjamin said flatly. "She's been lying to me for months. I want proof that the baby is mine."
"I can explain the appointments," I pleaded, tears streaming down my face. "They're not mine. Someone used my information—"
"Enough!" Benjamin's roar silenced the entire waiting room.
The doctor stepped closer, his voice low and urgent. "Mr. Hill, your wife is clearly distressed. I'm going to ask you to step outside while I examine her."
"She's not my wife," Benjamin spat. "Not anymore."
Something inside me shattered at those words. I reached for him, my hand outstretched. "Benjamin, please..."
But he turned away, his face a mask of disgust.
---
The pain hit without warning—a sharp, tearing sensation that doubled me over. I clutched my stomach, a primal scream tearing from my throat as I collapsed to the floor.
"Help her!" someone shouted. "She's bleeding!"
The world tilted sideways as medical staff rushed toward me. Through the haze of agony, I saw Benjamin standing frozen in the doorway, his face pale with shock.
"Save my baby," I gasped, reaching toward him one last time. "Please..."
Darkness closed in as they lifted me onto a stretcher. The last thing I heard was the doctor's urgent voice: "We need to perform an emergency D&C. She's losing the baby."
---
I woke to the sterile smell of hospital sheets and the steady beep of monitors. My body felt hollow, emptied of more than just my child. The doctor's words came slowly, each one a fresh wound.
"...severe trauma... excessive force... irreparable damage..."
I barely registered her presence as she explained that not only had I lost my baby, but the damage was so extensive I would never conceive again.
"Mrs. Hill, I'm so sorry," she said gently. "The physical trauma, combined with the emotional stress..."
I turned my face to the wall, unable to speak. What was there to say? My marriage was over. My child was gone. My future—empty.
Hours passed. Nurses came and went. No Benjamin.
"He hasn't asked about you once," a kind-faced nurse whispered as she checked my IV. "I'm so sorry, honey."
I closed my eyes, too exhausted for more tears.
The door opened with a soft click, and I tensed, hoping against hope it was Benjamin. Instead, Natalie's perfume filled the room before she did.
"Eden," she said softly, settling into the chair beside my bed. "Oh, you poor thing."
I turned to look at her, too broken to even hate her anymore.
"You know," she whispered, leaning close enough that I could feel her breath on my cheek, "he'll never choose you over me. Not now. Not ever."
Her mask slipped then, revealing the cold calculation beneath. "He believes you manipulated him with a fake miscarriage. Did you think I wouldn't cover all my bases?"
I stared at her, finally seeing the monster beneath the beautiful facade.
"He'll never come back to you," she continued, her voice barely audible. "And now you'll never have his children either."
As she rose to leave, she paused at the door. "Oh, and Eden? Those scars on your wrists? They're nothing compared to what I've done to your life."