Kylie POV:
The sterile white walls of the hospital room felt like a cold embrace. Jodie was finally sleeping, her breathing soft and even, thanks to the nebulizer Dr. Adams had insisted on. My mind, however, was anything but peaceful.
My phone buzzed. A text from Julian.
Julian: Where are you? Why isn't Jodie at home?
My blood boiled. Where are you? The audacity.
Me: She's in the hospital, Julian. Because your son broke her humidifier and you drained our accounts.
I pressed send, my finger trembling with rage.
The phone rang immediately. It was him.
"You really think you can just disappear, Kylie?" His voice, usually so smooth and calming, was laced with irritation. "What kind of mother are you?"
"What kind of father are you, Julian?" I shot back, my voice shaking. "You left your daughter to die! You blocked my calls while I was begging for help!"
"I was busy, Kylie," he said, a familiar defensiveness creeping into his tone. "Important business. And frankly, you're being hysterical. Jodie probably just has a cold. You always overreact."
"A cold?" I scoffed, a bitter laugh escaping my lips. "She was having an asthma attack, Julian! And you were celebrating on a private jet with Fanny and Darryl!"
A pause. Then, a sigh. "Look, I'm sorry if you feel neglected. But I had to be there for Fanny. Her son was distraught over his gecko. Sometimes, Kylie, you need to understand that others have emotions too."
"Others?" My voice was barely a whisper. "Jodie is your daughter, Julian! Your flesh and blood!"
"Don't be dramatic," he snapped. "I'll send some money. Just get her home. This is all very embarrassing for my image."
My jaw clenched. His image. Always his damn image.
"No, Julian," I said, my voice cold and steady. "It' s over. I' m divorcing you. And I' m taking Jodie."
A stunned silence on the other end. Then, a low, dangerous growl. "You think you can just take my daughter, Kylie? You, a mentally unstable woman, trying to kidnap my child? Think again."
The line cut off. I stared at the phone, my heart pounding. He would make this a nightmare.
Dr. Adams entered the room, a gentle smile on her face. "Jodie's vitals are stable. She's a strong little fighter."
"She is," I agreed, a fresh wave of tears blurring my vision. "Thank you, Dr. Adams. For everything."
She sat on the edge of the bed, her gaze thoughtful. "Is everything alright, Kylie? You seem very distressed."
I hesitated, then the words tumbled out, a torrent of pain and betrayal. I told her everything: Julian's narcissism, Fanny and Darryl's cruelty, Jodie's neglect, the emptied bank accounts, the public humiliation.
Dr. Adams listened patiently, her expression unreadable. When I finished, she was silent for a long moment.
"Kylie," she said softly, "what Julian is doing is emotional abuse and financial control. His public statements are gaslighting. You and Jodie deserve so much better."
"I know," I whispered, burying my face in my hands. "But he's so powerful. He controls the media. He'll paint me as crazy."
She placed a reassuring hand on my shoulder. "Then we fight back with facts. I can arrange for an official psychological evaluation for you, an independent one. It will clear your name and expose his lies."
My head snapped up. "You would do that?"
"It's the right thing to do," she said, her eyes firm. "For you, and for Jodie."
A glimmer of hope, tiny but potent, sparked within me. Maybe, just maybe, this time, we could win.
Fanny' s voice, shrill and accusatory, pierced through the hospital lobby. "Kylie! Where is my husband? What have you done?"
I gripped Jodie' s hand tightly. My daughter, usually so vibrant, was withdrawn, her eyes empty. The past few days had taken a toll. After the hospital, Dr. Adams had helped me find a small, secluded cabin, a safe haven where Jodie could recover. But Julian, true to his word, had tracked us down.
He stood beside Fanny, his face a mask of concern for the cameras that seemed to materialize out of nowhere. "Kylie, darling, why are you doing this? Running away with our daughter, claiming she' s sick? You know she' s just sensitive."
"She' s sensitive because you broke her, Julian!" I retorted, my voice trembling with suppressed rage.
Fanny stepped forward, blocking my path. "She's a problem child, Kylie. Always has been. Needlessly dramatic."
Darryl, now holding a brand-new, even more expensive drone, snickered. "Yeah, Jodie's a crybaby."
Jodie flinched, shrinking behind my legs. She clutched a crumpled drawing in her hand – a picture of our family, all smiling, with a bright yellow sun. A painful reminder of the family she longed for, and the one Julian had destroyed.
