I stared at Lennox's swollen ankle, guilt twisting in my stomach despite everything. The hotel staff had brought ice, but it was clear he needed more than a makeshift compress. His blue eyes held mine with an intensity that made my skin prickle.
'You're coming with me,' he said, his voice leaving no room for argument. 'I can't drive like this, and you're not staying here alone.'
'I'm not going anywhere with you,' I replied, but the words sounded hollow even to my own ears.
He sat up, wincing as he put weight on his ankle. 'Jude, don't make this difficult. I'm injured because of you.'
'That's rich,' I scoffed, but I was already reaching for my phone to call a rideshare.
Before I could dial, Lennox was on his feet, hopping toward my open suitcase. 'What are you doing?' I demanded.
'Packing,' he said simply, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world. 'You can't stay here. The hotel's going to charge you for that broken table.'
I moved to stop him, but he held up a hand. 'I've already taken care of your bill. You're coming to Brooklyn with me.'
The drive to his apartment was tense, the silence broken only by occasional directions. I watched the city blur past, wondering how I'd gone from a quick trip to close old accounts to being essentially kidnapped by the one person I'd tried so hard to forget.
His apartment was in a renovated brownstone in Brooklyn Heights—spacious, modern, and utterly unfamiliar. Nothing like the cramped Manhattan studio we'd once shared after college.
'Guest room's down the hall,' he said, gesturing with his chin while balancing on his good leg. 'First door on the right.'
I should have left. Should have called Carmen, should have found another hotel. Instead, I found myself unpacking my meager belongings in a room that smelled faintly of his cologne.
Hours later, we sat on opposite ends of his sectional sofa, surrounded by takeout containers from a Thai place I didn't recognize. The food was good, but I barely tasted it.
'So,' Lennox said, breaking the silence, 'still drinking your coffee black?'
'Yes,' I replied curtly. 'Some things don't change.'
He chuckled, the sound sending an unwelcome shiver down my spine. 'Your hair's different.'
'What?' I touched my short, dark hair self-consciously.
'It's longer than you used to keep it,' he said, his eyes studying me with that same penetrating gaze. 'Suits you.'
I looked away, focusing on my pad thai. 'It's just hair, Lennox.'
'Not with you, it's not,' he said softly.
The conversation continued like that—sharp, witty banter that felt like old times, except for the undercurrent of something dangerous. Something that made my heart race every time his hand brushed mine reaching for a napkin.
Then it happened. I was laughing—actually laughing—at something stupid he'd said about our old neighbor's dog, when I felt his fingers brush a strand of hair from my face. The touch was so casual, so familiar, that for a moment I leaned into it.
Then I caught myself and jerked away, nearly knocking over my water glass.
Lennox's hand froze in mid-air, his expression unreadable. 'Sorry,' he said, though he didn't sound sorry at all.
'It's late,' I said, standing abruptly. 'I should get some sleep.'
I retreated to the guest room, my heart pounding, my skin still burning from his touch. Three years, and he could still unravel me with a single gesture.
The next morning brought a sharp knock on the apartment door. I emerged from the guest room to find Lennox hobbling toward it, his hair still damp from the shower.
The door swung open to reveal a woman I recognized instantly from social media photos—Sloan Nelson, Lennox's fiancée. Her eyes swept over me with calculated sweetness, her manicured hand trailing over the enormous diamond on her left ring finger.
'Oh, hello,' she said, her voice honey-sweet. 'You must be Judith. Lennox has mentioned you.'
She stepped past me without waiting for a response, her perfume lingering in her wake. 'Darling, where did you put those pain meds? My back is just killing me today.'
The afternoon sun slanted through Lennox's apartment windows, casting long shadows across the hardwood floors. I'd been avoiding both him and Sloan since her morning arrival, keeping to the guest room and pretending to sort through my meager belongings. But the sound of a child's laughter pulled me from my self-imposed isolation.
I stepped into the living room to find a small girl with Lennox's blue eyes and dark hair standing in the doorway. Mia, I realized—his daughter from a relationship I'd never been able to ask about before I left. She couldn't have been more than seven or eight, her small frame dwarfed by the backpack she was shrugging off.
"Daddy!" she exclaimed, launching herself at Lennox, who caught her with his good leg, wincing slightly.
But then she saw me, and something shifted in her expression. Her eyes widened with recognition, as if she'd seen me in photographs or heard stories.
"You're Judith," she said, not a question but a statement. Before I could respond, she was running toward me, her small arms wrapping around my waist in a fierce hug that knocked the breath from my lungs.
"Hello, Mia," I managed, awkwardly patting her back. I'd never been good with children, but something about her complete lack of pretense disarmed me.
Over Mia's head, I caught Sloan's expression—a tight smile that didn't reach her eyes. She was perched on Lennox's sofa, one manicured hand resting on her prosthetic leg, which she'd made no effort to hide today.
"How sweet," Sloan said, her voice dripping with false warmth. "Already playing house in a life that isn't yours. How... comfortable for you."
Her words hit like a physical blow, but I kept my expression neutral. Lennox's jaw tightened, but he said nothing, his eyes moving between Sloan and me with an unreadable expression.
I couldn't breathe in that apartment anymore. The walls seemed to close in, suffocated by history and tension and Sloan's thinly veiled hostility.
"I need some air," I muttered, grabbing my coat.
"Where are you going?" Lennox asked, his voice sharp with concern.
"Out," I replied, not bothering to look back.
The Soho bar was dimly lit and quiet, the kind of place that existed in the cracks between trendy neighborhoods. I ordered my usual—black coffee, no sugar, no cream—and found a corner booth where I could nurse it in peace.
But peace wasn't meant to be mine. I'd barely taken three sips when a familiar presence slid into the seat across from me.
