Hazel Sparks' POV:
Three years later, that day still feels like a fresh wound.
I walked into my small apartment after my night shift, the city lights blurred outside my window.
My body ached with the familiar weariness that had been my constant companion since the surgery.
I kicked off my shoes, eager to climb into bed and escape the echoes of Donovan's cruel words.
But sleep was a luxury I couldn't afford.
My phone buzzed, vibrating against the nightstand. It was my manager.
His voice was tight and urgent. "Hazel, you need to come back. Now. There's a situation with Mr. Gordon. A serious one."
My sleep-addled brain jolted awake.
A knot of dread formed in my stomach. What now?
I dressed quickly, my hands trembling as I buttoned my uniform.
Every fiber of my being screamed at me to run, to hide-but duty, and a morbid curiosity, pulled me back to The Sterling.
Jessica cut him off, her voice rising in pitch. "Missing? It's stolen! My three-million-dollar diamond earrings-Donovan gave them to me for my birthday. They're gone!"
She glared at me, her eyes narrowed. "And you were the last person in our room besides the cleaning lady-who's already been thoroughly questioned. She certainly wasn't playing maid in the middle of the night."
Jessica stood up. "Take off your clothes. We need to search you."
My breath caught in my throat.
I instinctively looked to Donovan.
He sat there, his face like stone, his eyes cold and unyielding-offering no defense, no flicker of doubt.
He believed her. He was allowing this to happen.
The realization was a devastating blow, a fresh wound reopening old scars.
I'd changed his sheets right in front of him-how could he possibly think I'd stolen anything?
Yet there he sat, watching silently as I was humiliated.
"Hazel, please," my manager whispered, his voice bordering on pleading. "Just cooperate. We can handle this discreetly."
I clutched my small handbag tightly to my chest, my knuckles white with tension.
I lifted my head, meeting Jessica's gaze. "No," I said, my voice firm despite the tremor in my hands. "I won't submit to a degrading search. If you think I stole something, call the police. Let them handle it legally."
Jessica scoffed, rolling her eyes. "Please. Donovan doesn't have time for your petty legal games! We want our earrings back, and we want them now. And don't pretend you weren't acting suspicious last night-sneaking in and out of the room, looking all flustered. You practically had 'thief' written on your face!"
Before I could respond, she lunged forward, her hand reaching for my bag. "Give that to me!"
I pulled back instinctively, clutching the bag tighter. "No! Get your hands off me!" My voice rose, raw with anger and humiliation.
But she was stronger, fueled by self-righteous fury.
With a powerful yank, she tore the bag from my grasp.
The zipper screeched open as she upended it, scattering my meager belongings across the polished floor.
My worn wallet, a few coins, a compact mirror, and a small, iridescent crystal moon charm clattered onto the expensive rug.
My eyes fixed on the charm.
It was a cheap trinket I'd bought years ago at a seaside tourist shop.
It shattered on impact, a delicate, tinkling sound that echoed in the sudden silence of the room.
A wave of sharp, unexpected pain washed over me.
I knew it was foolish, but that little crystal moon held a piece of my past-a memory of happier times.
Donovan's gaze, which had been distant and cold, suddenly sharpened.
For a fleeting moment, his eyes fixed on the broken crystal.
A flicker of something-crack in his icy composure-crossed his face.
He swallowed hard, his throat working, and when he spoke, his voice was low and strained. "Jessica, that's enough."
He stood up, towering over her. "We'll buy you new earrings. Better ones. Now, go back to the suite."
He turned to my manager with a sharp nod. "And you-make sure Ms. Cabrera is comfortable. I'll handle everything else."
His dismissal was final and absolute.
The door clicked shut, leaving just the two of us in the cold, silent room.
The air was thick with unspoken words, with the ghosts of our shared past.
A tremor ran through me as we stood facing each other-separated by the wreckage of my spilled belongings, by the shattered pieces of my precious little moon.
The silence was deafening, suffocating.
Hazel Sparks' POV:
A sharp sting on my ankle drew my gaze downward.
A shard of the crystal moon, glinting innocently on the carpet, had pierced my skin, a small bead of blood welling up.
Donovan's eyes flickered to the wound for a microsecond.
Was that a hint of concern? No, it couldn't be.
It must have been my imagination-a trick of the light, a desperate wish.
He didn't care about me anymore. Not after everything.
I knelt down to gather my scattered belongings, my fingers trembling as I picked up the larger pieces of the broken charm.
My throat tightened, a bitter ache blooming in my chest.
He stood there, his expensive, polished shoes just inches from my face-an imposing, silent wall blocking my path.
The weight of his presence pressed down on me, heavy and suffocating.