"She' s not a problem child, Fanny," I said, my voice low and dangerous. "She' s a sweet, loving girl who deserves a real family, not this circus."
Julian, ever the master manipulator, sighed dramatically for the cameras. "Kylie, please. Don't make a scene. Let's just go home, talk this over. Jodie needs her father."
"You lost the right to be her father when you chose a gecko over her life, Julian!" I yelled, unable to hold back anymore.
His eyes flashed with anger, but he quickly composed himself. "She needs psychiatric help, folks," he announced to the eagerly filming reporters. "My poor wife, she's suffering from a delusional disorder. She believes I would harm our daughter."
The reporters murmured, their cameras flashing. I saw the doubt, the judgment in their eyes. Julian' s public persona was too strong.
"That's a lie!" I screamed, my voice cracking. "Jodie is fine! I am fine!"
A new voice, calm and authoritative, cut through the clamor. "I can assure you, Mr. Maynard, that both Ms. Gutierrez and Jodie are in excellent psychological health."
Dr. Blake Adams. My ally. My beacon of hope. She stood tall, a stack of papers in her hand.
"I am Dr. Blake Adams, a board-certified pediatrician, and I have personally overseen Jodie's recovery and Ms. Gutierrez's independent psychological evaluation." She held up the documents. "These are the official reports. They clearly state that Ms. Gutierrez is a fit and loving mother, and Jodie is a resilient child who has been subjected to significant emotional trauma and neglect."
Julian's face went white. The cameras, sensing a shift, turned to him. The murmurs changed from doubt to suspicion.
"This is outrageous!" Fanny shrieked. "Darryl, tell them! Tell them Kylie is crazy! Tell them Jodie bullied you!"
Darryl, coached by Fanny, started to cry theatrically. "She hit me! She called me names!"
"That's enough!" Dr. Adams said, her voice firm. "We have evidence, Mr. Maynard, that your claims are not only false but malicious. The cyberbullying accusations against Jodie were fabricated. We have IP addresses, timestamps, and witness accounts that confirm Darryl Taylor was the perpetrator, not Jodie. Furthermore, we have photographic evidence of Jodie's injuries, consistent with abuse and neglect, while she was under your care."
The crowd gasped. Julian visibly paled, his charismatic facade cracking. The cameras zoomed in on his stunned expression.
"This is a witch hunt!" Julian roared, his voice losing its smooth polish. "You're all attacking a devoted father!"
"A devoted father doesn't neglect his child to the point of hospitalization," Dr. Adams countered, her voice unwavering. "A devoted father doesn't empty his wife's bank accounts, leaving her stranded and unable to pay for emergency medical care. A devoted father doesn't engage in a public smear campaign against his own family."
The reporters swarmed Julian, shouting questions. His perfect image was crumbling before their eyes.
Fanny, seeing Julian's downfall, grabbed Darryl's hand. "This is your fault, Julian! You said you' d protect us!" She glared at me, her eyes filled with venom. "You won't get away with this, Kylie! You'll regret this!"
"I don't think so, Fanny," I said, a cold satisfaction settling in my heart. "I'm just getting started."
Julian, cornered and exposed, lunged at Dr. Adams, his face contorted in rage. "You bitch! You ruined everything!"
I instinctively stepped in front of Dr. Adams, shielding her. Two security guards, alerted by the commotion, quickly restrained Julian.
"This isn't over, Kylie!" he screamed, his voice hoarse with fury. "You have no idea what I'm capable of!"
"Yes, Julian," I said, a chilling calm in my voice. "I do. And now, so does everyone else."
I took Jodie' s hand. Her small fingers squeezed mine. She looked up at me, a tiny, tentative smile on her face. A spark of life had returned to her eyes.
"Mommy, are we really going home now?" she asked.
"Yes, baby," I said, pulling her close. "We're going home. A real home."
Dr. Adams smiled, a genuine, warm smile that reached her eyes. "Let's go, Kylie. You both deserve peace."
As we walked away, leaving Julian's shattered public image and his furious, manipulative ex-girlfriend behind, I knew this was just the beginning. But for the first time in a long time, I felt a flicker of hope. A hope for a real future, a real home, and a real family.
