The roller hissed against the drywall, a wet, sucking sound that grated against my raw nerves. *Sunbeam Yellow.* We had chosen this exact shade at a dusty hardware store in Brooklyn three years ago. I remembered the way the fluorescent lights hummed overhead as Cassius smudged a dot of the paint onto the tip of my nose, laughing as he promised that our children would wake up to sunshine every single day, no matter the weather outside.

Now, I was painting that promise onto the walls of his life with another woman.

"It's a bit patchy near the crown molding, Maya," Liana said. She was perched in the white rocking chair in the corner, her hand resting performatively over her flat stomach. "Do try to put some love into it. It is for *Cassius's* baby, after all. You wouldn't want the poor thing to stare at your mistakes."

My grip on the roller handle tightened until my knuckles turned the color of bone. "I'm doing my job, Liana. Just like you're doing yours."

Her smile didn't waver, but her eyes sharpened into slits. "My job is carrying his legacy. Yours is cleaning up the mess. Don't forget that he didn't fire you because I begged him not to. I told him you needed the money for your... condition."

She meant my broken heart. She meant the pathetic reality that I was still here, inhaling paint fumes and humiliation, just to be in the same orbit as the man who had forgotten me.

I dipped the roller into the tray, the yellow paint swirling like melted butter. The door creaked open. Cassius stood there, loosening his tie. He looked exhausted, the lines around his eyes etched deep by a stress he couldn't name.

"The fumes are strong," he muttered, stepping into the room.

I froze. The movement wafted the air around me—my scent. Vanilla and rain. It was the perfume I had worn since I was nineteen, the one he used to bury his face in after a long day.

Cassius stopped mid-stride. His nostrils flared. He looked at me, really looked at me, and for a heartbeat, the hostility vanished. His brow furrowed, a spasm of pain flickering across his features. He raised a hand to his temple, pressing hard.

"That smell..." His voice was a rasp, stripped of its usual icy polish. "Why does it... why do I know it?"

He swayed, his eyes losing focus. "It smells like... safety."

My heart slammed against my ribs. "Cassius?" I took a step toward him, the roller dripping unnoticed onto the drop cloth. "It's me. You remember."

Liana was out of the chair instantly. She moved with the precision of a viper, inserting herself between us.

"It's the paint thinner, darling," she cooed, her voice rising in a frantic pitch. "It's giving you a migraine. You've been working too hard." She reached into the pocket of her cardigan and pulled out a small glass vial and a bottle of water she’d had resting on the side table. "Here. Dr. Evans said to take this immediately if the headaches came back."

Cassius blinked, the fog of memory warring with the pounding in his skull. He looked at the vial, then at me. The vulnerability in his eyes curdled into confusion, then suspicion. He downed the liquid in one swallow.

Within seconds, his shoulders slumped. The spark of recognition was snuffed out, replaced by a dull, glazed compliance.

"You're right," he mumbled, turning his back on me. "Get this finished, Maya. I want the room aired out by morning."

***

Three hours later, I was downstairs, packing my supplies into my canvas tote. The silence of the penthouse was heavy, pressing against my eardrums. I just wanted to leave. I wanted to go back to my tiny apartment and scrub the yellow paint from my skin.

"Going somewhere?"

Cassius’s voice came from the shadows of the living room. He wasn't looking at me; he was looking at a piece of paper in his hand. The fire in the grate cast long, dancing shadows across his face, making him look like a vengeful god.

"I finished the nursery," I said, clutching my bag strap. "I'm going home."

"Home." He laughed, a dark, jagged sound. He crossed the room in two long strides and snatched my bag from my shoulder, dumping its contents onto the Persian rug. My sketchbook, my wallet, my keys—and a crumpled piece of lined paper.

He held the paper up. "Liana found this tucked in your side pocket."

I stared at it. The handwriting was mine. The loops of the 'y', the sharp cross of the 't'. It was perfect.

*I will cut it out of you before it breathes. He is mine.*

"I didn't write that," I whispered, the blood draining from my face. "Cassius, that’s a forgery. She’s been studying my journals—"

He didn't let me finish. He grabbed my upper arm, his fingers digging into the tender flesh, and dragged me toward the sliding glass doors.

"Cassius, stop! You're hurting me!"

He threw the doors open. The winter wind hit us like a physical blow, biting and cruel. He marched me to the edge of the balcony, forty stories above the glittering grid of Manhattan. He shoved me against the railing. The metal dug into my lower back, and for a terrifying second, I tipped backward, staring down into the abyss.

I screamed, grabbing his lapels to steady myself.

He leaned in, his face inches from mine. His eyes were voids, black holes where my Cassius used to be.

"You threaten my child?" he hissed, the words steaming in the cold air. "You threaten the only good thing in my life?"

"I didn't! I would never—"

"Shut up!" He shook me, and I gasped as my feet slipped on the icy concrete. "Listen to me, Maya. If you ever come near Liana or my child again... if you even breathe in their direction... I won't call the police."