"You ran away," Lennox said, his voice low and controlled. "Again."
"I needed space," I replied, not meeting his eyes.
He leaned forward, his fingers brushing mine as he took my coffee cup, taking a sip before I could stop him. "Tell me about the last three years," he said, his voice softer now. "Where did you go? Who did you become?"
The questions I'd been dreading. The ones I couldn't answer without revealing too much of the hollow ache I'd carried.
"Why does it matter?" I asked, my voice barely above a whisper.
"Because I need to know, Jude. I need to know what I lost when you disappeared. What I'm trying to get back now."
His words hung between us, heavy with implication. Before I could respond, his expression shifted, hardening.
"Why didn't you answer any of my emails?" he demanded, his voice suddenly sharp. "Not one, Jude. Not a single one. Do you have any idea what that was like?"
I looked up at him then, into the blue eyes that had haunted my dreams for three years, and felt something crack inside me. But before I could speak, before I could find the words to explain the impossible, his phone buzzed with a message that made his face go pale.
The buzz of Lennox’s phone severed the fragile thread of our conversation. I watched the blood drain from his face, his jaw locking into a hard, white line. But before he could even turn the screen toward me to explain, a sharp, erratic laugh sliced through the low hum of the bar.
"Well. Isn't this cozy."
The heavy scent of juniper and expensive gin hit me a second before Sloan slid into the booth beside Lennox. She was a masterclass in calculated ruin—her designer coat slipping off one shoulder, her eyes overly bright, manicured fingers gripping the edge of the table hard enough to turn her knuckles white. She’d tracked his phone. Of course she had.
"Sloan," Lennox said, his voice tightening. He reached for her arm, but she jerked away, her gaze fixing on me with a venomous, glassy clarity.
"Don't touch me," she spat, though she smiled at me. "Always the loyal dog, aren't you, Judith? Sitting at his feet, waiting for scraps."
I kept my hands flat on the table, feeling the rough grain of the wood. "You're drunk, Sloan. Let him take you home."
"Home?" She stood up so abruptly her chair tipped backward, clattering against the floorboards. The few patrons nearby turned to stare. "I don't think so. I want to see how far this famous loyalty goes."
Before either of us could react, she spun on her heel and bolted toward the back of the bar, pushing through the heavy iron door marked *Roof Access*.
Lennox cursed, struggling to his feet, but his sprained ankle buckled instantly.
"Stay here," I ordered, already moving.
I hit the stairwell at a sprint, the damp air biting at my lungs. By the time I shoved the heavy rooftop door open, the wind nearly knocked me backward. It had started to drizzle, the wet gravel of the roof slick beneath my boots.
Sloan was already at the edge.
She stood on the narrow concrete parapet, the neon glow of the streetlights painting her pale face in harsh, flickering colors. Six stories down, the traffic of Soho crawled like a river of headlights. She was swaying, the mechanical stiffness of her left leg making her balance terrifyingly precarious.
"Sloan, step down," I said, keeping my voice low, steady. I cracked my knuckles—a useless, nervous tell I couldn't suppress.
She laughed, a brittle, hollow sound that was swallowed by the wind. "Why? Because you said so? You're nothing to him, Judith. You're just a habit he hasn't broken yet." She leaned backward, her arms spreading like wings. "Let's see if your little hero complex extends to the woman who actually wears his ring."
My heart hammered against my ribs, a frantic, deafening rhythm. I didn't see the woman who had tormented me; I saw the guilt that would completely destroy Lennox if she fell.
"Don't do it." I stepped forward, the soles of my shoes slipping on the wet tar.
"Watch me," she whispered, her center of gravity shifting over the abyss.
I didn't think. I lunged.
The rough edge of a rusted ventilation pipe caught my shoulder, tearing through my canvas jacket and slicing into my skin, but I didn't stop. I hit the parapet hard, my arms wrapping around Sloan's waist just as her good foot slipped from the concrete. For one breathless, horrifying second, we were both tipping over the edge, the dizzying drop rushing up to meet us.
With a guttural shout, I planted my boots into the low wall and threw my entire weight backward. We crashed down onto the unforgiving gravel of the roof, a tangle of limbs and breathless gasps. Sloan’s elbow struck my jaw, sending a blinding flash of pain behind my eyes, but I pinned her down, my chest heaving, my hands trembling violently.
The metal door to the stairwell slammed open against the brick wall.
Lennox stood there, chest heaving, his face a mask of absolute terror. He hobbled forward, heavily favoring his good leg, his eyes darting from the empty ledge to where we lay on the ground.
Sloan immediately burst into tears, her previous venom dissolving into a flawless performance of victimhood. "Lennox!" she sobbed, reaching a trembling hand toward him. "She pushed me—she came at me like a crazy person—"
I pushed myself up, my torn jacket hanging off one shoulder, the metallic taste of blood pooling in my mouth. I expected him to go to her. I expected him to gather his fragile, disabled fiancée into his arms and look at me with the pity I had spent three years running from.
He didn't.
Lennox walked straight past Sloan's outstretched hand. He stopped in front of me. He reached out, his thumb gently brushing a streak of dirt and blood from my cheek. His hand was shaking.
Then, he turned. He didn't yell. The terrifying stillness in his posture was worse than any shout. He looked down at Sloan, who was still weeping on the wet gravel.
"If you ever," Lennox said, his voice dropping into a dead, absolute cold that stripped the air from the roof, "put her in danger again, we are done. The ring, the guilt, all of it. Completely over."
Sloan’s tears stopped instantly. The silence that followed was heavier than the New York skyline pressing down on us. Lennox didn't look at her again. He turned back to me, his hand wrapping firmly around my wrist.
"We're leaving," he said. And for the first time in my life, I let him lead the way.