Kylie POV:
Jodie's small body trembled in my arms, her eyes wide with a terror that clawed at my soul. Julian's handprint, red and angry, marred her cheek. He had struck her. Again. In front of everyone.
"You little liar!" he'd screamed, his face a mask of pure fury. "You told them I hit you!"
He had just been confronted by his publicist, his carefully curated image shattering after Dr. Adams' s revelation. The media storm had been brutal. His sponsors were pulling out, his book sales plummeting. And his first thought, his first action, was to lash out at Jodie.
"Mommy, it hurts," Jodie sobbed, burying her face into my chest.
I held her tighter, my body rigid with a cold, protective rage. My gaze, ice-cold and unblinking, locked onto Julian. He was panting, his chest heaving, a flicker of something that might have been remorse, or perhaps just self-pity, in his eyes.
"Don't you ever," I said, my voice barely a whisper, yet it cut through the shocked silence of the room. "Don't you ever touch my daughter again."
Julian flinched, a surprised gasp escaping his lips. My eyes, I knew, held the weight of a past he hadn't lived, a future I would prevent.
Fanny, ever the opportunist, quickly stepped forward, her hand on Julian's arm. "Julian, darling, she's just trying to manipulate you. Don't let her poison your mind." Darryl, sensing an advantage, started to wail, rubbing a non-existent bruise on his arm. "She hit me first! Jodie hit me!"
Julian's brief flicker of guilt vanished, replaced by the familiar mask of anger. "See, Kylie? This is your problem. Your daughter is a menace. And you enable her!"
"My daughter is a victim, Julian," I stated, my voice rising. "A victim of your neglect, your gaslighting, and now, your violence." I remembered the prophecy, the chilling echo of what he had allowed to happen in the first timeline. "You don't just hurt with your hands, Julian. You hurt with your words, with your absence, with your twisted love."
I turned away, pulling Jodie along. I didn't look back at him. I couldn't. I had already seen his true face, and it was a monster.
"Kylie!" Julian called out, a desperate plea in his voice.
But it was too late. For him, anyway.
Fanny, ever vigilant, tugged at Julian's arm. "Julian, darling, don't let her get to you. She's just jealous. We're your real family now." Darryl, still sniffling dramatically, climbed onto Julian's lap, rubbing his face against Julian's expensive suit jacket.
"Julian," Fanny purred, her eyes narrowed at my retreating figure. "She thinks she can just take your daughter and ruin your career. You can't let her win."
Julian, caught between his crumbling public image and Fanny's manipulative comfort, hesitated. His gaze flickered towards me, then back to Fanny. The choice was clear.
Fanny, seeing his hesitation, leaned in close. "Remember what we talked about, Julian? Your legacy. Your brand. Don't let a crazy ex-wife and a difficult child destroy everything you've built." Her voice dropped to a whisper. "I know how much you loved her once. The real one. The one you lost."
A pang of betrayal, sharp and unexpected, pierced through me. Fanny knew about Julian' s past, about his first wife, the "angel" he always compared me to. The ghost he had tried to replace with me.
Fanny's eyes, filled with a cold, calculating malice, met mine. You think you can win, Kylie? You think you can escape me?
I knew then: she wouldn't stop. She would fight me with every manipulative trick in her arsenal. She would seek to destroy me, just as she had helped Julian destroy Jodie in the past.
I will make you regret this, Kylie Gutierrez, her silent vow echoed in my mind.
Jodie rested her head on my shoulder, her small body still trembling. We were safe, for now, in Dr. Adams' s small, home office, the scent of antiseptic and lavender filling the air.
"She has bruising consistent with a slap to the face, and some minor swelling behind her ear," Dr. Adams said, her voice gentle as she examined Jodie. "But the emotional trauma is more concerning."
Jodie sat quietly, her eyes distant, her movements slow and hesitant. The vibrancy, the spark, had been extinguished.
"We can't leave yet, can we?" I whispered, my heart heavy.
Dr. Adams shook her head. "Not until Jodie is stronger. And not until we ensure your safety. Julian will retaliate."
I stayed by Jodie' s side, day and night, watching her sleep, her small chest rising and falling rhythmically. She would wake with nightmares, thrashing and crying out for me. Each time, I would hold her, whispering reassurances, promising her a better future.