"Still collecting cheap trinkets, Hazel?" His voice was cold, edged with cruel mockery. "Didn't your sugar daddy leave you with enough nice things? Or is this just a pathetic attempt to hold onto some memory of me?"
He scoffed. "Still clinging to things from your exes, I see. What, did Becker not buy you anything worth keeping?"
I stood up abruptly, meeting his gaze.
Despite the storm raging inside me, my voice remained calm and steady. "We broke up, Donovan. It's called moving on."
A muscle in his jaw clenched.
Then, a short, humorless laugh escaped him. "Moving on? You call this moving on? Working a dead-end front desk job, still pining for men who toss you aside? You picked the wrong side, Hazel. You always have. It's a shame you couldn't keep a man with actual power."
His words were like a whip, lashing at my already raw emotions.
I couldn't listen to this anymore.
I turned to leave, a desperate need to escape consuming me.
But his hand shot out, grabbing my arm and spinning me around.
He slammed me against the wall, his body pinning mine in place, his face just inches from mine.
His grip on my jaw was brutal, forcing me to meet his eyes.
His eyes were like a turbulent ocean-dark, fathomless, swirling with a storm I couldn't comprehend.
For a moment, his gaze dropped to the small cut on my leg, a flicker of something unreadable in their depths.
Then, he tore his eyes away, turning his head sharply.
"Get in the car," he said, his voice clipped, almost a command. "I'll take you home. There are bandages in the glove compartment."
I stared at him, bewildered.
His sudden shift, this unexpected offer, left me reeling.
It was just a small cut-insignificant.
But for some reason, a reason I couldn't name, I found myself walking toward his sleek black car, my legs moving without conscious thought.
It was the faint softening in his tone, the unexpected hint of concern, that pulled me in.
A desperate part of me-a part I thought long dead-still craved even the smallest crumb of the tenderness he used to offer.
I was a fool.
The car's engine purred to life smoothly.
"I didn't take your earrings," I blurted out, a desperate need to make him believe me-to see me as something other than a thief, even for just a moment.
He didn't reply, his eyes fixed on the road ahead.
He rummaged through a leather briefcase on the passenger seat, his movements precise and deliberate.
He pulled out a small first-aid kit, extracting a band-aid.
He tossed it onto my lap without a word. "Take care of it."
As he closed the briefcase, something small and worn tumbled out, falling onto the floor mat.
It was a small, red fabric charm, faded with time, intricately embroidered with golden threads.
A safety charm-a "ping an fu."
My breath caught in my throat.
I had given this to him years ago, when he was sick.
It was a silly, superstitious gesture, but I had poured all my hopes into it-all my desperate prayers for his survival.
I had thought he would have thrown it away, along with all the other reminders of me.
But there it was, tucked away in his car, still safe and sound.
He bent down, his hand reaching for the charm.
He picked it up, his fingers brushing against the worn fabric, then tossed it back into the briefcase with a dismissive flick of his wrist.
"Funny, isn't it?" His voice was laced with chilling sarcasm. "This thing was supposed to keep me safe. It almost worked. Some might even say it saved my life."
He chuckled, a bitter, hollow sound. "You begged me to keep this charm to protect me, and then you were the one who betrayed me. The irony isn't lost on me, Hazel."
My nails dug into my palms, the pain a welcome distraction from the agony in my chest.
So many words, so many truths, clawed at my throat, desperate to escape.
But I couldn't let them. I couldn't risk it.
The consequences were too dire.
Cold, unyielding logic forced the words back down, choking me.
I swallowed them, each one feeling like a burning coal in my throat.
The car pulled up to my small apartment building.
And then I saw him. Kyle.
He was standing by my door, his hands in his pockets, a worried frown on his face.
My gaze flickered to Donovan.
His hands tightened on the steering wheel, his knuckles turning white.
His eyes, fixed on Kyle, hardened into chips of ice.
He slammed on the brakes, the sudden stop jolting me forward.
Kyle looked up, his expression shifting from concern to alarm as he saw us together.
The air inside the car crackled with dangerous tension.
"Still playing the field, Hazel?" Donovan's voice was a low snarl, laced with brutal accusation. "Can't stay away from your ex-boyfriends, can you?"
I didn't answer.
I just unbuckled my seatbelt, my hands trembling. "Thank you for the ride, Donovan."
My voice was flat, forced. I reached for the door handle.
He locked the doors with a sharp click. "Not so fast."
A mocking smile played on his lips, completely devoid of warmth.
"What's the matter? Did your other lover not give you enough cash? Or were you just not good enough to earn it from him? Didn't perform well enough to be worth his time?"
