The Omega quarters smelled of mildew and despair, a damp scent that clung to my skin like a second layer of filth. For two weeks, I had sat in this rotting cabin, staring at the water stains on the ceiling, trying to keep my wolf from tearing through the walls. I was the Head Healer. I was a researcher. I was the Alpha’s mate. Or I had been.
Now, I was just an inmate.
The silence of my confinement shattered when a frantic voice broke through the Mind-Link. It wasn’t Dominick. It was Sarah, a young Omega I had treated for a sprained ankle months ago.
*"Davina! Goddess, please answer!"* Her mental voice was high, jagged with panic. *"It’s your mother. She collapsed in the laundry room. She’s… she’s vomiting black blood. Everywhere."*
My blood ran cold, freezing me in place on the lumpy mattress. Black blood. Tremors. Sudden collapse. My scientific mind engaged before my heart could break. Acute silver poisoning. It was rare, usually caused by handling untreated weaponry without gloves, but if left untreated for more than an hour, it caused total organ failure.
*"Get her water,"* I commanded through the link, scrambling to my feet. *"Do not let her swallow. I’m coming."*
I didn’t care about the guards. I didn’t care about the exile order. I threw my weight against the rotting wood of the door. The latch gave way with a splintering crack. I sprinted into the twilight, my bare feet pounding against the hard-packed earth.
The pack hospital loomed ahead, a beacon of white stone that I used to manage. I burst through the double doors, startling the receptionist. I didn’t stop. I ran straight for the supply room where the chelation antidotes were stored.
"Davina?" Dr. Aris, the man who had been my assistant for three years, stepped in front of the supply cabinet. His eyes were wide, fearful. "You can’t be here. The Alpha—"
"My mother has silver poisoning," I gasped, my chest heaving. "Move, Aris. I need the EDTA solution and a stabilize-drip. Now!"
He didn’t move. He crossed his arms, looking sick with guilt, but he held his ground. "I can’t. Alpha Dominick put a lock on the high-level meds. He said… he said you might try to steal them to 'prove a point' about your research."
"She is dying!" I screamed, grabbing the lapels of his lab coat. "She will be dead in an hour without that authorization! Give me the key!"
"I can't release Class A drugs without the Alpha's signature," Aris whispered, looking down. "He declared you hysterical, Davina. If I give you this, and he thinks you're faking it… he’ll exile me too."
I shoved him away, a snarl ripping from my throat. "Fine. I’ll get the damn signature."
I turned and ran again, this time toward the Pack House. Every second that ticked by was a beat of my mother’s failing heart. I could feel the bond with Dominick pulsing in the back of my mind—a dark, twisted thing now, full of his irritation and arrogance.
I didn't knock. I slammed open the heavy oak doors of the Alpha’s office.
The room was warm, smelling of rich coffee and leather. Dominick sat behind his massive mahogany desk, reviewing maps of the border. Lillie was perched on the edge of the desk, tracing a finger over his hand. She jumped when I entered, letting out a theatrical little gasp.
"Dominick!" I fell to my knees before the desk, my pride forgotten. I was begging. "Please. You have to sign an authorization. My mother… she has silver poisoning. Aris won’t release the antidote without your order."
Dominick looked up slowly, his face a mask of stone. He didn’t look concerned. He looked annoyed.
"You broke confinement," he stated, his voice flat. "Again."
"She’s vomiting black blood!" I cried, reaching out to touch his boot, desperate for him to feel my truth through the bond. "She was working in the laundry with the warrior gear. There must have been residue. Please, Dom. She’s dying. Just sign the paper!"
Lillie leaned down, resting her chin on Dominick’s shoulder. Her voice was a poisonous whisper, sweet like rotting fruit. "Oh, Dom. Look at her eyes. She’s doing it again. Remember what Dr. Aris said? She creates crises to make herself the hero. Silver poisoning in the laundry room? That’s impossible."
"It’s not impossible!" I shrieked, my vision blurring with tears. "It happens if the silver coating on the daggers chips! Lillie, shut up! You’re killing her!"