Julian, true to form, made frequent, public appearances. He would arrive with a bouquet of flowers, a teddy bear, and a somber expression for the cameras. He would try to talk to Jodie, to coax her into his arms, but she would just shrink away, her eyes empty, her small body stiff with fear.
"See, Kylie?" he would say, his voice dripping with false concern. "She's traumatized. She needs professional help. I've found an excellent facility for her. A therapeutic boarding school."
I knew what that meant: a place where "problem children" were hidden away, forgotten. A place where Jodie would be broken, not healed.
"No, Julian," I would say, my voice firm. "She's staying with me."
Fanny, meanwhile, seethed with jealousy, watching Julian's public performances. She saw his attention, however feigned, as a threat to her own position. She watched me, her eyes filled with a cold, calculating malice.
One afternoon, Fanny approached me, a sickly sweet smile on her face. "Kylie, darling, I know you're struggling. Perhaps you'd like a little break? Darryl and I are going to the park. Jodie can come too, if you like. Julian would be so pleased to see them bonding."
My gut twisted. "No, thank you, Fanny. Jodie is still recovering. And she's not going anywhere with Darryl."
Fanny' s smile faltered. Her eyes narrowed. "Suit yourself. But don't say I didn't offer."
Later that day, Jodie, feeling a little stronger, took her first tentative steps out of the room. She walked down the hallway, her small hand clutching mine.
Suddenly, Darryl burst out of his room, a wild look in his eyes. He charged at Jodie, a wicked grin on his face. "Tag! You're it!"
He slammed into her, hard. Jodie, still weak, stumbled backward. Her small hand, in a desperate attempt to brace herself, grabbed onto his shirt.
Darryl let out a piercing scream, a theatrical, ear-splitting shriek. He twisted his body, and then, in slow motion, he tumbled down the stairs, a grotesque parody of a fall.
Julian, who had been on the phone, his back to the stairs, spun around. His eyes widened in horror. Fanny, who had been lurking in the shadows, rushed forward.
"My son!" Fanny shrieked, her voice filled with feigned terror. "Jodie pushed him! She tried to kill him!"
Darryl, now lying dramatically at the bottom of the stairs, whimpered. He held up his arm, revealing a perfectly healthy, unblemished forearm. Fanny quickly pinched him, leaving a red mark that looked suspiciously like a bruise. "See! She attacked him! She's a monster!"
"Jodie didn't push him!," I yelled, my voice raw. "He ran into her!"
Julian, his face a mask of primal fury, stormed towards me. "You little demon!" he roared, pointing at Jodie. "You tried to hurt my son!"
"She's not your son, Julian! She's your daughter!" I screamed, shielding Jodie with my body.
He grabbed my arm, his fingers digging into my flesh. "You are a danger to this family, Kylie! Both of you!"
Then, he did it. He raised his hand, and this time, he struck me. Hard. A searing pain exploded across my cheek.
Jodie, witnessing the violence, let out a terrified scream. Her eyes rolled back in her head, and her small body went limp.
"Jodie!" I shrieked, cradling her. My vision blurred, tears mixing with the metallic taste of blood in my mouth.
Julian, seeing Jodie unconscious, faltered. A flicker of panic crossed his face.
"Get out!" I choked out, my voice trembling. "Get out of our lives!"
He backed away, his face a mixture of rage and fear. "You'll regret this, Kylie! You'll never see her again!" He pulled out his phone, already dialing. "I'm calling the authorities! She's a danger to herself and others!"
I knew what he was doing: setting the narrative, painting me as the unstable one. I had to get Jodie out. Now.
I scooped Jodie into my arms, ignoring the throbbing pain in my cheek. "We're leaving, baby," I whispered, pressing a kiss to her forehead. "We're leaving this nightmare."
I ran out of the house, my heart pounding like a drum. I hailed a taxi, desperate to get away.
But it was too late. He had already called.
A black SUV screeched to a halt in front of the taxi, blocking our path. Two burly men, dressed in intimidating black suits, emerged.
"Kylie Gutierrez?" one of them asked, his voice flat. "We have orders to bring you and the child in for a full psychiatric evaluation."
I clutched Jodie tighter. "No! You can't! She's sick!"
Julian appeared, his face once again composed for the public eye. A small crowd had gathered, drawn by the commotion.
"Thank God you're here," he said, his voice dripping with false concern. "My wife, she's had a complete breakdown. She believes I'm abusing Jodie. She's delusional." He gestured at my bruised face. "She even hit herself, trying to frame me."