He tilted me further over the edge. The wind roared in my ears, drowning out my sob.

"I will throw you off this ledge myself. Do you understand?"

I looked at him, tears freezing on my cheeks, and saw the absolute, unshakeable conviction in his eyes. He meant it. The man who had once promised to catch me if I fell was now ready to let me drop.

"I understand," I choked out.

He yanked me back onto the safety of the balcony and shoved me toward the door. "Get out."

The penthouse was quiet, a silence that felt less like peace and more like a held breath. I was halfway to the service elevator, my hand gripping the strap of my canvas bag until my fingers went numb, when Liana’s voice drifted down from the mezzanine.

"Wait, Maya."

I froze. My instinct was to run, to flee the orbit of this toxic sun before I burned up completely. But the weariness in my bones anchored me. I turned slowly. Liana stood at the top of the grand marble staircase, her hand resting on the polished banister. She wasn't smiling. For the first time in months, her face looked stripped of its usual malice.

"Come up," she said, her voice low. "Just for a minute. Cassius is in the study on a conference call. We need to end this."

"I'm leaving, Liana. You won," I said, my voice raspy from the cold wind on the balcony earlier.

"It's not about winning," she sighed, smoothing the silk of her maternity blouse. "It's about the baby. If you're really going to disappear, I need to know you won't come back. I need a truce. Please."

Against every warning bell ringing in my head, I walked up the stairs. Step by heavy step. I wanted closure. I wanted to look her in the eye and tell her she could have the money, the house, the name—but she would never have his true heart.

When I reached the top landing, Liana shifted. She glanced toward the heavy oak door of the study, then back to me. The vulnerability vanished instantly, replaced by a cold, predatory calculation.

"You really are pathetic," she whispered, stepping closer to the edge. "You think he'll ever remember you? I’ve rewritten you, Maya. You're just a smudge on the page."

"Why are you doing this?" I asked, watching her hand tighten on the railing. "You have him."

"Because as long as you exist, he doubts," she hissed. Her eyes flicked to the study door again. The handle was turning.

Liana took a deep breath. Then, she screamed.

"Maya, no! Don't push me!"

It happened in a fractured second. As the study door swung open and Cassius stepped out, Liana threw herself backward. Not a stumble, but a deliberate launch into the void.

My body moved before my brain could process the lie. I didn't think; I just reached out. My fingers brushed her wrist, desperate to anchor her, to save the child she carried. But I wasn't strong enough. Her momentum was a riptide, and instead of pulling her back, I was dragged over the precipice with her.

Gravity took us both.

The world dissolved into a blur of crystal chandelier and terrified shouting. I saw Liana twist in the air, aiming her body toward the oversized pile of decorative velvet cushions she had strangely moved to the foot of the stairs earlier that morning. She landed with a muffled thud, rolling safely onto the plush rug.

I didn't.

My hip clipped the marble banister halfway down, spinning me violently. I crashed onto the hard stone floor, my lower abdomen taking the full, brutal force of the impact against the bottom step.

A sound like a wet branch snapping echoed in my ears. Then, a white-hot lance of pain exploded in my belly, radiating outward until my vision went gray.

I couldn't breathe. I couldn't move. I lay crumpled on the cold stone, curled around the agony in my gut, tasting copper.

"My baby! Oh god, my baby!" Liana’s wails pierced the air. She was clutching her stomach, rocking back and forth on the soft rug, not a scratch on her.

"Liana!" Cassius roared. He vaulted down the remaining stairs, his heavy footsteps vibrating through the floor and into my shattered body. He fell to his knees beside her, his hands hovering frantically over her form.

"She pushed me!" Liana sobbed, burying her face in his neck. "I tried to help her... I tried to talk to her... and she shoved me!"

I tried to speak, to deny it, but only a gurgle of blood escaped my lips. "Cassius..." I wheezed, reaching a trembling hand toward him. My fingers were stained red.

He turned to me. The look on his face stopped my heart. There was no conflict this time. No flicker of the boy who had once loved me. There was only pure, unadulterated loathing.

"Don't you dare speak," he snarled. "You monster."

The lobby swarmed with noise. Uniforms. Radios. The paramedics burst through the front doors, their boots squeaking on the marble.

"We have two casualties!" one of them shouted, rushing toward me as I lay in a widening pool of blood.

"No!" Cassius stood up, blocking the medic's path to me. He pointed at Liana. "Help my fiancée. She's pregnant. This woman tried to kill her."

"Sir, this patient is losing a lot of blood," the medic argued, glancing at my pale, shock-ridden face.

"I don't care if she bleeds out right here on the floor," Cassius said, his voice cold and absolute, slicing through the pain-fog like a guillotine. "Save my child. Let the murderer rot."

Darkness rushed in from the edges of my vision. The last thing I saw was Cassius lifting Liana into his arms, carrying her toward the light, while I was left alone in the cold shadow of the staircase, broken in ways that could never be fixed.