His words were a venomous attack, hitting me with full force.
A wave of pure, unadulterated rage surged through me.
Fueled by years of unspoken pain, my hand shot out and slapped him across the face.
The sharp crack echoed in the confined space of the car.
Kyle, outside the car, his face pale with alarm, started pounding on the window. "Hazel! Are you okay? Let her out, Donovan!"
Donovan didn't flinch.
He just pressed his tongue against the inside of his cheek, his gaze burning into mine-filled with raw, wounded fury.
"Get out," he hissed, his voice lethal. "Get out of my car."
I fumbled with the door, and the locks finally clicked open.
I practically fell out of the car, and Kyle rushed to my side, pulling me under his arm like a protective shield.
The car window rolled down smoothly.
The faded safety charm was hurled out, landing with a soft thud in the puddles on the street.
The black car roared to life, its tires squealing as it sped away-leaving behind a trail of exhaust and shattered emotions.
I knelt on the damp asphalt, my fingers closing around the mud-stained charm.
I brushed away the dirt, my eyes burning with unshed tears.
Hot, heavy tears streamed down my face, landing on the worn fabric.
Kyle knelt beside me, his hand gentle on my back. "Hazel," he said, his voice thick with concern, "you should have told him. Told him everything."
He paused, a bitter laugh escaping him. "He deserves to know the truth."
Hazel Sparks' POV:
"He deserves to know," Kyle repeated, his voice low and firm.
"I don't care if it complicates things for me. I'll deal with Donovan. I should have told him years ago."
My voice was a ragged whisper, raw with pain. "No, Kyle. It's over. It's all in the past now."
I clutched the muddy charm tighter.
The past was a wound I couldn't bear to reopen-a truth too heavy for him to handle.
The next day, the memory of Donovan's furious face and Kyle's worried eyes still haunted me.
My shift ended, and I was looking forward to a quiet evening alone.
But then my manager called. "Hazel, there's an impromptu staff dinner tonight at the Royal Club. Everyone is expected to attend."
He sent me the address-an exclusive, members-only establishment known for its exorbitant prices and elite clientele.
A strange premonition, a cold dread, settled in my stomach.
But I had no choice. I'd already pushed my luck with Donovan; I couldn't afford to refuse a work event.
I arrived at the glittering entrance of the Royal Club, the opulent decor a stark contrast to my worn, sensible shoes.
A uniformed attendant led me through a maze of dimly lit corridors, finally stopping in front of a heavy mahogany door.
He pushed it open, and I stepped into a lavish private dining room.
The air was knocked out of my lungs.
The room was filled with familiar faces-but none of them were my hotel colleagues.
These were Donovan's friends-the same people who had condemned me three years ago.
And at the head of the long table, regal and cold, sat Donovan Gordon.
His eyes, completely devoid of warmth, swept over me briefly before returning to the conversation-as if I were nothing more than an annoying fly.
A man I recognized-a prominent hotelier and one of Donovan's closest friends-rose from his seat.
"Ah, Hazel. You're here. My manager informed me about the... unfortunate incident with Ms. Cabrera's earrings. You're here to apologize on behalf of the hotel, I presume?"
His smile was thin, edged with malice.
I was trapped-a puppet on strings, forced to dance to their cruel tune.
Humiliation burned in my cheeks, but I couldn't just walk out.
My job, my fragile existence, hung in the balance.
They gestured for me to sit.
The only empty chair was right beside Donovan.
My heart hammered against my ribs, a frantic rhythm of terror.
I stiffened, but forced myself to move, sliding into the seat.
I grabbed a glass of champagne, my hand shaking slightly.
"On behalf of The Sterling, I apologize for any inconvenience, Mr. Gordon, Ms. Cabrera," I said, my voice wooden and lifeless.
I lifted the glass. "I'll drink to that."
I swallowed the bitter, bubbly liquid in one gulp, the alcohol burning my throat.
Donovan's friend-the same man who had thrown me out of the hospital room years ago-stood up, a sneer on his face.
"One glass? My sister-in-law's earrings were worth three million dollars. One glass doesn't cut it, Hazel. We're talking thirty glasses for that price-ten thousand dollars a pop."
Donovan watched me, his expression unreadable, a slight twitch at the corner of his lips.
A dark, sinister amusement seemed to flicker in his eyes.
Then he raised a hand, stopping his friend.
"Actually," Donovan said, his voice low and deceptively casual, "let's make it thirty glasses of something stronger. Thirty thousand dollars a glass. I want you to really feel it, Hazel."
He held my gaze, a chilling triumph in his eyes.
That night was a blur of bitter liquor and burning humiliation.