Dominick slammed his hand on the desk, the sound echoing like a gunshot. "Enough!"
He stood up, towering over me. His aura crashed down, heavy and suffocating, forcing my wolf to cower. "I am in the middle of a strategy meeting, Davina. I will not have you barging in here with your delusions. You are unwell. You are seeing threats where there are none because you are desperate to reclaim your position."
"I don't care about the position!" I sobbed, pressing my forehead against the floorboards. "I care about my mother! Check the link! Ask Sarah! She’s there with her!"
"Sarah is a child," Dominick scoffed. "Likely another one you’ve manipulated."
He sat back down, picking up his pen. For a second, a spark of hope flared in my chest. He was going to sign it. He had to.
Instead, he pointed the pen at the door.
"Guards," he barked. Two warriors stepped out of the shadows. "Take her back to the Omega quarters. Restrain her if necessary. And tell Aris that no supplies are to be wasted on Davina’s family until I have conducted a full investigation myself."
"Investigation?" I choked out as rough hands grabbed my arms. "There is no time for an investigation! She has minutes, Dominick! Minutes!"
"Then you should have thought about that before you lost your mind and betrayed this pack," he said coldly, turning his attention back to the map. Lillie smirked at me, a quick, sharp twist of her lips, before nuzzling into his neck.
"No! You’re murdering her!" I screamed, thrashing against the guards' grip. My claws extended, scratching uselessly against the floor as they dragged me backward. "Dominick! She’s your pack member! She’s my mother! Please!"
The heavy doors slammed shut in my face, cutting off the warmth, the light, and the last hope for my mother’s life. As they dragged me down the hallway, the Mind-Link opened again. It was Sarah. She was crying so hard she couldn't speak, but I heard the sound that would haunt me forever—the wet, rattling gasp of a last breath.
The door to the Omega cabin slammed shut behind me, the lock clicking into place like a gunshot. I didn't waste time banging on it. I scrambled across the dirty floor to the cot where my mother lay. Sarah was huddled in the corner, sobbing into her hands, but I barely saw her.
My mother was unrecognizable. The silver poisoning was ravaging her vascular system. Black veins spiderwebbed up her neck, pulsing with a toxic rhythm that didn't match her heartbeat. She was thrashing, her back arching off the thin mattress as the metal in her blood burned her from the inside out.
"Mom," I choked out, grabbing her hands. They were ice cold, yet sweating. "I'm here. I'm here."
She opened her eyes, but the whites were gone, flooded with dark blood. She tried to speak, but only a wet, gurgling sound escaped her throat. I knew that sound. It was the sound of lungs filling with fluid. Without the chelation therapy—the medicine sitting just a mile away in a cabinet I had stocked myself—she was drowning in her own body.
"I tried," I whispered, smoothing her sweat-drenched hair back. Tears blurred my vision, hot and stinging. "Dominick... he wouldn't sign. He wouldn't listen."
A violent seizure gripped her. I held her down, using my own body weight to keep her from breaking her bones against the wooden frame. I could feel the bond in the back of my mind, that golden tether connecting me to Dominick. It was calm. He was probably looking at a map, or listening to Lillie’s lies, completely unbothered while my universe collapsed.
The seizure stopped abruptly. Her body went limp. The rattling breath I had heard over the link slowed. One. Two.
Then silence.
I waited for the next breath. It never came.
I didn't scream. I think I had screamed enough in the Alpha's office. Instead, a terrifying coldness spread through my chest, extinguishing the fire of my panic. It froze the tears on my cheeks. I laid my head on her stilled chest, listening to the silence, and felt the love I held for my mate turn into something black and hard, like obsidian.
The rain came an hour later, a torrential downpour that turned the pack grounds into mud. When the guards finally opened the door, it wasn't to offer condolences. It was to deliver a message.
"Alpha says no traitor blood in the Sacred Grounds," the guard muttered, refusing to meet my eyes. He tossed a shovel at my feet. "Take her to the rogue border. You have until dawn."