The crowd murmured, their eyes filled with a mixture of pity and judgment. Julian, the compassionate life coach, was once again playing the victim.
"She's lying!" I screamed, my voice raw with desperation. "He hit me! He neglects Jodie! He's a monster!"
But my words were drowned out by Julian's soothing voice, his practiced concern. "It's okay, darling. We'll get you the help you need. For Jodie's sake."
The men in suits gently but firmly took Jodie from my arms. I fought, I screamed, I clawed at them, but they were too strong.
"Mommy!" Jodie cried, her small voice fading as they carried her away.
"Jodie!" I shrieked, my heart tearing in two.
Julian smiled, a cold, triumphant smile that sent shivers down my spine. "It's for the best, Kylie. You'll thank me later."
I was dragged into another car, my body limp with despair. The last thing I saw was Julian, standing tall and victorious, waving at the cameras, his perfect public image restored.
Kylie POV:
The room was cold, stark, and smelled faintly of antiseptic and despair. Four white walls, a single bed, a tiny, barred window high above. They had taken Jodie. Separated us. Just as Julian had intended.
A tray of unappetizing food, a grey slop and stale bread, was pushed through a slot in the heavy door. My stomach churned. I couldn't eat.
From the other side of the wall, a muffled voice, Julian's, floated through. "Fanny, darling, are you comfortable? Darryl, is your room warm enough?" His voice, solicitous and concerned, was a cruel mockery.
Then, Fanny' s voice, hushed but audible. "Julian, dear, about Jodie... the doctors here, they're suggesting a more… aggressive form of therapy. They call it 'desensitization therapy.' To help her overcome her 'delusions' about you."
My blood ran cold. Desensitization. I knew that term. It meant breaking a child's spirit, conditioning them to accept abuse, to believe their fears were irrational.
"Whatever it takes, Fanny," Julian said, his voice devoid of emotion. "Whatever helps her 'adjust' to our new family dynamic. And ensures she doesn't disrupt my public image."
A small peephole, previously unnoticed, opened in the door. I saw Fanny's eye, cold and gleaming with malicious satisfaction, peering in. Then Darryl's, a cruel smirk on his face.
My heart hammered against my ribs, a frantic bird seeking escape. Jodie. They have Jodie.
Through the peephole, I saw it. A small, sterile room, eerily similar to mine. Jodie was strapped to a chair, her eyes wide with terror. Darryl and Fanny stood before her, reenacting the scene at the stairs, Darryl feigning a fall, Fanny shrieking accusations.
Jodie whimpered, her body writhing against the restraints. She was forced to watch, to relive her trauma, over and over.
"This is therapy, Kylie," Julian's muffled voice explained, a chilling calm in his tone. "To help her understand the 'truth' of what happened. To break her attachment to your 'unhealthy narratives.'"
Darryl, emboldened by Julian's twisted approval, lunged at Jodie, his small fists flailing. He punched her in the arm, then hard in the stomach. Jodie cried out, a raw, desperate sound that tore through me.
"Stop it!" I screamed, pounding on the door until my knuckles bled. "Leave her alone, you monsters!"
But my screams were met with silence, the thick walls absorbing my desperation.
Then, a sickening thud. Jodie' s chair had been pushed, violently. She fell backward, hitting her head against the hard floor. Her small body lay crumpled, still.
Julian' s voice, suddenly laced with a hint of concern, but quickly masked. "Fanny, perhaps that was a bit… zealous. We don't want to leave any visible marks."
Jodie was rushed to the infirmary. I heard the frantic footsteps, the hushed voices. My heart was a frozen lump in my chest. They killed her. They actually killed her.
A wave of crushing despair washed over me. I had failed. Again.
But then, a memory. A stark white newspaper headline from the other timeline: "Julian Maynard: The Compassionate Guru Forgives All." And the blurry photo of Darryl, the pyromaniac.
No. Not this time. This time, I had to survive. For Jodie.
I took a deep, shuddering breath. I had to play their game. I had to pretend to break.
A few hours later, the door creaked open. Julian stood there, flanked by two burly orderlies. His face was carefully neutral.
"Kylie," he said, his voice softer now, almost coaxing. "Jodie is stable. She'll be fine. But she needs a different environment. I've found a special facility for her. A place where she can truly 'heal,' away from your… influence."