I drank glass after glass, the fiery liquid searing a hole in my chest-mirroring the agony in my soul.
My head spun, the room tilting precariously around me.
I felt myself slipping into a hazy abyss of pain and numbness.
"Is she done yet?" I heard a voice, thick and muffled through the fog of alcohol.
It was Donovan's friend. "Or do you want to play with her some more, Donovan? Send her up to one of the rooms? She's clearly loose enough for it."
Donovan's laugh was cold and dismissive.
"I don't want another man's leftovers," he drawled, his voice slurred with disdain. "Especially not Becker's."
He paused. "Just send her upstairs. The room key is on the table."
"Fine. If you want to take your anger out on her, go ahead."
Darkness consumed me then.
I didn't know how long I slept, or where.
I drifted in and out of consciousness, floating back to a time when his touch was gentle, his voice a lullaby.
I was back in our small apartment, his arms wrapped tightly around me.
I remembered feeling a dull ache in my side-a lingering discomfort from... from what?
He noticed the faint frown on my face. "Still hurting?" he asked, his voice laced with concern.
He insisted on taking me to see a traditional Chinese doctor, fussing over me like a mother hen.
The herbal medicine was bitter-a vile concoction that made my taste buds burn.
But every time I winced, he would be there, pressing a sweet candied plum into my mouth, his fingers brushing gently against my lips.
"It's still so bitter," I complained, my tongue still burning from the medicine.
He just smiled-a soft, tender smile that melted my heart.
He leaned in, his lips finding mine in a slow, gentle kiss.
The sweetness of the candied plum, softened by his kiss, bloomed on my tongue, mingling with the last lingering bitterness of the medicine.
It was intoxicating.
He pulled back slightly, his eyes sparkling with amusement.
"Still bitter?" he murmured, his voice a low, seductive whisper that sent shivers down my spine.
My cheeks flushed with heat. "Is this how you sweeten up all your girlfriends?" I teased, my voice barely a whisper.
He chuckled-a deep, resonant sound that vibrated in his chest. "Only you, Hazel. Only you."
Suddenly, the bed beneath me dipped.
The dream shattered, replaced by brutal reality.
The kisses were no longer tender-they were fierce, desperate, bruising.
His lips devoured mine in a hungry, savage assault that threatened to consume me whole.
I gasped for air, my mind struggling to piece together what was happening.
It was him. Donovan.
But this wasn't the sweet, loving man from my dream.
This was a storm-wild, untamed, and dangerous.
I pushed against his chest instinctively, a small whimper escaping my lips.
"Donovan," I breathed, his name a subconscious plea-a desperate anchor in the swirling chaos.
My eyes fluttered open.
We stared at each other, our faces inches apart, our breaths mingling.
The air crackled with raw, desperate intensity.
My mind was still foggy from the alcohol, but one undeniable truth pushed through the haze.
"I didn't betray you," I whispered, the words escaping before I could stop them.
His throat worked, a guttural sound escaping him.
His voice was hoarse, raw with emotion. "Then why, Hazel? Why were you with him? Why Kyle?"
He demanded, his eyes burning into mine, desperate for an answer.
My lips parted, a confession hovering on the tip of my tongue.
I almost told him. I almost broke years of silence right then and there.
But then a sharp, insistent ring pierced the silence.
My phone-on the bedside table.
We both looked at it.
The caller ID glowed in the darkness-a stark blue light.
Kyle Becker.
Cold reality hit me like a bucket of ice water.
The alcohol-induced haze cleared instantly.
Kyle. Here. Now.
All my carefully constructed lies, all my sacrifices, were about to unravel.
I scrambled to push myself up, to escape the suffocating closeness of Donovan, the dangerous precipice we were teetering on.
But Donovan grabbed my arms, shoving me back down onto the mattress.
His grip was ironclad. "No!" he snarled, his voice ragged with fury. "You're going to tell me. Now. All of it."
His dark, dangerous eyes bored into mine, demanding the truth.
I turned my head away, unable to meet his gaze.
The words were there, ready to spill out, but the fear-the years of guarding this secret-choked them back.
"There's nothing to say," I whispered, the lie leaving a bitter taste in my mouth.
He laughed then-a broken, desolate sound, tears glinting in his eyes.
"Nothing? That's it? Are you that desperate for him? That desperate to run back to Kyle?"
His voice was laced with chilling disbelief, a fresh wave of pain washing over his face.
"What does he have, Hazel? What does that bastard have that I don't? What did he do to make you abandon me?"
The question was a raw plea-a desperate cry for understanding.
"I must be insane," he choked out, "to think there was ever anything but hatred in your eyes."