I didn't argue. I didn't plead. I wrapped my mother in the thin, gray sheet from her cot and lifted her into my arms. My wolf howled in grief, a mournful sound that echoed in my skull, but my human face remained blank. I was a vessel of hollowed-out sorrow.
The trek to the border was three miles of hell. The mud sucked at my boots, trying to drag me down, but I refused to fall. My arms burned, my muscles trembling under the dead weight, but I didn't stop. I would not let them see me stumble.
When I reached the edge of the territory, where the lush forest gave way to the rocky, barren rogue lands, I dropped to my knees. The shovel the guard had given me snapped on a tree root within the first few minutes. So, I used my hands.
I dug until my fingernails tore and my fingers bled, mixing my blood with the wet earth. The rain plastered my hair to my skull, washing away the sweat and the dirt, but it couldn't wash away the image of Dominick’s indifferent face.
I lowered her into the shallow grave. I didn't have flowers, so I placed a smooth river stone on her chest—a healer’s tradition. A weight to keep the soul grounded until it could fly.
"I'm sorry, Mom," I whispered, my voice raspy. "I'm sorry I was weak."
I filled the grave, patting the mud down with my ruined hands. As I knelt there in the dark, shivering violently, I made a vow. Not to the Moon Goddess, who had paired me with a monster, but to myself.
I would survive this. I would endure every humiliation, every pain, until I was strong enough to make them pay. Dominick Payne was dead to me. The bond remained, a cruel shackle, but the man was gone.
The next evening, the Alpha Command forced me into a stiff, starched uniform. It was a maid’s dress, humiliatingly short, designed to strip away any remaining dignity I had as a former high-ranking member.
"You need to learn humility, Davina," Dominick had said through the link earlier, his voice devoid of emotion. "You will serve the High Table tonight."
The Pack Hall was alive with the roar of celebration. The smell of roasted venison and spiced wine turned my empty stomach. I walked out of the kitchen with a heavy pitcher of wine, my head held high despite the whispers that followed me like a swarm of hornets.
*Look at her. The crazy healer. She let her own mother die.*
The lies had already spread. Of course they had.
I reached the High Table. Dominick sat at the head, looking regal and terrifyingly handsome. Lillie sat at his right hand, in the seat that should have been mine. She was wearing a red dress that I recognized—it was mine, stolen from my closet before I was dragged to the Omega quarters.
"Wine," Lillie commanded, holding out her goblet without looking at me.
I stepped forward, my hands steady. I poured the crimson liquid, watching it swirl in the glass.
*Thwack.*
A sharp pain exploded in my shin. Lillie had kicked me hard under the table with her heel.
I didn't flinch. I didn't spill a drop. I finished pouring and lifted the pitcher, stepping back into the shadows.
Lillie pouted, looking up at Dominick with wide, innocent eyes. "She's so clumsy, Dom. She almost spilled it on me."
Dominick turned his gaze to me. His eyes were searching, waiting for the explosion. He expected the Davina who screamed in his office, the Davina who fought for her research, the Davina who begged. He wanted me to lash out so he could justify his cruelty. He wanted to see the "unstable" wolf he had created.
I met his gaze. My eyes were dry. My face was a mask of absolute indifference. I felt the tug of the bond, demanding submission, demanding love, but I shoved it behind a wall of ice. I felt nothing for him. Not hate, not love. Just a vast, arctic emptiness.
"Is there anything else, Alpha?" I asked, my voice flat and hollow.
Dominick’s brow furrowed slightly. The satisfaction in his eyes faltered, replaced by a flicker of confusion. He didn't see the fire he was used to. He saw a graveyard.
"No," he grunted, looking away, his hand tightening around his glass. "Get out of my sight."
I bowed, a mechanical, jerky motion, and turned away. As I walked back toward the kitchen, Lillie’s high-pitched laughter rang out behind me, but it sounded distant. They couldn't hurt me anymore. You can't break something that is already dust.