My blood ran cold. A "special facility." A mental institution. His ultimate control.
I nodded slowly, my eyes downcast. "Yes, Julian. Whatever you think is best. I… I understand now. I was wrong."
His eyes widened slightly, a flicker of surprise, then satisfaction. "Good. Good. I knew you'd come around." He stepped closer. "And once Jodie is settled, you can serve Fanny and Darryl. They need a stable presence, a… nurturer."
My stomach churned, but I forced another nod. "Of course, Julian. Whatever you need."
He watched me, his gaze analytical. He was searching for any sign of resistance, any hint of my true thoughts. I kept my face blank, my body language submissive.
My complete capitulation seemed to disquiet him. He clearly preferred me fighting, raging, so he could dismiss me as unstable. My docility threw him off.
"Very well," he said, a hint of unease in his voice. "You're free to move about the house, Kylie. But your phone, your car… those will remain confiscated for your own good. Fanny and Darryl will keep an eye on you."
He turned to leave, then paused, his gaze lingering on me. "Kylie, darling," he said, his voice low, almost intimate. "It's been a long time. Too long." He stepped closer, his hand reaching out for mine. "Perhaps tonight, we can… reconnect. For the sake of our family. Our future."
My skin crawled. I knew what he wanted. To fully assert his dominance, to remind me of my place, to ensure his "control" was absolute.
"Yes, Julian," I said, my voice soft. "Tonight. But… could we do it in the dark? Please? It's just… I'm not ready for the light yet. After everything."
His eyes gleamed, a predatory glint. He misinterpreted my request, seeing it as my brokenness, my desperate need for his touch. My surrender.
"Of course, my love," he purred, a triumphant smile on his face. "Anything for you." He squeezed my hand, then turned and left.
Fanny, who had been watching from the doorway, her face contorted in a sneer, glared at me. "Don't think you can get him back, Kylie. He's mine now."
I met her gaze, a cold, calculating resolve in my eyes. "Fanny," I said, my voice unwavering, "Julian just agreed to spend the night with me. In the dark. Alone."
Fanny's eyes widened, a flicker of fear, then jealousy. "You're lying!"
"Am I?" I asked, a tiny, cruel smile playing on my lips. "Go ask him. Or better yet, just observe. I'm sure he'll be very busy tonight."
Fanny stormed off, her jaw tight. Good. Let them fight each other.
Later, as the house grew quiet, I found Darryl lurking in the hallway, clutching a new video game console.
"Darryl," I said softly, my voice devoid of anger. "You know, your mom and Julian… they' re talking about sending Jodie away. To a very strict school. And if that happens, Julian will be very upset. He' ll yell at your mom. And maybe… he won' t buy you any more new games."
Darryl' s eyes, usually so smug, flickered with uncertainty. "What are you talking about?"
"Julian' s mad, Darryl," I whispered conspiratorially. "He wants Jodie to be quiet, to leave. But if she goes to that school, everyone will know what Julian did. It will make him look bad. And when Julian looks bad, he gets very, very angry."
Darryl nervously fiddled with his console. "So… what do you want?"
"I want to help Jodie," I said, my voice earnest. "And when Jodie is safe, Julian will be happy. And when Julian is happy, he buys you lots of new things. But if Jodie goes to that school… no more new games, Darryl. Maybe he' ll even take this one away." I gestured to his console.
Darryl' s eyes widened in horror. "No! He can't!"
"He can," I said, my voice firm. "Unless you help me. Where is Jodie?"
He hesitated, then pointed vaguely towards the back of the house. "In the old nursery. The one with the padded walls."
"Thank you, Darryl," I said, my voice filled with false gratitude. "You're a very smart boy. And a very helpful one."
He watched me, a mixture of confusion and self-satisfaction on his face.
I found a spare key to Julian's office, a secret stash I remembered from the other timeline. Inside, I found his emergency cash, his spare phone, and a small, discreet GPS tracker. Always prepared, Julian. Always prepared to escape.
I looked around the lavish, opulent house, a cage disguised as a palace. My past, my prison.
But not anymore.
I took one last look at the place that had been my gilded cage, the place where my daughter had suffered. No more.
I took a deep breath, and with Jodie' s name a silent prayer on my lips, I walked out. Towards the unknown. Towards freedom.